What happen to the people
that made you cry ?
Because they aren't around
when you make me cry
I know there aren't many things
that can cut you deep
this I can see
someone had taken your heart
but has never truly set you free
look at what you are doing to me
you are given me the pains
that someone else gave
When you hurt me
you make me feel I'm going to die
oh, Why do you like to see me bleed?
Why do you cut me deep?
You are no so long gone
but deep within me
you are steel strong
you truly never left
you gave me the pains of your past
you broken me down like glass.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love Happens Late In Life

Even this late it happens in ones life  
the coming of love
the coming of light
Just like being in Paradise
You wake and the candles
are lit as if by themselves
Love is a gift and a thrill
The stars gather around into dreams
pour into your pillows
When I see you smile
I hope it was me that made
You smile in your dream
You''re smile looked so sweet
Even this late the bones of the body shine
and tomorrow’s dust
flares into breath of another
Love is a gift that never withers .
because love was made from God
He is love .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

DRAW NO ENVY

Draw no Envy to my own beauty
into my world of dreams
I know I have two names
when it comes to my fame
but remember
we all bleed the same ,
Draw no envy ;
When it comes to Love
Love is like  a beautiful dove
an open book to all who takes a look
let that beauty shine  deep within ,
My own fame comes in rain
when my heart feels so much pains
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken
on my silk written words
in blood stain ink
of what my heart bleeds,
My fame is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark
when love has depart into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on sea
into a winters breeze
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago ,
when Love taken a stroll
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of blood stain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June has seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hears
tears that falls with autumn winds
wishing Love would find it's way back again.

Poetic  Lilly Judy Emery (c)

What I Hide Within
When I am tiered with no words
I find my mind going back to once
Where I was sad and lonely a place
I dreaded to ever see again
Having nobody to comfort me in my sad
state of mind I wore a mask that always smiled
To hide my feelings behind a lie
I was cut so deep my pain was all over the place
I almost could hide it no longer
Before long I had many friends telling me you
Don't need a man like that so hateful and curl
With my mask on I was one of them
deep inside I was dying
crying for this pain to end
I still felt empty cold with no love to hold
I was missing a part of me of long ago
Nobody could hear my cries
at night I was good at hiding
what it was I was feeling at the time
I designed my mask to hide
the lies of the world I'm doing
fine with a drink in my hand
and a dance on the way
With ever guy I meet
with a smile on my face
Nobody could see the pain
I was feeling deep within me
For I designed my mask to be
laughing and having the
Time of my life Oh how I lied
Behind all the smiles were the tears
of my pains missing you
And behind all the comfort
were the fears of my loneliness
All the blues of coldness
I hold in my soul a love I couldn't
let go why he was out having a life
Everything you think you see
about me is all a lie
Day by day night by night
I hold you in my heart why you
been cutting me apart
I was slowly dying
with every word you had very told
I couldn't go on much longer
There was something missing
So I started reaching for the drink
that everyone had told me
that would **** all things
But look at me now
I'm still searching for where love was good
the thing that'll stop my crying stop my pains
For someone who'll erase my fears
For the person who'll wipe my tears
I had to look at myself and see
the real me that was dying within  myself
With that drink in my hand
I looked in the mirror
that is when I started crying out
so loud it was like thunder
hitting the grown
The rain kept coming down
the drink I put down  
With time I found myself
  loving what I see
all my pains I was holding deep within
is no longer cutting at me
I smile and it isn't fake
I choose to let it all go
and to start loving me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TURNED
Oh, I want to turn
but I know not too
I want to dance
in a life of romance
among the rain
but all I got was the pains
Oh, how my mind
keeps playing back to those
sad lonely days
I know not to turn
while the cold autumn wind blow
I turned
You had been standing there tall
You taken me in your heart
we turned
we dance among the rain
we dance in a life time of romance
that has roved the pains
of those sad lonely days
Oh, We turned for Love
Turned I 'm glad we did.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

What makes me scream
is darken dreams
cold winds hollowing in the night
that gives me a chilled fright
in the dark forest
as many different eyes
that keeps sight
the naked skies of summer is gone
winter is taken on a run
the dead sleeps in silence
but the living is being hunted
by he who gives darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery (c) 2013

ANOTHER CRYING SEPTEMBER

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
i'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so much pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice ,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound ,and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Know He Loves Me
Dark Angel needs to forget me
he would come to me in darken dreams
just to make me scream
he would tell me he loves
But I say to him
If you love me then let me go
This pain of darkness I could live without
then his anger starts to get out of hand
making all kinds of commands
so I take my stand
and I fight for the Light for what is right
in my own Life
that is when he say the old confusing words,
I love you more than you will ever know
this old life is nothing but a show
we looked at each other standing in the snow
sometime ago without control
But Dark Angel looked deep within my eyes
he could see he is no longer there,
But than he ask why are you so sad ?
Why do you act as if you are mad?
If I am no longer with you in your heart
that is when I cried out say
I  feel you everywhere I go
I need you to let me go
because this is the end of your show,
I can  feel his eyes on me as I walk away
in his Big old clouds of gray
I know he loves me
because he always tells me
But  if he truly loved me
why does his love have to hurt so much ?
He loves to play mind  games
most of the time
just to keep anyone on his side
this darkness he knows is not the way to go
but he loves to control any souls
that is how his game rolls ,
He tells me to look deep into his evil eyes
and I will find his darkness
his love he has for me
but all of this is nothing but darken dreams
even when it feels so real ,
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I meet him
now all I do is cry
because all I want is him out of my life
I  try so hard to forget him
but for some reason I can't
like if he has a spell on me to keep me ,
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
Dark Angel ,casting his darkness in my sleep
he is giving me his darken dreams
he is always moving like the sea around me
he change like the season
among autumn leaves
where rose dust ashes are cast around
on dark wet grounds ,
Darkness is all I can see
Why my poor heart bleeds out on sea
my body is going  numb
while life is being ****** out of me
My winter are always colder
but I do stand up bolder
my summers are all gone
like and old sad song ,
I know he loves me
because he always tells me
When he takes hold of my arms
and squeeze them very painfully
just to make me cry
he loves to bite my lips
just to make me scream ,
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he loves me
more then I will ever know
This I do know
Oh how my world has grown cold ,
I see him wherever I go
his words are like a mystery song
it will be written in history
for all to read about the darkness
he given to me in darken dreams
Will anyone ever miss me ?
while  yesterdays are moved along
will anyone remember me ?
I cried today but I keep a smile on my face,
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling me
he had taken away all my happiness from me
he gave me all his loneliness
he gave me love to make my life worth while
only just for a little while
he can play his games on me
he takes my hand  and gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so ,
Do you see all the things he have given me
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
I know he loves me
because he told me I am his world .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

WEAKNESS OF A STORM
The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dreams,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many has lost true sight
to what is right in Gods eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tears Of Autumn
Tears are silent words

The words that cut the

   heart very deep,

In silence, tears will fall

like autumn leaves

   from near or far

without a sound until

   they hit the ground .


Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Broken Is Me

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life wound never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one, and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
this pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are somethings are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
this old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
every word that has ever been told,
Came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
the daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden become a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like a rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and I,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me of your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own blood stain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1985

CANDLE  FLAME

This is another night, of your cold winters wrath
Always beating down my back about the past,
This night, this life I live holds no love,
But I do always try to forgive,
I hold on to your arm, saying I had enough,
it is very late to feel this kind of pain,
by far into the night,
I could hear the old bell ring in its dull tune,
while the hours are passing,
anger is glancing,
while words of thunder on his tongue,
if only he could see his own reflection on his face
what would he think?
while he is acting this away,
the mirror is power,
like a candle that shines by far
Yet the reflection is still there,
While the candle flames dance around
Seeing all the shapes and colors it makes,
the mirror doesn’t lie all the time,
like what is going on to night,
Words of lies are very violent to the heart
Just like the shadows hunting for a soul
In a world that is to cold,
Were blood stain ink being put on the walls
down the hall where my body lays
Where you left me to bleed away,
Scratches are on your back,
Where I marked you up,
On your neck, you have a scratch deep enough
So, when you look in the mirror,
You will remember me,
on that cold September night,
you gave me a fright,
While I looked around my darken room
I could see the shadows of our past
Of you and I in a fight;
Oh, how this makes me cry,
I would watch the clock while the candle burn,
I hold my breath until I felt safe again,
Then I looked around and you were gone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Chains around me
chains drugged deep
into my soul of long ago
chains upon my heart
on my body
I want to brake free
but I am too weak
I am lost in darken dreams,
I battled the fight
to do what is right
But Dark Angel don't play
that kind of hand
when it comes to his commands ,
head down his voice calls out
don't look me in my eyes
let your tears fall tonight
No one can save you from me
this anyone can see ,
let your glory fade into your pains
let your rain bleed out into the sea
let your heart weep
to what it is you can no longer see
I take the light away from your eyes,
Dark Angel stands around
on wet grounds
telling the lost souls to cry out
on high tonight
dance around for thee
but you will never be set free from me ,
captive like slaves
on hands and knees
rages are upon the bruised skin
cage up like birds
crimes come before the eyes that see
cries come down like rain ,
singe your name on this line
lose your faith
to what it is you once known
that when I stood up
to take a stand
I cried out and said ,
I will not do as you command
that's when he broken my wings
and cast me into the sea
grave me another painful dream
into the mouth of Hell .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

"Everything will be fulfilled"

At the center of my heart I found You
Oh my old love of mine
You was once a big part of my life
Are love became like the waves of the sea
Waves like grapes something that was
Once good enough to eat
But that time in my life you meant to world to me
But that was before you had cheated on me
But now that old sky of love became solitude
To me you fill me with so much flood tears
that complete the Mediterranean Sea
The undiminished sky was the night you put are
Love down to the cheated heart you gave our love to
Tempo and space is no longer felt so real
Sea foam's white with all the tears I had cried
The sun shined on the earth but not on my side
Fiery waist of the lies you gave to get me to see
Things your way oh the agony came
The gift the talents of what true love gave is no
Longer found in our home  
Dreams we had planed had been given to the wrong hands
Why my poor heart let go of the love of long ago
If it ever came back to me it was mine all that time
The Mediterranean sea has all my tears running deep
It suspended the aroma of my pain all over the waves
chorus of rich  resonant salt is my heart
The meanwhile he was out with her my heart was all alone
Just touch the water you just my feel all my pain he given
The struggling with no hope I had to do this pain all alone
Why he was out making a life for himself
The waves tell the firm coast all about the love that was
But the rain came with much pain but at the end
"Everything will be fulfilled"

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

It is so clear
fear is hear
O my dear
let out your tears
darkness was always near
it was right in front of our eyes
O don't cry
it will soon be alright
God will shine his Light.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Sinking Deeper
I sink into my cold empty bed at night
anchored down with guilt and pains
tossing and turn from all the memories
that burn in my head
he proud all his hatred onto me
he tells me I had earned it
I put a pillow over my head
hoping I wouldn't hear a thing
but my conscience buried deep beneath
my heart stuck in a skeleton of lies
my eyes can’t see happiness it is so far out of reach
I would hear his voice telling me
You can only get so far with no one by your side
A dark storm lies ahead with his words of lies
Oh, how I cry just wishing he would get out of my mind
You can never take back the seed you sowed
the cards you dealt on this long and lonely road
This dark throne is a place of sad and loneliness
pains of desire that sets the heart on fire
tainted lust that turns to dust
in a flame of shame
nothing to gain
only the rain.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Fire Colored Leaves
Fire colored leaves
smothered the wet autumn grounds
where solace was found
in a time of need
in a place where forgiveness is made
piercing skies painted down
my emotions of my pains
I feel my body going numb
while holding on to memories of you  
Oh, here comes more rain
while I try so hard to hold back
yesterday's pains
Fire colored leaves
has fallen down to the wet ground
where my love do sleep.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fantasies in Darken Dreams

Every queen has her dreams
In places that no other could ever see,
But the queen that has her dreams,
That queen is me, where fantasies are made.
In a world of darken dreams where all I
Here are the screams, in a place where no one
could ever erase my face,
into the night my mind do fly,
to a place of true hate, Dark Angel made,
Ships do sail upon on the darkest seas
Where all my dreams will come true,
Where Dark Angel comes, alive another time
In my mind, right away he plays his mind games,
In darken dreams is the place where I will always be
With he who calls me his queen,
I will always remember that cold September
When Dark Angel had taken me down,
His voice will always be a part of me,
We became the fantasy to all who reads and dreams,
We are always playing in the minds of all times,
Like dreams that bleed out like the sea,
Oh, rushing wind comes again
To cry out its sad tunes,
Oh, exploring mind will play on time,
in this cold ancient world of doom,
Dark Angel will come for you too,
Where fantasy is made
until you lose all faith, then hell you will pay,
Love life don’t hide in darken dreams,
If you get lost Dark Angel will see,
He will break you down just to see you fall,
Into the rain of pain,
where screams come in darken dreams,
Your so will be very cold,
Your mind will be lost in a world of dark,
That will always eat away your spirit of day,
So never lose your faith,
Because this is a place
You’ll never want your dreams to come true.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sleep , my pretty queen ;
Dark Angel would whisper to me
let your mind travel like old times
never get me out of your mind,
trouble times will always be
when  you're with me
I will never let you go
music , art of my heart
blood ink will always be
for others to read
about you and me,
Sleep my queen
while the night enfolds
what it knows
let winter kiss at your skin
let me come on in
let me rhyme my words out to you
I will always keep you on confused
because I had put a spell on you
write down all your pains
Oh, my love let it rain
Dark Angel keeps on whispering
in my mind on another winters night .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Secret wounds of long ago
Oh, you know how my story flows
it has been witten down
in my own blood stain ink
the pains of yesterdays blues
Love never came my way
Love I do waite
I will keep my faith
others has cast their stones
just to see me fall
they wound me from the start
they sink my spirit
like a ship in doom
they love to see me in pain
they lie about me day and night
making my life a darken place
secret wounds of yesterdays pains
that brings on more rain
that makes a tidlewaves
into darken dreams
I will always be
the woman of lost dreams

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Had A Dream To Become

I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in ;have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'' ,
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ETERANAL PAINS
Dark fields where
Jackalanthorns are lite
walking out alone
in the ice cold air
beneath my feet
are many sounds
sounds of eternal pains
screams with no end
the sound are coming from far
caring on with the wind
on ancient soil
is where I stand
where innocent blood was spilled  
because they stood up for what is real
I could hear the voices of trembling
beneath my feet
the whispering winds
are crying out to me again
but what does this mean for me
fear came over me
coldness of death is all around me
I am in a place of enchanted domes
this is a death throne of
darken dreams
that has been placed upon me
strange as it all seems
within dims lights
I hear more cries
casting spells into the night
I feel something or someone
standing next to me
but I'm afraid to look
it may have a hook
I'm about to cry
and that is when I open my eyes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COLD AUTUMN WINDS


Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breath out pains in autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I called out your name
but no other knows it but me
In darken times of my life
is where you will always be
you are the king of darkness
the king of darken dreams
you cast your spell
upon on me out upon sea
I call you Dark Angel
because you ask me to
you are the one
that put me on the run
on that cold september night
you had given me fright for life
you broken me down
you pushed me to the point
I had never been pushed
you test me beyound reach
you left me out to bleed like the sea
you cast me in darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be
a place where Love has never been
darkness is where all sins are made
into a life of pains
into your eyes you look into mine
you don't like what you see
I gave you back the pains you had given to me
seas upon on seas
dreams upon dreams
storms upon storms
but my visisons you will never see
that is only for me
that is my own gift you will never take
I feel your angers
I even feel your cold touch
you will always be to me
The king of darkness
where lost souls play their games of hate .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

IN LOST DREAMS

Let the rain come on down
let every drop wash me clean
from yesterday's pains
that Dark Angel gave
I became his queen
in darken dreams,
He always makes me feel
I'm ill like I am going insane
in my dreams, I seen my grave
Oh, how that made me scream
Look! what you have done to me
I am among the shying of sad songs
silence remains in my own pains,
in my mind, I will always see
Dark Angel eyes
when you came in life
I don't have one
I'm written down in history
in crying eyes of darken storms
when others seen me
they walk away from me
they call me strange
someone that is locked away in dreams,
My deepest affections are now lost
like a sad song in the crying wind
Autumn leaves fall like me
in darken dreams is where I will be
if anyone is looking for me
You’re the first and the last
you are something from my own past
you are something I pray to never see
but you are always in my dreams
just to make me scream
upon the sea
that makes me bleed out your name
You had taken everything from me
but this you do see
you are so mean,
You take my freedom
my life
I have no hope left in me
dreams of true love will never be
You take my heart
and left me scared
I will always remember
what you did to me
on that cold September
I will never forget the pains
that brought down the rain of me
your eyes
your world
like fire works
that plays over and in my mind
most of the time,
you give me fright from your darkness
You touched me I feel so cold
you stand so bold
even though you are old
your love is something out of my reach
I can still feel you always near
I know I mean everything to you
but you mean nothing to me
this you must see
even in darken dreams
you had to take me down
You are a nightmare
you poisoned my mind
you give me a world of pain
you take everything from me,
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
a Queen of darken dreams
he made of me
I have No exist in life
only in lost dreams
is where I scream to be free
this is where I will be
locked away in darken dreams of him
that always makes me scream.


Poetic Judy /Lilly Emery © 2004

Malicious People

When I was just a your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames ,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so much pains
but I never cast no hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that has given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too ?
is that why they act the way they do .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery