Sitting alone near my home
looking out across the bay
while the moonlight dance
off the water like a dream,
stones of words had fell
into my thoughts that provoked
many emotions;
I cry out many times saying
I must make an end to this pain
an end to memories,
I must make my heart and mind
string as stone;
but then looking at the perfect
midnight sky it takes me back
to a place I once loved so much,
Moonbeams with gentle glow
that takes my soul back to where
Love once was;
memories are cast among the sea
dark shadows of the shoreline
holds the stories of you and me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

My Master Takes Hold
Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His word's are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle with out a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel they cry out is a death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like an razor  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Nonplussed fill world
imperfectly formed dreams
things are never what they seem
Dark Angels approved
his superior to the Lost
that will never be found
this journey of darkness
is a place I never wanted to face
it is so uncanny
words that slip through the mouth
with words that hurt
that cuts deep within ones mind
dreams that keeps you on the edge
you never know what will happen next
there is no dilatory
you must always stay in tune
to each sound
each word
each place
never be embarrassed of what one says
or what something may look
just always keep your mind
to what is right
don't lose sight
Dark Angel will always play on your mind
day and night
he loves to give fright
just to drive you insane
never take the blame
for what he brings your way .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

DARK WATERS

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams
up from my frozen heart the water glitters spring
I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope
I listen from distance the songs of the birds
the songs of frogs that are all in love,
I dreamed of the battle of love
I dream that one day my prince will find me
Year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon
I see an old scarecrow out of my window
standing alone in a corn field in weird hollows lonely
while the ravens sleep making dreams,
I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds
singing songs of ancient times
Old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David
While wild geese write a line
Flapping across the sky,
while the old moon shines so bright in the night
to celebrate a New Year
A poetess write in the tingling of the night the last verses
''Oh, ' full moon you seen everything that this old life brings
Solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine
let this poetess of who I am keep on writing my death bed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me
You plagiarized me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Into the woods Dark Angel go's
tumbling over anything
that is in his way
just look at the old grey leaves
fall along that sad path he makes
nothing could stand in his way
unless you have true Love and Faith
struggling times are always hear
in darken dreams of all things
that winter brings
Dark Angel has a battle to win
but that battle is deep within himself
a darken forbidden place
no one in their right mind
would never want to open that door
to ever see what he holds in his soul
trembling times keep the rain coming down
the cries has broken the glass
of a nasty darken past
that seems to keep coming back .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Stealthy In The Gloom

Stealthy in the gloom of you to me  
The noise and cracks of a silent room
Is were he keeps me holding me  
In every step an inch to free life before me
Every inch a step to new strife for hope  
For a new life
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare  
that will never go away
throbbing pulsing, circulation of a nasty  
scream that runs in my heart
the window’s high,
the glass is thick how  
could life not pass me by
oh how at times  
I wish for death
Someone  is hear in the room with me  
Aging with me from life  
There is no way of coming back  too the life  
I once achieved
To late for me who would ever believe  
An escape will I ever be free  
Were is the key to the staircase gate  
kneel down kneel down, make out to pray
this cold life is going just fine
No one ever come this away
It's a place so darken  
My chances has gone
perhaps it’s best
let’s go back and sit  
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
I had no-where to go anyway's
no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all
from me long ago  
there is no escape he is eating at my soul .  

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

My Poetess Life
there's always challenge's
my true poetess mind
loves to write day and night
most of the time my heart bleeds ink,
My words are deep like the sea
like the candle of my soul
that shines so bright for others to see
they all love to read about me ,
I have two Poetic names
I never feel a shame or hold no balms
but when I do I never act confused
I write and play with words for you,
I know great works
comes from intelligence soul
from a active mind
that loves to play with words
that builds the imagination like me ,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Kisses Of His Love
Lets strip away everything we have
Tonight theirs nothing getting in our way
of the a take of what dark love gives
The ties that bind, the wheres and whys
Take off and leave them all outside
Dark Kisses on my wet body
Dark Love of lies all over my mind
me in the dark rolling me through the night
Strong hold Dark Angel has on me
He holds me down like he'll never let me go
Hit me with his darken kisses
cuts me with his words that hurt
When his eyes met mine all I see is black diamonds
in his eyes looking back into mine
his heart is cold as ice
but he thinks that is just fine
Until the morning light of a darken sun comes
When he kisses me it talk to my soul
He Kiss me in the dark and he leaves his mark
Without a single a word he takes me down
He reveal everything with just one touch
Kiss me slowly in the twilight
touch me where love feels it's own wetness
Roll me down in your big strong arms
through the night with the sounds of raven cry's .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Alone Tonight

I see your alone tonight
for all the wrong's I have done
you must know how much
I truly love you
would you mine given me a call
I would like to cry out my heart to you
if you would only let me do so
would you mine coming home with me
lets  talk about everything  over Tea
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love mean so much  too me
I'm sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
You told me to walk away ?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keep going on
My heart is in so much pain
it feels like a Hurricane
That wont go away
I call you once more
to ask you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world to me
a love I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know
how to show you truly how I feel
my love for you is truly real
So I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Empty And Cold
  
I lay here cold empty  
thirsty for love to make way  
my heart is beating so fast  
I wanna be out there free in life
Dark Angel will not let me be  
You see he needs me
he breaths me like I hunger for chocolate
when I call out for Dark Angel
he wont answer me directly
because he can feel me and what I think
he is with me every were
only if the sun would hide
the hurt in my eyes
I am lost in rage of another lost day  
It is almost dark
almost time to feast on another
that has a lonely heart
Dark Angel loves to play on the minds
he love to make the broken souls bleed
Pain sears through my body
Almost time for Dark Angel
to take hold of my soul
Another time around  
His looks at me with a look
I known so well
I'm a monster
I am a beast do as I please
he yell's at me  
You know what I am?
Dark Angel will never set you free
you belong to me
To bad nobody will ever know
what it is how you feel  
You are my love
My victims
I will be the all you need
You will live through another night
You will revile all that I need
Give me your soul
and you will be just fine  
I started crying
telling Dark Angel this is not the way love  
Should ever be
He started Yell's back at me
with hate and hurt in his eyes
I told you over and over
Blue Moon love is pain not sweet .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

EVERY TEARDROP

All alone ;
wishing you was hear with me
But things had changed
and all the years are moving along
and now all I could ever do
is cry out my pains
oh the emptiness that cold my insides
while my heart just broken
into millions of pieces
while you moved on with your life,
I often wonder if you regret
what you had did to me
our did it make you feel like a King
Oh, at times I think about
when I truly thought we had it all
We had dance so many songs
we singed to are songs
you would always tell me
I was you only true love ,
But when time started moving along
your eyes started telling another story
all the roses was no longer with color
and my heart started to feel the thunder
Oh , how the storm came
I started running in rain
with all that pain ,
You would call out my name
like you really cared
you started running after me
you held me down in the rain
telling me I am your everything
I am the angel of your life
there are no other
but it was all a lie ,
Oh how this still makes me cry
If only you could had been true to me
I wouldn't be in so much pain
September will always be remember
this I will never forget
your name is on every teardrop
that has fallen from my eyes .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I proceeded to have more darken dreams
I remember that old sad night
when you had made me cry
but then wanted me to stand by your side
while he told more Lies
I just had to walk away
with anger in his eyes
I had been wondering all this time
why did you need me to be with you
we are like night and day
I don't see things your way
after all these years
you still give me so much fears
while I sleep
I fall deep within darken dream
I hear a very loud voice
crying out to me
what does this mean for me
that is when it started to rain
I started feeling so much pains
I had always heard
time will heal the mind
will mend the heart
but mine hasn't maned
My heart is still marked
my mind remembers everything
Dark Angel brings
I still proceed to dream
dark cuts remain within my soul .


Poetic  Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Alone Tonight

I see your here alone tonight
The wrong I have done was not
Sowed you how much I love you
Would you mine given me a call
Where I can cry out my heart
Would you mine coming home with me
And talking it over some Herb Tea ?
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love mean the world to me and I am
Sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
You told me to walk away ?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keep going on
My heart is in so much pain  
it feels like a Hurricane
That wont go away
So I call you once more
asking you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world and the love
I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know how
to show you truly how I feel
But my love for you is truly real
I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moonlight
the ancient goddess
of all times  
she sang beyond her pains
she is a genius of all beauty
her voices is so soft
yet strong
she keeps the storms calm
the waters that are underneath
her feet are as beautiful
like you even seen
the wind blows softly
in summers breeze
like true fluttering of a butterfly
holding emotions to her voice
with true understanding
to all who dreams
Moonlight is the dreamers Queen .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Embrace the night
you drunken moon
your reflection shines
deep into the night
while the lonely wind cries
while the old ship
sail through out the storms
while you look so gloom
Oh, drunken moon
look at what you shone
upon the sea as it bleeds
into darken dreams
in the tingles of the night
Dark Angel wants to fight
just to give fright
another time
on the sleepers minds
Lies are being told
the body is getting cold
Oh, how is words are being told
while Dark Angel stands bold
while the story is being told
as the old drunken moon
hangs on gloom
casting its shine on painful times
that echoes in the minds
the earth is in thickness
of fog of bitterness
to keep the dreamers trapped
I am lost in unearthliness
of a time of Ancient pride
that salted up the sea  
tears will fall
while the drunken moon
hangs in doom .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I had been put to the test
I truly fought the fight
to do what was right
time after time
I found myself
in another dream
I couldn't rewind a thing
when it comes to darken dreams
Oh, how Dark Angel makes me scream
I look into the future
in a mirror of my room
I could see Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me
beyond his eyes are a ***** side
of another kind
A place I haven't seen before
where Life is so unfair
I see the poor everywhere
hungry eyes in a place of death
Oh, how this pain taken my breath
dry air everywhere
Don't cry a voice out of the night
telling me it will all be alright
just keep your faith
this is the way
you are being tested
you are being broken
but in the end
you will kiss the pains away
so hold on to your faith
that is when I open my eyes
to a brighter day.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ANOTHER CRYING SEPTEMBER

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

You Judged Me
Who are you to judge me
did God give you that right?
didn't he say first to cleans
your own eyes first ?
  You come around my page
to tell me how I should write
or how I should be
but then you steal from me ,
You even try to be me
for the world to think you are me
you don't have that right
to ever judge me ,
You don't have the right
to try to steal my identity
I do study Criminal Law
it wont be long for you
to be locked up by a Judge.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The loss is great
lost of faith
left my life in a dark stat of mind
where sadness ,and pains remains
where everything is cold
in a life that stands bold
I always feel alone
pity lone
eyes dropping in tears alone
words from an old beathen down past
always find its way back to my mind
in memories are darken dreams
a place upon seas
Oh, how my heart grives
my body always aches
wery joints rised in me
while I am upon on kneel knees
Praying to be set free
from this darken state of mind
that has been haded down to me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moved On Without You  

Come with me and let’s talk about all the what if's  
Stay the night and hold me and make everything alright  
You say the words but you’re playing me
like I was some kind of toy  
It don't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same
What do you expect me to say when you act this away?  
You know it's just too little late to play more games
You take my hand just to rub me wrong
You are so fake ,  
Years had passed I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed
You know your begging don't
fool me like it once did
Because to you it's just a game
You know it's just too late to come my way
just too play more games
So let me just say get away from
my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need .  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just too late
to make my heart change
cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about so move on
I'm starting to move on
just like the Years that has passed
My heart isn’t attached
I'm going to say this now I am better
now without that sad song and dance
Your chance has come and gone so move along
I have no more I want to say,  
you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night  
It's just too little too late for you
to play another time
You known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
You say you dream of my face ,
You miss all my kisses you had with me
Your nasty way I can live without
But it wasn't enough you wont to see me
all turn around with my knees on the grown  
Praying for all that pain to go away
Now you want to communicate ?  
Go find someone else that you can
make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and now I am
making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about.  

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Hours
Dark nights with the hunger of your touch
shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fad
the masterpiece of long days
had made it's way
back to stab at my heart another time
hours go on and on with out
love without your touch
time just stretches on with the sound of rain
a darken life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults
playing on hearts ignoring
false pretense
sad days swaying at my heart again
my thoughts are cold all alone in this world
oozing away in lost dreams
of what could be lost in darkness
bruising argument all over again .

Darken Lilly Judy Emery (c)

No matter what is going on in your world
it only matters what your doing in your mind
how you see the world you live in
and what you can do to make change
Life is no game .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no change of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Battles over on the other side
Oh, please stand back
look its standing in the meddle of my room
his voice holds anger
so much envy
he makes struggles that holds no light
he is the darkness of hopelessness
stand back
he is coming over to us fast
he is coming for you too
stand back
he is playing with our minds
he is the broken thread of all times
he is the dark king
that haunts me in my dreams
Oh, how he makes me scream
Oh, you sad gloom moon
I see your classic mood
I see the wide sea path of dreams
among the blazing stars
that shine from far
reaching down in my heart
Oh, how this beauty burns in me
Stand back
hear he comes
to mark me down
in ancient dreams of darken history
in evil times

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Oh, tossing sea
you get the best out of me
you are the treasure of darken dreams
Oh, gloom velvet moon
I could never forget you
Oh, crying wind
you are my true friend .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TURNED
Oh, I want to turn
but I know not too
I want to dance
in a life of romance
among the rain
but all I got was the pains
Oh, how my mind
keeps playing back to those
sad lonely days
I know not to turn
while the cold autumn wind blow
I turned
You had been standing there tall
You taken me in your heart
we turned
we dance among the rain
we dance in a life time of romance
that has roved the pains
of those sad lonely days
Oh, We turned for Love
Turned I 'm glad we did.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Lucky One

Lucky me I'd say
when you looked my way  
I knew it was love at first sight
when you  looked in my eyes
oxygen please
when he kissed me
I never thought I'd be so lucky enough
to get this man
A man that knows how to love
to encounter such a sweetheart as he
I am so bliss
the kind of loyal companions he gives
the nights are sheen heaven
the moon of the night
shines so bright on us
We all seek in our adult life
for a life like this to come a long
the ones who speak the truth of Jehovah's law
When that love comes face to face
you know Jehovah sent It your way .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Secret wounds of long ago
Oh, you know how my story flows
it has been witten down
in my own blood stain ink
the pains of yesterdays blues
Love never came my way
Love I do waite
I will keep my faith
others has cast their stones
just to see me fall
they wound me from the start
they sink my spirit
like a ship in doom
they love to see me in pain
they lie about me day and night
making my life a darken place
secret wounds of yesterdays pains
that brings on more rain
that makes a tidlewaves
into darken dreams
I will always be
the woman of lost dreams

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)