I remember you saying
It’s all your fault
And that always was in the back of my head
That everything was my fault
Somehow we meet again
And you wanted me
And I didn’t know what to say
I close my eyes
But all I can think of is what you said to me
When we where kids
And
How it’s true
When we are adults now
And it didn’t get better
It got worst
And how everything is still my fault
And what You did to me  
Is my fault
What I said to you was my fault
When I lost you after that
It was my fault

RLC

Time after time
The same thing happened
They are there and then
They are  gone
You think about them every day
But they never do the same
It's like I was never in their life
But they were  in mine
Because when it's all over
When time stops
I won't keep calling
I won't ask for them  back
Because I won't be back
Is it better for them
To see you in your casket
Or actually, see you in person
I don't know because
It's to late
Because I'm not even in they're life anymore
Gone for good

RLC

I thought I needed to find someone
But as I think about it
I need to find me
And who I am
I’m not ready for someone else love
Because I need to find love in myself
And who I want to be
And not what someone wants me to be
Love me for me
I don’t know how long that will take
But I know it’s time to find me
And who I’m supposed to be

RLC

I can’t do this anymore.

RLC

Each time
The same thing happened
And now I know what keeps happening
It wasn’t you
It was me
I wish I could go back to make it better
But the pages of the book
Are ruined
And that chapter is done
I wish the story could have kept going
But it couldn't handle what was happening
So it was over before the story was ready to end
The book is close
The story is over

RLC

When will it be all over
Just let me go already
I’m tired of this
You already know how this will end
So let me go
Nothing is going to stop me

RLC

You want me to change
I try to
You say try harder
What do you want me to say  
What am I supposed to do
Be this girl
That isn’t broken
That is always happy
Doesn't talk too much
I tried to change
But everytime you tell me
I’m not
Not
The girl you wanted
I gave up
And now I wonder
who am I
What am I
You didn’t want to know
Who I use to be
I gave up on me
And now that girl is gone

RLC