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I want to *******.

*** inside you.

Not to ****.

Not to get off.

But to show you
that you are now owned
and safe.
RMatheson Sep 17
Hold my head under water.
I will fight back out of instinct.

Don't let me win.
RMatheson Sep 16
Im huffing ether
to dream of you.
RMatheson Sep 16
I fade like an old Polaroid,
only phantoms remain of that time.

And I hang here,  
dying like fruit
on the Hangman's Tree,
wishing I were you,
and wishing I were you,
and wishing I were you.
RMatheson Sep 16
All I know of it,
still so far away
I can still feel it,
washes me away.

I always lost at Hangman.

Still so far away,
all I know of it.
Washes me away,
though I still feel it.

Break my skull on the rock.
I hope you get to watch me die.
RMatheson Aug 29
I was supposed to get home
but everytime I
was about to round the corner
the ******* goalpost moved.

And I searched for you
like the ghosts of cigarettes
stained by your lipstick.
With the warmth on repeat
I'm surprised how you remember me
I'm painting a love story
So that I have something to remember
And I'll never forget
The words that fill the phrases
I've loved and I'll continue to love
You are the limit of my fantasies
Every day is the same as the next
I'm killing cigarettes in the morning again
I remember you, and I hope you do too
You're not smoking as you watch the sunrise
And all your tears are on your cheeks at the end of November
Then I lost you so foolishly
A photo against the background of acacias
I wanted to fly so much, but give me a reason to stay
With that warmth on repeat
I'm surprised you remember me
I'm painting a love story
So I'll have something to remember
And I'll never forget
The words that fill my phrases
I loved and I will love
You are the limit of my fantasies
I'm not guilty, do you hear
You're not guilty, that's for sure
I crawled like a gray mouse
To the places that no longer hurt us
My place is on the shelf
Next to the torn photo
Of the same acacias that someone once gave you
I would ask you to remember me for the rest of your life, but I don't want to hurt you
Barely holding back the emptiness of my soul
I'm calm on the outside
I'm sitting alone in the city of sakura
Without a hint of help
I'm surprised how you remember me
With the warmth on repeat
I'm surprised how you remember me
I'm painting a love story"
So that I'll have something to remember later
And I'll never forget
The words that fill the phrases
I loved and I will love
You are the limit of my fantasies
With the warmth on repeat
I'm surprised how you remember me
I'm painting a love story"
So that I'll have something to remember later
RMatheson Aug 29
Do this?
Any of this?

****.
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