Don't Love You Yes I Do
I Don't Love You
Yes I Do
I don't love you
except because I love you
I measure every grief
to every gift you ever given me
could this heart
love a man like you
I go from loving
to not loving you
Sometimes my poor heart
keep's crying for you  
like some sad love song
that keeps me holding on to the blues
like an old Flu
I know I don't love you
but then I get confused
thinking I do
from waiting
to not waiting for you
is as sad as that old lonely song
that keeps playing on
Thing you have me to do
Shame on you
my heart moves from cold to fire
like the air of midnight
Sometimes when I watch you sleep
I often think
are you dreaming of me
that is something that makes me hurt
because I shouldn't have to wonder
if you love me or not
or if your dreaming of me
I love you
only because you ask me to
but in my heart
I don't know if you hold that spark
You are the one
I did say I do to
I hate you deeply
but hating you is making me sick
you keep coming back to me
in darken dreams
Oh, how you make me scream
You tell me to say the words
that hurts me deep
The words of Love that could never be
why I am so sick
you tell me over and over
Love is all about Pain
because my love for you  
Make me crazy you say
things I don't mean to say
You get me to say them more
the measure of changing
Your words are making hast
making me live in constant pains
that brings on rain
But you say this is love
Maybe January will see the Lights of the city
they will look so pretty
light we can take another walk
to show you I have a heart
Dark Angel takes me in his arms
asking me to call out his name
Over and Over
I would call out
Dark Angel,
In the Park of Paris
My heart wants to break
but it is already broken
''No,'' I don't Love you
yes I do because you tell me too
But only In this story
things always change in darken dreams
I am the one
who cannot live without the Light
for what is right in God eyes
but I know I am not alone
God is with me
this is my testing  
I will die for my true Love
but not the Love of Pain
that brings on the Rain .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ETERNAL PAINS
Dark fields where
Jackalanthorns are lite
walking out alone
in the ice cold air
beneath my feet
are many sounds
sounds of eternal pains
screams with no end
the sound are coming from far
caring on with the wind
on ancient soil
is where I stand
where innocent blood was spilled  
because they stood up for what is real
I could hear the voices of trembling
beneath my feet
the whispering winds
are crying out to me again
but what does this mean for me
fear came over me
coldness of death is all around me
I am in a place of enchanted domes
this is a death throne of
darken dreams
that has been placed upon me
strange as it all seems
within dims lights
I hear more cries
casting spells into the night
I feel something or someone
standing next to me
but I'm afraid to look
it may have a hook
I'm about to cry
and that is when I open my eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Look In My Eyes
My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
O why have you made me bled
O look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
the he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he seen
me fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter are colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he Loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh ,how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone miss me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He **** my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fairy tale Love
Into the sea of darken dreams
a master went in
cleansing up whatever it sees
but something keeps holding me down
in lies of a fairy tale Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery