Dancing In The Dark

Preciously waiting in the dark holding my heart
Waiting to see if the man I am been seeing is true  
To me before I walk away in the pain he gave  ,
Tell me that you needed me at less ,
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
Shed for me just a tear to let me know you cared ,
When you whisper in my ear to say he will never leave  
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear ,  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me ,
He would say I will never let you go
without a fight
Oh, how I could see in his eyes
he means all what he is telling me
You are my life hold me close
then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain ,
It has been along year dancing
in the rain in so much pain
With a man that dances in the night
to take over my life
You can not live without my loving touch
he would say  
tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
darkness and pain is the life you given me
tell me that you are addicted
to my touch that you love  
So much ,I cried out with shivers down my spin
I looked at him as he takes my hand
for the next winters dance
tell me that your heart cant
beat without mine he would cry
That you will always be mine
your words that don't stop teasing
My mind I cry to get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
with every touch of your hand
Ever dance the rain became my friend
Darkness of your cold heart
has taken over my soul let me go .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so much pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words rings in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Night Falls

Night falls is where the darkness is
all around me is sadness
a place of emptiness
I look into my own thoughts
were love was once was with me
falling leaves hidden darken dreams
they all are apart of me
days of gray
where love is lost
where memories come a cross
where every leaf that falls
has a name of pains
on very leaf I see your name
in my own blood stain ink
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
At night fall
I can see your eyes upon on me
out in the rain is all kinds of pains
I think about  all the things
that you have given to me
You taken me by the edge of the sea
you held me when I cried
but then you let me fall
deep into the night I do cry
I felt all the pain of that darken night
you left me out to die
You held on to me tight
why we was looking at the blanket of stars
that was shining on us from far
but then you left your mark
upon my heart
The roaring sea is now a big part of me
anger of the fall rushes to the shore
broken spirit for shure
sadly enough you are always with me
you given me that
when you cast your spell
to give me a life of Hell
I know this may seem harsh
but I am so glad we did depart


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Holding On To Our Love

We will hold hands together in love  
Laugh and smile together in all kinds
Of weather we can talk and talk
and make so many dreams
Paris is were I will soon be holding thee  
We can share our secrets together and
make love in all types of weather
We will confess our fears
even by far just never
brake my heart
One day we will wipe the tears
from each other’s eyes
You will see , Please never give up on me
I know this love we have
is hard because we are far apart
I promise I will not ever brake your heart !
lets give each other comfort
while we are on the phone  
confide in each other
lets let God take the lead
you will see God is with us ,
because he is the mark of love .
close your eyes and get some sleep
just know I am holding you
while you dream about me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Where Do You Come From

morning hasn't yet broken the spell  
You put on me
Your love that gave me hell
like a mystery
the stars hold far the dreams I dreamed
the flame you write in the night  
Of you and I
every moment I just want to scream
to be free from you
these pictures of you that run in my  
head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say
make me cry out  
My gray days
Who are you that has
invaded my dreams,  
Who are you
that pushed me to believe  
You care for me !
I don't understand
the language of your  
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path
in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs
to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you ?
Were do you come from ?
Some night you'll be around
stalking me out
my memory of you
are making me crazy
my dream are deep  
my life is never going to be the same  
You make me so a shamed
struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and I.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Empty And Cold
  
I lay here cold empty  
thirsty for love to make way  
My heart is beating so fast  
I wanna be out there free in life
Dark Angel will not let me be  
You see he needs me ,
he breaths me like I hunger for chocolate
when I call out for Dark Angel
he wont answer me directly  
because he can feel me and what I think
he is with me every were
only if the sun would hide
the hurt in my eyes
I am lost in rage of another lost day
It is almost dark
Almost time to feast
on another lonely heart
Dark Angel loves to play on his lost souls
Pain sears through my body
Almost time for Dark Angel
to take hold of my soul
Another time around
his looks at me
with a look in his eyes
I known so well
I'm a monster
I am a beast do as I please
he yell's at me
You know what I am?
Dark Angel and I will never set
you free you belong to me
Too bad nobody will ever know
how you feel
You are my love
My victims  
I will be the all you need
you will live through another night
you will revile all that I need
Give me your soul
you will be just fine
I started crying and telling
Dark Angel this is not the way love  
Should ever be
He Yell's back at me
with hate and hurt in his eyes
I told you over and over
Blue Moon love is pain not sweet .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TOUCH ME
Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you see baby
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I always act like everything

is going okay

to everyone face

but when the night is still young

the pains takes a run

that cuts deeper at my heart

until the rain comes

I know deep within

I feel so very I'll

without you in my Life

I know I couldn't hide my pains

when the world can see it

My heart is breaking

my body is aching  

But I still keep on faking

that I am okay without you in my Life.



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Haunting Of Dark Angel

It was the haunting of lust ,
the year 1836 , 1 January
DARK Angel , thine aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thine
You see . He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel, has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has away that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to loss ,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel ,found me  when I had been
Walking around down town
talking to everyone I could fined
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon will arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the most high
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see nothing unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silences is a place where the cold wind blows
time an time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like an death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

BOTTLE OF RAIN

I walk along the edge of the sea.
I found a bottle next to my feet,
all the is in it was rain,
then I heard a voice crying out
I ‘m going to bring you down,
I’m going to make you cry,
You’re going to feel the power of me,
You’re going to be broken
just wait and see,
I am the one holding the key
to this darken dream,
that is when I started to scream,
Is when I looked back down at the
bottle full of rain,
I started to understand it was my tears,
I have been here before,
Dark Angel, moves along the beaten path,
Moonlight nothing truly ever last,
he started tell me more lies,
turning my world upside down,
Can you feel my pains?
Can you understand the rain?
In my world of darken dreams
Things are never what they seem to be,
I need you to feel me holding you,
I need you to believe in fears,
come lay your heart in my hands,
I want you to breath in all my darkness,
The he whispered in my ears,
Come, let’s take this dance on the sand,
and let me bottle up your tears
when are dance ends.
Come, to me Moonlight and I will give
You so much mystery.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Winter is always waiting
promises are always broken
Love is like a token
tossed into the pound
while another heart bleeds
winter songs
are always playing along
in a darken storm .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I walk in beauty of the night
the moon holds light
to  the color of my eyes
that shines deep into the night
that is why they call me Moonlight
because I hold sight of time
that hold visions in my eyes
I dwell in a place of hell
that rings Dark Angels bell
I walk near the edge of time
trying hard to clear my mind
the sky's above me
are always gray
holding clouds of rain
while Dark Angel
brings on the pains
in darken dreams for me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

THE SWING IN DREAMS

Sitting among autumn leaves
feeling the cool evening breeze
dancing around in my mind
another time in dreams
I see a long battered swing
it looks so cold and desolated
it holds a story of long ago
the more I look at it in the silent
my mind had taken me back in time
of darkness and pains
bring down the rain
I could see myself sitting on that swing
tears did fall like glass
from a broken past
my hands are ******
my body bruised
I was in a bad storm of lies
that cut deep into my life
the cold winter blistered my skin
the ripping ancient tide air
making its way in my lungs
what was next to me
was my black cat
that was curled up on autumn leaves
while he was looking at me
while I start to scream .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fallen

Have you ever fallen off a tree  
ask an old man
imagine being weightless as an  
Angel he would say  
stirring his love around
with mystery
have you ever thought that today
would be the day you would go back
climb that big old tree again
discover that falling off the tree
was just temporary you see.
like water into wine
the spin of time  
was just like that climb
you was fared of
the fall didn't hurt all that much
so you got back up just to start again .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

MY THOUGHTS
Sun, 07/24/2016 - 12:44 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Just because my thoughts
runs deep into the dark sea
into darken dreams ,
don't make me mean
my soul will always
stay close to the Light
when things are right ,
but when I bleed out like ink
every one reads what I write
because my own thoughts are deep
that is why I'm the queen of darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

When I close my eyes
all I see is you
near the waves that crashes
upon the blanks
pebble stones are tossing about
rolling notes of long ago
deep within my soul
Oh, my love
how could I ever let you go
your love is all I know
my mind has mesmerized
all your words
you had ever told
oh, if you could had only known
you are my everything
even in all my dreams
Oh, my love
when I close my eyes
you are all I see
holding on to me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Mysterious Moon

Oh, mysterious moon
you hang so low in gloom
images of the motionless
but only see eye movement
that stalks out the night
Oh, how you keep me anxiously in fright
The temperature had dropped another notch
I can feel the coldness into the autumn air
color leaves are on the ground
and the birds are lacking courage to move ,
This is a journey of fear
a fantasy of a childhood game
floating away into my brain
I can feel and see all things
that hold a blaze of danger
upon a darken road to nowhere
this has betokened my future with anger
The old crying wind
made its way back again
making ghostly hues of dangerous cry's
that shaken the night
given more fight to what will happen tonight
then a tapping and a groan
bring on rain of sobbing pains
that was when Dark Angel stood so near .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh , freedom
where have you gone
this old pain
has been going on too long
on high I look for thee
to set my spirit free
but darkness is all I see
thunder and rain in so much pain
wet feet torrents meet
what makes my mind weep
I could no longer hold back
this ancient thunder of my wonder
where are the star lights
that once had shined on high
oh, what had happen to my life?
Oh, freedom where did you go?
why did you leave me in the snow
I am among people I don't know
they're wanting to eat away at my soul
because that is all they know
they stand so bold
trying to take control
empty breath upon my breast
thinking I was dead
doubts made its round
pain is the game
obey the king they all scream
disobey you will pay
envy is the mask of their love
darken dreams is to the unknown
dark memories is where it all starts
that cuts deep into the heart .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel, Looking into the sea
thinking about what life could be
without darken dreams
the reflection of the moon
looks red like the dead mans blood
souls are in sleep
while the cold world weeps
the blade of the night
holds on to fright
as the bodies floats out on sea
there are some qualities for the dead
they no longer have pain
no more rain
they finely can sleep
without darken dreams
silence is on the sea shore
where loneliness dwells
where memories tears the eyes
as the when sings its lullabies
Dark Angel ,stands alone  
upon his darken throne .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

PAINTED ME ON THE WALL
I  stood tall
as he painted me on the wall
my nerves stayed strong
I didn't let him see me fall
flesh and blood
he loved so much
while he put the brush
in the water
he would lick his lips
hungering for my kiss
but that I held cold
while I stood bold
silently he moved the brush
without much fuse
silence flown into
the cold darken room
energy started drained from me
like a sad movie
had taken me down into
a heavy sleep
that is  where I lost my head
I found myself into
the waters of the angry sea
of darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Edge Of The Sea

he seems to act as if his heart is broken
by the way he is  looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm
all alone on the edge
by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
clouds never expect it to rain
but it made storms
crashing in on sea
the sea changes colors
over and over in dreams,
that is when he reaches over
to kiss me and he was gone
the sea does not change what it feels
I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch I fell in love,
he was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age old desire
to please me in dreams
he was like a white winged dove flying over me
well, then suddenly I got up
looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,
there was no one left standing
in the hall of my dream
in a flood of tears
my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
no one really ever heard my cry's
our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream
I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night bird singing come away with me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TAKE THE JOURNEY

The years have passed,
but my mind is still on you
My heart is broken in two,
I have been doing a lot of thinking
Why life have been doing so much changing,
At times, it is so ******* me to say what it is I think,
I just stand quite while others look at me strange,
They would even ask others if I was okay,
So, I started writing all my pains down
in my own blood stain ink,
where others could read what, it is my heart bleeds,
It is hard for me to explain everything Dark Angel
Has done to me in darken dreams,
But I try to do my very best to open the doors of empty rooms
for all who is ready to take the journey,
there are so much to see in the battles of darken dreams
you will be left in darken places where you see the dead
while others are losing their minds in a different time,  
in my mind, I have so much emotion bottled up within
My heart weeps for peace, but darkness is all I see,
In a world of pains that brings on pouring rain that stings,
I try so hard to express all that I feel or see,
I write on paper on the computer or on anything that will
let me write out my pains,
In darken dreams my world of screams, a place of darkness
Where the blood moon hangs in late June,
I never known life to be so cold. I always stand bold
Even in the hours of a painful storm,
On the scale of time I always write what’s on my mind,
Just for the readers to see the journey of darken dreams
That comes to me while I sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams is me
Poetic Lilly Emery.

If I could make a dwelling place in your heart I would

but all I could find is the rain of yesterdays;

You had lost your way

So now that dwelling place has no room for love

the happiest days are long gone

the dark hours had came to you like a wild storm

Your name is marked in the dark

you have a way to bring on pains

you have power of the dark side

where love could never be

What made you like this ?

I know if anyone stands to close

you would make a lot of smoke

I can feel the essence of your power

but its not the kind I was looking for

you was once a true prince and I was your queen

but now its all in dreams

things are never what they seem .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Down I go
into the cloud of smoke
a place no one knows
down drop the breeze
out among the seas
sad as one could ever be
this pain is deeper than the sea
locked away in darken dreams
we did once speak
Dark Angel and me
just to beak the silence
just to let me know
dreams cut deep at the soul
were the spirit plagued the sea
long ago
to make the body bleed
for the old winter wind
hears the cry's deep within
you are here as a chosen one
a sample of how this war will be won
haters of lies
will always come your way
just for them to see you weep
Moonlight you are the one
I will always keep on the run
when you shall sleep
you will always dream of places
of ancient time
where the old moon
will hang down in gloom
while the old crying sea
takes over everything
a place that will always
make you scream .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Suddenly Darkness
  
People talks with hate in their hearts
Spiraling down with broken wings  
Suddenly Dark Angel came
Tomorrow , tomorrow creeps in my  
Mind petty pace day to day
Dark Angel comes to give more pain
I hold on to what I feel is right
I hold tight and all it home
I wont let go of what I know
Lies of danger and despair Dark Angel
Feeds in my mind with the look of pain ,
Everyone tells me to beware of what is near  
Dark Angel does not scare ,
He sits looking over the city of his darkness
Intoxication of darken souls with rosary's  
In there hand counting in the are ''Prays''
To their lost king  
Jealousy inwardly there hearts screams
I hold on to the light as my soul almost taken flight  
Dark Angel holds on to me and wont let  
My soul run clean .  
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The night is full

the days are long and gray
the storms hold so much pains
of two souls of yesterdays
When two great souls
as lost their love of long ago
that has made there
hearts grown cold
they stand so bold
Love was once known
that was sometime ago
The two loved each other so much
time that was burning desire
into their hearts
with time the storms came
taken everything in late spring
the rain made its way
all their words became memories
as the years past
their love didn't last
they will always be a memory
of what love use to be .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Just For A Moment
  
  I have scarcely left you in heart
Just for a moment that is all ,
I just wanted to feel what I would
Feel not having you in my heart,
I trembled with the loss of love  
Running in the dark ,
I felt so empty and out of place ,
I knew there was something missing
But I didn't yet know what it was,
uneasy, wounded by the night with
No love in sight ,
I thought I was going to lose my mind,
I overwhelmed with pain but I couldn't
Understand why !
Wen I would dream I could see my heart
Crying out to a love it once knew,
This love that I found in my dream was a
Gift of life to my soul ,
Without cease I give you my heart ,
We have found each other in a dream ,
Thirsty we are for each other’s love ;
We drunk up all the water and the blood
That runs in our hearts ,
We found each other hungry and needy  
Like a hunger of the waves at sea ,
We bit each other lips with so much desire  
To never give up on love ,
as we bite each other’s lips ,  
It would be the fire bites that we will miss ,
Leaving wounds in us.
When I get up from my dream it is you that
I see crying out to me,
This love I know belongs to me, A love I could
Never leave, If I ever was to leave this love  
that would be in my sleep.
  
Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

I hear the wind of pains
crying out in the rain
o silent night of emptiness
hearts are buried and very used,
Dark Angel when will you end?
where the hate and lies
hold anger in your eyes
that flame up the nights ,
while the eyes are heavy and dim
you give darken dreams
to those who sleeps
you love to make them weep
Dark Angel phantom the graves of bones
you call this a place of home
bloodshed moon swollen on  high
into the night skies
staring eyes gazed with tears
holding on to fear for years
old ancient clock tells the time
while it sinks
into the crying sea in darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Your voice is deep
your words cut deep
you are always on my mind
day and night
you give me so much fright ,
I weep through out the night
I pray for your memories
to leave me
but the years are still yours
I'm alone crying on my pillow
out side my window
I see a big willow tree
it looked as lonely as me .

Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)