SEPTEMBER CRYING

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you take me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you take me to darken places
I had never seen
you give me bad darken dreams,
You told me it’s not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh, why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh, mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see.
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you give me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Love has a voice
but pain has many tears
Darkness holds a life time of fears
Love sends its greetings
in the summer sun
that shines deep within
Love is the Key
that opens the door
of lovers hearts
love dreams
where dancing
is around the raindrops that fall
just like the autumn leaves
when Love is no longer
you will fall into darken dreams
that will cut you deep
Love has a voice
but it is up to you
to hear what Love is saying.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Oh ,how hard it is to turn
one's steps around
I sat and I pray for this lost
and pain to go away
as I see many walking astray
Oh ,how this pain cuts me deep
within my heart
It felt like I was being cut by a knife
Now one shall come
and another one must go
this is a place I don't belong
as any other I must go on
the break of dawn to
save another soul
from doing what is wrong
I must teach and lead another
in to know Jehovah's
Ways to walk in my heart I cry out
for the lost sheep to find
their way back home
for them to know they
Are not walking alone
if they just Call on his name
Jehovah will make way
You can hear the lost cry
out for love but they will
Never find the whole night
through no love will
dwell and they are all cried out
If they can survive this
long winter and let Jehovah
God delivers what needs
to be taken place in there
lives  one day they
will get to see ''Parricide '',
the pain will go away
they will never have to see
another sad lonely day
If they walk in Jehovah's way .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Saying Goodbye To Love
another night closes in,and I feel so
lonely touching heart freezing on my
skin,
everyone says that love don't hurt
but that not true.Because I'm black
and blue over you,
I'm talking to myself on this lonely
road ,I'm starting to feel old,
sometimes I'd like to quit ,nothing
seems to fit,
loneliness made it's way and my life
feels so cold with no love of any kind,,
I cry in the night hanging around all
the places we use to go,
roller coaster Of the up's and down
Of a lie that he call love and I feel like
Ice ,why he is going on with his life,
while I walk around like some lost clown
I really need you tonight,
once upon a time
You was my love for life
all I have now
is an empty heart running in
the dark,I'm falling apart
I say good bye to love
there are no tomorrows
for this heart of mine
surely with time
will lose these bitter memories
where I can get on with my life .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Most wild is he
who haunts me
he phantoms all my nights
while he takes over my Life
he don't play nice
Every September
I start to remember all his words
his cold voice
echos through my mind
most of the time
the horror of his touch
his eyes of darkness
looking deep within mine
while he was on top of me
his breath of death
was all over me
he terrifies me
his voice runs deep
into my mind
just the thoughts of him
brings me down
he has destroyed
all that I had Love'd
when he is angry
he clamps his fist to hit the wall
while he pushes me down the hall
he would tell me all kinds of things
just to bring me down in pains
he cuts at my soul
he never lets me go
he crushes my spirit
while he walks around bold
when it comes to Love
he has to run
he holds the crown of darkness
this is all he knows
his frivolous moods
keeps me on the blues
he provokes
he cast evil upon all
that comes around
his deep laughter is like thunder
when he is angry
his eyes starts to twitch
he indulges more pains my way
Oh, here comes the rain
I start to fall down
to the wet ground
while my body starts to tremble
while coldness makes its way
into my body
I start to cry
but only he is by my side
Dark Angel is his name
the one that cast all blames my way
he treasurers all my tears
he loves to give me fears
Every September
will always be remembered .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Changing
I am changing all the time
but one thing has never changed
is you
You are the darkness of all times
you stay upon my mind
most of the time
Life is no game
so why do you play as if it is?
I know I am changing
but not for the worse
but indeed for for me
I see the things you do
I walked in your shoes
I felt the pains
I was even put down in rain
I cried and let out my tears
I felt the fears
I was broken
put in shackles
locked away in darken dreams
your eyes are always on me
I listen to your lies
I stand by your side
You put me in a cage
to never be found
you prison me up
so you had thought .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams

On Holy Grounds
Loyal souls , are upon the land
among the blind
that dance with time
the earth began to
shake and rock
the mountains themselves
became very agitated
the lost sheep of the field
they had fallen down
upon the holy ground
the eyes of the lost sheep
became open for the world to see
God is standing among these
they moved upon the ground
on bidden knees
asking God to forgive them
for all their ***** deeds
and God washed them clean

Poetic  Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tells me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell ,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take no more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just wont let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger then his
I bet he wish it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance are turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old mans guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so much regrets
There are darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Kindness
holds blessedness
where Love , peace
will be with thee
when you find yourself
overpowered in darkness
open your eyes to what it is
you truly miss  
go out and touch someone
with kindness and love
speak to them with hope
let the light shine into your night
Hatting on people
is a dark state of mind
it is like a stone upon your throne
the sickness that made way to your soul
a darkness that has taken control
THIS ISN'T THE WAY TO GO.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Light

The light in your eyes is fading fast
Like a bladed glass ,
I try to keep up a good front that
Nothing's wrong ,
But inside my head and my heart
Are constantly fight who's right and
Who's wrong ,
As soon as I feel I can grasp for air
And go ahead and let the pain's run
In ,and accept that you are long gone
I can move along ,
The taste of happiness has faded away
To another place and silence made
Home ,
This feeling that I feel that is holding me
Captive within myself ,
Feels as if someone pulls out the rug.
And I fall off my feet onto my face ,
My heart does feel a beat.
And I have strong faith in you to see
Me through in Jehovah's name,
I don't want to give up , but this is too
Much pain that won't go away ,
This is killing me slowly within why I
Am holding it all in,
But how much can one person take.
I try with all my might.
As darkness try's so hard to fall over
Me when death has taken its course ,
This is not who I'm supposed to be.
I always try to remain bright in the love
Of Jehovah God ;
But this time my heart holds dimering
Light of a lost life and I must get my
Feeling back right,
So I call on yo Jehovah to let me run
Free until I have finely found me .
And now I am asking Jehovah God
To dust me off from all my sinful ways
And let me see brighter days to run
In the race .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Night is long
and my mind is working hard
while holding back a wild storm
of pains started sinking in
I open my mind to a time
that brought me back to you
  autumn was always so cold
walking around in snow
but that was way back then
where you left me all alone
I could feel the coldness
of your touch
in the air holds so much fear
I looked outside my window
just to find you locking back at me
downward through the twilight
I got lost in your eyes
a place you love to take me
a place of darken dreams
a place that makes me scream
those old memories
started rushing back at me
I see the darkness all around us
I see the old streetlight
holding on to gloom
autumn leaves fallen down at my feet
my mind fines you in every memory
your eyes looking back at me ,
My heart tell many stories
while the blood of me
pours out like ink
you love to see me bleed
  his words he would say
started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
leaving me marked
my tears started running down my face
like a thunderstom of rain
Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why are you doing this to me
  I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of darkness
that gives darken dreams .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Every eyes want to see me cry
they even act as they
would love to see me die
they wobble around
on the sandy ground like snakes
they hold hate in their eyes
I could never let them on my side
walking with me in Life
I show them all
that I am not afraid
to face them at their game
it is like a tidal wave of pains
that will soon go away
it will be a battle I will win
But until then
I will write out my pains
in my own blood stain Ink
for all to read about me
what makes my heart bleed
comfort comes to me
like rushing water
that moves my emotions
like fireworks to art up the sky
for ever Love on my side
but in this world
all I have is the pains
and my own blood stain Ink .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Where There Is Love  
never give up
on something you really want
It's difficult to wait
but more difficult to regret,  
where there is light you will find love
where there is love the day is brighter  
A beautiful place to be
where there is love
you will hear the harps  
the hundred and forty four thousand  
playing a new song and no one was able  
to master that song
where there is love there is a smile  
to make all things seem more worthwhile  
where there is love
there’s quiet peace  
a tranquil place where turmoils cease
Love changes darkness into light  
makes the heart take wingless flight
Where is love you
will find the way to everlasting life  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

MUCH TO BE WRITTEN

There's so much to be written
in a life that is forbidden
there are the challenges
that duck behind the darkness.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

RAVEN

Lost, hurt so cut up  
Puzzled the way my life has been  
I had been gazing out my bedroom  
Window thinking about the hurt  
Of what Dark Angel gave.
I looked and what did I see and ''Raven'',
Looking back at me,
His eyes so little like a spark shining in
That cold darken sky,
His beaded yellow eyes had been looking me  
Up and down,
I pondered over and over in my mind,
What did the ''Raven'' see when it was looking  
back at me,
Did it see all the pains that was in my eyes?
The cuts of the night that had been cut in  
Deep wounds of Dark Angels knife,
From my bleeding heart that is all over my
Bedroom floor .
Did the ''Raven'' see the same story of he  
When he was looking at me.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tangle Of The Night
Touch me like you once did
tell me what you want me to do
I want to love all over you
lets take that trip around the world
let me see all the beauty it can give to me
you set me on fire with your love and desire
you can see the flames growing higher
you set me on fire in your love
light me up inside of this old room
hold me down on the bed and lets be wed
I just wanna be close to you
I truly love only you
I cant take it anymore
give me some more
kisses, loving touching
I want you so much
lets drink another glass
of your ruby red wine
I wanna feel your breath on my skin
I want to feel your every touch
I love that so much
let the flames of this fire
grow even higher into are deep desires
find that place we've never been
I wanna spend all night doing it again
Tangled up inside your love
like a heated up rush .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

What Must I Do

You was always their to the very end
my dear lover for darken dreams
You had always been my evil friend
even to the very time Dark Angel
taken down my life
on that cold September night
You have a big part in my heart
but only while I'm in the dark
time tells me to let you go
this I had already  known  
  some how in our life
I will see you again
It in your big brown eyes
that kept me on the line
I do apologize for making you cry
when I had to take control of my own Life
this makes my heart sight
when I had to watch you leave
but again this is only a dream
Should I be feeling guilty
for the let go
I don't think so
the judges of  frown
are always around
they are the lost
that will never be found
What must I do my friend
But you could never be my lover
Please take my hand
while I take my stand
watch my tears fall hard to the ground
while Dark Angel makes his round
Let each tear fall touch your heart  
to walk out of the dark
I saw the end before we'd begun
this was no fun
I felt  your pain
  that another gave
I seen everything that broken you down
into darken dreams
I tell you everything
you must Stop following me
I have set you free
from the pains of darken dreams
because I hold the Key to everything
that Dark Angel brings
you were blinded by the truth
Dark Angel kept you confused
I knew I had won
way before it all started
even though I am broken heart'ed  
Someone so wonderful
so full of Life and  love
you don't belong hear
don't hold no fears
your heart wasn't for me to clam  
You gave our friendship love
to another under the law of pain
one night Dark Angel gave so much fright
you left my side
out of lust you sold me out
I took what was mine mine
that was my own Life away from you
this is my own eternal right
so it was time for me to let you go
I walked alone
hoping that this pain will soon end
My dear friend what must I do
It may be over for our friendship
but it won't stop there until
the right time to say
you need too move on
You will always be
my friend in the dark
but that will one day Stop
in my dreams
Dark Angel will make you feel the pain
of yesterdays blues
When everything end's
I am here for you
if you'd only care to see
what you had meant to me
You touched my heart
you touched my soul
but that was sometime ago
then you cut me deep
made me heart bleed
Why is it you can't see
what you had done to me
You changed my life
then you taken me down
and handing me over
to a darken place
At one time you made me smile
but that had all end
in just one night you given
me Lies to the dark side
To your anger
to your lust
now look at us
Your love is blind
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips
held your hand
Shared your dreams
shared your bed when we wed
I have a heart
and it is saying I must let you go
I can no longer hang on
to what could never be
that would be you and me
So I am lost into darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TREASURE

I keep on loving you,
But you always make me so confused about you,
You lock me away in a darken room,
Where the world could never see me,
You keep me like a treasure
that you always keep on guard,
in the back of your darken mind,
you play evil games all the time,
You say you are protecting me from harm,
But I must ask, who is protecting me from you?
Your old prying eyes are on me all the time,
I know this isn’t an imagination,
You keep my photo next to your heart,
But then you say thing to break me down,
You call this love, but I know it’s all a lie,
I look out my window,
watch the slaves caring a casket to the graveyard,
this kept me in full wonderment;
I see a shining diamond flashing from the night,
Hiding behind the forest sky,
A rare jewel of truth,
It moves strong feelings from my spirit,
Like a renewal of some kind,
I’m in a place of un-refined of my mind,
I start to receive visions from an ancient time,
That is leading me to a place I felt close,
A place I held on to my faith,
where the gift of the Light shined deep in my eyes,
while I have seen, others died for this dream,
I open my eyes while others cry,
they call me their queen even in darken dreams,
when my heart starts to bleed,
The Light would shine to me in my darkest hours,
I start to become humble in the true presence,
I never half to question this true Love,
This is the divine design of all times,
while I am locked away in darken pleases,
I know I am only being tested,
Jealousy and hate with envy eyes
are always at my door,
Dark Angel, treasures my every move,
While he tells me all the time,
I am his for life, I will become his wife,
I will be his queen of darken dreams.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

A mother's child is every breath that she takes,
walking hand in hand,
they are every step that she makes.
as their steps will grow to strides, still a child
in mother's eyes
Every ache and pain they shall feel,
mother will share and with love she will kneel
She will pray to God to take care of her child
to protect and guide them through every mile
Her child is the very core of her soul
from baby in arms to an adult they will grow
For to a mother, her child will stay
the precious infant she held that day.
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

You'll Never Know

You’ll never really know
how this story will go
or how it will end
My heart will be with you
  just wait and see
what I mean
You are in all my dreams
this Dark Angel brings
My heart still skips a beat
every time he comes near me
when I hear your name
I feel I'm going to go insane
I feel far from what would seem close
And close to what would seem far
at times I feel I'm flying among stars
I don’t want  to cry
but this is what I do
when I live in a world of confused
Dark Angel gives darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be.

Poetic Judy  Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Moon In Her Eyes

Oh, moon what have you done
What did I do?
my for soul to be so cold
I am lost and confused
darkness is taken control
I know you seen everything
that was set out for me
the traps for me to fall in
in my eyes the visions
will always be
you are the goddess of the sky
I will always cry upon old sea
but you will shine your love down
for this is what you do
you change in moods
so be good to me
A New Year is near
and darkness has not yet disappeared
lies are still being told
Dark Angel ,he is out
playing mind games
on those who dream
for me to see with the eyes of a moon
I hold the goddess of you
unusual violent eyes that turn royal blue
in late June
casting beauty of visions of time
with the stars their is the light
the doom hearts lost their shine
old sea has resounded over seasons
the castle is where my body remains
locked away in my cold dark room
while Dark Angel plays games
where the black magic woman
cast her spell from a life of hell
Dark Angel is taking me in rage
to a foreign place
where people where mask
upon their faces
they are dancing around
like they are in a scorching pain
acting so crazy
like they are insane
falling on the ground
jumping up and down
something I have never seen before
then it started to rain
then they started crying out a name
to the black magic woman
please stop this pain
that Dark Angel gave
then she started to laugh
and made much thunder  
then they started crying
Dark Angel of dreams
move away please
they all was on hands and knees saying
**** us please  so we can be set free
I started holding my stomach
starting to get very sick
a moonstone was place upon me
asking me what is it I see
I had no words but only tears
come Moonlight
tell  Dark Angel what he needs
I will not change if this is what you mean!
Dark Angel stands over me
and said in a angry voice
we will see wont we
then the moonstone become very cold
it is the door of your eyes
the visions of time that is waiting for you
to open the door and let us see
what it is you hide from me
what is it you see
tell me Dark Angel starts to scream
then the moon is in color
Moonlights eyes are like something
of the sea but never seen of all times
Your name is Moonlight
you have been marked but not by me



Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)

Dancing In The Dark

Preciously waiting in the dark holding my heart
Waiting to see if the man I am been seeing is true  
To me before I walk away in the pain he gave  ,
Tell me that you needed me at less ,
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
Shed for me just a tear to let me know you cared ,
When you whisper in my ear to say he will never leave  
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear ,  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me ,
He would say I will never let you go
without a fight
Oh, how I could see in his eyes
he means all what he is telling me
You are my life hold me close
then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain ,
It has been along year dancing
in the rain in so much pain
With a man that dances in the night
to take over my life
You can not live without my loving touch
he would say  
tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
darkness and pain is the life you given me
tell me that you are addicted
to my touch that you love  
So much ,I cried out with shivers down my spin
I looked at him as he takes my hand
for the next winters dance
tell me that your heart cant
beat without mine he would cry
That you will always be mine
your words that don't stop teasing
My mind I cry to get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
with every touch of your hand
Ever dance the rain became my friend
Darkness of your cold heart
has taken over my soul let me go .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so much pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words rings in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery