Rebekah Crews

Rebekah Crews Dec 2022

Who I am

people looks down at the ground
I look like a clown being around
They say look in the mirror
But i can't because i can't read backwards
I want to go forwards
Who am I?
You all say I'm different
I try to see what you meant
Some people just go a far way to lie
Me I'm just a mile away From the truth
Who am
I'm the girl who was different
Then the others
RLC

Rebekah Crews Dec 2022

Lie

L is for the leaving
    I if for the I love you
        E is for the evil in your eye
                      RLC

Rebekah Crews Nov 2022

Who

those lies
May lay on the side of your bed
But I will alway be one step ahead
As those who don’t see the trutH
I see I know wHo you are
You tell me to look at you
but wHo are you
Are you magic
No
I wish you could just disappear

RLC

Rebekah Crews Oct 2022

Dear John (Rebekah version)

I thought I knew you
I thought that you stud up for me back then
I thought we both were on they same base
about the past of you and me
you where someone who I looked up to
I thought I knew you  for  years
but now that everything is different
After you texted me that night …

I   should have never let  you tell me to run straight to the base and let you slide into my heart I should have listened to my head telling me you can’t run to him your just going to get hurt .

RLC

Rebekah Crews Sep 2022

Falling out of Fall

It’s Almost fall
the tree start to turn different
But thats how it goes
Look around seeing those leaves fall
But because you’re falling out of my life
I’m not looking at the leaves I’m looking at you leaving….
After one thing falls apart it start to fade just like those leaves on the tree
Something beautiful Turns into something
that Gets blown away
But that’s how it goes…

RLC

Rebekah Crews Jul 2022

You didn’t want to be him

As we sit across from Each other
At the table
You ask me
Are we here because
You went here with him
I look you in the eyes
I said no because your not him
10 hours drive away from you
You and I would write letter back and forth
I was so happy to get your letters
Its like when your a kid
running to the mail box with a smile
I started to need those letters to know you still care
2 month go by i still sitting in the living room still hoping for a letter
But in reality they were never going to come
the letters the texts the calls stoped show up
And I wonder what happened
I go back to that day when you ask me
That one question are we here cuz of him
And then i realized you where him to me
I needed you to be him
But in reality you didn’t want to be him

RLC

Rebekah Crews Jun 2022

Him

Should have expected this
Your just like him …
You don’t actually want me
You use me
I get in the car
And we don’t even talk about the problems and how you lie to me
I just smile hopefully you won’t bloke me after this
We head to the back of the car
And after your done you drive me home
No kiss no hug
And you drive fast cuz you don’t want no one to see you come from my house
It a secret you don’t want people to know about us cuz your ashamed of me
I’m not half as pretty or skinny
I wait for you to text me hoping to actually have a conversation but know you don’t actually care
I don’t know why you use me I think it because I’m the only girl that actually give a ****  about you
But I know your don’t I wish you where proud of me and wanted everyone to know about us
Why do I keep doing this why
I think it because your the only guy that actually uses me and  comes over or text me first

RLC