EVERY TEARDROP

All alone ;
wishing you was hear with me
But things had changed
and all the years are moving along
and now all I could ever do
is cry out my pains
oh the emptiness that cold my insides
while my heart just broken
into millions of pieces
while you moved on with your life,
I often wonder if you regret
what you had did to me
our did it make you feel like a King
Oh, at times I think about
when I truly thought we had it all
We had dance so many songs
we singed to are songs
you would always tell me
I was you only true love ,
But when time started moving along
your eyes started telling another story
all the roses was no longer with color
and my heart started to feel the thunder
Oh , how the storm came
I started running in rain
with all that pain ,
You would call out my name
like you really cared
you started running after me
you held me down in the rain
telling me I am your everything
I am the angel of your life
there are no other
but it was all a lie ,
Oh how this still makes me cry
If only you could had been true to me
I wouldn't be in so much pain
September will always be remember
this I will never forget
your name is on every teardrop
that has fallen from my eyes .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

NO RHYTHM IN HIS BONES


Just turn to take a look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turn and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reaches the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones ,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moved On Without You  

Come with me and let’s talk about all the what if's  
Stay the night and hold me and make everything alright  
You say the words but you’re playing me
like I was some kind of toy  
It don't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same
What do you expect me to say when you act this away?  
You know it's just too little late to play more games
You take my hand just to rub me wrong
You are so fake ,  
Years had passed I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed
You know your begging don't
fool me like it once did
Because to you it's just a game
You know it's just too late to come my way
just too play more games
So let me just say get away from
my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need .  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just too late
to make my heart change
cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about so move on
I'm starting to move on
just like the Years that has passed
My heart isn’t attached
I'm going to say this now I am better
now without that sad song and dance
Your chance has come and gone so move along
I have no more I want to say,  
you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night  
It's just too little too late for you
to play another time
You known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
You say you dream of my face ,
You miss all my kisses you had with me
Your nasty way I can live without
But it wasn't enough you wont to see me
all turn around with my knees on the grown  
Praying for all that pain to go away
Now you want to communicate ?  
Go find someone else that you can
make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and now I am
making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about.  

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Malicious People

When I was just a your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames ,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so much pains
but I never cast no hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that has given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too ?
is that why they act the way they do .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams

I wonder what my life would be
without this misery
through the cold castle
there was a big hassle
sounds behind walls made my skin crawl
cries from the other side
hurts my insides
lies are cast into darkness,
many rooms
many doors
it was very hard to find my way
I passing my fingers along the cold wall
suddenly my hands got cut
glass from a window
sharp cries from the other side
it was as if someone has dug a grave
oh, there is so much pains
winter is angry
pushing wind along the sea
in darken dreams
a voice calling out
come take my hand Moonlight
walk with me I will kiss at your feet
come stay with me
and never leave .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every tongue
hold deadly lies
that hunt the innocent ones
to **** the spirit of truth
the lies of the night
roots of darkness
the words that
runs into the minds
most of the time
day and night
death fires
old desires
dancing around
into darken dreams
that plagued the sea
weary times
glazed into the eyes
of the wicked ones.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SEWER RAT

I know I seen a sewer rat going down stream,
Playing along while it sings;
Down by the sewer love is waiting for the rat
hear come a fat cat,
don’t you dear look back at that
or the rat will attic;
because she doesn’t want no other
looking at her lover;
She is a sewer rat that has long teeth
And her breath stinks
But she can get nasty and downright mean,
She does have a bad name
If you know what I’m saying,
She lives near a run-down town,
By the sewer where all the other ugly rats play
To get their way;
She makes traps upon that cat;
She stalkers every move he makes
just to see where he goes,
If he is out playing with other sewer wholes,
that she knows.
She licks and picks her long yellow teeth
While she plays with a long green bean
that was floating down stream,
she goes around telling her lie all over town
that her cat is playing with gay men
just to keep others cats and rate from him.
He old cat has a long story;
That can get kind of boring
That can get her snoring,
Then she thought to her self
maybe she should of stay floating down
the sewer to find more action
for a little more reaction
to the packen,
where she can do some lay backen
on some wet sacken
doing some unripen and tapen
that kept her old cat on his tootise
where he would do some casing
but she knows her old love wouldn’t car
so, she would dare;
she knows there’s a lot of rats down town
but there isn’t one like her own fat cat
that loves to play in the sewer doing
what they love best.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

OH MOON

Oh, moon what have you done
Look at me, my poor heart is on the run
Where love could never find me,
What have I ever done
To make someone hurt me like this?
  my soul is starting to grow cold
I was left all alone in the snow,
I feel lost and confused
Not knowing what to do
Oh, moon you look gloom
The same as I do,
I feel so divided in this world
my heart feels so empty
where darkness is starting to make a home,
old moon, things are starting to get out of control
I know you seen the show
Of what happen long ago,
The traps that were sit out for me to fall in,
Traps of lies that holds in his yes
Words of love that wasn’t true,
All he wanted was to break me down
And keep me lost in the dark
Broken and weak
to pick up the pieces of me,
in my eyes, I get visions of ancient time
but never for me to see what is going
to happen to me,
I will always be on the run
I will always keep love from me
I will always cry to the old sea and the moon
that was always good to me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BLACK MAGIC WOMEN

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way to deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TORTURED
Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easy the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge was written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart are being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
blood stain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darken town
are being crowned for their ***** deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness taken over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is a darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY BATTERED WORLD

My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BILLIONS OF TEARS
It was a cold September night
When I heard a painful cry;
It has a sound of death
By the thousands
Maybe by billions of tears has fallen,
A dark history of evil has been
Raised up from life and death
Where many has lost their heads;
Miles by mile
are the blood-stained footsteps,
a place where you could never find peace,
if you look past the fog from the sea
you will see the lighthouse
where Dark Angel kept me,
sharp flash of light
shining deep on that cold September night,
I could hear my name being called out
Into the pouring rain;
Oh, how I could hear the pain
From the voices that cried millions of tears
On that cold September fight of a night,
I don’t know their names;
I don’t know how many lost their lives
For what is right in Gods eyes,
But this I do know
they now don’t have to worry
they will no longer have to feel the pain
because God has given them
a resting place.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery

The dark unfathomed tide
That has fathomed my life;
Of an interminable pried
That blacken up my heart
That turned it into ice,
My life is only a mystery
Of many darken dreams;
I can still hear the ravens cry
Day and night
Always by my side
deep into the night where life
is full of fright;
it is a part of my early journey
where lies are always being told
while the creepy stories are
on the making of true hearts breaking,
where old dreams never made
a home of darkness;
where poets written down
what they loved;
where plays are making drama
that made visions come alive;
with wild crazy thoughts
moved the mind and hearts
to a place of the unknown,
where words are written
to a place of forbidden,
Where a place my own mind
made a written scene;
for others to play out in their own minds,
places in the mind is a journey of some kind,
where true imaginations are made,
where the spirit of me
hasn’t seen yet;
but I hold no regrets;
but at times I hold worthiness of my heart,
on dreamy eyes;
I do write what comes to my mind,
What my heart bleeds
For a world of mystery
To open their minds and read all about me
In darken dreams;
Poetic Judy Emery
The Queen of all darken dreams,
I let my inter visions of my spirit
Write out my misty scenes
for all to capture what it is I see or bleed,
My thought come with many plots;
to control the unknown;
where sleeping spell and rose dust
are being cast into a darken past;
yet; hunting down the brighter hopes in life
to come alive in my life;
There will always be the two dodo brides
In my stories;
You will hear many kinds of things
That will come into darken dreams;
Words of a thief to make the heart weep,
Where witches casting spell
Where only true love could take the spell off,
Where knights ride along the lines
Where queens are made in dreams,
In the sight of ancient time;
I care not about the evil enemies
Because they are a part of the story;
But my work of darken dreams
I do cherish because they are about me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ROYAL GODDESS

I have a dark side of me
I don’t like to see;
It truly masks everything about me,
I feel the warmth of the wind
dancing upon my ivory skin,
drying up my tears from my colored eyes,
while my own royal memories
come rushing back to me
like a wild fire that could never be put out,
I hold my head up high
Showing others, I am just fine,
I am a goddess in true fashion
My own father handed down to me,
He is and was the king of the land
My mother the true goddess of beauty and love,
It was like they were both sent from heaven
But again, what do I know,
While time was only a chapter in their life book
Now I have many pages I must also fill
For the world to read all about me,
Life wasn’t all that easy;
Like others would think
just because I had royalties,
my life was never easy,
I felt a part of me had been lost for sometime
And I try hard to find out what it is
That has been taken from me,
In my years, I come to face most of my fears,
But something of long ago
was always eating away at my soul,
I remember someone given me a drink
like a potion to help me sleep;
that’s when I started having all those bad dreams.
that when I would hear something evil
crying out to me in the desert wind.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A FAVORABLE STORY OF ME

Darkness like something cold
is in the air brings on fear;
In my heart,
I can feel an aura of evil
standing near;
like it is trying to preserve
all my inner emotions,
All day I’ve been feeling a built
Of pain of something from
another life time;
where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun,
but then something happened
to the beauty of the land,
ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fisher mans was out
casting their nets;
Oh, how the horizon bleeds
Upon on the blood stain sand
Where it is the dark king stands,
Where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight,
Making his way into the night
Making darken dreams to all who sleeps,
I wondered why this evil king
Always comes around me?
This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries
These dreams are something of what I
Had lived; but come to me in history form
It’s as if I could eat away the sky
That field my heart with so much pain,
I can still smell the apple ash trees
That burn in the time of long ago
A story that one day will be told,
It will be a lifetime accomplishment of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

TREMBLED HEARTS

In my visions, I see many things
that come to me in darken dreams;
I see many darken knights
taking flight for their lives
something isn’t right,
with their own sight,
I had seen all joy departed
and left them all broken hearted,
then they must open their eyes
while they walk in awaken dream,
life isn’t what it seems;
the sand is hot so is the cooling place
to all those that lost their faith,
drams by day
dreams by night
so many taken flight like a kite
into the deep dark night,
woe to those they call an outcast
but those will fight back,
Oh, the eyes are cast
A spell is on the making
To all spirits that are slowly sinking,
While they look back at their own ill past,
Loneliness taken down their souls
Now it’s time to let it all go
Don’t come to thee stand boldly,
Storms ride the tide that comes at night,
trembled hearts that come from far
Just to lead you deeper in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

KU KLUX ****

Thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the blood stain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is coved in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in blood stain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ANCIENT COLORED FLOOR
Cold grey walls;
color ancient floor
big wooden doors
spots of mold
all over the window pan,
with blood stain words
in dull faded purple,
words I didn’t understand
while my body growing weaker
while my spirit sinks deeper.
while true love washed away
just to leave me in all this pain,
The rain comes down in colored
pearl pit purple;
when the rain falls
it sounds like heavy thunder
on the sea rocks by the docks,
hollow memories;
started making its way back to me,
like I have been lost into darken dreams,
I see the eyes of the sea;
doomed as they could be
looking back at me,
I see blood dripping down the walls
pain crawling all over me
But I couldn’t scream;
Dark Angel shut my heart,
Then he hands me a looking glass
Of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains cut me more
I started falling on the panted floor
near that old wooden door,
while Dark Angel, calls out my name,
Come, Moonlight take my hand
and I will be your King.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COOKING ***
I looked around me
everything was dark
as if my own eyes where completely shut,
that the would had come to an end,
my eyelids where very heavy
like I had a sleeping spell on me,
I was seeing things that were given me
very bad dreams;
the stars are all on dim
while they skip around the sky,
upon the sea, I seen the reflections of he
standing over me;
the colored moon beamed upon the land
upon everything my eyes could see;
I tried so hard to open my eyes
But I couldn’t it was as if I was dead,
I dreamed many dreams in my head
I see things of an ancient time,
I felt I have been bond to my bed;
As if I was quite insane of true madness,
In my mind, I seen different set of eye
Looking back at me from another time,
I see slaves dancing around me,
Crying out to a king that stands before me,
The sky was dark; the fair is hot;
I could see a big cooking ***,
Words of their time wasn’t of mine,
you could feel the evil all around;
While the anger browed in the ***,
Words of truth wasn’t in their mouths,
Lies and so much hate with not faith,
Witches are casting out their evil spells,
Giving a queen a life of a living hell,
Their face turned to me
as I started to scream,
I seen many things that come to me
like something of darken dreams,
they were very old holding no youth,
I forget your name they would say
In a cloud of smoke;
Frogs are being tossed in the old cooking ***,
a chicken tongue, black bird eyes,
bugs of the desert land,
the thunder in the ancient sky roared while
the storm moved on by;
I see holly ones being persecuted;
The words of accurate knowledge
Was told to never be promoted on the land
Where the old witches stand
on blood, stained sand, that was a command,
words of truth are forbidden;
enemies casting names of thee into the *** of hell
while some where rings a bell;
bodyguards taken the prison ones
out of the cage; those who has lost their way,
ravens are flying around to eat up on the dead
the ones who has lost their heads,
words of temptations of the flash
dancing around the cooking ***,
my body started feeling cold
I didn’t have no more control
While lies where being told,
My eyelids where heavy as they could be
While I was cast into a deep sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE HAS DEPARTED

Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heart beats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dancing in the rain
washing away the pain,
darkness, is a place of true madness;
a place the sun never truly shines
sunset you will only crave to see,
and it only give shattered dreams,
I sit alone on those rainy night
crying my eyes out for true love
to open his ears to me;
but only weaknesses come to me,
I am no arthropod that web traps
because I am the one that has fallen in it,
city of lies is always nearby;
Dark Angels; eyes are always on me,
like a wolf looking for food;
He makes me feel so drowsy
when he kisses my lips
I began to float,
like I was light as a feather floating in
the autumn breeze;
with a sweet shyness about me
that takes over me,
when he plays around with my hair
It feels so nicely touched;
I loved that so much,
He would take me in his arms
and he would charm my heart,
rarely he ever makes me feel this away
then he calls me beloved;
this is where I know to wake up,
he cast a spell on me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE IS THE KEY

Let us dance in the cold wind.
Let us speak the words of knowledge,
Let true love be the key to everything
and death our resting place;
Let all roses of the garden splinter
through the life of the broken hearten,
let the sea rip away darken dreams
let the slave mourn for the free
let all kneel on the holy grounds
where the ancient slaves rest their heads,
love is the seed to all who bleeds
that love thee;
but to those that sold their souls
let the cry to the darken moon,
where roses once bloomed
but now rose dust to all who is curs
go to your hollowed sea,
envy and hate is a nasty disease
that will sink the ship of all in greed,
all you will ever receive is the pain
that seems to never go away,
your soul will bleed
your mind will go crazy
your heart heavy
your eyes will always tear
because your lost holding so much fear,
slaves of darkness will clutch their teeth
they will always bleed,
busted up lips that never been kissed
wounds that never heal
love will never be but a darken dream,
a place where you will crave the beauty of the sun
but they grey will be all you see,
But if you are ready for change,
True love is the key that will set you free.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN MY SLEEP

In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the stair cases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Who does he Love

Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CANDLE FLAMES

Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between is,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wild fire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to are window
Are the candles that was once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper then you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take no more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Mysterious Moon

Oh, mysterious moon
you hang so low in gloom
images of the motionless
but only see eye movement
that stalks out the night
Oh, how you keep me anxiously in fright
The temperature had dropped another notch
I can feel the coldness into the autumn air
color leaves are on the ground
and the birds are lacking courage to move ,
This is a journey of fear
a fantasy of a childhood game
floating away into my brain
I can feel and see all things
that hold a blaze of danger
upon a darken road to nowhere
this has betokened my future with anger
The old crying wind
made its way back again
making ghostly hues of dangerous cry's
that shaken the night
given more fight to what will happen tonight
then a tapping and a groan
bring on rain of sobbing pains
that was when Dark Angel stood so near .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY QUEEN I AM YOUR KNIGHT
My queen, come to me
Not only in your dreams,
If I must I will cut out my heart
Where you won’t take it apart,
I was once you knight
I never left your side,
Until that cold September night
When Dark Angel given, you fright
He took over your life,
He had taken away my queen
And that wasn’t no dream,
But you forgotten me
If only you could see,
I can see you still
And even hear your voice,
At time, I could hear you call out my name,
I can hear you
Feel you
See you
But you look at me as if I am no longer there,
I have two feet
but I could never approach you,
I could never get close to you
But I can still feel your love from far
You are the queen of my heart,
I cannot go to you
But I want too,
I still crave your lips
to kiss all your sweetness,
I’m speechless,
It’s you I will always miss,
One day I will take hold of you
I will grasp you in my heart
In my soul
In my arms
And never let you go,
My heart will always be strong for you
Because we are not two
We are one in love
You are all my emotions
You are the breath I breath
Oh, my dear queen
come back to your knight
and dance with me for life,
you run through my mind
from my blood that pumps to my heart,
I carry you everywhere I go
Your love is the key of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

SHADOWS OF An ELDERLY KNIGHT
The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadow lands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I now, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
A tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

WEAKNESS OF A STORM
The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dreams,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many has lost true sight
to what is right in Gods eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

FULL SUMMER HEAT


Full summer heat is now here,
in the heart of late June;
No more running
No more dreadful eyes,
From an elderly knight,
The Shore is burned from the sun
on the white sand, we danced,
in deep romance;
it was a dream of love
upon the meadows of time.
Oh, the richness of autumn
moved the colored leaves from the trees,
in many seasons, I think of he
The knight who once danced with me
On that heated up summers night
Where late Junes moon shine so bright,
It was like a treasure scattered in the sky
With all the twinkling stars
that blanket our hearts
but with time it only became a far-off dream,
did the elderly knight known what?
he meant to me on that late summers night.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN SWEET SILENCE

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,
It was a session of season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heart breaking,
Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,
Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence
where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,
Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,
Death was never a place
I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Red Rose is for Love

Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MARROWS OF TIME

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who has lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curst,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the unforbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Things Are Never What They Seem

I want you to know;
Things are never what they seem
When it comes to darken dreams,
Oh, come and hear the screams
Do you understand what that means?
You know who this is;
That makes you like this,
Look deep within your mind
And thing of all those painful times,
You will see his eyes;
They are like the crystal moon,
That comes in late June,
In the night, it beams red upon the deadly sea
Into darken dreams;
Autumn leaves fall from the tree
This I see from my bedroom window,
While you talk to me about he who haunts me,
Every time I put my hand near the fire
It’s like the flames reach out to touch me,
The impalpable apple ash
Is near the burning log,
The flames hold deadly memories,
Everything I ever cared about
Had come to an end,
The seal of the envelope has been licked,
Every word that has been written
Every storm brings me back to you,
As if everything that exist is because of
darken dreams;
where ancient ships
seal out on the Mediterranean Sea,
where little boats sink deep
where the wickedness weep into the night,
oh, how the sound give fright,
each day on the hour
the tears fall like raindrops on the ground,
I start to feel all hope is destined from me,
Why does Dark Angel want to keep me like this?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fire colored leaves
smothered the wet autumn grounds
where solace was found
in a time of need
in a place where forgiveness is made
piercing skies painted down
my emotions of my pains
I feel my body going numb
while holding on to memories of you  
Oh, here comes more rain
while I try so hard to hold back
yesterday's pains
Fire colored leaves
has fallen down to the wet ground
where my love do sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so much pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words rings in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN THE STARS

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That are shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
call out my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight Goddess And Queen

Oh. Look at you,
You are the true goddess of the sea,
You are loved by many;
Your beauty everyone craves,
Your love is a hunger and a need,
You are cousin to set the slaves free,
You swim your spirit into the hearts
You shine light from your eyes
To another side; from another kind,
Your body is pure and white
You dance around like a candle flame,
You make other women look a shame,
But your heart has love for all;
You walk on water in many dreams,
Your words cook with a sting,
Your blood is like silk,
Every word you say
is written in blood stain ink;
everything you do is for the peace
for true love of mankind;
everything is for the light that stands
in Gods eyes;
Oh, Goddess of the sea,
Dark Angel made you his queen,
But that will never change a thing,
Every beautiful rose that blooms is sweet,
It will always be a part of you, in everything you do,
Your eyes are like the moon;
it always changes in late June;
your eyes always look like you are looking
in the reflection of water crystal water,
the water starts to wave and rise deep into the night
like it is saying goodbye;
when you talk its always sweet,
but if you must be mean you bring rain,
the earth is the seed of love;
the sea is the beauty of a true goddess,
so, the sea is named after you;
Moonlight, of all seas in every dream,
You know the deepest essence of true love,
The water is your treasure of dreams,
Moonlight, you are a goddess and a queen,
Even in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I’ve Been Waiting
I’ve been waiting oh so long,
I’ve even written another poem,
The nights and days you stayed
I didn’t see the time passing
I’m so flabbergasted by it all,
It all started in late fall,
I waited half of my life for true love,
But what I received was a lot of invitations
to royal weddings,
I know you have written me many of times
Telling me I am the woman of your life,
But the truth must be told,
You are a man of old,
Your lies are being told,
You left me all alone,
For away from home,
up in a darken throne
in a room of true emptiness,
while I was waiting for something true in my life
you give me everything that was used
and so, abused;
I look for a miracle but nothing came my way,
I am lost in darken dreams,
Where I always hear the screams,
I know you tell me you love me,
But I come to realized it was all lies,
It is written upon the walls,
Right down the hall,
By the old **** that tells ancient time,
I feel like I’m about to lose my mind,
You tied my hands in the pains of you,
I don’t understand why you must hurt me like this,
Your old pride is wounded,
I could see that in your eyes,
while I look out my window,
there you stood, next to the willow tree,
looking at me; while ravens are flying around
looking for the lost that will never be found,
no entertainment in the sky,
but true judgements are always cast
they are very severe, making fear,
I felt as if there is nothing more to do
But watch you making a fool out of everything,
While slaves are begging for crumbs,
You push them all away;
You are a man that has no faith,
You have lost your way,
I dreamed about you most of the time,
I truly don’t like to; but I have too,
It was just the other night,
I felt you taken another life,
from another time;
I felt the pain out in the pouring rain,
I fallen upon my knees begging please,
You left me lifeless upon naked grounds,
But that is when a vision came to me,
I see the light shine so bright into the night,
The sands of ancient times were falling
Like stars from the sky;
Oh, how it made me cry for my own life,
.I was waiting for a miracle,
and one came to me, in darken dreams,
I have seen you falling in the rain
Holding on to so much pain,
Dark Angel what does this mean?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

RAVEN

Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Raven'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that was in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angels knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor .
Did the ''Raven'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery