Don't the colors orange and yellow make you feel warm inside?
They make My heart smile
Feeling of butterflies fill my stomach
A fresh crisp scent of **** apples
Invade my nostrils
When I see orange and yellow
I close my eyes and its takes me to the Fall  

Beautiful orange and yellow leaves
Dancing in the wind
Im Bundled up with my new brown chestnut boots
My leg warmers cream to match my jacket
Walking downtown with my pumpkin latte
Strolling slowly
taking in the beauty
Breathing in the freshness of nature
The smell of recent rain in the air
Making my heart skip a beat

Getting home and biting into a warm chocolate chip cookie freshly baked
Warm and calming.
Its almost fall

See you soon orange and yellow.

On the days I think of you
I long for your love
For your touch
I wish for your happiness
I whisper a silent prayer for you
I pray for you
For your life
Your health
I pray that you find peace and joy within-

That on bad days you see the good
On good days you feel warmth inside
And a full heart

I pray that you find the perfect love
One worth holding on to
Worth fighting for
For better or for worse
Through any storm you both will overcome
I know I wont be that person
Im happy for you but heartbroken-
Im hopeful for my future
But, I wish you well
and I will always pray for you...

My silent prayer

When the beautiful sun rises
Beaming in my eyes
Ready for another beautiful day

To spend time with you
I can embrace you
hold your soft, warm hands

Will you be waiting at the door of the cozy coffee shop on the corner?
I'm excited to spend time with you
And hear about your day

I miss you when we depart
Your warm loving presence
Your bright beautiful smile
Your soft angelic eyes

You're always the best part of my day

Oh how I love tomorrow because I know you'll always be a part of my day

Can you promise me that you will be there tomorrow

And if we were to drop everything-
confess our love
and vow to each other today
I would be ready.


Always and forever

In the midnight hour
Raw, free of judgement
Just me and my pen
My thoughts
My feelings
My work
We're all meeting up to mix and mingle

In the midnight hour
when I should be resting
I cant,
My mind is ready to explode
My heart is ready to ***** all of the words trapped inside-

In the midnight hour
When Im all alone
I can remove my mask
I can be myself
I can finally exhale.

In the midnight hour
Is the only time i feel alive
But before I know it, its time for bed
Then off to a new day where I start over fresh
And, again I put on my mask
Until the midnight hour comes again

Free to live
Free of judgement
Free to be wherever they want to be.
Free to roam this beautiful earth carefree,
Fly high in the sky
or land low on a sweet beautiful flower.
The world is yours beautiful butterfly.
Own it
If we all were butterflies life would be so light
Because we are here to be beautiful and care free
Right?
We live in a beautiful world we all should just fly and live in the moment.

Can we?

Even in the midst of the storm
I stayed and waited for you to clear
You were still the storm...
Raging-
Spilling everywhere
Causing chaos
With no remorse
Yet, you were also shielding and protecting.
Once the storm calmed you reappeared-
Spotless and perfect..
Like nothing ever happened
The beautiful chaos that you bring is worth the storm.

Summer sun
Bright, Warm and blazing
Brightness creeping into the window
Inviting itself in
What a beautiful day-
To make a beautiful day
Cheers to the summer

You are my safe place
Your embrace is all that I need
Two people
Two souls
Two hearts
Two goals
To love
To be loved-
This is us
OUR love-
Our foundation is solid
And we are still Growing strong
Forever isn't enough and even then i'll still be holding on

In all the chaos,
may there be beauty..

On your journey
may you find your path to happiness-
whatever that looks like to you

A path that puts a smile on your face and
That Warm love feeling flowing in your stomach

You can close your eyes
And imagine vividly what happiness is for you
Taste the very sweetness of what was once bitter
Feel the warmth and embrace that was once as cold as ice and hard as a brick wall
Smell the freshness of something new, like inhaling a bright ripe fresh cut lemon.

Inhale deeply and take it all in

May all your senses heighten with the new feel of home and finally embrace the unknown.-
when you open your eyes there would be a burst of relief.
A smile for hope
and tears of joy..
fear is no longer here
Today is a new day.
Dont look back
just wave...

-Goodbye to anxiety