MOONLIGHT GODDESS
Moonlight is a goddess
she sits in many paintings
where the storms are raging
her eyes are gray blue
but they change with her moods
they are like the moon
She is a true goddess in many eyes
they will never leave her side
she seeks for peace
for one day to be free
she waits for that day
when true love comes her way
she is still young
yet growing old
she is the story
that will always be told
she is the goddess
that stand so bold
of long ago
she has once been loved
and will always be
she is written down in history
but locked away into darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Things Are Never What They Seem

I want you to know;
Things are never what they seem
When it comes to darken dreams,
Oh, come and hear the screams
Do you understand what that means?
You know who this is;
That makes you like this,
Look deep within your mind
And thing of all those painful times,
You will see his eyes;
They are like the crystal moon,
That comes in late June,
In the night, it beams red upon the deadly sea
Into darken dreams;
Autumn leaves fall from the tree
This I see from my bedroom window,
While you talk to me about he who haunts me,
Every time I put my hand near the fire
It’s like the flames reach out to touch me,
The impalpable apple ash
Is near the burning log,
The flames hold deadly memories,
Everything I ever cared about
Had come to an end,
The seal of the envelope has been licked,
Every word that has been written
Every storm brings me back to you,
As if everything that exist is because of
darken dreams;
where ancient ships
seal out on the Mediterranean Sea,
where little boats sink deep
where the wickedness weep into the night,
oh, how the sound give fright,
each day on the hour
the tears fall like raindrops on the ground,
I start to feel all hope is destined from me,
Why does Dark Angel want to keep me like this?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh , freedom
where have you gone
this old pain
has been going on too long
on high I look for thee
to set my spirit free
but darkness is all I see
thunder and rain in so much pain
wet feet torrents meet
what makes my mind weep
I could no longer hold back
this ancient thunder of my wonder
where are the star lights
that once had shined on high
oh, what had happen to my life?
Oh, freedom where did you go?
why did you leave me in the snow
I am among people I don't know
they're wanting to eat away at my soul
because that is all they know
they stand so bold
trying to take control
empty breath upon my breast
thinking I was dead
doubts made its round
pain is the game
obey the king they all scream
disobey you will pay
envy is the mask of their love
darken dreams is to the unknown
dark memories is where it all starts
that cuts deep into the heart .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Look In My Eyes
My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
O why have you made me bled
O look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
the he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he seen
me fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter are colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he Loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh ,how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone miss me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He **** my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TORTURED
Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easy the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge was written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart are being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
blood stain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darken town
are being crowned for their ***** deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness taken over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is a darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Don't Love You Yes I Do
I Don't Love You
Yes I Do
I don't love you
except because I love you
I measure every grief
to every gift you ever given me
could this heart
love a man like you
I go from loving
to not loving you
Sometimes my poor heart
keep's crying for you  
like some sad love song
that keeps me holding on to the blues
like an old Flu
I know I don't love you
but then I get confused
thinking I do
from waiting
to not waiting for you
is as sad as that old lonely song
that keeps playing on
Thing you have me to do
Shame on you
my heart moves from cold to fire
like the air of midnight
Sometimes when I watch you sleep
I often think
are you dreaming of me
that is something that makes me hurt
because I shouldn't have to wonder
if you love me or not
or if your dreaming of me
I love you
only because you ask me to
but in my heart
I don't know if you hold that spark
You are the one
I did say I do to
I hate you deeply
but hating you is making me sick
you keep coming back to me
in darken dreams
Oh, how you make me scream
You tell me to say the words
that hurts me deep
The words of Love that could never be
why I am so sick
you tell me over and over
Love is all about Pain
because my love for you  
Make me crazy you say
things I don't mean to say
You get me to say them more
the measure of changing
Your words are making hast
making me live in constant pains
that brings on rain
But you say this is love
Maybe January will see the Lights of the city
they will look so pretty
light we can take another walk
to show you I have a heart
Dark Angel takes me in his arms
asking me to call out his name
Over and Over
I would call out
Dark Angel,
In the Park of Paris
My heart wants to break
but it is already broken
''No,'' I don't Love you
yes I do because you tell me too
But only In this story
things always change in darken dreams
I am the one
who cannot live without the Light
for what is right in God eyes
but I know I am not alone
God is with me
this is my testing  
I will die for my true Love
but not the Love of Pain
that brings on the Rain .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

WRITTEN IN BLOOD STAIN INK

It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angels words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make is own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in a life of a storm,
We can make love in splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own blood stain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever known,
let me feel your heart beat my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from faraway I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with time you will see things my way,
You know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moon stones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams
Is Poetic Lilly Emery

Being alone
isn't a bad thing
it’s just a new starting point
in my life
just to find my own strength.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams

Oh , freedom
where have you gone
this old pain
has been going on too long
on high I look for thee
to set my spirit free
but darkness is all I see
thunder and rain in so much pain
wet feet torrents meet
what makes my mind weep
I could no longer hold back
this ancient thunder of my wonder
where are the star lights
that once had shined on high
oh, what had happen to my life?
Oh, freedom where did you go?
why did you leave me in the snow
I am among people I don't know
they're wanting to eat away at my soul
because that is all they know
they stand so bold
trying to take control
empty breath upon my breast
thinking I was dead
doubts made its round
pain is the game
obey the king they all scream
disobey you will pay
envy is the mask of their love
darken dreams is to the unknown
dark memories is where it all starts
that cuts deep into the heart .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The name of that small town

The name of that small town I will never reveal,
I have courage and strength to fight this nasty war
That keeps me captive in darken dreams,
I know the words of he who hunts me,
I see the butterflies screaming while they fly
Deep into the night skies, I will always follow
The golden light that shines deep into my eyes.
In this small town, I know so well,
The people tries so hard to give me a life of hell,
They go around town lighting their lamps,
While an old man rings the town church bell,
I can hold my breath in my lungs,
Just as they can, So, what makes them think
They are better than me?
I can reach deep into the sea floor,
I can even dance upon on the sand,
My words are strong yet smooth,
In this small town, there is so much hate,
It’s hard for many to keep faith,
I have reasoned with many about their dark ways,
Oh, how the haters eyes stayed on me while they cried,
While they drowned their souls in more lies,
They would stalk out my life
Trying to shame my name,
With time, I would see their bodies float on the surface of the sea
Into darken dreams they weep,
My heart is strong when I walk into the streets
Of the small town that weeps,
They always talk about me and call me so many names,
In their eyes are the envy of true jealousy,
But my heart is soft enough to sense the murmuring
Of the crying skies, that hold the gloom of late June,
Where the white stage is made for me to walk,
While the old small town do their talk,
Hang her up they would say,
While they cast stones to break my bones,
My feet are swift to flow the tears that fall to my feet,
I would walk while they cry out into the rain of pain,
They would no longer call out my name in shame,
But they would ask me to stop the pain,
The mountains are lit with the glowing flames
Of the fire the haters made,
My footsteps no longer felt the burns,
The words of my hates of the small town only echoes
Into the flam, the shadows of the night creeps on into my life,
In this small town, I had returned,
But I will never reveal the name of the small town that given
Me so much heartaches, while the fools surround me,
Casting their stones,
they relentlessly Waite to see if I would fall,
but I stayed strong through it all,
silence became a friend out into the crying wind,
Oh, my own jealous sister why tell lies?
Why do you try to be me? If I am all that bad,
Your jealousy hold evil to me,
Much has been lost between us,
We are sisters but we act like strangers,
You always try so hard to cast danger my way
While you play your games on the highway,
I am brave and I will always keep my faith,
I am enough to hold true love in my soul from long ago.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel and Moonlight

Dark Angel ,loves to drink on his whisky

he gets ***** and very needy

he looks down into the sea

he didn't like what he sees

His anger started rising deep within him

he knows he is a ugly beast ,

He ask himself

how could Moonlight

ever love someone like me

So he cast another spell

that would give her more hell ,

she will have many dreams of he

She will only be able to call him

Dark Angel ,that is a command

Moonlight tries so hard

to never give in to his hunger,

but the more angry he gets

the thunder hits harder

the rain pours down in showers

gravity of the night pulls down

the crying moon in late June ,

Silence cracks

into Moonlights mind

she knows this cold voice

from long ago

Moonlight come to me

let me be you king .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2001
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS Poetic Lilly Emery

THE CURTAIN OF DARKNESS

In my cold room of darkness
where the light of day never appears,
the curtain of darkness is everywhere,
where things were once loved
is no longer;
But, again that is what makes the heart
grow fonder in true wonder for true love,
where the sky isn’t limited;
but, down hear in darken dreams
things are never what they seem,
frozen emotions of words that strangle out love,
secrets are made deep into the night
where Dark Angel loves to give fright
that starts up a big fight,
between light and day
a lot of slaves lost their way,
the shadows of the night
danced away their soul to a world of darkness,
where love was once hidden in their hearts
now, it is only a place of the forbidden
where lies are always written,
the light of love is behind the curtain
of the uncertain;
where love is only a fragrance in the sea air
that rises upon the earth;
that makes some keep fight for what is right
fighting for true love;
some without knowing
without a showing
But heart felt movements of the sprit
makes them remove all pride,
let true love come alive
in the souls that wants to live in paradise,
that is the only way
there is no other way,
in my cold darken room,
is a ******* curtain
filled with only darkness;
where evil is always near
casting so much fear,
where petals of true love beamed its way
into the hearts of faith;
where darkness could never stand in the way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY OWN MISERY

Oh, how you love to see me weep
in so much pain;
you tell me you love the rain
it gives you so much strength
by living off my misery.
when my life is going right
you would do whatever it takes
to see my heart break,
you said the day will come
when someone will put my heart on the run
you call that fun;
I never thought it would be
my own child that would cut me deep,
now look at me I can no longer sleep
or eat because all I do is weep,
soon comes the fear
that hangs near;
Oh, how I truly feel the emptiness
of all those years, I gave my whole life
to the child, I hold dear;
left me in tears,
forgiveness will always be in my heart
even while I’m bleed out like ink
for the whole world to see me broken
but again, this would be my haters token,
where is the respect?
I am home alone
asking myself what is it I was doing wrong
why am I losing everything I love?
my child is now so grown up,
I had never lived a life for myself
all those negative feelings of loneliness
came rushing in like a wildfire of true
agony of bleeding pains
the cuts are so deep
I felt I could no longer breath
I even thought for a moment
my heart stop beating,
all those memories of my life
beat upon my me until I was broken
deeper than life ever could hand me,
this pain is stripping, taking everything
from me;
drain ever part of goodness from me
leaving me powerless
while I hear the evil ones
laughing at my pains
hoping for rain to come my way to stay,
I have no strength left in me,
this pain of letting go of what I truly love
Is really bringing me down to my knees
begging God to help me,
because this pain I feel
is striping me from all that I had ever live for.
Within the hours my child
walked back in the door
and that was the end of the war.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If I could make a dwelling place
in your heart, I would
but all I could find is the rain of yesterdays;
You had lost your way
So now that dwelling place
has no room for love
the happiest days are long gone
the dark hours had come to you?
like a wild storm
Your name is marked in the dark
you have a way to bring on pains
you have power of the dark side
where love could never be
What made you like this ?
I know if anyone stands to close
you would make a lot of smoke
I can feel the essence of your power
but it’s not the kind I was looking for
you was once a true prince
and I was your queen
but now it’s all in dreams
things are never what they seem .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MARROWS OF TIME

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who has lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curst,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the unforbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You Think You Still Got Me

Dark Angel, puts scars all over my heart,
Oh, the air which entered my lungs,
I felt so alive for the very first time,
I looked at Dark Angel, and told him to go away,
I don’t need this life of darkness and pain,
but you have the audacity to call me back into the ring,  
to give me more pains, what a shame.
I cried out to him saying, give me back my heart,
that is something you have taken from me,
that was something I wasn’t willing to give,
you get a thrill to see me life in misery,
look what you are doing to me,
my scars are open, bleed out like the sea,
Oh, how you make me scream,
my soul I never gave you
but you take it anyways,
to control every part of me,
you are a man that is sick,
with a wicked soul, a heart so cold,
A black hole you replace in my heart,
when you had taken me down like a clown,
when I ask for you to stop this pain you gave,
your slaves danced around with smiles on their face,
I ask for you and they all laugh at me
like I was crazy, you know how weakness,
you play your games all the time on my mind,
every night is so very cold in my life,
you left me so confused
about what I should do about you,
you still think you've got me.

Poetic Judy Emery ©2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Wish We Never Met

If we never met I would never known
you ever existed,
I know it may sound cruel of me
talking this away, but no one understands
the pain you gave,
I wouldn’t be so fearful if you never existed,
you scared my heart from the start,
I just didn’t know it at the time,
I was so blind by your lies,
but I feel it all now,
the cuts digging deeper down inside my heart,
you give me darken dreams
that made me scream,
I seen things I never expected to see,
on that cold September night,
The rain poured down into my life,
I know I’m scared of you,
when I see, you standing in front of me,
Your eyes so piecing, cutting into the night
Oh, how you give so much fright,
The weakest part of it all,
I once started believing you lies,
even when I know what you say wasn’t true,
I also know this isn't true,
I once felt love for you,
But that sounds crazy to,
I didn’t expect to see you again,
but every September there you are
Playing around on my heart,
I can only hope for this nightmare to end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 20017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You Plagiarized Me
My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me
You plagiarized me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ETERNAL PAINS
Dark fields where
Jackalanthorns are lite
walking out alone
in the ice cold air
beneath my feet
are many sounds
sounds of eternal pains
screams with no end
the sound are coming from far
caring on with the wind
on ancient soil
is where I stand
where innocent blood was spilled  
because they stood up for what is real
I could hear the voices of trembling
beneath my feet
the whispering winds
are crying out to me again
but what does this mean for me
fear came over me
coldness of death is all around me
I am in a place of enchanted domes
this is a death throne of
darken dreams
that has been placed upon me
strange as it all seems
within dims lights
I hear more cries
casting spells into the night
I feel something or someone
standing next to me
but I'm afraid to look
it may have a hook
I'm about to cry
and that is when I open my eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MOONLIGHT WHAT DO YOU SEE

While the old birds sing
to an infant night dream,
the ancient world screams in a protest
of lies that keep you trapped in darkness,
The ravens and all the flying creatures
Spread their wings in darken dreams,
to find shelter from a nasty storm,
Dark Angel, stands in front of a crying crowed
While he speaks very loud,
Saying, who will be the one who will save Jerusalem?
Who will guard you when you speak?
Oh, how the slaves bend their heads between their knees,
Will this God save you from me?
Moonlight come to me and tell me what it is you see,
What is your God worth to you?
then Moonlight looked around to a place of confused,
firing in the mist of the crying crowed,
Then Moonlight raised her head to the midnight sky,
While she cries, Jehovah is the Light
that shines deep in my eyes,
His love is found running in my blood,
The blood of his begotten son Jesus,
I am here to be tested just as the slaves,
This pain that I feel is the agony you revile,
I see many Prophets standing around in the fields
Looking for the ones that are lost sheep’s
to save them from you that makes darken dreams,
Oh, you ancient sinners, look what you have done!
You put others on the run, bloodshed is everywhere,
But you never gave a care,
You gave your soul to the one that is called
The enemy to God,
Dark Angel plays many mind games,
To make you see things his way,
Oh, you slave stand on your own two feet
Even in the darkest hours,
You never know when the day is that Jehovah God
Will take his stand to all men and beast,
This is what I see, Is Gods eyes are on all who weeps.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Blood Ink
Oh , Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things ,
you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,
Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold ,
So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

KU KLUX ****

Thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the blood stain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is coved in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in blood stain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the darkness
will always be you;
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams
you always make me scream
you are so mean
you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so much pains,
the velvet moon is always in gloom
you take love out of the room
round we go in the cloud of smoke
your old words echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
at night, the sky holds no stars
you take that too;
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand
your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BRUISED SPIRIT

In the darkness of a winters night
Dark Angel gives so much fright,
The pains and the shame and the calling of names,
I started to feel numb,
While my body is turning cold,
while I was left to die upon snow
the emptiness came over me,
but he calls bless,
Sadness filled my head, hold so much regrets,
I Wished he and I never had meet,
my life seems so dead,
I looked at him in so much pain
I could see so many things he brings in darken dreams,
How souls turn cold that bruised my spirit,
Oh, how this darken life,
has painted a pictured in my mind.
that elaborated deep emotions of sighing,
the ancient moon reflection stayed on my eyes,
while my body finally felt its physical pains
Dark Angel brings my way,
The ache, Oh, the repeated aches and pains
While my body was left upon snow,
While my mind shudders in so much grief of he,
Who haunts me in darken dreams,
Oh, how he cuts me deep,
My stomach is very knotted up,
While I feel so faintly,
I can no longer move my body,
I started getting flash backs of my attack,
Oh, how the pains broth me back to my painful past,
his voice I will never forget, his words
of cruelness cycles, around in my head.
while he made traps for me to fall hard in,
I see the moon reflections upon the sea,
Shining on high right into my eyes,
I must wonder, how long will I keep dreaming
and seeing the lubricated moon hang around in gloom.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let Me Be Your Everything
I sat down to think about all you ever told me
I start to write all  my emotions down
for all to read about you and me
I want to show all how
things really are that was between us
I want to have romantic dances
with lots of kisses you would say
you would hold me close
where you could whisper in my ears
all the things you hold dear
how much you need me
the Love you want to show me
the passion you have for me
I truly know a lot from you
you have talked to me
about so much things
you even told me
Love is not that easy
like others think it should be
You get up out of bed
to start your day  
with me on your mind
that was all you could think about
is the love that is in your heart for me
you would tell me
You're my love you see
Let me be your everything
this old life brings
let me spark up a fire deep within you
like you had never known
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss each and every day
just to let you know the hours
you're upon my mind
Let me be all you could ever need
Your words my love
will always be a part of me
Your love will always be in all my memories
So I will write out what I feel
even when we are no longer
my heart has grown founder
this love will always be
written down in history
of you and me .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN PARIS

In silent gaze I felt I had slept my life away
Every time I look down on this timeless town
my mind take in a new sound,
Whether blue or gray be in the skies
I hold on to Paris love in his eyes to mine
Whether loud be his cheers
or whether soft be in tears
his love I hold in my heart so dear
more and more I do realize this man
is the King of my life
Paris is the place my heart always wanted
it to be in in spring;
Paris in the fall I once had a broken heart,
Paris in the winter made me see the loneliness of me
Paris in the summer when it sizzles in my heart
True Love moved me and had taken my heart.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Draw No Envy
To draw no envy,
when it comes to Love
love is like an open book
everyone wants to take a look,
Fame comes when the heart
feels pain,
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken,
writing is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark,
when love has departed
into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on sea,
into a winters breeze,
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago
when Love taken a stroll,
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of blood stain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June has seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hears
tears that falls with autumn winds
wishing Love would find its way back again.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lonely Highway

Highway run for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon is you
My God I seek ,
I hold on to my faith  
Wheels go round and round  
You're on my mind all the way
Restless my hearts to you  
I sleep alone just to know you  
Are watching over me ,
Sending all my love along to you  
In my prays I even cry upon your
Devin name Jehovah ,
They say that the road is dark and  
So lonely and I must say they are
Right but I have you to talk to  
I hold on to my faith in you ,
Right down the line it's been you and me  
Oh Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully  
There is no other love like yours  
You are my everything  
I will always call out your name  
Jehovah is my love for life  
My God , my friend to the very end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dancing in the rain
washing away the pain,
darkness, is a place of true madness;
a place the sun never truly shines
sunset you will only crave to see,
and it only give shattered dreams,
I sit alone on those rainy night
crying my eyes out for true love
to open his ears to me;
but only weaknesses come to me,
I am no arthropod that web traps
because I am the one that has fallen in it,
city of lies is always nearby;
Dark Angels; eyes are always on me,
like a wolf looking for food;
He makes me feel so drowsy
when he kisses my lips
I began to float,
like I was light as a feather floating in
the autumn breeze;
with a sweet shyness about me
that takes over me,
when he plays around with my hair
It feels so nicely touched;
I loved that so much,
He would take me in his arms
and he would charm my heart,
rarely he ever makes me feel this away
then he calls me beloved;
this is where I know to wake up,
he cast a spell on me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TREMBLED HEARTS

In my visions, I see many things
that come to me in darken dreams;
I see many darken knights
taking flight for their lives
something isn’t right,
with their own sight,
I had seen all joy departed
and left them all broken hearted,
then they must open their eyes
while they walk in awaken dream,
life isn’t what it seems;
the sand is hot so is the cooling place
to all those that lost their faith,
drams by day
dreams by night
so many taken flight like a kite
into the deep dark night,
woe to those they call an outcast
but those will fight back,
Oh, the eyes are cast
A spell is on the making
To all spirits that are slowly sinking,
While they look back at their own ill past,
Loneliness taken down their souls
Now it’s time to let it all go
Don’t come to thee stand boldly,
Storms ride the tide that comes at night,
trembled hearts that come from far
Just to lead you deeper in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Trace my pains well
dance among the rain
that made the old path
of my beaten down past
While I write my blood stain lines
of my own self-awareness
of a painful life
Darken dreams became a bid part of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

This poem is about: me

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Arms are open
to a heart that is no longer
closing hugs to a fare away blues
crying over you,
long days
holding on to all that pain you gave
I still can't believe all this time
you are still on my mind,
every time I think of you
my blood pressure rise
your voice comes to me
in darken dreams
that makes me scream,
you cast your dark magic
all over the sea
to all those who sleep
you’re the minds of all times,
Your words are evil
yet very sharp like a razor
cuts very deep
that will make your heart bleed,
My arms are open
but you could never see
or understand what this means,
Oh, the pains you give
cuts me very deep
I feel I could no longer breath.

Poetic Judy Emery ©
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Copyright © Judy Emery 12 Year Posted 2004

SHADOWS OF An ELDERLY KNIGHT
The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadow lands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I now, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
A tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

WEAKNESS OF A STORM
The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dreams,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many has lost true sight
to what is right in Gods eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

PARIS LOVE and EMPTY DREAMS

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss and making dreams.
I sit and write what ever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs of to be free from the
Evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he like me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world like I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out New Moon
Is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with an anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.


Poetic Lilly Emery / Judy Emery © 2004