Love Is a Battlefield

Love is a battlefield  
When two don't see eye to eye
it comes to push and shove  
Who is right and who is wrong,

You must protect your heart and keep it on grad  
The deception of trust
once it’s been broken it’s hard to get it again,

Trust is a key to love they both work hand to hand,
When trust is no more love finds its way out the door  
Never search for love because love will find you  
In the midst of war,

love will break you down if you both don't  
See eye to eye about what love is all about  
Keep your heart hidden,

in this ruthless game of the dark what a shame
more pain will come your way
and tear your love down,
love came to me,

but I don't know if I want to take hold of it yet
one day he was there and the next
he was gone running around with my heart
he stole my heart and carried on  
maybe next time,

I’ll put up my wall and that is what I did,
So Love can't find me, for once and for all,
Love is a battlefield.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

RIPPLE TEARS

Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,

You are no longer who I thought you once was,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,

Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darken place,

I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,

I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
your toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you gives so much pains,

Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,

Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

A POEM OF ALL TIMES

Autumn leaves flowing gracefully  
where You left me to weep  
My thoughts moved along with the breeze

Cocooning my spirit within  
I think that I shall get up and walk  
That would be my poem of all times

I sent my soul through the Invisible  
To wash my stains from me  
the moon smiling at me with the stars
  
beaming right at me
like I was in a dream  
In this kingdom by the sea God saved me

from all my enemy's
that keep eating at my soul  
God's love is deeper than anything I
had ever known

This he tells me so night and day  
This beauty is my joy from Him
that given it to me
This loveliness increases

The seed of this Love I hold grown in
to wisdom It came to me like water
and like the wind I go.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

AUTUMN WIND
Thu, 08/11/2016 - 13:43 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The night was cold
the stars are out
but my heart was sinking fast
while I started thinking about the past
it was autumn when the pains started
the cold wind calling me again,

I could see the pains you were give me
in the cold silence the old velvet moon
hung low in gloom ;
the autumn leaves drooping down
just like the cold breeze ,

The stars lite up the sky
while my pains was cutting deep within me
I felt I could no longer breath
every time your memory comes to me
Oh, autumn wind your anger
is making a wild storm
that is bring on panic
that brings Dark Angel near ,

Oh, this pain comes to me like a whisper
deep into the autumn night
given me so much fright
broken is my spirit
but to you Dark Angel was only an item
you put a spell upon the autumn wind
just to whisper your angers time and time again.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Your Tranquilizing Love  

Your love is like a tranquilizing
of the dark, you even took my heart
and broken it down
Deep, deep down from on reaper

In my heart
I find a love for you sometime
ago even in the pain of age
But hate comes to my mind like a
cold rhyme of the dark side
  
I lost all feelings with time
A heated-up night of summers blues
came like a firecracker in late June
  
For some reason, I don't feel the same
as I Once did in my life
I can't explain it
my heart had gone so numb
  
But letting you go was the best thing
I could had ever done
Your love is like a wild storm
that never goes away
  
Your dark Love
brings me so much heartaches  
so much shame of your sick way’s
You take even the smile off my face
Your love is too much for me to hang on to
  
I let you go so give me back my soul  
My heart has gone cold
This old love of yours is to old

You kept running deep in my mind
I find myself praying night and day
For the image of you to go away

you make me want to scream  
you even haunt me in my sleep  
I am not the best person in life  
But I am not a bad one
  
I don't deserve your kind of love  
Darkness is your game
your love is so fake it gives heartaches
I can't live like this
Set me free please
let me be

I made a promise to always love you  
I will never break that promise  
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change
to light of day  

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me
  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch you dream
  
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what a love could be
  
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  

But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness

You always told me God gave you and angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry

You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life

You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask witch one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
  
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so much lies
that runs in my mind
  
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There I Sat
There I sat with all my pains
tears do fall like rain
words of anger comes my way
like rush of thunder ,

Oh, how my heart hungers for peace
this voice that I do hear
stands so near giving fear
murky sky
rolling darkness to the eyes
Oh, how it makes me cry ,

I know Dark Angel
thinks he is bold
that he knows all that I see
Oh, please
all he knows is darken dreams
that he brings to me,

There I sat holding the key
but he don't know this yet
I cried ! then I laugh
but then I hold all I know back
because things are moving to fast .

Whither winter holding haste
to a darken place
waves of time crossed my mind
waves of the sea
holds a life to me
into darken dreams .

Poetic  Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

WORDS OF AN ANGEL
Wed, 08/17/2016 - 12:59 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Every time You speak to me
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
your words are strong but sweet
you talk so much what love could be
if I only let you show me
Love has away to heal the soul
and get you to dance into the rain
of yesterdays pains
Then he takes my hand
and that is when his light shined on in .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

MALICIOUS PEOPLE
Sun, 08/14/2016 - 02:02 -- Poetic Judy Emery
When I was just a your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames ,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so much pains
but I never cast no hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that has given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too ?
is that why they act the way they do .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

HE SUNG HIS SONG TO ME

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jump to the sounds of thump.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

FALLEN

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,

Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,

He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and more pains
into darken dreams
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

OCEAN BLUE
Mon, 08/08/2016 - 15:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Ocean blue of wander
makes the heart grow fonder
you are the beauty to the crying eyes
that sees the color you bring
you brighten the way from
a bad rainy day .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

THE CUTS

There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain;
oh, how this body aches
I know no body truly knows me
if they did would it mean anything
Dark Angel has overtaken me,

my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filed with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss,

the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young
to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed,

I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,

I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away
without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words
no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain
has given me so much rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

BRAIN
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:36 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Everyone has a brain
so now use it .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

The Eye Of The Dragonflies

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,

The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,

Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,

Dark Angel, starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,

The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blow a darken storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,

You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughter
house you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that falls,
Moonlight will had named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,

That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,

Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,

I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,

Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

Reclaimed History

Out of pure Love from heaven above
I hunt these sadden hills
to reclaim history of My true God

If I had known the heartaches that
was coming my way
I would had jump down and start to
pray with no end

Down this road of History is cold
and evil It is call Wormwood
Why would I want to waste my days in lies?

To wash me away in the night
This walk is the time of the Rock
The gleaming of His heart came to mine

The bleach softens bones
of the ancient Knights lay in High places
the words they had held in their souls
of the age of long ago;

Speaks out on High with the wind
Who are these coming in black
Why are they looking down on me with Lies?
You can see it in their eyes

Their alarming with shame and blame
They are written down in hast of the dark side
Pebbles moves within the wind like a great boon

Like a dream of a gift from God telling me not
to give up my Faith
Hold on and never let the Dark of Lies take me down
I will walk in History of righteous men.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My senseless Love
we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry;

The Ink on the poet’s sheet had been smeared
with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written;

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died;

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul;

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fears of the night
plays upon the mind
casting stones in my life
from yesterday’s pains,

those pains don't ever
want to go away
the old memories
has made a home
inside my mind another time,

playing over time
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU
Wed, 08/17/2016 - 13:24 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Every time I take time out of my day
and I start to think about you
I began to miss you all over
I had to remind my self
it was for the best you had left,

But deep down in my heart
the pain of it all hasn't
I try so hard to not think about
all those times we had
way before it all got so far out of hand,

My mind always inquisition my soul
that reaches down to my heart
that some how kept that spark
when our love was good
sometimes I have to consider you in .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Awareness

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
for a time, the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness

But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end

O Jehovah
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
that keeps on fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in

But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God

But the dark and evil ones  
walk with heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh, Jehovah Your words they Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the Homeless and poor

Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
High tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind

Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes

Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us to be
Jesus our Lord showed us at door to door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies

Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will Positively die if they do not
change their ways
Oh, Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kind of names
why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name

Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in them darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day

But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
your true Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

DARK ANGEL AT IT AGAIN
Wed, 08/10/2016 - 15:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Dark Angel , here you go again
talking about your sins ;
you put in my head
a picture of the dead
you betrayed me in every way,

He only moved on for a little while
just to make me think I am free
just for all to take their eyes off of him
but anyone knows how this old story goes
Dark Angel hasn't forgotten me
he is only play nice and neat
just to trap me where others couldn't see ,

But his old voice is making lots of thunder
casting his anger out upon seas over me
he is craving my touch he loved so much
hungering for a kiss he will never get
that makes him hiss like a .....!
His anger is burning stronger
like a wild fire that is burning up
whatever happiness that comes his way ,

He makes others think he is doing okay
he stand up bold out in the cold
with a fake smile upon his face
with a wink coming from his right eye
but everyone can see he is lying
because deep within he is crying to be with me.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

CLOUDS OF GRAY
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 13:28 -- Poetic Judy Emery
At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything ,

But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you taken the sun and made it dark
Oh , my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost ,

O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades ;
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Another Dark Storm

Why can't I steer the ship
before it hits a darken storm
I've fallen into the sea every time
we had a fight and that wasn't nice
still I swim for shore to ease my mind
another time,

Tell me how it is when we kiss
I forget all your lies
a kiss of love becomes a lie of the night
that bares the scar of sin too deep
lost in the old dark wind of your storm
I hide behind this fear of running,

Please let there be light at the end of it all
I don't want to fall that hard
In a darkened room is where all my pains
will stay cold empty cold
with no one to hold me to tell me I will be safe.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Autumn Leaves
holds so many memories
of you and me
when love was so sweet ,

My Love,
Where do I go
now that I'm alone?
I walk with my head down
I feel life is no longer the same
Life is so much colder
and I am getting older,

alone is I
in the winter snow
with no where to go
I just haven't let you go
autumn leaves
is apart of you and me
even though you was lade to rest
you will always be the best
part of me among autumn leaves,

I have no one to hold me
but your memories
I sit at the park Watching autumn leaves
while teardrops fall down
upon the wet ground
the sound of the wind
takes me back again
to a place we once had been
Oh ,my love
what must I do
without you?

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I AM BEAUTIFUL
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:27 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I am beautiful
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotionsa
of feelings that cut so deep within me
oh, how my heart bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen on the eyes of hate
of my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain that comes my way
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegante yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowlege
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turnning
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on wrighting and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
This poem is about:
Me

Your Voice

Your voice is deep
your words cut deep
you are always on my mind
day and night,

you give me so much fright,
I weep throughout the night
I pray for your memories
to leave me,

but the years are still yours
I'm alone crying on my pillow
outside my window
I see a big willow tree
it looked as lonely as me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983

Let’s keep it real

So, stay close to me, and let the time flies,
Without saying goodbye,
Let what we have be civil
And never incarcerated hate into your heart
Just because one day we will depart,

Don’t let flip talk leave marks on you
Don’t act out in a crowed of lies,
When life gets too rough to fight,
Please listen my love,

Live as if life never taken us apart,
Don’t let envy and jealous way take
You down a darken way,

Today I live as you do;
So never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on scream,

Let’s just chill and keep it all real,
We have each other even in a life
That holds broken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,

I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,

the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,

I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,

But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,

when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,

I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breath.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
Journey getting past you ,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away ,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad ?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss ,

Somewhere in this big old world you are
Wishing you never hurt me like you did !
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

One Day

Some days I am lonesome
because I want to talk to you  
I stand by my window
next to my bed looking out to
a darken sky

  
Even the stars wondering where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you and tell you I love you
because my love is true
I need You

When I dream
I dream of only being with You  
In my dream, I am typing away ox to you
even when I am so blue crying over You

  
When I tell, you I love you?
It comes right from the heart
to you in a call hoping it reaches
your heart

When this old body is with your old body
What a happy day that will be
in beautiful Spring  

We can watch the sun come up
and watch the stars shine above
in so much Love

But until then we must keep on
talking on the phone hoping  
And wishing to be near each other

Dreaming for our first Kiss
Today I was going to write you a poem
I made a pie instead  

It took about the same amount of time
of course, the pie was a final draft
A poem would have taken some time
Some days

Maybe even weeks and months to come
In a year, you will be hear with me
You say in a phone call away
  
I hear your words
I love you on the phone and it sound
so, clear to me

Oh, how I wish you were her my dear  
Someday I pray this loneliness will
go away with the clouds of gray
  
I woke up from a dream
then I slept again with so much going on
and had many more dreams
you were here with me

Then today an artist comes to me  
Can I draw you photo of the weather your end?  
Then he draws away of brighter days
  
He put a smile on my face  
This winter afternoon I saw and Old man
and woman walking by my window
And it drawn me back you

The love they have in their eyes will be
One day you and me
and not just in dreams

I hold on and one day you will come
home to stay
That will be the start of You and I
a Love that never died.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen OF Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

CHANGE

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old blood stain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am a live yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000

Lived a life of grief and sorrow
Striving to live my life,
I have no one on my side,
All I ever hear, are the haters criticizing
everything I do,
they hold envy in their eyes,
because Dark Angel keeps me by his side,

He always gives my all his attention,
Instead supporting all the rest,
Pounding the ground with anger
They walk around protesting their lies
trying to get Dark Angel to look their way,

But what they don’t understand is,
they are of the dark,
So, why would he need them?
If he already has them?
Dark Angel, don’t have me,
he doesn’t have my heart,

But he needs me, I don’t need him,
This is like, who gives and who takes,
The pleasure moments are when I know
I have control of what I believe in,
And that is something worth fighting for.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

There is not enough
words for me to put down
when it comes to what I
hold deep within my mind .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

FORBIDDEN

Looking to the west,
Where true love given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;

Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;

Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tell,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,

Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how thing isn’t feeling right,
Loss of hope did rise in me,

Fear started taken over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,

From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,

‘’On! Please not for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,

It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,

where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,

Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Pen Is Uncapped

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes is gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Let Your Love Shine

To find our way In the darkest night
And hours of a sadden and broken
Heart of a world not at all smart
But lost in its lustful way's ,

Oh Jehovah ! Let your light, Shine on
Us and show us the way to go that
Pleases you .

Let your grace,and your love shine our
Way , And touch our hearts with your
Loving care , We are so little just dust
In your eyes and you still make way
For us ,

That we, may be saved from our past
Of our sick ways , You clean us up for
Your day that we may have life in ''Paradise ''

Let your love shine on us with no end
Come Jehovah and let us in ,And let
Us walk in Your Loving son Jesus way.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)