The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery

The dark unfathomed tide
That has fathomed my life;
Of an interminable pried
That blacken up my heart
That turned it into ice,
My life is only a mystery
Of many darken dreams;
I can still hear the ravens cry
Day and night
Always by my side
deep into the night where life
is full of fright;
it is a part of my early journey
where lies are always being told
while the creepy stories are
on the making of true hearts breaking,
where old dreams never made
a home of darkness;
where poets written down
what they loved;
where plays are making drama
that made visions come alive;
with wild crazy thoughts
moved the mind and hearts
to a place of the unknown,
where words are written
to a place of forbidden,
Where a place my own mind
made a written scene;
for others to play out in their own minds,
places in the mind is a journey of some kind,
where true imaginations are made,
where the spirit of me
hasn’t seen yet;
but I hold no regrets;
but at times I hold worthiness of my heart,
on dreamy eyes;
I do write what comes to my mind,
What my heart bleeds
For a world of mystery
To open their minds and read all about me
In darken dreams;
Poetic Judy Emery
The Queen of all darken dreams,
I let my inter visions of my spirit
Write out my misty scenes
for all to capture what it is I see or bleed,
My thought come with many plots;
to control the unknown;
where sleeping spell and rose dust
are being cast into a darken past;
yet; hunting down the brighter hopes in life
to come alive in my life;
There will always be the two dodo brides
In my stories;
You will hear many kinds of things
That will come into darken dreams;
Words of a thief to make the heart weep,
Where witches casting spell
Where only true love could take the spell off,
Where knights ride along the lines
Where queens are made in dreams,
In the sight of ancient time;
I care not about the evil enemies
Because they are a part of the story;
But my work of darken dreams
I do cherish because they are about me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DEEP WITHIN

I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past,
The cuts that gets deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay,
if they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words,
silence would be all they would hear
they would see something
was controlling me
taking over all my emotions
lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain;
so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting
to get way out of hand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY QUEEN I AM YOUR KNIGHT
My queen, come to me
Not only in your dreams,
If I must I will cut out my heart
Where you won’t take it apart,
I was once you knight
I never left your side,
Until that cold September night
When Dark Angel given, you fright
He took over your life,
He had taken away my queen
And that wasn’t no dream,
But you forgotten me
If only you could see,
I can see you still
And even hear your voice,
At time, I could hear you call out my name,
I can hear you
Feel you
See you
But you look at me as if I am no longer there,
I have two feet
but I could never approach you,
I could never get close to you
But I can still feel your love from far
You are the queen of my heart,
I cannot go to you
But I want too,
I still crave your lips
to kiss all your sweetness,
I’m speechless,
It’s you I will always miss,
One day I will take hold of you
I will grasp you in my heart
In my soul
In my arms
And never let you go,
My heart will always be strong for you
Because we are not two
We are one in love
You are all my emotions
You are the breath I breath
Oh, my dear queen
come back to your knight
and dance with me for life,
you run through my mind
from my blood that pumps to my heart,
I carry you everywhere I go
Your love is the key of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SEWER RAT

I know I seen a sewer rat going down stream,
Playing along while it sings;
Down by the sewer love is waiting for the rat
hear come a fat cat,
don’t you dear look back at that
or the rat will attic;
because she doesn’t want no other
looking at her lover;
She is a sewer rat that has long teeth
And her breath stinks
But she can get nasty and downright mean,
She does have a bad name
If you know what I’m saying,
She lives near a run-down town,
By the sewer where all the other ugly rats play
To get their way;
She makes traps upon that cat;
She stalkers every move he makes
just to see where he goes,
If he is out playing with other sewer wholes,
that she knows.
She licks and picks her long yellow teeth
While she plays with a long green bean
that was floating down stream,
she goes around telling her lie all over town
that her cat is playing with gay men
just to keep others cats and rate from him.
He old cat has a long story;
That can get kind of boring
That can get her snoring,
Then she thought to her self
maybe she should of stay floating down
the sewer to find more action
for a little more reaction
to the packen,
where she can do some lay backen
on some wet sacken
doing some unripen and tapen
that kept her old cat on his tootise
where he would do some casing
but she knows her old love wouldn’t car
so, she would dare;
she knows there’s a lot of rats down town
but there isn’t one like her own fat cat
that loves to play in the sewer doing
what they love best.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ORPHAN

I am an orphan on God's highway
All the warriors gathered around
to take all of the child of the lost and found
To a shelter home
I'll share my troubles if you go my way
to tell my story of better days
I have no mother, no father
I only had been left with a note
with no hope to ever know love
No sister, no brother
but the new one I have made along the way
I am an orphan girl that no one loved
I have had friendships pure and golden
until they all came dark with no heart
as I got older I kept my heart with God
But someone had his eyes on me
Only love can hurt like this
must have been given a deadly kiss
with time he started playing games on me
Your kisses burn into my skin
eating away at my heart over and over again
Only love can hurt like this
when you live in a world of darkness.

Poetic Judy Emery ©1977
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CHILDHOOD DREAM

I have secretly left you a note
upon your bed side;
but only in dreams you could only see
what it is I have written
in a place of the forbidden,
this is how we meet
you came into my life while I sleep,
you seemed so nice and very sweet,
You’re my child hood dream,
I had left you some time ago
I want to say sorry,
But, I must ask
how did you make your way back?
into my mind another time.
I never understood that
I thought you suppose to stay in the past,
I see your writing on my page  
where others could read
what you are wanting to say to me,
but, you are starting to get mean
and yet a little scarier;
when you write about me
you had taken all my words
I wanted to say right out of my mouth,
You would write me to tell me
You wanted so badly to be kiss me,
But I must say;
Get off my page
Because I don’t feel the same way
You are only something from a darken past
A childhood dream
that always made me scream,
It’s so funny what words can do,
to make me feel so ill about you,
I could never love you or want too.
I felt I known you all my life,
maybe I did;
But only in my dreams you see,
So, what does all this mean
for you and me?
again, how could this ever be?
If we were only a childhood dream.
I started to feel overwhelmed by you,
If you are only someone of dreams,
Every time I sleep,
Your eyes are looking back into mine
It’s like I could read an ancient story;
I had to take a deep breath
and walk away from all of this,
Your starting to mess with my head,
I’m starting to feel old wounds
of another time;
something doesn’t feel right
this left me so confused
how could all of this be if your only
a childhood dream?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COOKING ***
I looked around me
everything was dark
as if my own eyes where completely shut,
that the would had come to an end,
my eyelids where very heavy
like I had a sleeping spell on me,
I was seeing things that were given me
very bad dreams;
the stars are all on dim
while they skip around the sky,
upon the sea, I seen the reflections of he
standing over me;
the colored moon beamed upon the land
upon everything my eyes could see;
I tried so hard to open my eyes
But I couldn’t it was as if I was dead,
I dreamed many dreams in my head
I see things of an ancient time,
I felt I have been bond to my bed;
As if I was quite insane of true madness,
In my mind, I seen different set of eye
Looking back at me from another time,
I see slaves dancing around me,
Crying out to a king that stands before me,
The sky was dark; the fair is hot;
I could see a big cooking ***,
Words of their time wasn’t of mine,
you could feel the evil all around;
While the anger browed in the ***,
Words of truth wasn’t in their mouths,
Lies and so much hate with not faith,
Witches are casting out their evil spells,
Giving a queen a life of a living hell,
Their face turned to me
as I started to scream,
I seen many things that come to me
like something of darken dreams,
they were very old holding no youth,
I forget your name they would say
In a cloud of smoke;
Frogs are being tossed in the old cooking ***,
a chicken tongue, black bird eyes,
bugs of the desert land,
the thunder in the ancient sky roared while
the storm moved on by;
I see holly ones being persecuted;
The words of accurate knowledge
Was told to never be promoted on the land
Where the old witches stand
on blood, stained sand, that was a command,
words of truth are forbidden;
enemies casting names of thee into the *** of hell
while some where rings a bell;
bodyguards taken the prison ones
out of the cage; those who has lost their way,
ravens are flying around to eat up on the dead
the ones who has lost their heads,
words of temptations of the flash
dancing around the cooking ***,
my body started feeling cold
I didn’t have no more control
While lies where being told,
My eyelids where heavy as they could be
While I was cast into a deep sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Had A Dream To Become

I had a dream of you Jehovah ;
Holding my hand ,Talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in ,
I was crying because I was I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah ;
You have taken your hand and whipped
Away each tear that had fallen from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion for your
Love for humankind ,
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see ,
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night , Sicken
By the night of not living right ;
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine,
Oh how my spirit started to pray for them, and
For all mankind ; I even prayed for my life ;
For Jehovah to take full control , and led the way
For me to go ,
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus ;
Deliver me and all mankind from this ******* that
We are in ;have mercy for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home ;
Break these bindings of Satan’s work, Take his sick
Hands of his ***** works off of each one of us and
Let Us live a life to be Fisher Of Men ,
I suddenly felt confident that Jehovah God heard me,
As he looked at me why I was sleeping ;
I heard his voice say to me You are free from your
Sickness ;Go teach others what You know to save souls
The ******* that I was in has been broken,
So go and teach the world of my ''Kingdom'' ,and
My ''Love'', For the lost souls ,Clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God and you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
So pick up your things and walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You'll Never Know

You’ll never really know
how this story will go
or how it will end
My heart will be with you
  just wait and see
what I mean
You are in all my dreams
this Dark Angel brings
My heart still skips a beat
every time he comes near me
when I hear your name
I feel I'm going to go insane
I feel far from what would seem close
And close to what would seem far
at times I feel I'm flying among stars
I don’t want  to cry
but this is what I do
when I live in a world of confused
Dark Angel gives darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be.

Poetic Judy  Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Struggled Life

I was Lost most of my life wondering what is right
In my broken life
Dreams that had been lost a long time ago
Looking for answers that never came my way
Looking for the true light
In Gods eyes
I had been pushed beaten down call so many bad names
That would make the rain come down in shame
A darken road is what I hold
My mother ,father lost their way in what Love really means
They even left me helpless very young
I didn't have no hope of everlasting or evening
Finding something to call home or anyone
To show me the right way to go
People would look at me in a sad shameless way
up and down say bad things to make want to give up
In life that made me even cry
I sometimes wishing I would had died
where I never had to walk this kind of life
I kept holding on to the unknown of hopes and dreams
That never came to me
One day I hope God would find me and look my way
Love me and set me free from all my agony
And call me his own
Forgive me for the way I had to live
I had always been too scared to even pray along
That darken highway
I always thought in my heart that God was too far
away to even care about my life anyways
A God of judging everything I do
A God that I thought was only looking at the bad in me
thinking he was just out to get me too
then one cold storm of the past came rushing in my heart
That made me numb all over again
I cried and I cried wishing God would love me
Clean me up from this life I live in sin
Take my broken heart and make it mind
Then I look to the heavens on hands and knees
I gave it a try to let God in my darken life
I started praying giving God all my pains
All my shames
This had gone on for hours and hours
and the days on in I cried out my sins
I started telling him what I was feeling
And it was something like this
It’s You oh God that I must of missed
Oh God I know I am a sinner I was born
That way you see everyone looks down on me
and call me a black seed
I am a Homeless child that is who I truly am
I had been tossed about like the raven winds
Lost with so much sins
Oh God I don't know why I am crying out to you
But what else can I do
I know you must have better things to do
So I will let you go but please God open
Your heart and you will find mine in
Your hands amen
The night had past and all my pains had
Gone away and my life had never been
The same true love came my way
Walking With Jehovah God
And he even calls me friend.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I remember you,
like a sweet summer song
said you'd love me forever
nothing could ever go wrong
time's gone by
I'm just a memory scarred
I'm lost in a shadow
don't know where you are
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
sing me a sweet, sweet song
turn out the lights
and my love will burn on and on
hold me until tomorrow
dreams in the dark
dreams in the dark
you pushed me, baby
a little too far
turned your back on my loving
lick my wounds in the bars
story's been told a lesson is learned,
I know where your love lies
I know where you've gone
because yesterday's gone
dreams carry on
will you return my way, no
I know that you're leaving
it's over, it's over, I know
now that My heart now is bleeding'
don't know which way to turn
run home, dreams in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Good morning world
I now see you in light
now that I am awake
to see the bright of day
while Love is on his way
love is everything that
poets and poetess write about,
Love is the morning smiles
the desire that makes the
heart burn a wild fire
it really is worth fighting for ,
Good morning world
good morning Love
you are all I can think of
I'm being brave
taking the risk to keep Love a bliss.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DESOLATED LANDS

Oh, I feel so lost in this darken world,
where love and peace was once with me,
now all I see is stagnated waters,
where the Nile River needs to be clean,
frogs are dead, flies are a sick pest
where people are walking around losing
their heads wishing, they were already dead,
where hearts are swimming in circles
of innocent blood, of the hands of the unloved,
In my mind, I see all kinds,
ponds of tears are always near holding on to fear,
in my darken dreams I hear screams,
beyond all imagination,
black roses have lost all petals,
they all burned up into rose dust,
flowing into the deserts air
ashes from ashes gone back to the grave,
where once wild roses did grow,
but that was some time ago,
Now the only seed that has been sown
Is the transgressions that bloom deep
into the minds of the hating kind,
where violence erupts where there is no love,
like an ancient fire work that kills the souls
in a nasty war,
Oh, fiery eyes fathomed the night
Where cools and souls of long ago
In the ground of the lost that was never found,
Oh, how loneliness is in the curl of the world,
ripping away at the hearts,
Bodies are out staining the stained
of a desolated land,
root rots the heart of lies,
that plays games on the mind,
of the unbinding souls of sometime ago.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BLACK MAGIC WOMEN

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way to deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

FULL SUMMER HEAT


Full summer heat is now here,
in the heart of late June;
No more running
No more dreadful eyes,
From an elderly knight,
The Shore is burned from the sun
on the white sand, we danced,
in deep romance;
it was a dream of love
upon the meadows of time.
Oh, the richness of autumn
moved the colored leaves from the trees,
in many seasons, I think of he
The knight who once danced with me
On that heated up summers night
Where late Junes moon shine so bright,
It was like a treasure scattered in the sky
With all the twinkling stars
that blanket our hearts
but with time it only became a far-off dream,
did the elderly knight known what?
he meant to me on that late summers night.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LITTLE BLACK BIRD

Dreams of darkness
comes the black bird
that tells the black bird lies,
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take
your last breath,
the black bird that stands around
and hidden in a crowd,
shadows that are dark and powerful,
little black bird;
you feel you are the graceful one,
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage,
water you will always crave;
you will have a mirror of your ugliness,
you must pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
life is a beautiful gift;
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
Little black bird
look what you have done,
You whispered lies to keep other birds
just to get them to flock with you,
your secrets are deadly
full of poison and fear,
but soon that too will despair
from this old atmosphere;
little black bird,
you will soon be caught
you will never be free
from this cage of darken dreams,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Nile River
My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over you ;
love me little , love me long even  
in the strongest storms ;  
scattered dreams you not hear with me ,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run ,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me ,
Puzzled in ignorance ,
explore by nature of an darken world ,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love in sight not in fount of my eyes ,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way to long ,
humiliation from all strangers ,
humiliated by not having no one in my life ,
frightened , force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came ,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so much questions ,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me ,
The Nile river is what they gave me ,
a life of pains and shames
that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PASSION PARIS

Oh, Passion Paris look
what the enemies done
all trust is gone in a world of hate
but never lose faith in true Love,
from heaven above,
this pain that cut deep into the hearts
has been going on way to long
Look at what you are doing
your haters of the lands,
children crying over mothers and fathers
who had died in a nasty fight,
darkness is casting spells of neglect
it's hard to find love in blood shed
look into the eyes of the lies
of a world, so cold,
look at love just drift away
fever inside a darken storm
cries for the true Light
Please never turn away from Jehovah,
you will see in this cold world
haters casting the stones,
how can you mend the wounds
when they keep getting cut open,
Oh, burning whispers of the wind
why do you come again?
just to remind me
of this cold empty world
killing innocence of Paris,
This evil makes me feel so alone
because we live in a world of war
I don't want to feel the life
of depression of this darkness,
I've had enough of this cold world
I pray for Paris and all the people in it
I say let not man lead the way in faith,
let Jehovah and our Lord Jesus Christ
lead the way;
above the sounds of vast waters,
the majestic breaking waves of the sea
Jehovah is the majestic in the height,
your own reminders have proved
very trustworthy;
Oh, Jehovah acts of vengeance
beam forth and fight this war.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I CRY

Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed,
The memories of this pain
brings on the rain;
I Cry
yes, I do over you
it’s not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams,
Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you;
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like an old sad song,
In my mind, I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find a way to mess up my days
the memories of you;
have taken me down like the Flu.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LISTEN TO ME

Dark Angel walks about in a darken crowed,
Saying in a very loud voice;
‘’Listen to me,’’ I am your ancient history
that brings on darken dreams,
study me and you will find
I’m not all that kind.
all eyes were on him while he speaks,
eyes of demons flamed the night
while Dark Angel made a fight
he placed his hands out
just to see who would be so mean
to stand up to him;
then he would say; do you want to taste
my pain while I bring on more rain
while your body aches,
come who will take that stand?
that’s when everything had gone silent
not one word was spoken;
then the river started to hue
while the wind blow
the motionless night became a big fright
all that was in sight;
every breath of life
was taken that night,
the eyes turn red
while they were laying on the wet ground
they all looked dead with no sound,
they started to go in deep convulsions,
many hours past so very fast
the old ancient river filled up with tears
bring on more fears;
the night is cold where the moon hung low
the desert looked pale  
and the wet sand is cold
where the slaves blood did flow
where their spirit has gone
no one truly knows.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CANDLE  FLAME

This is another night, of your cold winters wrath
always beating down my back about the past,
This night, this life I live holds no love,
But, I do always try to forgive,
I hold on to your arm, saying I had enough,
it is very late to feel this kind of pain,
by far into the night,
I could hear the old bell ring in its dull tune,
while the hours are passing,
anger is glancing,
while words of thunder on his tongue,
if only he could see his own reflection on his face
what would he think?
while he is acting this away,
The mirror is power,
Like a candle that shines by far
Yet the reflection is still there,
While the candle flames dance around
Seeing all the shapes and colors it makes,
The mirror doesn’t lie all the time,
Like what is going on to night,
Words of lies are very violent to the heart
Just like the shadows hunting for a soul
In a world that is to cold,
Were blood stain ink being put on the walls
down the hall where my body lays
Where you left me to bleed away,
Scratches are on your back,
Where I marked you up,
On your neck, you have a scratch deep enough
So, when you look in the mirror,
You will remember me,
on that cold September night,
you gave me a fright,
While I looked around my darken room
I could see the shadows of our past
Of you and I in a fight;
Oh, how this makes me cry,
I would watch the clock while the candle burn,
I hold my breath until I felt safe again,
Then I looked around and you were gone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh how hard it is to turn one's steps around
I sat and I pray for this lost and pain to go away
As I see many walking astray ,
Oh how this pain cuts me like a knife ,
Now one shall come and another one must go
This is a place I don't belong ,
As any other I must go on the break of dawn to
Save another soul from doing what is wrong
I must teach and lead another in to know Jehovah’s
Ways to walk ;
But in my heart I cry out for the lost sheep to find
Their way back home , and for them to know they
Are not walking alone if they just Call on his name
And Jehovah will make way ,
You can hear the lost cry out for love but they will
Never find , the whole night through no love will
Dwell and they are all cried out ;
If they can survive this long winter and let Jehovah
God delivers what needs to be taken place in their
Lives ;
One day they will get the see ''Parricide '',
The pain will go away and they will never have to see
Another sad lonely day .
If they walk in Jehovah’s way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Stained Sand
I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so much things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real, but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look,
are the sand that are stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long,
but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached,
while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things,
I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks,
I hand many different styles
but in the long run they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground,
up on dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is a blood stain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never known I would be placed in a darken state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fairy tale Love
Into the sea of darken dreams
a master went in
cleansing up whatever it sees
but something keeps holding me down
in lies of a fairy tale Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TOUCH ME
Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you see baby
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Malicious People

When I was just a your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames ,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so much pains
but I never cast no hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that has given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too ?
is that why they act the way they do .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

OH MOON

Oh, moon what have you done
Look at me, my poor heart is on the run
Where love could never find me,
What have I ever done
To make someone hurt me like this?
  my soul is starting to grow cold
I was left all alone in the snow,
I feel lost and confused
Not knowing what to do
Oh, moon you look gloom
The same as I do,
I feel so divided in this world
my heart feels so empty
where darkness is starting to make a home,
old moon, things are starting to get out of control
I know you seen the show
Of what happen long ago,
The traps that were sit out for me to fall in,
Traps of lies that holds in his yes
Words of love that wasn’t true,
All he wanted was to break me down
And keep me lost in the dark
Broken and weak
to pick up the pieces of me,
in my eyes, I get visions of ancient time
but never for me to see what is going
to happen to me,
I will always be on the run
I will always keep love from me
I will always cry to the old sea and the moon
that was always good to me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Autumn Moon

Autumn moon hung over in fire over the hill's  
the wild black promontories of the coast extend
as fare as the eyes could see,
I need a place on the sea away from us away and
away from what we could be.
one winter afternoon sunlight that gilds the cobbled
streets of Montreal ,  
I saw a small village outside Paris ,
beyond the light beyond the sun That is where my heart
hung over you ,
under sheets of scarlet satin  
away from vows and other sins my heart gave in  
above the confusion and the fuss of both of us ,  
beyond the push beyond the rush my heart felt it was  
going to bust with all the love you gave ,
the curve of the narrow street , reflected back at you and me,
there's a place for love and light  
a peaceful time, no wrong no right ,
run me and never let go
let's run in the streets of Paris until  
we get old ,
the shop window at left ,
still follows the old line of the country
lane that we once played .
there's a place for love and light for the both of us,
where understanding takes flight;
the cars line the street lights of Montreal feels so right,
with faith as sweet as scent  
there is time for us yet.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

KNOWLEDGE
To face all my fears
standing never alone
to face a darken world
to hold on to knowledge
that shines a like
in an old world
that could never hold
this knowledge

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams

SALTY WAVES OF YESTERDAY’S

Tomorrow;
today steps in more pains
with the lack of faith;
frost frozen hearts
left their marks,
on the weary minds
that got lost in darken times,
where wealthy
drinks up the wine
that flushes at their souls
of long ago where kings once ruled
and queen played their games,
Silence of what hasn’t yet
been accomplished;
Where astonishment of hope
Was in a place long ago;
But now it’s only written down in a book
where all wants to take a look;
the light of the moon
saddens in late June;
Words of hate
Worn out the bell;
Death and Life
We all must face;
darken roads;
leads to sorrow of tomorrow.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery