I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
he has release me from this evil
patch of thorns
My heart couldn't take no more of this
ungrateful world
my heart of mine was packed with sin  
Of my painful life
my head and my heart was cold as Ice  
now I have been redeemed with the  
Blood of Christ
I was in tangled in evil strife
but my merciful lord cleansed
me and gave me a new  
start in my life and he gave
me a new meaning
To his love I've been redeemed
I was set clean
And I even got to learn God's name
I've started reading my Bible
day and night and taken  
down all that was night right in my life
all my old friends started calling me names
And the on call of old flames
I called out on God's name
he gave me power  
To walk to the high Tower of his love
He is my king who could ever
hurt me if God is with me
I been redeemed I have been washed clean
I don't care what this cold world has to say  
I never want to look back on
what was in my past  
because it has been washed away
by my Lord Jesus  
Who died for me
Who died for his people  
the lord is the only way to live an upright life
He gave me hope
He gave me freedom and thought  
Me who his Father is
God has a name
His name is Jehovah the most high
I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
  a wonderful God now the angels above
will cheer with trumpets
horns, while the wicked
below now consider me
an abomination the path of righteousness
to better day's  
I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
I give him thanks
I give him praise
for saving me with  
His blood letting me know
his Fathers name I  
Dearly love
God has shown me his steadfast love
and so much compassion
for all he has call'ed his own
this cold world of darkness
don't have anything for me
I have been washed clean


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I’ve Been Waiting
I’ve been waiting oh so long,
I’ve even written another poem,
The nights and days you stayed
I didn’t see the time passing
I’m so flabbergasted by it all,
It all started in late fall,
I waited half of my life for true love,
But what I received was a lot of invitations
to royal weddings,
I know you have written me many of times
Telling me I am the woman of your life,
But the truth must be told,
You are a man of old,
Your lies are being told,
You left me all alone,
For away from home,
up in a darken throne
in a room of true emptiness,
while I was waiting for something true in my life
you give me everything that was used
and so, abused;
I look for a miracle but nothing came my way,
I am lost in darken dreams,
Where I always hear the screams,
I know you tell me you love me,
But I come to realized it was all lies,
It is written upon the walls,
Right down the hall,
By the old **** that tells ancient time,
I feel like I’m about to lose my mind,
You tied my hands in the pains of you,
I don’t understand why you must hurt me like this,
Your old pride is wounded,
I could see that in your eyes,
while I look out my window,
there you stood, next to the willow tree,
looking at me; while ravens are flying around
looking for the lost that will never be found,
no entertainment in the sky,
but true judgements are always cast
they are very severe, making fear,
I felt as if there is nothing more to do
But watch you making a fool out of everything,
While slaves are begging for crumbs,
You push them all away;
You are a man that has no faith,
You have lost your way,
I dreamed about you most of the time,
I truly don’t like to; but I have too,
It was just the other night,
I felt you taken another life,
from another time;
I felt the pain out in the pouring rain,
I fallen upon my knees begging please,
You left me lifeless upon naked grounds,
But that is when a vision came to me,
I see the light shine so bright into the night,
The sands of ancient times were falling
Like stars from the sky;
Oh, how it made me cry for my own life,
.I was waiting for a miracle,
and one came to me, in darken dreams,
I have seen you falling in the rain
Holding on to so much pain,
Dark Angel what does this mean?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I want to sing with ravens
I want to cry with the rain
I want to find the perfect rhymes
to fit into my life;
You love, you learn, you lie, you try,
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames
I know that you may go a lot crazy
I don't want to face the changes of your ways,
high over the rainbow of the darken sky
I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes
I know that you may go in to a darken mood,
having to have everything your way,
I don't want to face the changes
but I must if I am here with you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Want To Write You A Note

I sat to write you a love note  
I want it to be so romantic you see
Because that is how much you mean to me
Love is not that easy like others think it should be
You get up out of bed to start your day  
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss and let you
know the hours of the day
that you are away  
You will be missed by me
just know you are the vision in my soul
that runs in my mind over time  
I can't believe you're real
your are now in my life
I will soon be your wife
You drive me wild when you smile
I like to write you this Note
tell you how I truly feel
I want to kiss you day and night  
I am so glad you are mine
I want to make you our first dinner together  
With dimmers light with
so much delight of our love
I want to dance with you
have all my way with you  
Like I want to ,I love you  
You make me crazy and want
to do crazy things with you
So I am thinking about how
I feel and writing it down to you  
making it so real that you may even feel
I am so glad I am your wife  
Good night my love sweet dreams
Here is a kiss from me .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Will Always Call On Your Name

You are always on my mind ,day and night
I've looked into raindrops of my past of goodbyes
And seen storms of love for mankind ;

I will hold on to your name and sing to you Jehovah
I will call upon your name and let this old world feel
The shame they have brought on them selves ,

This kind of love you will never get tired of.
This love is strong and true ''Agape '' my brothers
And Sisters ,

I've looked into snowflakes and seen reflections of love,
The greatest love I ever had known is the maker of
All things , and the maker of love ,
That would be ''Jehovah'' God , and his Only begotten
Son Jesus , We know they are not one but Two .

I will sing to Jehovah throughout my life ;
I will make melody to my God as long as I am '',
I've looked at the beautiful flowers of Spring ,
And seen all of the loves' powers of your love for us ;

Love in which man cowers and dreams for hours of lifetime
To ever have the love you give ,
Jehovah God exalted in might ,Your love for all mankind ,
You are the provider of the light and the rain ,the waters of
The Mediterranean Sea ,

Then I look at the mess man gave in walking away ,
Seen the ****** slaughters of men's hearts, and the
Hearts that run in the dark , lovers of hate ,thieves of the
Night ,killing the souls of man of the righteous ones ,

I've looked into the skies and seen tearful goodbyes
With terrible of lies of which the heart cries for what is
Right ,Then I prayed for everlasting life , And I pray for all
Mankind to make it right is Jehovah's eyes
I will always call on your name , and walk in your ways .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I WILL NEVER GIVE IN
Resting in cold darkness
a place I truly would never miss
If I every left this place
Darken Dreams
is what my soul bleeds
coldness is on my skin
is hard to breath within
what others think is fantasy
I think Pain
I could no longer remember
what it feels like
to be warm
what it feels like to be Loved
Oh, how the rain been coming down
with no end to this darkness
my hands and fingers rubbing together
trying to feel the warmth
but all I feel is the numbness
that is taken place
Oh, how I can no longer feel my face
what a disgrace
My hair is long and black
my eyes are gray blue
yet green when I get mean
the color of the sand
that is underneath my feet
tells me so many things
the tasting of rain
tells me I'm still in pain
but not insane
Oh' hear comes more rain
my flesh is getting weaker by the days
by blood is flowing like the sea
Oh, I feel I cannot breath
my lungs need fresh air
my tongue is dry
my body feels like ice
memories that drew me back to him
the one who made me like this
my mind has grown dim
but my eyes see all things
even in Darken Dreams
Oh, how I do scream
Dark Angel is cutting at me deep
but I will never give in
I will not let him take my innocence of truth
I will never let that part of me go
He is killing at my emotions
stalking me out
watching my ever moves
he is something that is so intoxicated
he is a nightmare
But I will never let him take my crown.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Saying in a loud voice

the hour will come when

all will be judged

That is when all evil spirits

stood around me and laughed

making hast calling out names

and given so much blames

but faraway I hear musical note

that made me hold no fear

it was happiness to my ears ,

I moved along and my heart

became healed and my body glisten

my spirit was removed from the dark .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Just For A Moment
  
  I have scarcely left you in heart
Just for a moment that is all ,
I just wanted to feel what I would
Feel not having you in my heart,
I trembled with the loss of love  
Running in the dark ,
I felt so empty and out of place ,
I knew there was something missing
But I didn't yet know what it was,
uneasy, wounded by the night with
No love in sight ,
I thought I was going to lose my mind,
I overwhelmed with pain but I couldn't
Understand why !
Wen I would dream I could see my heart
Crying out to a love it once knew,
This love that I found in my dream was a
Gift of life to my soul ,
Without cease I give you my heart ,
We have found each other in a dream ,
Thirsty we are for each other’s love ;
We drunk up all the water and the blood
That runs in our hearts ,
We found each other hungry and needy  
Like a hunger of the waves at sea ,
We bit each other lips with so much desire  
To never give up on love ,
as we bite each other’s lips ,  
It would be the fire bites that we will miss ,
Leaving wounds in us.
When I get up from my dream it is you that
I see crying out to me,
This love I know belongs to me, A love I could
Never leave, If I ever was to leave this love  
that would be in my sleep.
  
Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

Kindness
holds blessedness
where Love , peace
will be with thee
when you find yourself
overpowered in darkness
open your eyes to what it is
you truly miss  
go out and touch someone
with kindness and love
speak to them with hope
let the light shine into your night
Hatting on people
is a dark state of mind
it is like a stone upon your throne
the sickness that made way to your soul
a darkness that has taken control
THIS ISN'T THE WAY TO GO.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I called out your name
but no other knows it but me
In darken times of my life
is where you will always be
you are the king of darkness
the king of darken dreams
you cast your spell
upon on me out upon sea
I call you Dark Angel
because you ask me to
you are the one
that put me on the run
on that cold september night
you had given me fright for life
you broken me down
you pushed me to the point
I had never been pushed
you test me beyound reach
you left me out to bleed like the sea
you cast me in darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be
a place where Love has never been
darkness is where all sins are made
into a life of pains
into your eyes you look into mine
you don't like what you see
I gave you back the pains you had given to me
seas upon on seas
dreams upon dreams
storms upon storms
but my visisons you will never see
that is only for me
that is my own gift you will never take
I feel your angers
I even feel your cold touch
you will always be to me
The king of darkness
where lost souls play their games of hate .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

To face all my fears
standing never alone
to face a darken world
to hold on to knowledge
that shines a like
in an old world
that could never hold
this knowledge

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

KU KLUX ****

Thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the blood stain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is covred in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in blood stain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Life is so dim
how could Love ever find me
o teach me your faith
o lead the way
for me to one day be saved .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Let Me Be Your Everything
I sat down to think about all you ever told me
I start to write all  my emotions down
for all to read about you and me
I want to show all how
things really are that was between us
I want to have romantic dances
with lots of kisses you would say
you would hold me close
where you could whisper in my ears
all the things you hold dear
how much you need me
the Love you want to show me
the passion you have for me
I truly know a lot from you
you have talked to me
about so much things
you even told me
Love is not that easy
like others think it should be
You get up out of bed
to start your day  
with me on your mind
that was all you could think about
is the love that is in your heart for me
you would tell me
You're my love you see
Let me be your everything
this old life brings
let me spark up a fire deep within you
like you had never known
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss each and every day
just to let you know the hours
you're upon my mind
Let me be all you could ever need
Your words my love
will always be a part of me
Your love will always be in all my memories
So I will write out what I feel
even when we are no longer
my heart has grown founder
this love will always be
written down in history
of you and me .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lies

lies you hide in the night
talking about all the pains you gave
You broke me down
into a world of you
my heart is broken in two
You lie all the time
I am hoping to get away from you
Your love was never true
Your words of lies
has taken me down by surprise  
all this pain  you put me through
I just want to get away from you
I have so many regrets
of ever meeting you
I have to let go of this pain
you are bring on the rain
you keep me sick
I feel so weak
all I hear is your Lies
your words play over and over
in my mind
all the time
To lose you was worth it
but you are everywhere so I guess
no matter how I try
to get you out of my life
you are always in my mind
not even a fool would understand  
Why you think you are a big man  
You are evil
something of darkness
all your lies made you look so small  
kicking around boundaries
playing with the minds
playing with the hearts
given wicked dreams
just to make the dreams scream
you are so insecure
the apple falls not for from its tree
when it comes to you and me
in darken dreams
We would take this pain to the end
we said we would never give up the fight
I must say you got that one Right .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Like ashes In the Wind

I wish you were different,  
but I can see only God could change you,
if you would let him love you,
I couldn’t change you if I try
I am glancing in the dark and  
the truth never lies,
My love for you is very strong  
I will keep praying for you  
to keep hanging on,
time with all your nasty little lies  
that is no way to live life,
I looked at him with tears in my eyes
I handed him a little box,
I said this is all I got to give,
he looks outside the box with a look
I had never seen,
open your mind and let your heart in;
I can’t be your friend I'm much more
then that you see;
It’s better to leave the Past and move on
In life, let love in,
The pain you hold is like ashes in the wind
the he cried and said;
what do you want from me?
you don’t understand,
I have come too far to lose again,
that’s no longer who I am don't you see,
then I looked up at my son and said  
the past is gone and I hold on to my little son,
from the time, you were born and I cared
you home;
With love that is so very strong,
this I am willing to do again,  
Don't you see?
This mothers love was built in me;
this mothers love will never die,
then he looked at me and cried with love in his  
eye’s, as we walked home hand to hand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lonely Highway

Highway run for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon is you
My God I seek ,
I hold on to my faith  
Wheels go round and round  
You're on my mind all the way
Restless my hearts to you  
I sleep alone just to know you  
Are watching over me ,
Sending all my love along to you  
In my prays I even cry upon your
Devin name Jehovah ,
They say that the road is dark and  
So lonely and I must say they are
Right but I have you to talk to  
I hold on to my faith in you ,
Right down the line it's been you and me  
Oh Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully  
There is no other love like yours  
You are my everything  
I will always call out your name  
Jehovah is my love for life  
My God , my friend to the very end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dust , Lust

of a heated up bust of us

hidden down into the cold snow

of long ago where our love frozen

where love was once told ,

Now true loneliness made a home

where love no longer roams

feelings of love has been locked away

in the bright of day

where Dust and Lust

has made a cloud of gray

where true Love could never stay

In my mind of lost of time

your old words come back

like a heated up  heater attack

words do hurt when they come from you

words of a darken past made its way back

Love , passion made a crash

gave my heart a bash of everlasting pain

that brought on lots of rain

Dust , Lust to an end of us

locked away in the cold snow of long ago.



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Night is long
and my mind is working hard
while holding back a wild storm
of pains started sinking in
I open my mind to a time
that brought me back to you
  autumn was always so cold
walking around in snow
but that was way back then
where you left me all alone
I could feel the coldness
of your touch
in the air holds so much fear
I looked outside my window
just to find you locking back at me
downward through the twilight
I got lost in your eyes
a place you love to take me
a place of darken dreams
a place that makes me scream
those old memories
started rushing back at me
I see the darkness all around us
I see the old streetlight
holding on to gloom
autumn leaves fallen down at my feet
my mind fines you in every memory
your eyes looking back at me ,
My heart tell many stories
while the blood of me
pours out like ink
you love to see me bleed
  his words he would say
started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
leaving me marked
my tears started running down my face
like a thunderstom of rain
Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why are you doing this to me
  I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of darkness
that gives darken dreams .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Looking Glass
I always wondered if anyone

understands my pains

or feel my needs to be free

this old  darken life isn't ease you see

my pains that brings on more rain

while my heart bleeds out like ink

into the sea of darken dreams ,

Someone , somewhere

let me know you care

let me know you can love a broken spirit

can anyone read what it is my heart bleeds?

why do others look at me as if I am different ?

Can you understand my loneliness

and all my despairs ?

all anyone ever does
is look at me as an eye cone

an ideal of something from the dark

that has a broken heart

but I am human just like all

I just been cut deep within me that bleeds

I had once loved

but that was some time ago ,

I know deep within my mind

if anyone looks at me too closely

they may see the one who has given me

a life of darken dreams ;

can you see all my tears that fall ?

can you see me at all ?

hiding behind the walls of dark?

look at the crying ravens fly out from my eyes

oh, looking glass of my pains of yesterday’s

when will you go away?


Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Look In My Eyes
My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
the he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he seen
me fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter are colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he Loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh ,how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone miss me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He **** my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Look to this day!
where Love is here to say,
Life moves along with time
My love you are always on my mind.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 2004

Love isn't about Beauty
It's not about Control
or Lust
Love is something
that happens on its own
Love is a gift
from heaven above
for two souls
to become one .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)