Why is it that you give your heart out
To only have it shattered
Having your heart thrown out
And scattered
But your love for them soars
So much so you’ll do anything for them
Even if it means leaving you in tears
Wanting them to be happy
Even if it means they aren’t yours
I know this sounds sappy
But love and true love
Are two different things
Love is being in love
True love is putting your feelings aside and putting theirs above
Even if it means you fall back
No matter how much pain your in
All you want is their happiness
Even if that means leaving yours packed
Putting your happiness behind
So they can be happy
They are your sunshine
You dont want to give them up
But you put it aside
Sometimes feeling stuck
But you deal with it
So you can still have them in your life
Even if it means as a friend
Even if it means sometimes feeling like your heart got stabbed by a knife
You push it back on the tough days
Try not to show them how much your heart weighs
Missing them and yearning your heart does
Missing what once was.....
All you want is that light that shined so bright
To be happy and love the way she deserves to be
Even if it means that light turns onto someone else
So i sit here writing this tonight
Writing these feelings out
Accepting our fate
Accepting you are in love with someone else
And your heart belongs to them and is not mine
Letting go of all this weight
This weight that held me down for so long
This weight i will not carry anymore
I will let go of these feelings so strong
And accept we will only be friends
You are worth being friends with
You are worth keeping in my life
I will try and give you the best advice
And help when you need it
Even on my harder days
When i struggle with the pain
And my feelings want to pour out like rain
Ill accept my loves fate
And help you with the weight
You’ll forever be my sunshine
From sunrise to moonlight
Always

Life
Something we never cherish
We seem so careless
Carless of a life given to us
Carless of the life given to others
Why does it matter of the colors
Aren’t we all sisters and brothers
Cant we all band together
And help each weather
Weather this sickness
A sickness that has made us victims
Victims of this forsaken illness
A illness so vicious
People being suspicious
No i’m not talking about race
But thats also another thing we shouldn’t deface
But at another time
Im talking about a different crime
A crime of carelessness
A crime of recklessness
The people only ask for one thing
A simple thing to bring
A mask
A little thing that has became peoples life lines
But a few people cant follow a few guidelines
Guidelines to keep a life
Instead of sending them to the afterlife
A mask
The only thing saving a life
I ask of you
Of a very simple thing to do
Wear a mask
A simple task
Help care for a life
Maybe someones wife
Just wear a mask
Is all i ask

Love makes us do crazy things
Even giving away rings
Something I’ve considered
Couldn’t stop the flowing river
The river of love
Something I can’t wait to be part of
Love the thing that ties us
Leaving things to discuss
Things like kids
Things people forbids
Discussing life
With my future wife
Growing and learning
All while yearning
Marriage a title that we use to show our love knot
Something we were taught
The one thing we weren’t taught about
Something you dont hereabout
The little connection
That leaves a lasting impression
A string that connects two hearts
That can’t be torn apart
Sending things we dont say
Like i will not stray or hey
Saying I love you with out words through a bond
Something that makes us respond
That string that connects the two
A soulmate string that says i love you
Forever pulling the two closer and closer
Leaving chills all over
A love they share
Nothing can compare
To the words they share through a bond they share

Strength, the thing that defines us
But is so hard to discuss
Strength isn’t just how much you can lift
Its something you find when there is a rift
Its not something that can be given
Or something that can’t be written
Its something that you earn
Something people yearn
Strength, the thing that we can share
To the ones we love to show them were always there
Strength isn’t just weights
Its the very thing that carries us through the gates
Strength, is going through things and carrying them on your own
Taking things from others and being the backbone
Strength is pushing your pains aside
And taking others pains that they try to hide
Taking that pain and adding it to your own
And baring it alone
Strength, is letting someone take your pain
Letting them carry your chain
Giving access to all your scars
Strength, the very thing that.....You Are

A girl so adorable
So lovable
Never knew i would have this girl
That told me lets give it a whirl
Having this girl
This beautiful love
That was sent from above
This girl I’ve dreamed of
Right in my hands
Giving my all seeing where it lands
This girl that i hold so dear
Kicking my love into high gear
Falling oh so deeply
Ever so sweetly
This girl i never want to let go
A girl i wish to bestow
My life
Someone i might call.....MY WIFE

So beautifully designed
Yet so hard to find
Im so lucky to have something so rare
unwilling to share
My Tiger Lily
All that I hold dearly
Is in your hand
My heart you command
You fill that hole
Thats inside my soul
So much sooner before i knew her
With you I see the future
My Tiger Lily
Oh I love you silly
You are my everything
The sweet flower that blooms
Brighter than the moons
My Tiger Lily
I love you
Oh so true
Oh so clearly
My beautiful, Tiger Lily

A wolf wondering
A raven hovering
A pull the wolf feels
Nipping at its heels
A calling the raven hears
Something she fears
The Wolf follows
The Raven swallows
This pull leading
Something feeding
The Wolf searches
To see where a raven perches
The raven sitting all so perfect
Pondering this effect
This effect this pull
Something in full
wolf notices the raven
Feeling this sudden craving
raven so scared
Of something shared
Slowly this pulls closer
Slowly the wolf approaches
raven inching closer,  yet guarded
From being discarded
Wolf slowly endearing
Never disappearing
Slowly the ravens guards fall
Falling like a waterfall
The two meet
Something oh so sweet
The wolf and the raven
Did they find their new haven