AN OLD DARKEN THRONE

I walked alone
by an old darken throne,
it had given me fright
just of its sight ,
I held on tight because I know
I am going for a ride
of some other kind
it will blow one’s mind ,
my own tantalized soul
made no joke to what I hold
I stand so bold
to the man getting close ,
He is dressed in all black suit
at first I thought I was seeing
Edgar Allan Poe walking around
wearing a big old long hat on his head.
But when he stood so near
I had gone to sleep
into a very bad dream
ravens where flying around
looking for the lost and found,
Pains started coming my way
in a cloud of darkness
deep within my soul
my body started turning cold ,
I walked alone
to an old darken throne
now became my home .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Want To Write You A Note

I sat to write you a love note  
I want it to be so romantic you see
Because that is how much you mean to me
Love is not that easy like others think it should be
You get up out of bed to start your day  
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss and let you
know the hours of the day
that you are away  
You will be missed by me
just know you are the vision in my soul
that runs in my mind over time  
I can't believe you're real
your are now in my life
I will soon be your wife
You drive me wild when you smile
I like to write you this Note
tell you how I truly feel
I want to kiss you day and night  
I am so glad you are mine
I want to make you our first dinner together  
With dimmers light with
so much delight of our love
I want to dance with you
have all my way with you  
Like I want to ,I love you  
You make me crazy and want
to do crazy things with you
So I am thinking about how
I feel and writing it down to you  
making it so real that you may even feel
I am so glad I am your wife  
Good night my love sweet dreams
Here is a kiss from me .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

DIFFERENT SHADES OF GRAY

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ sleeps,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Out on The Streets

Out on the streets
is the pains I weep,
the lies he tells
to keep me on his side,
Picture's only begun
when love was so much fun,
but that was then
Not now,
I feel so much sorrow
and madness that keeps my mind
going back to a time
when love was on my side,
But love has changed and so have I,
darkness is always around
in the city to night,
velvet moon shinning her light
with all those billions of dark diamonds
deep into the sky,
they remind me of my lover’s eyes,
this old moon is everywhere I go
I don't ask for pity,
I just want to get out of the cold,
because pity is already with me
there's nothing that you can do
to take away my darken woes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983

Angel wings that will never fly
Dark Angel ripped and torn my heart out from me
He even broken my wings
Wiggling and whimpering
Of a pain I will never forget
Obsession in his eyes over me with so much jealousy  
His darken soul filled with scorn
covered with hated tears  
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near
Painted fears is what I bared in my mind over time
He pain that sears with words doubts
He touched my body touched
my hair with a touch of lust
With deep words of hurt
Obsession of ****** screams of a wounded animal
He read my dreams of freedom
Something he could never bared to let happen
Man of free , man of working of heart of soul
This is what Dark Angel calls himself
a man of Love with choice to live and die
A place of joy,love to make comfort in a warm home ,
To take my Blue Moon from me
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce of anger
Dark Angel broken my wings and then
said I will never let you fly again
he surrounds me in chains
In the upper room in ''Paris ''  
at the old convent building  
Were a lie's are being told by a priest
giving out his voice to a darken world
that no one carers to see
Dark Angel covers me in shame of  his darken lust
In the dark he feast on my insecurity
Obsession is what broken him down
My wings are torn and shredded by his abuse
My eternal darkness is where I'm headed
No love will ever find me
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel
he feeds off my fears of empty emotions
Dark Angel tells me
I must obey all his commands
because you have no love of your own
You belong to me , you can't
understand how much you mean to me
I now became Dark Angel s little dark toy
I have something to say dear what
would you like me to do for you
I must talk this away
Walk like a lustful toy of the night
Freedom is now as a lost dream
Obsession Is he over me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

Darkness Became My Home
I've made a home in this darkness
I didn't want to be hear
but I am
I walked alone in the cold
I walked in the rain of time
I had no one to hold
to keep me warm
I stand alone
but I stand bold
to the one that keeps my heart on cold
who cuts at my mind most of the time
I seen many places
many faces
I always hear the screams
I feel the pains
on those cold winter days
the hollow night
that make me cry
I  would always see a pale moon
hanging down in gloom
Far ,far away in late June
Valleys and Lilly's
look so pretty to me
but when the cold winter air
comes along like a sad song
all the beauty leaves the land
and fear takes another stand
I know Dark Angel is near
his eyes are always on me
he loves to watch me sleep
just to give me bad dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

COLD SEPTEMBER

The banks are bear
the cold is in this September air
streams of pain are being cast
from an old beaten down past
The castle of darken dreams
Dark Angel holds the key
OH, he is so mean ,
Green grass by the wooden path
fair flowers among wild weeds
there are great depression along
that painful path of traps
that will overtake your souls ,
Dark Angel loves to play with  black magic
he cast his spells of darken
on all who sleeps
he gives the very bad dreams
to make your heart pound faster
your mind will race
the only thing you can do is scream ,
Your tears will fall
and the old red sea will flood
the old scallop leaves will fall
among darken dreams
into every inch of your mind
will play over time
you hold on to your soul
and pray to never let it go,
darkness is all around
and that will be all you can see
until Dark Angel takes his stand
and open the door
with is long key
of darken dreams
he will give wonders and worries
throughout your days
to make you lose your way
to lose your faith in love,
your life will become so gray
holding so much pains
love will turn into  hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave
to the heart strings of pain
of rain to flood out your tears  
no soul will ever be spared
the expressions up on all faces you
can see they are in darken places
you will never see the light of faith
in their darken eyes Oh, pale , pale lips
do cry out Dark Angel shouts
Come to me Moonlight and see
what it is I have done, Dark Angel has me
pleading for him to let the others go
I am crying with the sea
because his rage is out of hand
I'm afraid and very weak to even think,
When I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to him anyways
Oh, pale lips come to me and kiss the pains
of me your King ,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things I hear things
I must not speak I must stay strong and meek
but this darken place makes battle
that no one can win ,
I am in way to deep I'm losing this fight
for my own rights Dark Angel kissed me
as if he is taken the life out of me
I feel I could no longer breath
He is given me the pains
of rain of yesterday’s memories
that will never go away September
will always be remember .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

They Call Me Queen
We will call you ‘’Queen’’ of darken dreams,
The eyes that watch everything,
While Dark Angel has persuaded the slaves
To do all wicked things, you oh, queen hasn’t
done nothing to hurt anyone,
you are trapped into this darkness for a witness,
Clouds do nestle around the castle of darken dreams,
oh, down I go where no one knows, only the lost souls,
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near, bringing on the fear,
while he calls me his sweet loving queen,
I still can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,
He plays his head games to keeps me broken,
I am like his little token, I am always hoping for peace,
my door did linger, while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and pain, in darken dreams,
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

NO RHYTHM IN HIS BONES


Just turn to take a look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turn and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reaches the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones ,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I still Cry

but not about you

all my tears I cry

are from Yesterday's blues

My tears will flow

from long ago

but the pain I hold

I will only know .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Rose Dust

I have danced in the bed of ruse dust
where lust was always made,
I found myself playing the hand that Dark Angel gave,
where I patently waited in a darken room,
holding on to my heart praying I never loss it,
every summer of late June,
I could see the sky innovation so quickly
into that cold September, I will always remember,
while the night slowly moved along,
my mind played back that sad old song,
while I counted the days of the torment he gave
I could see all those times you had given me roses
they turned black into rose dust,
It was like the Universe started changing
to a place of darkness where love could never shine through,
I remember his eyes while I walked away,
Oh, the pain he gave to me out into that cold September rain,
My life never was the same;
I thought maybe love will shine it light on me,
But nothing came my way but only darken dreams,
Oh, how he made me scream,
things are never what they seem,
I would always take many walks by the sea,
Dark Angel, names the sea after me,
the moon he names too,
I could always feel his eyes upon me,
I would look around but I could never see him,
But I know he is near bring on fear,
he is always following me,
every time he looks at me, I could tell he has
no care in his eyes for anything,
his heart is could as ice and he isn’t very nice,
at times, he surprises me when he gives me roses,
then he would say; Moonlight give you heart to me!
Shed you tears and let them fall,
I will drink them up like white wine,
Come Moonlight, let me see you care for me,
then he would whisper in my ear, I will always be your king
you will always be my queen in darken dreams,
you will never escape me;
then I looked at him saying I could never give my heart
to a slander as you,
Oh, how the angry wind started to cry at me again,
Then Dark Angel, taken hold of my hands,
Then we started dancing upon the wet blood stained sand,
while he started give out his commands,
the rain started pouring down,
the sea started making weird sounds,
that is when I had fallen into the arms of he
the one who calls himself my king.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Deep Dark Wind
when you feel cast down and despondently sad
have you ever ask yourself
how did your life get  
Get so bad ?
now we are face to face little
by little you stop loving  
Me and some how I kept
all your hateful words looked
away in my mind
just for them to haunt me through out my life
I suddenly cried why my heart felt it already died  
How did are love get like this ?
You have this look on your face
with out a trace of love  
ever came your way and you gave me all blame  
forgetting you is a hard thing for me today
Why you walked away
with no shame at all for what you  gave to me
do not look for me I cried
with the pouring out cried rain
For all this pain to go away
for I should had already forgotten you
my pain is like it is new
years had past us by
you had gone on with your life
but mine is still locked away with you  
the wind that crackles in my mind
like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
night is what you gave my life  
A pain that has not held
the hurtful words you gave me
is still running on clock work of you  
Of your abuse ,
You are my fright night for life ,
You  pass through my life like
a nasty storm that will never go away,
I'm fading don't you see
what you given to me ?
to leave me at the shore
of your broken down world
I at one time had the heart
where I have roots to grow
but you cut them all up
like dust in a rush fire ,
That night we had to look
each other in the eyes
just to say our goodbye's  
Your eyes was like flames of fire
with hurtful desires ,
You made my heart cold and old
were I will never let love come near
You left me scared with so much fear
Its like you are still with me
This life you gave is something
I do not want to ever put someone trough
Teach me how to remove you from my mind
I have not had not seen good days
since I had met you
My nights are sleepless at all hour
If each day,each hour, I am fading
If you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower grows
do you see me at spring?
do you smile with the pains
you gave me like the deep darken Sea
When will you stop
this haunting you have given me ?
Lost is me like a deep dark wined .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Still the rain do fall
behind this cold grey wall
down the hall
where life is cut off
darken dreams is a world of its own
its a agonizing place of ones mind
that works over time
when lost love left you in pain
Oh, the pain he gave me
cut me deeper then life
he never played nice
life seemed to stay on pulse
behind that cold grey wall
down the hall
where you left me another time
just to bleed out like Ink
have mercy on me please
this I do scream
Oh, there was a speed of wild breeze
coming over to me
just to bring on the rain of more pain
what does this all mean for me
why could you never love me
my mind is astonished
your words are so bruited in graved
holding shadows of another time
in the back of my mind
Oh, tireless heart
we need to depart
Oh, apple ashes graves
where the autumn leaves do fall
behind this old aging wall .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Far spread light
move along the sea
in darken dreams
strong freshening breeze
made desire of true delight
that lead to mastery
on a true ancient time
that perfumed the mind
sea sail filled night
desire haunts the skies
divine powers blooms
the true fashion of the moon
in late June
winds, clouds, heavenly birds
given renew of true delight
to darken dreams
herald radiant springs
that leaf out pages of a new breed
for a world to read
swimming words
with strong fruit
pen down to what hurts
swollen pride had moved
into darken places
into a time of the unkind
Ocean blues
guide its way to a bird like Flu
bound in chains to an ancient place
wild winds crying at me again .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

ALONE
Being alone
isn't a bad thing
it’s just a new starting point
in my life
just to find my own strength.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lonely Highway

Highway run for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon is you
My God I seek ,
I hold on to my faith  
Wheels go round and round  
You're on my mind all the way
Restless my hearts to you  
I sleep alone just to know you  
Are watching over me ,
Sending all my love along to you  
In my prays I even cry upon your
Devin name Jehovah ,
They say that the road is dark and  
So lonely and I must say they are
Right but I have you to talk to  
I hold on to my faith in you ,
Right down the line it's been you and me  
Oh Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully  
There is no other love like yours  
You are my everything  
I will always call out your name  
Jehovah is my love for life  
My God , my friend to the very end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Red Rose is for Love

Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dance With Me My Love

I am your love and deepest desire of your heart ,
Fresh and ready to ****** your being
You are a gift to my soul
Its you I want to hold
When we get old
I want to love you for the rest of our life  
This dance is for you
my love from heaven above
I want to keep this love strong
love you like there is no tomorrow
when I think of you
it puts a smile on my face
I have confidence in you
You are the key to my heart from the very start ,
My love I want to be
the only one in your dreams
the one to wet the sheets on your bed
I want you
to feel your touch that I love so much  
Your passion drives me wild in style
Once I leave all my prints
of my burning fire
Within your soul
you will never want to let me go,
I want you to remember
I love you from the start  
So never brake my heart  
Your the song that plays in my heart
So dance with me in life  
Make dreams come true hat
will fulfill all your fantasies  
And all your desires
I want to be your all
Your temptations and emotions that wash
your soul clean with mine
Trickling throughout my body
is you all the time
You brought light upon my world
With a blazing fire in my heart
Your the thrives thought
my soul that keeps me going
You are the very substance of my being  
You are the air I breath
You are my everything  
You are all I need
dance with me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

While the old birds sing
to an infant night dream,
the ancient world screams in a protest
of lies that keep you trapped in darkness,
the ravens and all the flying creatures
spread their wings in darken dreams,
to find shelter from a nasty storm,
Dark Angel, stands in front of a crying crowed
while he speaks very loud,
Saying, who will be the one who will save Jerusalem?
Who will guard you when you speak?
Oh, how the slaves bend their heads between their knees,
will this God save you from me?
Moonlight come to me and tell me what it is you see,
what is your God worth to you?
then Moonlight looked around to a place of confused,
firing in the mist of the crying crowed,
then Moonlight raised her head to the midnight sky,
While she cries, Jehovah is the Light
that shines deep in my eyes,
His love is found running in my blood,
the blood of his begotten son Jesus,
I am here to be tested just as the slaves,
this pain that I feel is the agony you revile,
I see many Prophets standing around in the fields
looking for the ones that are lost sheep’s
to save them from you that makes darken dreams,
Oh, you ancient sinners, look what you have done!
You put others on the run, bloodshed is everywhere,
But you never gave a care,
you gave your soul to the one that is called
the enemy to God,
Dark Angel plays many mind games,
to make you see things his way,
Oh, you slave stand on your own two feet
even in the darkest hours,
you never know when the day is that Jehovah God
Will take his stand to all men and beast,
This is what I see, Is Gods eyes are on all who weeps.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sitting alone near my home
looking out across the bay
while the moonlight dance
off the water like a dream,
stones of words had fell
into my thoughts that provoked
many emotions;
I cry out many times saying
I must make an end to this pain
an end to memories,
I must make my heart and mind
string as stone;
but then looking at the perfect
midnight sky it takes me back
to a place I once loved so much,
Moonbeams with gentle glow
that takes my soul back to where
Love once was;
memories are cast among the sea
dark shadows of the shoreline
holds the stories of you and me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me
You plagiarized me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in ,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair ,
the moon don't shine no more,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright ,
shattered dreams became a part of me ,
Loneliness is all I know ,
It became a friend to me ,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep ,
Hold me and keep me warm ,
My life runs in the night ,
With no one to hold in my life ,
No home to go to and call mine ,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean ,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made !
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Master Takes Hold
Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His word's are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle with out a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel they cry out is a death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like an razor  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Look In My Eyes
My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
the he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he seen
me fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter are colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he Loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh ,how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone miss me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He **** my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Stealthy In The Gloom

Stealthy in the gloom of you to me  
The noise and cracks of a silent room
Is were he keeps me holding me  
In every step an inch to free life before me
Every inch a step to new strife for hope  
For a new life
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare  
that will never go away
throbbing pulsing, circulation of a nasty  
scream that runs in my heart
the window’s high,
the glass is thick how  
could life not pass me by
oh how at times  
I wish for death
Someone  is hear in the room with me  
Aging with me from life  
There is no way of coming back  too the life  
I once achieved
To late for me who would ever believe  
An escape will I ever be free  
Were is the key to the staircase gate  
kneel down kneel down, make out to pray
this cold life is going just fine
No one ever come this away
It's a place so darken  
My chances has gone
perhaps it’s best
let’s go back and sit  
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
I had no-where to go anyway's
no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all
from me long ago  
there is no escape he is eating at my soul .  

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

My Poetess Life
there's always challenge's
my true poetess mind
loves to write day and night
most of the time my heart bleeds ink,
My words are deep like the sea
like the candle of my soul
that shines so bright for others to see
they all love to read about me ,
I have two Poetic names
I never feel a shame or hold no balms
but when I do I never act confused
I write and play with words for you,
I know great works
comes from intelligence soul
from a active mind
that loves to play with words
that builds the imagination like me ,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Who does he Love

Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery