My heart flutters when I see your face.

I'm on a mission to seeing you again

Its like everything I do or experience

                  Leads me to you!


~Inspiration strucks;

I wanna save the world with you,

Create a new world with our love,

I wanna be in paradize with you,

Living our last days in peace.


But this time;

        Let's not **** it up ok..?


I'm sorry I left you,
Im sorry I blocked u out of my life,
I'm sorry for makin you feel alone,
I'm sorry for letting you down.

Just know its always been you

The one to beat my heart awake

Making me smile so big

Locked in a day dream.

With you i feel like superman

I can do anything.

I remember always wanting to be close,
I remember wanting to be held by you,
I remember feeling at ease,
I remember the tension was so intense

                I remember our first kiss
  Like electricity circulating
                     within one another

It was magic dont you see?

It was beautiful,
like the stars
were perfectly aligned
for our love
So amazing we had to do it twice..

I loved u then,
now,
Forever,
and eternity.

---
I Come To You

Every now and then I come to you

A climbing jasmine through

the window of your heart

A blushful smile beneath your sheets

A fragrant scent in waking thoughts

An empty porch of swinging dreams.

Every now and then I come to you

A drop of sunshine on winter lips

A tender touch upon  your chest

A yearning moment in an ardent kiss.

Every now and then I come to you

A hush-hushed whisper

on a restless eve

A  melting snowflake upon your lash

A fallen petal tickling your cheek.

Everynow and then I come to you

A lingered breath behind your ear

A gentle breeze of visions gone

that once blew softly within your hair

A moment in silence
Is earth's way of shouting
The frequent signals
Showing me the path of enlightenment
Even in Dreams from the heaven's above
Showing me glimpse of themselves.

From the heavenly Messiah's
Ganesha showing me the way with his trunk
To Jesus speaking to me showing the way...
With their reassurance that everything
Will be OK .

That this path I have chosen
Has been for the righteous ones..
To not be afraid because of the hates from others ignorance from the blinds that are filled with thoughts of illusion of material items that do not exist.

You cannot take such things to heaven above. Only they can sense your true spirit that shines within you.
Even with things we have done that we are not proud of but the lesson is if we can be able to make something out of it.

I've hurt for so many years questioning why I am not good enough. Come to realization I am good and well.

As old as the tree's here on earth as wise as an old man that's lived for over 100 years.. locked in w body that's young and naive.

I've let a man conquer my hopes and dreams having him tell me I can do it and make it my reality as I slowly let him have my everything. But all he did was caging me up saying that I'm only his and not meant for this world to be cared at all cost..

I was a butterfly locked in a jar with a beautiful scenery inside with me with a false illusion of this is my home... But in reality I was meant to be out in the wild where I can feel the wind blowing through my wings...

I don't  want to wait anymore...
I just want you here..
by my side..
im sick of waiting
you know im yours
you always have known
so what is it exactly we are waiting for??

I'm doing my part yes
I'm building my dreams
taking every little step by step

My wings are stretching out
testing the winds
flowing in-between my feathers..

free as a bird... is the way I wanna be .

as you would tell me..

I see my future so clearly
just like how we imagined it to be boo..
I feel it on my finger tips
as I reach for the stars
high they peak:

Burning sensation as they connect  
entwined  into one
Forever rooted
Deep in my viens
Running through out my DNA
The maps of our
Lost homes constellation
Rooted in each othters heart
Blood vain race in beat.

Forever the map will be
In the palm of our hands..


*Dream Big...

Cabin by the sea
Near the view for the perfect sunset..
We even built a fire bit on the beach
Perfect place for us star gazers;
Where we can sit together.
smoke a spliff as we gaze
upon the horizon.

We can do this over and over again.
Relive the beauty of sands of time..
Locked away in an hourglass
Ticking for its time to be turned;
round upside down
In remebrance of mother natures law
As above, so below.

So here we go,
Repeating the same quantum pattern.
Stuck on replay
Passing the phase
To move forward towards
Another lifetime in progression

I wanna spend the rest of my days
Watching the sunrise and sunsets with you
Talk about our adventures..
Us together I see us so vividly
Growing old 2gether...

Synchronicity.
8 symbol of infinite
Time ticks numbers pass
Eight o clock is the time...
To infinity and beyond!(;
Meet me at our garden where we first shared our gifts.
Close your eyes and so you'll see me with eyes wide open.
Tick tock, tick tock
stuck at 8 o clock
Frozen till we meet again
Feel me close by the fountain
I'll be there soon with my conscious
Ready for another adventure
Up high above the clouds
Remember to bring your sketch book.
Might share a few insights of where our home is..

You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceilin'
And ooh wee it's the ultimate feelin'
You got me lifted feeling so gifted...*

the sound of your voice jus by hearing you I get the chills.. I love it. also in fact im in contact with a warrior as well

someone with the sense of battles with the heroic heart
willing to do anything for the one he loves...

to protect and save the wounded
to heal the weaks was his duty.

So the story continues...

The sound of his voice was a melody only my heart is in tune with.
Only I could sense it.

I use to despise
the sound of the melody
coming in close.
Mainly because we had unspoken words
Locked away in the unbeknownst.

Wasn't steady enough to hear it.

I confess I was afraid too
That you wouldn't see the beauty in me
I wasn't in the right state of mind when we first became good friends
I believe we all weren't...
But we still lived everyday
as if it was our last..
Those days were something.
Looking back now
I wish we can relive them
change something I would like to do but seems like the universe
has better plans ahead for us.

I wasn't who you wanted me to be more like I wasn't showing my complete self
Sugar coated with the goods that society
Molds us into being.

I remember looking at you while you were petting Shiloh and how the animals loved you... I saw what they saw in you.
Even with your false persona I saw right thru it with no hesitations to calling *******. Lol
You hated it and I enjoyed seeing your tyrant act crumble.
Shows whose the real Queen at sea.
In the end tho we must thank our frozen times to help us remember why we are free.
As also to why we came here and to restrengthen our Love that's a never ending pattern.

Stuck in this jailhouse
More like my mind is in chaos
Time in peace is what we need
Together alone
To help battle these toxins
That continusley roam these streets.

A time together is what we seek
But time says we have alot to weep
More strength we need to resurface
To rebuild a stronger kingdom

My heart has sealed it's temple
Locked inside your ribcage
You always had me
always was yours since day one
Question I wonder is...
why is it that you never believed,
When the answers were always there?

Fear is a weak emotion
that can easily destroy you
Also when I said no more second guessing
I meant it..
non of that hesitations with the feeling that feels so natural.

The chills that run throughout our bodies
Is earth's way intuning with our aligned vibrations signaling to combine the two to create never ending bond
That creates a new wave of vibrations
Waking others who are in need...

Remember remember
the beginning of the summer?
When no worries spread across our laughters
The summer daze
that's on non stop replay
Was one of the best time of my olden dayz:

We toured to the north, south, east and west
We sold some mushroom tea,
We sold some ecstasy,
We sold nitrus, *****, acid, ****** and ***
Now I hear the police coming after me
Yes, now I hear the police coming after me
The one scarlet with the flowers in her hair,
She's got the police coming after me

Summer of Love... 1969
was definitely once upon a dream
Runners at bay
In the California dreamin haze
Swisher sweet was the name
Sipping on some coronas
as we watched the tangerine sky
disappear into the midst
I can do this with you forever...


**~ Scarlet Begonias

I crave to feel your sense of touch
I hope I'm not asking for much.

I just want to see you again
Doesn't matter how or when.

Your eyes I seek
in every soul that come my path.

The smile I shine,
as if you will find the light.

Memories of our forgotten times
I do love to visit in my day dreams.

From the very first time we met
And the days when we were one.

There is not one second in my life
Where this universe will let me forget you.

Symbolism in every corner I pass by..

To the trees that pass a breeze
with a whisper from you saying I love you.

To the sky, I see your ravens crowing
Letting me know your on your way home.

And let's not forget how our technology frequently sending me messages with your name written all over it.

Not one day can go by without a thought of you near by...

Wishes do come true
and my boo,
you are my dream that has come true.

Day by day

I search but I have no time

I wait but what's to come?

It's as if I'm waiting for a miracle

But im the one who will be creating.

My yang has vanished;

Hopefully in time the yin inside

Will remind my yang to its wholeness.

Constantly going in circles

searching for one another...

This yin doesn't have much faith left

Maybe in time

the yang in me will reappear itself

Hopefully in time....

I constantly ask and ask why that is my life is in shambles...
pointless, im a fool the answers are right there in front of me
eye wide open or was it just a reconnection with my heart?
    I see so vividly with the dreams of my desires was truly to always be alive .
The sun shines so bright everyday with the smiles I see from him would always keep me laughing.
because of how silly he is to think that I wouldn't see beauty in his eyes.
Forever I felt a recognition, a souls remembrance imprinted in lovings grace.
Feel it rushing throughout my veins in a heartbeats race.

My god them eyes I sense a knowing being;
More like an old lost friend soon to be.
A memory that it shall never rest in peace...
Till the time we'll be aligned with triple 3's.

Time will keep ticking but frozen in that moment till the time being.
Forever in sky lit blues;
Is when the moon and sun set a kiss with colors that shine with no fright...

Timeless illusion

I hear the ticking clock go by
The loud echoes from my chest;
In tune with the beat of the ticks
O my what did I get myself into?

My heart stops when I see you...
Time has no existence between us
When I see them eyes
my reflection shines within 'em

Tick tock may go the clock
Until we meet again so we thought
Time may go by
but between
you and I,
we are infinite from beyond.
Nothing can stop our Love

~till then mi friend