Love Happens Late In Life

Even this late it happens in ones life  
the coming of love
the coming of light
Just like being in Paradise
You wake and the candles
are lit as if by themselves
Love is a gift and a thrill
The stars gather around into dreams
pour into your pillows
When I see you smile
I hope it was me that made
You smile in your dream
You''re smile looked so sweet
Even this late the bones of the body shine
and tomorrow’s dust
flares into breath of another
Love is a gift that never withers .
because love was made from God
He is love .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love Happens Late In Life

Love happened late in ones life  
the coming of love,
the coming of light
shines so deep in darken places
this Love is like know other
like being in Paradise
the candles are lit deep within
as if the candles had been lite by themselves,
Love is a gift from God
we can see the stars gather together
like a far away dream
pour into are pillows while we sleep
when I see you smile
you make my heart smile
You''re so sweet
you're the love of my Life
tomorrow’s dust flares into breath of another
Love is a gift that never withers
love was made from God
He is love to all of us .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love has a voice
but pain has many tears
Darkness holds a life time of fears
Love sends its greetings
in the summer sun
that shines deep within
Love is the Key
that opens the door
of lovers hearts
love dreams
where dancing
is around the raindrops that fall
just like the autumn leaves
when Love is no longer
you will fall into darken dreams
that will cut you deep
Love has a voice
but it is up to you
to hear what Love is saying.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

LOVE HAS DEPARTED

Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heart beats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love Is Like Fragrant Flowers

Love is like  fragrant flowers
with spring showers
what a loving God that gave  
us a heart to love
you've captured this heart of mine
when we talk on the phone late at night
my heart reaches out to you even  
when I know I can't even see you
Paris is so faraway
But that is were my heart wants to be
half - past nine you are still on my mind  
the more time pass my heart grown more
fond of you each hour, and each day
this love is hear to stay
I hurt when you don't call
I sat and I wounder
where you are
you are walking around with my heart
I cry'ed saying be careful
and never rip it apart
never take this love of mine for granted
the hours moved along
like and old sad song
sipping on Herb Tea  
oh ,I hope he call's me
the end of my night
was quick and slow and sweet
Is when you called me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

LOVE IS THE KEY

Let us dance in the cold wind.
Let us speak the words of knowledge,
Let true love be the key to everything
and death our resting place;
Let all roses of the garden splinter
through the life of the broken hearten,
let the sea rip away darken dreams
let the slave mourn for the free
let all kneel on the holy grounds
where the ancient slaves rest their heads,
love is the seed to all who bleeds
that love thee;
but to those that sold their souls
let the cry to the darken moon,
where roses once bloomed
but now rose dust to all who is curs
go to your hollowed sea,
envy and hate is a nasty disease
that will sink the ship of all in greed,
all you will ever receive is the pain
that seems to never go away,
your soul will bleed
your mind will go crazy
your heart heavy
your eyes will always tear
because your lost holding so much fear,
slaves of darkness will clutch their teeth
they will always bleed,
busted up lips that never been kissed
wounds that never heal
love will never be but a darken dream,
a place where you will crave the beauty of the sun
but they grey will be all you see,
But if you are ready for change,
True love is the key that will set you free.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE IS THE MIRROR

No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.
If love statue a mirror
your friends will admire Love
that shines in the eyes,
Love is the mirror
That shines even in the dark.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every tongue
hold deadly lies
that hunt the innocent ones
to **** the spirit of truth
the lies of the night
roots of darkness
the words that
runs into the minds
most of the time
day and night
death fires
old desires
dancing around
into darken dreams
that plagued the sea
weary times
glazed into the eyes
of the wicked ones.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Malicious People

When I was just a your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames ,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so much pains
but I never cast no hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that has given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too ?
is that why they act the way they do .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MARROWS OF TIME

Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who has lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Memories
everyone tell's me
it is time to move on  
let this pain slip away  
it is not as easy as they think  
Your memories are deep
lost within me  
I see your face night and day  
your words are playing all the time  
over and over in my mind on over time
others had told me
with time your wounds
will heal with time  
I must say this I will not believe
I have been cut deep
his words  are always on my mind
even in a heated rush
One day I must tell about my pain  
it will not be on this day or any day soon
When I can call out
his name and tell my story
you don't see me without pain  
then you will know my heart healed  
right now this pain is like a wedding day
with so much rain of my memories of you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Memories
The valleys are now withered
the days are colder
the mind is bolder
to the holder
the last rose of summer
had fallen to the garden of time
the blooms of color
lost their luster of beauty
the leaves are all on the ground
the wind blows them around
making all kinds of sounds
I remember a place
where I once use to swing
it was a beautiful thing
in late spring
when love was with me
when life was going bright
but that had all faded away
now all I have is the memories.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MIRROR OF TIME

When I think about those days
the pain comes my way in the light of day
When I look into the mirror
I could see the pains of time
that speaks its mind to me
that makes my soul bleed like the sea
why do Life half to be so mean ?
In my life It feels I had already lived it
when I look back into the mirror
oh the tears come so near
words of long ago cutting away at my soul
bold yet so cold
darkness of another time
that play games on my mind
the distance of life hidden  away
in the mirror of time of gray
faith has been lost in the eyes of the dark
hearts have been broken
like tokens tossed into the sea
left out to bleed
while the heart sinks into darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

mirror of time
I can see you always
you are a part of my mind
holding the pains of yesterdays
I can see the eyes of me
looking back deep within my soul
to everything I know of long ago
When I walk over to the mirror
that stands so tall in darken room
I see the lies of he that was once with me
o how that made my heart bleed
like the rushing red sea
I find myself going over and over
each lying words that he would tell me
My tears would roll down from my eyes
down on my face of yesterdays
I keep on looking in the mirror of time
just to see he eyes looking deep within mine
I hold in my heart and mind
so much regrets;
I don't have the words I truly want to say
I feel as if time had stopped and left me marked
deep down in my heart,
I could see his eyes looking over me
while he laughs as I cry
while he cycles pains in my mind
I could still feel his ever touch
oh, how I hate that so much,
I go down on my knees
while my heart bleeds
while my own eyes look back at me
in the mirror of time
battling away on my faith
like I have been locked away in a cage
like a bird hoping to be free
into the mirror, I did see
Angel of love locking back at me
the light that shines so bright
gave me hope for better days.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MOM
Sat, 08/13/2016 - 14:50 -- Poetic Judy Emery


Mom I love you so much
I always had
I never understood why we
could never show really how we felt
It hurts me that you're in your rest bed
I felt I was about to lose my mind
to see you like that
I know I cannot be locking back
but the old past has its way of coming back
mom but deep down within my heart
I known you always had loved me
from the very start .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Mom I love you so much

I always had

I never understood why we

could never show really how we felt

It hurts me that you're in your rest bed

I felt I was about to lose my mind

to see you like that

I know I cannot be locking back

but the old past has its way of coming back

mom but deep down within my heart

I known you always had loved me

from the very start .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Sitting alone near my home
looking out across the bay
while the moonlight dance
off the water like a dream,
stones of words had fell
into my thoughts that provoked
many emotions;
I cry out many times saying
I must make an end to this pain
an end to memories,
I must make my heart and mind
string as stone;
but then looking at the perfect
midnight sky it takes me back
to a place I once loved so much,
Moonbeams with gentle glow
that takes my soul back to where
Love once was;
memories are cast among the sea
dark shadows of the shoreline
holds the stories of you and me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moonlight don't run from your past
stand strong and never let go
In life there are people
that will Love you or Hate you
that will hurt you
and cause you so much pain
You must learn to forgive
even if it is so hard to forget
don't let your heart grow cold
this is what Dark Angel wants you to do
he wants to take over you
hold on and never lose sight
to what shines into your eyes
your pains of long ago
hold a story of its own
  looking back to your dark beaten past
is breaking the glass
that held the pains back
you don't want this old darkness in your life
so let it all go
don't let darkness take hold
the past will only bring you back
to the pains of yesterday’s rain
would lead you back in to the life of coldness
of darkness of old pains of sins
of its dirtiness that has taken away sweetness
In life there are mistakes you will make
but you must face them
You must learn from all your wrongs
grow from them
let them go
never let the darkness take control
In life there are so much regrets
you must learn to leave the past behind
realize it is something you can't change
Moonlight let go of the pain
and dance in the rain
You don't need rain of darkness
to burn like acid in your heart
In life there are people
you will lose forever
That you can't have back
you must learn to let go and keep moving on
Please never hang on to the lies of Dark Angel
If you do
you will be lost in darken dreams
you will always feel the pains
of yesterday’s heartbreaks
in a world of true  pains
rain will fall like tears
you will always feel the cuts
that marks up your heart
you will be lost in coldness of fears
you must learn to come out of darkness
take the challenges and grow stronger
If you don't
Dark Angel will take over
In life  fear will always be near
that will hold you
back from what you want
But then you should know
that is a trap to keep you lost
in darken dreams
things will never be as they seem
You must learn to fight
for what is right
in Jehovah's eyes
take hold of the courage
of your faith you have within
Don't look back to sin
Jehovah knows the heart
He holds your life in his hands as long
as you Moonlight don't give in
To Dark Angel sin's
Dark Angel has to give is all sin
of his darkness to internal death
When Jehovah comes to destroy all evil
Let Jehovah holds the key to your future
Only he knows your heart and your weakness
But weakness leads off to a darken path
Jehovah see's everything and knows everything
Everything in life really does happen for a reason
Because Jehovah God
is the reason to your faith and your life
Derek thank you for going over everything
I know my testing is on its way
I will keep my prayers going
to keep my mind
right to not look back to my darken past
Goodbye Derek my faithful friend

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight is a goddess
she sits in many paintings
where the storms are raging
her eyes are gray blue
but they change with her moods
they are like the moon
She is a true goddess in many eyes
they will never leave her side
she seeks for peace
for one day to be free
she waits for that day
when true love comes her way
she is still young
yet growing old
she is the story
that will always be told
she is the goddess
that stand so bold
of long ago
she has once been loved
and will always be
she is written down in history
but locked away into darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight is a goddess
she sits in many paintings
where the storms are raging
her eyes are gray blue
but they change with her moods
they are like the moon
She is a true goddess in many eyes
they will never leave her side
she seeks for peace
for one day to be free
she waits for that day
when true love comes her way
she is still young
yet growing old
she is the story
that will always be told
she is the goddess
that stand so bold
of long ago
she has once been loved
and will always be
she is written down in history
but locked away into darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight Goddess And Queen

Oh. Look at you,
You are the true goddess of the sea,
You are loved by many;
Your beauty everyone craves,
Your love is a hunger and a need,
You are cousin to set the slaves free,
You swim your spirit into the hearts
You shine light from your eyes
To another side; from another kind,
Your body is pure and white
You dance around like a candle flame,
You make other women look a shame,
But your heart has love for all;
You walk on water in many dreams,
Your words cook with a sting,
Your blood is like silk,
Every word you say
is written in blood stain ink;
everything you do is for the peace
for true love of mankind;
everything is for the light that stands
in Gods eyes;
Oh, Goddess of the sea,
Dark Angel made you his queen,
But that will never change a thing,
Every beautiful rose that blooms is sweet,
It will always be a part of you, in everything you do,
Your eyes are like the moon;
it always changes in late June;
your eyes always look like you are looking
in the reflection of water crystal water,
the water starts to wave and rise deep into the night
like it is saying goodbye;
when you talk its always sweet,
but if you must be mean you bring rain,
the earth is the seed of love;
the sea is the beauty of a true goddess,
so, the sea is named after you;
Moonlight, of all seas in every dream,
You know the deepest essence of true love,
The water is your treasure of dreams,
Moonlight, you are a goddess and a queen,
Even in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight
the ancient goddess
of all times  
she sang beyond her pains
she is a genius of all beauty
her voices is so soft
yet strong
she keeps the storms calm
the waters that are underneath
her feet are as beautiful
like you even seen
the wind blows softly
in summers breeze
like true fluttering of a butterfly
holding emotions to her voice
with true understanding
to all who dreams
Moonlight is the dreamers Queen .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

MOONLIGHTS BROKEN WINGS

Moonlight revels her pains ,fears
in the storm rain flowing tears
upon angry seas
in darken dreams
that makes her scream
Oh, velvet moon
you had given bright eye
in late June ...
when winter made its way
the sky became more gray
all hearts gone numb
on a darken throne
where no love to be found
to lift a finger to help one out
in terror she spoke
while her own faith did sink
she was left with broken wings
in darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I walk in beauty of the night
the moon holds light
to  the color of my eyes
that shines deep into the night
that is why they call me Moonlight
because I hold sight of time
that hold visions in my eyes
I dwell in a place of hell
that rings Dark Angels bell
I walk near the edge of time
trying hard to clear my mind
the sky's above me
are always gray
holding clouds of rain
while Dark Angel
brings on the pains
in darken dreams for me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moonlight with mistress eyes
that holds time
in Dark Angels mind
she is the goddess
she is the beauty
with rose colored lips
that Dark Angel hungers to kiss
her heart is full of love
to the one she calls true Love
the God of all things
that gives light in her eyes
the visions to see beyond her dreams
she walks in true elegance
she holds her head up high
for all to see
Moonlight has mistress eyes
but hear heart is never cold
she is a rare delight
in Dark Angels eyes
she can move him like the sea
even in his wild darken dreams
Oh, he is always mean
just to keep her weak
she knows she is only to be tested
for a little while longer
she walks in true beauty
she is an ancient Goddess
even down to this very day
she holds the light in her eyes
that Dark Angel would like to take away .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

While the old birds sing
to an infant night dream,
the ancient world screams in a protest
of lies that keep you trapped in darkness,
the ravens and all the flying creatures
spread their wings in darken dreams,
to find shelter from a nasty storm,
Dark Angel, stands in front of a crying crowed
while he speaks very loud,
Saying, who will be the one who will save Jerusalem?
Who will guard you when you speak?
Oh, how the slaves bend their heads between their knees,
will this God save you from me?
Moonlight come to me and tell me what it is you see,
what is your God worth to you?
then Moonlight looked around to a place of confused,
firing in the mist of the crying crowed,
then Moonlight raised her head to the midnight sky,
While she cries, Jehovah is the Light
that shines deep in my eyes,
His love is found running in my blood,
the blood of his begotten son Jesus,
I am here to be tested just as the slaves,
this pain that I feel is the agony you revile,
I see many Prophets standing around in the fields
looking for the ones that are lost sheep’s
to save them from you that makes darken dreams,
Oh, you ancient sinners, look what you have done!
You put others on the run, bloodshed is everywhere,
But you never gave a care,
you gave your soul to the one that is called
the enemy to God,
Dark Angel plays many mind games,
to make you see things his way,
Oh, you slave stand on your own two feet
even in the darkest hours,
you never know when the day is that Jehovah God
Will take his stand to all men and beast,
This is what I see, Is Gods eyes are on all who weeps.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A mother's child is every breath that she takes,
walking hand in hand,
they are every step that she makes.
as their steps will grow to strides, still a child
in mother's eyes
Every ache and pain they shall feel,
mother will share and with love she will kneel
She will pray to God to take care of her child
to protect and guide them through every mile
Her child is the very core of her soul
from baby in arms to an adult they will grow
For to a mother, her child will stay
the precious infant she held that day.
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Motionless
A dark motionless night
no love in the sodden air
coldness with no care
life isn't fare
damp moss of illusions
trembling hands of the innocent
mind racing
hearts breaking
the woods are dark
fog is over the land
odor of death is near
fear is always near
I feel so despair
Oh, I had better days
this is like a slow death
that id at hand
sadness never ends
one day my heart will mean
but for now
I must find out where I am at
swamps and bats
sounds of fear
with no escape from the pains
all I see is the rain
Dark Angel standing in place
casting spells of dark illusions
making confusion
deep into my heart
are many marks
far into my mind
Dark Angel is always there
he is always near
bring me so much fear
Darken dreams he gives me
he loves to see me weep
he loves to see me bleed
I found myself lost
in some place called
the unknown
something is missing

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moved On Without You  

Come with me and lets talk
about all the what if's  
Stay the night
  hold me and make everything alright  
you say the words while your playing me
like I was some kinda toy  
It don't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same  
What do ya expect me
to say when you act this away ?  
You know it's just too little late
to play more games  
You take my hand
just to rub me wrong  
You are so fake  
Years had past I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed  
You know your begging
don't fool me like it once did
Because to you it's just a game  
You know it's just to late to come
my way to play more games
So let me just say get away
from my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just to late
to make my heart change ,  
'Cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about  
So move on
I'm starting to move on
Years had past
My heart is attached  
I'm gonna say this now I am better
now with out that sad song  
your chance has come and gone
so move along I have no more I want to say
And you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night
It's just too little too late
for you to play another time
you known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
you say I am your dream
you miss all my kisses
you had with me
Yahweh Right
  oh please
Your nasty way
I can live without  
it wasn't enough you wont
to see me all turn around
with my knees on the grown  
praying for all that pain to go away  
now you wanna communicate ?  
go find someone else
that you can make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me ?  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about .  

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

Moved On Without You  

Come with me and let’s talk about all the what if's  
Stay the night and hold me and make everything alright  
You say the words but you’re playing me
like I was some kind of toy  
It don't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same
What do you expect me to say when you act this away?  
You know it's just too little late to play more games
You take my hand just to rub me wrong
You are so fake ,  
Years had passed I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed
You know your begging don't
fool me like it once did
Because to you it's just a game
You know it's just too late to come my way
just too play more games
So let me just say get away from
my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need .  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just too late
to make my heart change
cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about so move on
I'm starting to move on
just like the Years that has passed
My heart isn’t attached
I'm going to say this now I am better
now without that sad song and dance
Your chance has come and gone so move along
I have no more I want to say,  
you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night  
It's just too little too late for you
to play another time
You known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
You say you dream of my face ,
You miss all my kisses you had with me
Your nasty way I can live without
But it wasn't enough you wont to see me
all turn around with my knees on the grown  
Praying for all that pain to go away
Now you want to communicate ?  
Go find someone else that you can
make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and now I am
making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about.  

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MUCH TO BE WRITTEN

There's so much to be written
in a life that is forbidden
there are the challenges
that duck behind the darkness.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MY BATTERED WORLD

My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Beauty Room

I walk into my beauty room
just to find much talk  of all kinds
I tried to be friendly

but it becomes hard
because its like talking to the dead

to a world that is unkind,

My thoughts truly start to unwind

like rainbow in the sky

for love and peace

for all to see what beauty means to me

but in this cold old world

I make a place in my Beauty room

a place to beautify me

and all who comes around me ,

the unkind is when my life began

to a world of sins and it will

be that way even when I shall grow old

and it may leave me to die in a cold war

but for now all heated up crowds

need to get out of my space

get out from my face

this is my beauty room

I don't have time for hate .



Poetic Lilly Judy  Emery (c)

My heart is naked
and very alone;
people always judge me
because they think their better than I am,
I came out of my own mothers belly
I bleed like anyone else,
But They don’t see things the way I do,
But again, I am The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery and the story is about me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Master Takes Hold
Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His word's are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle with out a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel they cry out is a death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like an razor  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)