MY WALK WITH GOD
Sun, 08/14/2016 - 02:18 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I would take my walk and have my talk
and I would tell my God all that was in my heart
I would cry and cry until I felt good inside .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

LOVE DANCES AROUND ME
Fri, 07/15/2016 - 14:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old
If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one ,
Love is what moves the heart
to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire that keeps the fire
a live into the souls
that will never grow cold even in snow
Love is delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago
the tongue that had spoken to lost souls
laughing higher then anything I know
Love is the passion that keeps dancing
around the sea of me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

ELEGANT BEAUTY

I Seem sailors toast to my beauty,
My soft fair skin,
My elegant moves as I walk,
They love the way I talk,
They get so much pleasure
calling out my name
But to me it’s all the same game,

Without a thought of interest in anything
They had to say; all advantage is mine,
I am the Queen of Darken Dreams,
I used to watch the slaves of all color
When they would speak about me,
I would measure their enthusiasm,

Oh, who Dark Angel eyes would spark
Every time I would call him old man,
It was like I was seeing the moon fall into the sea
whenever he would look at me,
praised he would say is a certain sense of duty
Oh, my queen you hold all beauty,

When you smile, you calm the sea,
When you talk many slaves
hear what it is you had to say,
your beauty shines a light into the slave’s eyes
for a life time,

Your beauty is in every mirror,
Oh. Moonlight my queen,
Your skin glistened upon the sea of darken dreams,
Dark Angel would say,
I could swim in your eyes,
They look like the open sea,
You flower the soul of many
you give the darkness hope for light,
Each breath you take is another delight,
This is all my personal advantage
You are my queen in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His Words Of Lies

I am still young not yet to old,
But they still say, leave me alone
To him that comes around
playing the town then comes
Just to push me down,

We the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t known
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,

I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all his lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
He would always come around deep into the night
Just to give me more fright,

He would always tell me, love isn’t what you think
Love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
Just to get their way,

It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
All it will do is make you scream,

It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keeps haunting me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery

HE'S THE KING OF DARKEN DREAMS
Sat, 08/20/2016 - 14:13 -- Poetic Judy Emery
All I see around me
is the dark of all dark's
as if my own eyes hold no color
no visions of any kind,

the weather is cool
sounds of winds blowing leaves
like a wrath of a bad storm
is on its way ,

A loud laugh came out from the dark
while the old ship rocking back and forth
rain is pouring down like madness
thunder creak's the sky with anger of light
that is when I seen Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me ,

He loves to see me in fear
that is what he feeds on
he takes hold of me and lets me know
he is my king of darken dreams .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

MY TURBULENT OF TEARS
Mon, 08/22/2016 - 14:42 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The Night had made its way
and the pains started sinking in,
I open my mind to that time
when autumn was my friend
but that was way back then ,

I could feel the coldness
in the air holding much fear
while I looked out side to see
if everything is fine
that's when old memories
started rushing back at me,

I see the darkness all around
I see the old streetlight
holding its gloom
autumn leaves fallen down by my feet
my mind started to fine the memory
of his eyes looking back at me ,

My heart started to break
while the blood of me
started making a sea in darken dreams
the street is run red
while his words started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
my tears run like a thunderstorm of rain,

Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why do you want me like this?
I was in a state of emergency
I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of pain
He gives Darken Dreams .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

ANGEL WINGS
Sat, 08/13/2016 - 15:07 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Romance is an unknown language
that is among autumn leaves
with beautiful white wings
looking back at me ....

Love held deep into his amazing eyes
blue angel eyes singing out to me
he is painting something I had never seen ,

Deep within my soul
that was once shadowed me
with so much pain of long ago
far deeper down into my heart
this angel had left his mark ....

In the shadows of my mind
that old familiar look had shaken my soul
my mine came back to the time
where my earliest memories of his words
came to me like thunder in a unquiet way ,

That held a rhyme of true Love
that is when he folded his beautiful wings
over me to set my spirit free .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Blood Stained Sand
I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,

watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped,
while I witnessed so much things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,

I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains,
dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real, but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,

In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,

In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look,
are the sand that are stained in blood,


I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,

The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?

I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run they still look the same,


Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,

while they fall to the ground, up on dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,

Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is a blood stain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,

I never known I would be placed in a darken state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

THOSE LYING EYES

If I was somewhat mild, and sweet
Everyone would look at me as weak,
Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love to stay with me,
But that isn’t the way this story goes
not yet in this show,

if I could go back to the time when
I was young a little girl,
I would had asked questions more,
but I am an older woman
that had to learn the hard way in life
where people wasn’t very nice,

Hate and strife was always at my door,
My poor heart was laid to bleed at my feet,
All my dearest thought where things was
Once sweet has been lost,
I always walked around with a broken heart,

I have seen so much things
that given me darken dreams,
Where love is truly lost,
I tried so hard to heal from all those lies
That eat away at my heart day and night,

I would change everything if I could,
Even my poor childhood,
Oh, weary eye come to me at night,
With trembling hands,
asking me to forgive all his sins,
If I could I would,
I can only try,
That’s when I started to cry,

Loneness’ was at my side
in teary eyes,
if I would had known long ago
what this love would had sown
I would had never entered his throne,
all he ever gave me
was much heartaches that always made
my body each, while my spirit breaks,
Oh, the pains of true agony,
I would wrap myself to sleep
But I always found him in all my dreams,

Words of unquestioning is the love
I once known some time ago,
A love so true way before I got lost
In to a darken state of life,
I was just a young girl with lots of curls,
dancing around in life,
where things were safe and nice,

But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that has gone into
A life of pain, now I just dance in rain,
What Dark Angel gave,
I see his dull eyes looking right at me
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breath
His old cold hands are on me
Telling me what is it you see?

Oh, how he is rattling my breath
Playing with my head,
there is no way out he said,
I got lost in all his lies,

that are in his eyes,
Images of shadows upon the white sand,
Blood being poured out in ancient times,
Like an old poet rhyme,
I touch many artist eyes
And reader’s minds while I write
down my pains of darken dreams,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

OBSESSION Of DARK ANGEL

Dark Angel wings that will never fly,
Dark Angel ripped and torn
my heart out from me,
he even broken my wings,

''Wiggling and whimpering'',
of a pain I will never forget,  
Obsession in his eyes over me
with so much jealousy,
  
his darken soul filled with scorn,
covered with hated tears,
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near,
painted fears are what I bared
in my mind over time,
he pains that sears with words doubts,

he touched my body
then started touching my hair
with a touch of lust,
with deep words of hurt,
Obsession of ****** screams
are like a wounded animal,

He read my dreams for freedom,
something he could never see
what it is he truly is looking for,
he loves working on my mind
play around with my heart
my body he loves so much,

He gives me no choice to live or die,
he takes my name and call me
and changed it to ‘’Blue Moon’’
the he changed it again to ‘’Moonlight,’’

He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce of anger,
Dark Angel broken my wings,
just to hear me scream,
then he would say,
I will never let you fly away,

He surrounds me and puts me
In a dark cold room,
with heavy chains on me,
in this upper room
in ''Paris ‘‘at the old convent building,
  
Were lies are being told
by a priest of a ghost,
miss leading the way
giving out his voice to a darken world,
  
that no one cares to see or hear,
Dark Angel covers me in shame
of his own darken lust,

In the dark he feasts on my insecurity,
His obsession is what broken him down,
my wings are torn
My spirit is broken,
I feel so shredded and abuse,

My eternal darkness is with he
this is where I'm headed,
No love will ever find me,
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel,
He feeds off my fears,

Dark Angel tells me,
I must obey all his commands,
because I have no love of my own,
You belong to me,
you can't understand
how much you mean to me,

I now became Dark Angels little toy,
I have something to say my dear,
Come, come near,
I want your all, give me your heart,
I want your body mind and spirit,

I looked at him with a smirk on my face,
telling him it will never happen,
But only in his dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989

Open Diary Of Me

Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,

But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,

Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake I rather let out my cries
in the number of years I felt my heart slowly die,

I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begins
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

LOVE IS ALL I NEED
Fri, 07/15/2016 - 14:52 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The beauty of the swains
will dance and sing in delight
Love is what keeps hearts moving
Love is unstoppable ;

Love is the writing of the soul
Love is personal and true
Love is the power in high towers
Love moves the universe ,

Love is worthy of the Light
that shines deep within the night
Love kisses the mind of all kinds
Love is the embrace that warms
the hearts of faith ;

Love is deeper then the sea
this is something I do believe
even when the heart bleeds
Love is all I need to set my soul free .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

The watchman in the tower
Sounded out the alarm
Of something strange on the horizon
That might cause the people harm ,

While not quite sure if he is correct
He prays that it not be
The enemy he was on duty to sight
Slipped past his eyes that see ,

For there's strange cries within the camp
Which he is now aware
Allowing him to believe
The enemy's already there ,

So he shouts aloud with all hope
A sharp cry which does resound
In the hope that all will rise
And just have a look around ,

Just in case his hunch might be correct
That the enemy's already within
Hoping all will join him in the shout
If they suspect it too there in .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

Agony

Everyday it will rain until my pains go away
Dark Angel always love to see me in pain
Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape
has left me this is know the life I live,

Pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth
My pain's run deep within my veins cuts of darkness
that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it now takes hold,

The hurt that consumes me
with no heart beat I'm hurt
like clockwork a rain that will never go away as long
as there is pain
Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust
I don't want to cry you see,

that is weakness in Dark Angels eye's
I'm along most of the time
Locked away with no hope of an escape
I sit around with my black velvet gown
with red roses in my black hair,

Lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get
My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin
When darkness descends on my light skin
the Moon shines
on dim Dark Angel wants to party,

Scattered pieces of my soul lying around
just to be found to gather up again
I can her a knocking at my door
Just to find Dark Angel wanting more
I can feel his lust creeping upon me

His hunger his needs for me
His breath, his eyes on my every move
His cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could
never win his darkness mad it's way
in it has consumed me

I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me
His voice has soften by telling me a story
how much he waited to find his Dark Angel
Dark Angel exclaimed

When I found you Moonlight
It was the best thing that ever happened to me
In my darken life than
he looked at me and proceeded
to say more I waited yet again

For you to let my dark love in
But you keep hanging on to a faith
You don't have an escape
You don't have strong enough faith
Your rain will never go away

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

IN SWEET SILENCE

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heart breaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DANDELIONS

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold

You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty

You are the beauty of age
So, thine and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts

You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow

You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth

You are the beauty
among all the wild flowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land

You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let Your Kingdom Come
I believe in love , I believe in hopes
And dreams ;
I'll tell you what I mean
He came and died for all our sins
His blood has washed us clean from Sin ,
Jesus is our lord and Jehovah is our
God of everlasting ;
Jehovah sends his only begotten son
To give His life for all mankind out of
Love;
For those who would believe
He truly is God's only Son
In the flesh He came to be like you and
Me in likeness but not in heart ;
Jesus is love and love is Jehovah and
In his likeness he gave us his son ,
He gives us everlasting life;
And puts God's love into our hearts
To do his well in love for him ,
He fills us with His Spirit and to live out
Our days in his way ,
He shines his love in our lives to help us
Keep on walking in his sight of love ;
He puts his words in our hearts to teach
Others his will where their eyes can be
Open and to no longer walk in the dark
Of the evil we live among ,
To teach us all things in the Jehovah's way
For the day of everlasting .
So we spread the good news across the land
That Jehovah's will have taken place in the heavens
And on the earth ,
He is going to do what He has planned
Repent and be forgiven and do Jehovah's will
And let's win the race and fight the good fight
For what is right in Jehovah's eyes .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

Leaves Falling Off Trees

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
The sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
My emotions are getting stronger
While the pains made way,

I remembered how we dance around
On those wet autumn leaves,
We laugh so happily,
We felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,

with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought to much
about the little stuff,

The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground out side is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,

I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,

the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rag,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,

across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,

while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

Not Too Long Ago

Not too long ago,
I did write my famous lines
the power of my pains
did bring more rain to all who reads
my heart felt words
that I had written down
in my own blood stain ink,

My words are strong a
yet very deep like the sea
it holds things of long ago
it talks about the pains of yesterdays
I had never denied
my tears for all to hear,

They fall into the cup for all to drink
that will run deep
into your veins while you dream
all about me,
darken dreams will make you feel
you are going to die in a hateful ride
in another time of long ago,

You will scream out so much pain
but no one will ever hear a thing
my pains will rise in everyone’s eyes
that sees me dancing around
in the cold September storm,

To all those who reads about me
you will hear the cries
of the foreign tongues
of mockery of darken time
that cuts away at the mind.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

REPEAT DREAMS
Sun, 07/10/2016 - 13:11 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I tried so hard to change my ways
but in my mind is like the weather
when I live a life of gloom
this life don't make my heart beat
like it once used to ,
my life is somewhat verisimilitude
when it comes to living a life in dreams
what does all of this means ?
I have been waiting for a sign
to let me know I will be fine
while Dark Angel saving all his lines
who is right when you live from Light
I know I must stay strong and not let hate
become my fate , this will not save no one
this I truly know hostile ways will never
save it will only strain ones ways
my mind is running like crazy
while my body is growing in pain
my spirit stands in faith
even when I am growing weak
feeling locked away in Darken Dreams  
I will never let Dark Angel
take that away from me even though
he stands strong in darkness poisoning minds
my body may fall and I may go down
like a flu virus I need to know
My God is still there with me
shining his Light on me
and never leave me
because Dark Angel is a virus that
makes things so hard to defined .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

LIES
Oh, I'd seen the sea in many ways
I heard so many lies coming from he
darkness is a playground
for the lost and never found,

Lies is in his eyes
Lies is in his soul
Lies is all he knows
I'd seen better days
but that was some time ago,

Dying is the place of grace
dying is to rest your head
dying is, the grave
that holds your name
it’s the history of who you are,

Life was slow and sad
but Dark Angel was always glad
when someone was made
I was crying alone
but again, this is his darken throne,

He is the angel of all lies
He loves to make me scream
and give me a life of darken dreams
He loves to tell me stories
that will make me weep,

Dark Angel is so mean
I watch the sea turn red
I see so many painful things
but most of all
I would hear the lies of the dark side.

Poetic Judy Emery ©
© Judy Emery 2017 . All Rights Reserved.

ANGEL WINGS

Romance is an unknown language
that is among autumn leaves
with beautiful white wings
looking back at me ....

Love held deep into his amazing eyes
blue angel eyes singing out to me
he is painting something I had never seen ,

Deep within my soul
that was once shadowed me
with so much pain of long ago
far deeper down into my heart
this angel had left his mark ....

In the shadows of my mind
that old familiar look had shaken my soul
my mine came back to the time
where my earliest memories of his words
came to me like thunder in a unquiet way ,

That held a rhyme of true Love
that is when he folded his beautiful wings
over me to set my spirit free .

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

GOOD MORNING WORLD
Tue, 08/09/2016 - 15:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Good Morning World Good morning world
I now see you in light now that I am awake
to see the bright of day
while Love is on his way
love is everything that poets and poetess write about,
Love is the morning smiles the desire
that makes the heart burn like a wild fire
it really is worth fighting for ,
Good morning world
good morning Love
you are all I can think of
I'm being brave taking the risk to keep Love a bliss .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

I Must Had Written Thousands Of Times

I had to write out
some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would had read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,

while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and I,

while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all my famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to Stop me from writing you,

They even go as fare as trying to be me
but all knows who's words are written
who's pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my blood stain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,

At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end ,

Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only known what I truly feel inside my mind
in side my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did .

Poetic Lilly  Judy Emery (c)