Time is not given
It's stolen in each moment
Making memories of shadowed nights
Essences of impulse and laughter 
Lacing through each hole
Although the blossoms of life may not get the chance to bloom, 
Heavy clouds keeping them from life, 
Our worlds collided
With forces of destined allies
Affinity roping our universe into orbit
In each small moment of nostalgia
We will now carry you dear friend
In our life, our loss, and our love.

As I look back on
my life as of yet
shattered masterpieces
scattered regrets
In every broken memory
I still seem to find peace.
For I have continued
to persevere with ease.
Infinite tiny pieces
of a million loving hearts,
cover sorrow's jagged edges.
Safely guiding this
journey I embark.
Each path lit with
hope and happiness,
Sustained by wise words.
An unwavering love of myself
inspires the life I aim towards.

Just let the river flow. It may get rough, it may fork, and eventually it may end but all you can do is enjoy the journey while you're on it. Float on.

Life is never guaranteed. Faith in the idea of tomorrow is all we have to carry us each day. There are no promises, just hope. Life is taken swiftly from us like sunbeams on a cloudy day. You cherish those small moments. The clarity of those moments, that feeling of pure light, is precious. Even in death, the essence of life surrounds all of us. In the light breeze in the air, the warmth in each hug, the honestly flowing through each tear. May there be a God, a heaven, a hell, what have you, there is no doubt that this life is more than the science of human existence. We carry too much love, too much depth, and far too much soul for a single explanation. We are all who we are and that is beautiful. Let us allow this day we have in our hands to flourish into a life we only dreamed we could have. Let us love with no hesitation and live with no regrets. Let us be before this life passes and we become what could have been. The past is always there, full of memories, good and bad, highs and lows,  laughter and sorrow. Cherish these memories and carry them with you through your days to come. Hold dear the ones you love and find forgiveness for those who have wronged you. Laugh until you cry and cry until you find peace. Let us just live, free.

I remember those little notes we wrote
The tiny pieces of our hearts that were scattered across our life
I remember the way we would laugh at nothing
Tears welling in our eyes because our bodies couldn't absorb all the happiness we had inside
I remember the nights we would lay together
Sharing with one another what we
would never reveal to the world 
I remember holding hands in the car
From a trip down the road to the countryside of another place
I remember all of our silly moments, our shared tears,
and those little things that pulled our big worlds together. 
I remember everyday how easy it is to remember you.
And how impossible the task of forgetting you will be.

I remember being a small child.
Being so full of
hopes, questions,
dreams, love,
adoration, spirit...

Heartache did not exist.
The world's harsh truths were a million miles away.

It only takes one broken promise,
one crushed heart,
just one shattered dream...
& the ugly world exposes itself
and all innocence is stolen in an instant.

Love runs deep when you let the river flow. Allow the one you love to blossom and you will get the chance to witness them at their fullest beauty. Shadowing them will only wilt their potential and much like their liveliness, love will fade.

My love for you is like the wind
Just when you least expect it,
I'll wrap my love around you
Just to let u know I'm always there

I'm a *******. A *** of gold. You can say that I'm young or simply just cold. I'm a killer, a saver, a reckless heart breaker. I love from my soul and only hate the haters. I can only be me so don't be surprised, the moment you see the great mind behind these sly eyes.

Each morning I wake
I see your sleepy face
I smell your warm skin
I feel your warm embrace
Each day that we spend
I feel our lives begin
I sense us growing together
I watch the days transcend

If I take your hand,
will you guide me?
I cannot find the way alone.
As you are my light,
promise to never leave me in the dark.

For me,
the sleep deprivation of it all is the truly torturous outcome
I lie awake pondering
How little effect I have on you...
All the while realizing what a tremendous impact you have in everything I am
Each movement,
Each notion
Each smile
At times I see only you
as I glance at my reflection in a window pane
I see your eyes staring back at me
Those inescapable eyes
that I so often lose myself in
Wishing I could lie in the softness of them
And dance in the tiny bit of sparkle they give off
Wishing that they were able to speak to me
Words that I so dearly wish you would say
Wishing for them to reveal the trapped thoughts inside of you
To show me the man at the end of those seemingly endless gazes
Uncovering the stealth nature of your being
allowing your heart to open to me
So that I can not only discover your soul
But to assure myself that in the baring of my own,
The two will never be alone

I'm really scared of How you have the ability to break me
To leave me completely bare
Unable to move or breathe