For the 8 year old me, love was
A secret between my mom and dad
It was all about becoming one of them
For the 18 year old me,
It is a nightmare
No one would know what it is
It remains a mystery.
The 18 year olds i see make love for fun
For the 60 year old me,
It's peace
It's my home
It's a place in those hands
Where i can leap and die

Thunder screams
The storm u gave,
I withstand , the garden of roses shattered into dry petals
Memories are forever and not people
I fall in love all again, with the memories of yours.
You're the opposite of my love
How could it be hate, baby
It's apathy.
You grew flowers everywhere i could feel
Until i wouldn't breathe anymore
Your promises were the sweetest honey that flowed in my veins

I didn't realise how much i love you
Until you stabbed me
Knocked me down
Tied my heart to a rope
And every inch you move apart,
I bleed.
Until the last second i hold on
Your everything to me
Your thorns couldn't choke the rose of
My love.

Who are you?
How much i love you
Feels surreal to me
Every time i gaze into your eyes
My heart overwhelms
and tears well up in mine.
Who are you..
The warmth of
your sunshine still shines me up
My  Princess
Will Destiny bring you back to me?

Every night is a long night
With you in my memory
But this is actually a long night
Here I wait desperately
to look into your eyes,
To hold u.
To lace my fingers with yours.
The day i missed it
I want to bring it back,
In every lifetime of mine.
Here i stand the storms
For you
And every time
you go behind someone else,
While i wish the same i do at this night ,
Without knowing this lifetime was gifted to meet you again.

Oceans and sea
Heaven and hell
A roller coaster of happiness
He visioned me
Delusional drug it was
The way he saw me,
Butterflies in every bit my body
I wished to lace my soul with him
For we could never fall apart
And he's mine only mine
For every other lifetime.

She became my twinkling stars
Which i can never reach again
Things made up of
Star dust, air, water and fire
Tend to move
She's one
The hard you hold on to it
The faster it moves
Now all i wish is to just look at her.