DIFFERENT SHADES OF GRAY

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ sleeps,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Running from reality
running is a game  
of hide and seek  
you can pick an name
it's a name you can't keep
Run , run as fast as you can
before true reality starts
to make it's way in
in my true reality
as time pass me on by
what I had been running from all this time
just to find I had been running from myself
True reality became my true friend .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Come on into my world
tell me what it is you feel
do you feel the rain
Oh, do you feel the pain
is your mind at its end
do you feel the cuts
that are marking up your gusts
Come ,come follow me
where you can have
a world of darken dreams
that will make you always scream .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Far spread light
move along the sea
in darken dreams
strong freshening breeze
made desire of true delight
that lead to mastery
on a true ancient time
that perfumed the mind
sea sail filled night
desire haunts the skies
divine powers blooms
the true fashion of the moon
in late June
winds, clouds, heavenly birds
given renew of true delight
to darken dreams
herald radiant springs
that leaf out pages of a new breed
for a world to read
swimming words
with strong fruit
pen down to what hurts
swollen pride had moved
into darken places
into a time of the unkind
Ocean blues
guide its way to a bird like Flu
bound in chains to an ancient place
wild winds crying at me again .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Angel wings that will never fly
Dark Angel ripped and torn my heart out from me
He even broken my wings
Wiggling and whimpering
Of a pain I will never forget
Obsession in his eyes over me with so much jealousy  
His darken soul filled with scorn
covered with hated tears  
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near
Painted fears is what I bared in my mind over time
He pain that sears with words doubts
He touched my body touched
my hair with a touch of lust
With deep words of hurt
Obsession of ****** screams of a wounded animal
He read my dreams of freedom
Something he could never bared to let happen
Man of free , man of working of heart of soul
This is what Dark Angel calls himself
a man of Love with choice to live and die
A place of joy,love to make comfort in a warm home ,
To take my Blue Moon from me
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce of anger
Dark Angel broken my wings and then
said I will never let you fly again
he surrounds me in chains
In the upper room in ''Paris ''  
at the old convent building  
Were a lie's are being told by a priest
giving out his voice to a darken world
that no one carers to see
Dark Angel covers me in shame of  his darken lust
In the dark he feast on my insecurity
Obsession is what broken him down
My wings are torn and shredded by his abuse
My eternal darkness is where I'm headed
No love will ever find me
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel
he feeds off my fears of empty emotions
Dark Angel tells me
I must obey all his commands
because you have no love of your own
You belong to me , you can't
understand how much you mean to me
I now became Dark Angel s little dark toy
I have something to say dear what
would you like me to do for you
I must talk this away
Walk like a lustful toy of the night
Freedom is now as a lost dream
Obsession Is he over me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

I Want To Write You A Note

I sat to write you a love note  
I want it to be so romantic you see
Because that is how much you mean to me
Love is not that easy like others think it should be
You get up out of bed to start your day  
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss and let you
know the hours of the day
that you are away  
You will be missed by me
just know you are the vision in my soul
that runs in my mind over time  
I can't believe you're real
your are now in my life
I will soon be your wife
You drive me wild when you smile
I like to write you this Note
tell you how I truly feel
I want to kiss you day and night  
I am so glad you are mine
I want to make you our first dinner together  
With dimmers light with
so much delight of our love
I want to dance with you
have all my way with you  
Like I want to ,I love you  
You make me crazy and want
to do crazy things with you
So I am thinking about how
I feel and writing it down to you  
making it so real that you may even feel
I am so glad I am your wife  
Good night my love sweet dreams
Here is a kiss from me .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I want to sing with ravens
I want to cry with the rain
I want to find the perfect rhymes
to fit into my life;
You love, you learn, you lie, you try,
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames
I know that you may go a lot crazy
I don't want to face the changes of your ways,
high over the rainbow of the darken sky
I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes
I know that you may go in to a darken mood,
having to have everything your way,
I don't want to face the changes
but I must if I am here with you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Deep Dark Wind
when you feel cast down and despondently sad
have you ever ask yourself
how did your life get  
Get so bad ?
now we are face to face little
by little you stop loving  
Me and some how I kept
all your hateful words looked
away in my mind
just for them to haunt me through out my life
I suddenly cried why my heart felt it already died  
How did are love get like this ?
You have this look on your face
with out a trace of love  
ever came your way and you gave me all blame  
forgetting you is a hard thing for me today
Why you walked away
with no shame at all for what you  gave to me
do not look for me I cried
with the pouring out cried rain
For all this pain to go away
for I should had already forgotten you
my pain is like it is new
years had past us by
you had gone on with your life
but mine is still locked away with you  
the wind that crackles in my mind
like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
night is what you gave my life  
A pain that has not held
the hurtful words you gave me
is still running on clock work of you  
Of your abuse ,
You are my fright night for life ,
You  pass through my life like
a nasty storm that will never go away,
I'm fading don't you see
what you given to me ?
to leave me at the shore
of your broken down world
I at one time had the heart
where I have roots to grow
but you cut them all up
like dust in a rush fire ,
That night we had to look
each other in the eyes
just to say our goodbye's  
Your eyes was like flames of fire
with hurtful desires ,
You made my heart cold and old
were I will never let love come near
You left me scared with so much fear
Its like you are still with me
This life you gave is something
I do not want to ever put someone trough
Teach me how to remove you from my mind
I have not had not seen good days
since I had met you
My nights are sleepless at all hour
If each day,each hour, I am fading
If you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower grows
do you see me at spring?
do you smile with the pains
you gave me like the deep darken Sea
When will you stop
this haunting you have given me ?
Lost is me like a deep dark wined .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Until God calls me home
I will walk in this world
taken on a life time war
where darken dreams are made
I fight the hurt
that gives me so much pains
the cuts brings on rain
all this life holds is pains of its own
tears do fall like raindrops
where souls are cold
walking alone
with no love
are a home
I've been living
but not the way I would
like to be living
This pain alone
takes on more then I could hold
but I always stand bold
in a world so cold
still cold as ice
is this darken life
only the darkness knows what it is I feel
but the Light knows what is in my heart
what my spirit revealed
I've got no choice
but to live out these dreams
while reality unfolds .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery

ALONE
Being alone
isn't a bad thing
it’s just a new starting point
in my life
just to find my own strength.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The River Cries

The river cries very night
with the wind  
The moon had gave
out a dimmer light
Of a sad cold night
holding no love in sight  
I'm coming home
with no one to hold  
My love go tired of me
put our love  on the run
that wasn't any fun
good morning were ever you are
I'm so sorry I had broken your heart  
I know this was not
the way it should be
the river turns another day
while the sky turns into gloomy gray
I still can see the hurt
upon your face
Sunshine was a sweet
place for you and me
Love was running deep
that was when  
you was nice to me
I liked to stay I do pray
for you and I to have
Better day's in our lives
My heart morns for you
even when I sent  
You away for better days
Love didn't want me now
So Goodnight love
good day sunshine
I will come out and sing
I will dance for a new romance
I will pray for more better day
no more cries in the nights
over a love that had gone so bad .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Out on The Streets

Out on the streets
is the pains I weep,
the lies he tells
to keep me on his side,
Picture's only begun
when love was so much fun,
but that was then
Not now,
I feel so much sorrow
and madness that keeps my mind
going back to a time
when love was on my side,
But love has changed and so have I,
darkness is always around
in the city to night,
velvet moon shinning her light
with all those billions of dark diamonds
deep into the sky,
they remind me of my lover’s eyes,
this old moon is everywhere I go
I don't ask for pity,
I just want to get out of the cold,
because pity is already with me
there's nothing that you can do
to take away my darken woes.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983

They Call Me Queen
We will call you ‘’Queen’’ of darken dreams,
The eyes that watch everything,
While Dark Angel has persuaded the slaves
To do all wicked things, you oh, queen hasn’t
done nothing to hurt anyone,
you are trapped into this darkness for a witness,
Clouds do nestle around the castle of darken dreams,
oh, down I go where no one knows, only the lost souls,
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near, bringing on the fear,
while he calls me his sweet loving queen,
I still can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,
He plays his head games to keeps me broken,
I am like his little token, I am always hoping for peace,
my door did linger, while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and pain, in darken dreams,
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

Darkness Became My Home
I've made a home in this darkness
I didn't want to be hear
but I am
I walked alone in the cold
I walked in the rain of time
I had no one to hold
to keep me warm
I stand alone
but I stand bold
to the one that keeps my heart on cold
who cuts at my mind most of the time
I seen many places
many faces
I always hear the screams
I feel the pains
on those cold winter days
the hollow night
that make me cry
I  would always see a pale moon
hanging down in gloom
Far ,far away in late June
Valleys and Lilly's
look so pretty to me
but when the cold winter air
comes along like a sad song
all the beauty leaves the land
and fear takes another stand
I know Dark Angel is near
his eyes are always on me
he loves to watch me sleep
just to give me bad dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

NO RHYTHM IN HIS BONES


Just turn to take a look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turn and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reaches the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones ,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I cried last night while
you was on the phone
I cried this morning
when I had let you go
I cried out rivers
that soon made seas
my mind holds memories
I wrapped myself in misery
that given me darken dreams
I sit alone in the dark
holding my heart when it comes to you
a man of the of unknown  
locked me away into darken dreams
I feeling so much despair
my own loneliness is everywhere  
I know this was for the best
we had departed
but my heart never healed
because you keep coming back
take note of this
I don't want to be in your world
so get out of my mind
I don't want a marriage you
I don't want no part of you
the memories gives me so much regrets
Move on and let me go .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

Red Rose is for Love

Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Look In My Eyes
My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
the he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he seen
me fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter are colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he Loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh ,how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone miss me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He **** my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I still Cry

but not about you

all my tears I cry

are from Yesterday's blues

My tears will flow

from long ago

but the pain I hold

I will only know .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Angels of Dreams
Sometimes I feel
like I don't nothing
but broken wings
but that is what
he would like me to believe,
But I know better than that
I know I have something
he could never have
that is God’s love
the vision of light in my eyes,
angels of dreams
is what he calls me
the queen of all dreams
I know deep within
I must play my part
just to wine souls
to help them to never let go,
darkness and so much pain
casting me in a storm
of his darkness
dreams that makes me scream
cuts upon my soul
but I will never let go
of what it is that I know.


Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Copyright © Judy Emery 12 Year Posted 2004

While the old birds sing
to an infant night dream,
the ancient world screams in a protest
of lies that keep you trapped in darkness,
the ravens and all the flying creatures
spread their wings in darken dreams,
to find shelter from a nasty storm,
Dark Angel, stands in front of a crying crowed
while he speaks very loud,
Saying, who will be the one who will save Jerusalem?
Who will guard you when you speak?
Oh, how the slaves bend their heads between their knees,
will this God save you from me?
Moonlight come to me and tell me what it is you see,
what is your God worth to you?
then Moonlight looked around to a place of confused,
firing in the mist of the crying crowed,
then Moonlight raised her head to the midnight sky,
While she cries, Jehovah is the Light
that shines deep in my eyes,
His love is found running in my blood,
the blood of his begotten son Jesus,
I am here to be tested just as the slaves,
this pain that I feel is the agony you revile,
I see many Prophets standing around in the fields
looking for the ones that are lost sheep’s
to save them from you that makes darken dreams,
Oh, you ancient sinners, look what you have done!
You put others on the run, bloodshed is everywhere,
But you never gave a care,
you gave your soul to the one that is called
the enemy to God,
Dark Angel plays many mind games,
to make you see things his way,
Oh, you slave stand on your own two feet
even in the darkest hours,
you never know when the day is that Jehovah God
Will take his stand to all men and beast,
This is what I see, Is Gods eyes are on all who weeps.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in ,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair ,
the moon don't shine no more,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright ,
shattered dreams became a part of me ,
Loneliness is all I know ,
It became a friend to me ,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep ,
Hold me and keep me warm ,
My life runs in the night ,
With no one to hold in my life ,
No home to go to and call mine ,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean ,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made !
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dance With Me My Love

I am your love and deepest desire of your heart ,
Fresh and ready to ****** your being
You are a gift to my soul
Its you I want to hold
When we get old
I want to love you for the rest of our life  
This dance is for you
my love from heaven above
I want to keep this love strong
love you like there is no tomorrow
when I think of you
it puts a smile on my face
I have confidence in you
You are the key to my heart from the very start ,
My love I want to be
the only one in your dreams
the one to wet the sheets on your bed
I want you
to feel your touch that I love so much  
Your passion drives me wild in style
Once I leave all my prints
of my burning fire
Within your soul
you will never want to let me go,
I want you to remember
I love you from the start  
So never brake my heart  
Your the song that plays in my heart
So dance with me in life  
Make dreams come true hat
will fulfill all your fantasies  
And all your desires
I want to be your all
Your temptations and emotions that wash
your soul clean with mine
Trickling throughout my body
is you all the time
You brought light upon my world
With a blazing fire in my heart
Your the thrives thought
my soul that keeps me going
You are the very substance of my being  
You are the air I breath
You are my everything  
You are all I need
dance with me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

CLOSED DOORS
Oh, I cry so loud at night
So, that you will hear me
hear all my words I needed to say,
While I was out by the bay
losing my way,
Sometimes I think about all the time
We spent walking around on white sand,
Kissing where I stand,
But time grown thin,
What we had is now something of the past
There is no way of getting what we had back,
I look around watching the seagulls fly
And play on the banks;
While the ships are out on sea;
I can remember when your hands touching mine,
You grasp on to me so smoothly,
But I could see by the way you were looking at me
Something was terribly wrong,
I watch the words slowly at play
coming out of your mouth
trying to easy my pains of yesterday’s blues,
I know by the way you were looking at me
You were about to leave;
But I never said a word to stop you,
But that is when I realized;
My world was never the same;
all I have now is the rain and more pain,
my emotions started climbing all over my soul
like poison ivy;
I hold you to blame for the cruelty you gave,
But I also must say, thank you for the love
I had never known until you left me alone,
The dark lairs are deflating;
You fill my words with love and emptiness all at once,
Oh, how I feel the loneliness of solitude,
The isolation behind cold brick walls;
My sadness is written upon every sea,
Oh, you left my heart to bleed like ink,
Now I want you to hear all my words
I wanted to say on that sad gray day,
You cut me deep;
All my time you have been away
I weep for this pain you left me in to go away,
The wind of anguish is always at my side,
The hollowness of the crying wind,
Sounds like my empty heart
With an unusual pain,
You come to me in darken dreams,
Oh, how you love to see me scream,
You come to me like an angel of light,
Then you change so quickly;
You knock me over with all the lies you tell,
You give me a world of hell,
Yeah, did that ring your bell?
You listen to an ancient voice of pain,
you brought it my way;
you made a path for me to walk on
that you cast rose dust into the night air,
blood of ancient supplication,
where love is only a game you play,
You say the right words,
You put deep emotions in my heart,
You even made me feel
you were my true companion,
But then I find out it was all a lie,
You had forsaken me,
You gave love a very bad name,
Oh, how you turned it all around
And started blaming me for everything,
rain showers started rushing in,
Then you take me by the hand,
Saying to me; Come follow me,
even the sea was in anguishing pain
the waves are moving and rolling around
playing with the crying wind;
Oh, how your words stained my heart,
While you were breaking me down,
Your evilness made my life a mess,
You made an endless story out of us,
I written each day and night down
for the world to read;
You put my heart in a necklace of pain,
You keep it around your neck like a charm.
I have so much I want to say;
But you already know every word.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Who does he Love

Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Derrick and Moonlight

Oh, why do I need to cry
when you say goodbye?
In ever little hour I sleep and weep,
when I hear, your voice saying to me,
may I hold you my dear while you weep?
through the winter of darken dreams,
I will be with you throw your loneliness,
I will help you forget what he missed,
Moonlight, you are the beauty of life,
I hope one day you will become my wife,
heart strung dreams keep you from me,
Your heart is frayed with emptiness,
heard times comes to your mind,
it seems no one understands
why you scream,
Moonlight it is me, the one you once loved,
are love being still unsung,
Goodnight my dear love,
my love will always be with you,
in everything you do,
Dark Angel, is a man that is confused,
I would have been your everything,
at one time, I was your King,
But Dark Angel had taken you from me,
Sometime ago.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Lonely Highway

Highway run for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon is you
My God I seek ,
I hold on to my faith  
Wheels go round and round  
You're on my mind all the way
Restless my hearts to you  
I sleep alone just to know you  
Are watching over me ,
Sending all my love along to you  
In my prays I even cry upon your
Devin name Jehovah ,
They say that the road is dark and  
So lonely and I must say they are
Right but I have you to talk to  
I hold on to my faith in you ,
Right down the line it's been you and me  
Oh Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully  
There is no other love like yours  
You are my everything  
I will always call out your name  
Jehovah is my love for life  
My God , my friend to the very end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

THE BREAKUP

There are so many times I needed to be alone,
But tonight, wasn’t one of those nights,
I never thought we would end like this,
But I know it was all for the best,
Oh, tonight I need you to hold me and say
We will make things right,
I need you with me why I cry,
But then that wouldn’t change a thing,
Oh, here comes more rain
I feel so much pain,
But I know we are doing the right thing,
The fears I hold deep within
feel like ancient years of sin,
I could no longer hold it in,
I had to cry day and night just to get by
To make things right,
My bed is unmade,
But I lie there on your side
Telling myself it will all be just fine,
When I wake from that painful night
I take long walks where we first meet,
Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me?
Do you feel we did the right thing?
Do you feel the pains of are breakup?
If you could only see me now,
Would you take me in your arms?
and tell me we are going to be okay?
Can you feel me right now?
If you can do you understand,
I truly wanted you to be my man,
When you’re gone,
The world on my end has stopped,
My heart is broken into billions of pieces,
I pray each night you are feeling the same way,
But then I get so lost in all my emotions
That I forget why we ended in the first place,
I’m missing you
But I know why we needed to let eachother go,
But my heart keeps missing you so,
Missing the face, I once known,
But we are so long gone
How could we still be hanging on?
I never felt this way before,
I never thought this pain would last so long,
everything I do reminds me of you,
Every place I go
I start to remember all those memories
When we would dance in summers breeze,
But when I go home to a place of old heartaches,
A place we made history,
I go to our bed room
I would see the photo of you and me
Looking so happy,
The smile upon our face like everything was okay,
I loved how you would dance with me
Before we ended are night,
You will kiss me with true passion,
Love we had ended so fast,
I could still remember when we take are walks
I could still count your every step
Your every breath,
But that is long gone,
Know all I have is the memories
how can I pick up the billions of pieces of my heart
And make my life a better place,
Did you ever take the time?
To see that we were made for each other?
but we gave up on the best things we ever had
That was a love that could had last,
I try so hard to let or past go,
But somehow, I wanted you to know
I still love you so,
I’d given you my heart and soul
But that is when everything started bring on the rain,
I started getting where I could no longer breath
When You had left me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery