..I wasn't aware when you left
Or maybe when I was aware she was always there to have my back.
I felt like I had you all the time.
It was too calm to last long

..but you couldn't make me alone
And so I had to leave
I was eager to leave cause I thought since it was all family I would have much more

It's late now
But I know they ain't real ,
It's all unrated
They belong to themselves

Am writing on a social media platform.
When you were there it wasn't there .
I don't know if you'll get to read it but writing is my all day antidepressant drug

I try living a life without you ..it was cool at first cause they faked it .
But now I live every moment comparing it to what if you were there.

You are gone , I got no picture but I got a life to live .
It's getting harder but am trying
Am trying for you cause you'd want the best for me

I know you are watching