A memoir
His eyes, blue and glaring,
Are fixed on my feet,
I struggle and I twitch,
I cry and I plead.
Looking up, he smiles,
A crescent on his lips,
Uncertainty washes my hair,
Blood, my tongue.
‘Oh, don’t do this,’ I beg,
Tears tinge my cheeks,
A laugh escapes the crescent,
And it opens to speak.
‘I promise I won’t hurt you,
Do come to me,’
He kisses my neck and hands,
But for all, I can’t feel.
I look down at the world,
I look up at him,
On his edge, I stand, I could fall into his arms,
Maybe it wasn’t a whim
A step forward he takes, apology on his face,
A nudge on my back,
Ooh…I’m flying, but he pushed me the same,
I swear , I really do, that I didn’t run.