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571 · Oct 2016
AUTUMN RAIN
Autumn rain
made its way today
all I feel is the pains
of yesterday,

Its crazy how the memories
can cut so deep
the rain helps me sleep
Yet I start to weep ,

Autumn rain
made its way
all I could do is cry
at your grave another time,

I can never get you off my mind
time keeps moving
somehow I got lost in
autumn rain of pains
of yesterday’s blues .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
570 · Apr 2017
THE CUTS
THE CUTS

There is a great deal of depression
in a life of pain;
oh, how this body aches
I know no body truly knows me
if they did would it mean anything
Dark Angel has overtaken me,

my soul longs for the day he lets me go,
all he wants is full control over me
oh, how he cuts deep at my mind
just to see my heart bleed most of the time,
his words are like an old sad love song
that never stops playing
my mind is filed with deep thoughts
my heart feels its loss,

the tears I cry is like a flood
that never ends deep within,
I was too young
to understand the ways of sin
My life was never right in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
all she seen was the dark side of me
she called me her black seed,

I was only two when I started crying out
for those painful words to end
as I got older
the pains had grown stronger
I would get down on my knees
Please make the hurt stop
but they never did,

I would cry deep in the night
asking why did my own mother
did not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?
holding his big old mess
he just walked away
without a word of goodbyes
their ware no words
no words to ease my pains
every day this old pain
has given me so much rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
569 · Feb 2017
The Midnight Cries
The Midnight Cries

Oh, how the false face must hind,
How it mocks my life;
I hear the sound in the night
like caries of an ancient time,
I could see the mighty light shine on in,
While others are on hands and knees
begging please not me,
that old September wind
made its way back again,
in the silence of the night
I can hear the cries,
they get closer and closer with time,
it is messing with my mind,
Oh, why do they cry?
I could almost hear trumpets
from far away;
what does this mean? when it comes
to me in darken dreams,
It sounds like a mighty earthquake
Where lives are about to end;
on blood stained sand
someone is about to take a stand,
while deadly flowers are in a cup
when a voice would say
come and drink.
It will end quickly you will see
changes will be made for you and me,
at the end of the mighty cry
when it hits midnight,
so, look around me dear queen,
tell me what it is you see,
I had no words to say to he
The one who haunts me
In darken dreams;
Then he would say to me again,
Moonlight tell me what you see,
So, I opened my mouth with would
Like thunder and said;
I see prophecies are being fulfilled,
tears are flowing out on the seas,
songs are being song,
And yet; death is being done,
Slaves do appear to hear the words
I must say; flowers are falling from the sky
while another has died;
Horror and pain come the mighty rain;
In deep emotions, they do fall;
I hear words of sorrow
knocking at the doors of the poor,
while a noble slave, tries to shine faith their way.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
567 · Mar 2017
MOONLIGHT GODDESS
Moonlight is a goddess
she sits in many paintings
where the storms are raging
her eyes are gray blue
but they change with her moods
they are like the moon
She is a true goddess in many eyes
they will never leave her side
she seeks for peace
for one day to be free
she waits for that day
when true love comes her way
she is still young
yet growing old
she is the story
that will always be told
she is the goddess
that stand so bold
of long ago
she has once been loved
and will always be
she is written down in history
but locked away into darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
559 · Mar 2017
A FAVORABLE STORY OF ME
A FAVORABLE STORY OF ME

Darkness like something cold
is in the air brings on fear;
In my heart,
I can feel an aura of evil
standing near;
like it is trying to preserve
all my inner emotions,
All day I’ve been feeling a built
Of pain of something from
another life time;
where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun,
but then something happened
to the beauty of the land,
ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fisher mans was out
casting their nets;
Oh, how the horizon bleeds
Upon on the blood stain sand
Where it is the dark king stands,
Where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight,
Making his way into the night
Making darken dreams to all who sleeps,
I wondered why this evil king
Always comes around me?
This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries
These dreams are something of what I
Had lived; but come to me in history form
It’s as if I could eat away the sky
That field my heart with so much pain,
I can still smell the apple ash trees
That burn in the time of long ago
A story that one day will be told,
It will be a lifetime accomplishment of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
559 · Nov 2016
AUTUMN WIND
AUTUMN WIND
Thu, 08/11/2016 - 13:43 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The night was cold
the stars are out
but my heart was sinking fast
while I started thinking about the past
it was autumn when the pains started
the cold wind calling me again,

I could see the pains you were give me
in the cold silence the old velvet moon
hung low in gloom ;
the autumn leaves drooping down
just like the cold breeze ,

The stars lite up the sky
while my pains was cutting deep within me
I felt I could no longer breath
every time your memory comes to me
Oh, autumn wind your anger
is making a wild storm
that is bring on panic
that brings Dark Angel near ,

Oh, this pain comes to me like a whisper
deep into the autumn night
given me so much fright
broken is my spirit
but to you Dark Angel was only an item
you put a spell upon the autumn wind
just to whisper your angers time and time again.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
SHADOWS OF An ELDERLY KNIGHT
The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadow lands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I now, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
A tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
554 · Feb 2017
RIPPLE TEARS
RIPPLE TEARS

Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,

You are no longer who I thought you once was,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,

Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darken place,

I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,

I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
your toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you gives so much pains,

Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,

Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
551 · Nov 2016
Broken
Broken

I dwell in a loneliness
of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's
so out of place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished
from me some summer's ago
You left your trace
all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love
the cellar walls hold every words
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences the grape-vines
ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree out side from
my window had lost it's beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme
of you and I
Like a sad broken dreams
of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart
when you left me
you vanished and left me your memory's
of a forgotten road of long ago
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night
without you by my side is taken
another part of me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
549 · Apr 2017
Reclaimed History
Reclaimed History

Out of pure Love from heaven above
I hunt these sadden hills
to reclaim history of My true God

If I had known the heartaches that
was coming my way
I would had jump down and start to
pray with no end

Down this road of History is cold
and evil It is call Wormwood
Why would I want to waste my days in lies?

To wash me away in the night
This walk is the time of the Rock
The gleaming of His heart came to mine

The bleach softens bones
of the ancient Knights lay in High places
the words they had held in their souls
of the age of long ago;

Speaks out on High with the wind
Who are these coming in black
Why are they looking down on me with Lies?
You can see it in their eyes

Their alarming with shame and blame
They are written down in hast of the dark side
Pebbles moves within the wind like a great boon

Like a dream of a gift from God telling me not
to give up my Faith
Hold on and never let the Dark of Lies take me down
I will walk in History of righteous men.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
549 · Jan 2017
The Eye Of The Dragonflies
The Eye Of The Dragonflies

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,

The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,

Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,

Dark Angel, starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,

The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blow a darken storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,

You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughter
house you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that falls,
Moonlight will had named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,

That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,

Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,

I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,

Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
Darken Dreams
547 · Oct 2016
Unknown
It's sad that people act so bad
you can see in their eyes
Insecurities
They walk around like they
have a hole in their heart
like someone has cut them deep
Oh, no are they in my dreams?
I looked at them
I just wanted to touch them
just to see if they are a sleep
but then I just let things be
I can see they are
lost into darken dreams
right along with me
what does this mean?
I run my fingers up along the walls
down the halls
hoping no one is following me
sometimes I could feel
that old coldness
that stands always near
given so much fear
this time I know
something is going so wrong
I feel the heaviness
on my bear feet
then a voice comes out of the unknown
saying, I won't tell your secrets
your secrets are safe with me
you're my friend
who walks with me in this pain
I watched you all the times
you had fallen
enemies are always at the door
But I will always protect you if I can.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
547 · Apr 2017
FALLEN
FALLEN

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,

Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes,

He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grown weaker
in sorrows and more pains
into darken dreams
it always rains for me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
545 · Apr 2017
Fears of the night
Fears of the night
plays upon the mind
casting stones in my life
from yesterday’s pains,

those pains don't ever
want to go away
the old memories
has made a home
inside my mind another time,

playing over time
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
542 · Sep 2016
There I Sat
There I Sat
There I sat with all my pains
tears do fall like rain
words of anger comes my way
like rush of thunder ,

Oh, how my heart hungers for peace
this voice that I do hear
stands so near giving fear
murky sky
rolling darkness to the eyes
Oh, how it makes me cry ,

I know Dark Angel
thinks he is bold
that he knows all that I see
Oh, please
all he knows is darken dreams
that he brings to me,

There I sat holding the key
but he don't know this yet
I cried ! then I laugh
but then I hold all I know back
because things are moving to fast .

Whither winter holding haste
to a darken place
waves of time crossed my mind
waves of the sea
holds a life to me
into darken dreams .

Poetic  Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
Dark Angel Get's His Delight

Slowly the night moves along
like and old sad song
Dark Angel gets his delight
by given so much fright
to all those who dreams
Oh, how he loves to make them scream
I get to tired of his darken ways
I would love to get out of this place
if I could I would had as soon
as all of this started
I feel so cold walking around in the snow
with no place to call home
with time I would get visions
of a place of Love
a place I hunger to be again
at times I would get the memories
when things was good
when life was delightful
the Light was gentle to the eyes
but the sun light fades into darkness
My mind started racing another time
Oh, the pains that the storm
rush in my life
like a thrift taken away everything
that meant so much so much me
Now Dark Angel is taken control
with no love for me to hold
Shatter dreams is what he brings
Their are no hopes for me
not in this darken place
where their are no peace
when darkness of the night
brings on the silently
the creepiness of not know what
will take place next
keeps me always on the edge
Dark Angel gets his  delight
when he sees me in so much pain
Oh, how he brings on the rain
Its time for me to unite with darkness
kiss at the velvet moon
then just close my eyes and dance in the rain
crying out for the Light to come again
to give me the delight for a better life
while Dark Angels eyes surrender all over
I hear his voice crying out
calling my name saying
Let your thoughts bring you in with mine
I will take you for a joy ride
I will teach you everything
The touch of his darkness came over me
then we  both started to dance with no end
We had made love in a romance way
but only in the mind of his touch
but with me I never felt much
all night long played the same song
A song I will hate forever
It was my time to show Dark Angel
how it is run around hear
I mad his eye's rolled back
just to get slap
Oh, how I loved that
I scratched his back deep
he will always remember me
  he started acting
as if he was going further insane
Oh, what dose this mean
He acts like he has never been taken down
like I had did to him
he started calling out names
I never hared before
Let's do what is needed he said
to make my body feel again
Dark Angel has that look in his eyes
like he just got surprised
I taken hold of him
and beat him down some-more
  I was in all control just for the moment
Oh, Dark Angel gets his delights
this will be his hunger for Life
I am that Queen in darken dreams
that makes Dark Angel cry out my name
he will never be the same.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
541 · Nov 2016
WORDS OF AN ANGEL
WORDS OF AN ANGEL
Wed, 08/17/2016 - 12:59 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Every time You speak to me
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
your words are strong but sweet
you talk so much what love could be
if I only let you show me
Love has away to heal the soul
and get you to dance into the rain
of yesterdays pains
Then he takes my hand
and that is when his light shined on in .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
538 · Nov 2016
Love Happens Late In Life
Love Happens Late In Life

Love happened late in ones life  
the coming of love,
the coming of light
shines so deep in darken places
this Love is like know other
like being in Paradise
the candles are lit deep within
as if the candles had been lite by themselves,
Love is a gift from God
we can see the stars gather together
like a far away dream
pour into are pillows while we sleep
when I see you smile
you make my heart smile
You''re so sweet
you're the love of my Life
tomorrow’s dust flares into breath of another
Love is a gift that never withers
love was made from God
He is love to all of us .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
536 · Apr 2017
My senseless Love
My senseless Love
we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry;

The Ink on the poet’s sheet had been smeared
with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written;

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died;

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul;

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
536 · Nov 2016
BRAIN
BRAIN
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:36 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Everyone has a brain
so now use it .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
531 · Nov 2016
MALICIOUS PEOPLE
MALICIOUS PEOPLE
Sun, 08/14/2016 - 02:02 -- Poetic Judy Emery
When I was just a your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames ,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so much pains
but I never cast no hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that has given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too ?
is that why they act the way they do .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
527 · Mar 2017
HE SUNG HIS SONG TO ME
HE SUNG HIS SONG TO ME

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jump to the sounds of thump.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
526 · Apr 2017
Awareness
Awareness

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
for a time, the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness

But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end

O Jehovah
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
that keeps on fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in

But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God

But the dark and evil ones  
walk with heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh, Jehovah Your words they Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the Homeless and poor

Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
High tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind

Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes

Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us to be
Jesus our Lord showed us at door to door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies

Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will Positively die if they do not
change their ways
Oh, Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kind of names
why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name

Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in them darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day

But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
your true Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
525 · Oct 2016
SHATTERED
SHATTERED
I feel this pain
that carries on within me
I have been wounded
the cuts are deep
I feel I could no longer breath
my mind is racing
I am pacing the ground
Oh, how the rain is coming down
my heart is breaking
I'm Shattered like glass
there is no way of putting me back
my tears are flowing like rain
Oh, how I feel the pains
the memories are making a home
that keeps taking me back to that day
when you had passed away
they say till will heal
But I still feel the same
as I did on that hurtful night
my life will never be the same
I am Shattered
I am missing you
I love you mom
I feel I couldn't live without you.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
2-9-016 The Night My Mother had gone to her resting place.
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
523 · Apr 2017
Let’s keep it real
Let’s keep it real

So, stay close to me, and let the time flies,
Without saying goodbye,
Let what we have be civil
And never incarcerated hate into your heart
Just because one day we will depart,

Don’t let flip talk leave marks on you
Don’t act out in a crowed of lies,
When life gets too rough to fight,
Please listen my love,

Live as if life never taken us apart,
Don’t let envy and jealous way take
You down a darken way,

Today I live as you do;
So never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on scream,

Let’s just chill and keep it all real,
We have each other even in a life
That holds broken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
521 · Oct 2016
Autumn Leaves
Autumn Leaves
holds so many memories
of you and me
when love was so sweet ,

My Love,
Where do I go
now that I'm alone?
I walk with my head down
I feel life is no longer the same
Life is so much colder
and I am getting older,

alone is I
in the winter snow
with no where to go
I just haven't let you go
autumn leaves
is apart of you and me
even though you was lade to rest
you will always be the best
part of me among autumn leaves,

I have no one to hold me
but your memories
I sit at the park Watching autumn leaves
while teardrops fall down
upon the wet ground
the sound of the wind
takes me back again
to a place we once had been
Oh ,my love
what must I do
without you?

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Love ,Death
521 · Mar 2017
MY OWN MISERY
MY OWN MISERY

Oh, how you love to see me weep
in so much pain;
you tell me you love the rain
it gives you so much strength
by living off my misery.
when my life is going right
you would do whatever it takes
to see my heart break,
you said the day will come
when someone will put my heart on the run
you call that fun;
I never thought it would be
my own child that would cut me deep,
now look at me I can no longer sleep
or eat because all I do is weep,
soon comes the fear
that hangs near;
Oh, how I truly feel the emptiness
of all those years, I gave my whole life
to the child, I hold dear;
left me in tears,
forgiveness will always be in my heart
even while I’m bleed out like ink
for the whole world to see me broken
but again, this would be my haters token,
where is the respect?
I am home alone
asking myself what is it I was doing wrong
why am I losing everything I love?
my child is now so grown up,
I had never lived a life for myself
all those negative feelings of loneliness
came rushing in like a wildfire of true
agony of bleeding pains
the cuts are so deep
I felt I could no longer breath
I even thought for a moment
my heart stop beating,
all those memories of my life
beat upon my me until I was broken
deeper than life ever could hand me,
this pain is stripping, taking everything
from me;
drain ever part of goodness from me
leaving me powerless
while I hear the evil ones
laughing at my pains
hoping for rain to come my way to stay,
I have no strength left in me,
this pain of letting go of what I truly love
Is really bringing me down to my knees
begging God to help me,
because this pain I feel
is striping me from all that I had ever live for.
Within the hours my child
walked back in the door
and that was the end of the war.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
520 · Nov 2016
OCEAN BLUE
OCEAN BLUE
Mon, 08/08/2016 - 15:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Ocean blue of wander
makes the heart grow fonder
you are the beauty to the crying eyes
that sees the color you bring
you brighten the way from
a bad rainy day .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
518 · Feb 2017
ANCIENT PAST
Ancient Past

Oh, Dark Angel, you cast your anger
You call so many hateful names
night and day, outcast you would say,
while they hid their face,
You had told me,
on that cold autumn day,
don't trust what your eyes may see
because things aren't always what they seem,
look at me Moonlight,
will you allow me to take you in my arms?
Come to me my queen, let me tell you
my stories from an ancient past,
while the night moved on
his words would flow,
then he looked at me like he was in more pain,
He got up in a way like he was ready to fight,
that’s when I started to cry,
saying it wasn’t me that you see,
that is making you bleed,
so, please don’t take it out on me,
That is when he taken my hand
and said, you will never be away from me
you are my queen, in all my dreams,
do you understand me?
that is when I said yes in a soft voice,
I will be with you always Moonlight,
you will see me in all your dreams,
in memories of all your pains,
I will be with you in every September
every autumn leave that falls,
Every rain storm of your life,
just Waite, you will see what I will mean
to you in every darken dream,
I will be on every sea,
in every darken dream
you will find me next to you,
I am your Darken Angel
the one that would tell you and show you pains,
I am the one who cut you deep
that lets you bleed out like ink into the sea,
just for others to see you bleed
for them to read everything you write,
I am the one who had cast many spell on you,
Keeping you confused, every cold September
just for you to always remember the fear I gave you,
Dark Angel, just kept on talking,
I will always get you must think about me
At all times, I will be on your mind,
in darken dream, things aren't always what they seem.

P.s Dark Angel and Moonlight 9-17-010

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
511 · Nov 2016
EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU
EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU
Wed, 08/17/2016 - 13:24 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Every time I take time out of my day
and I start to think about you
I began to miss you all over
I had to remind my self
it was for the best you had left,

But deep down in my heart
the pain of it all hasn't
I try so hard to not think about
all those times we had
way before it all got so far out of hand,

My mind always inquisition my soul
that reaches down to my heart
that some how kept that spark
when our love was good
sometimes I have to consider you in .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
507 · Feb 2017
Another Dark Storm
Another Dark Storm

Why can't I steer the ship
before it hits a darken storm
I've fallen into the sea every time
we had a fight and that wasn't nice
still I swim for shore to ease my mind
another time,

Tell me how it is when we kiss
I forget all your lies
a kiss of love becomes a lie of the night
that bares the scar of sin too deep
lost in the old dark wind of your storm
I hide behind this fear of running,

Please let there be light at the end of it all
I don't want to fall that hard
In a darkened room is where all my pains
will stay cold empty cold
with no one to hold me to tell me I will be safe.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
506 · Feb 2017
A glimmer of light
A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,

I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,

the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,

I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,

But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,

when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,

I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breath.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
503 · Apr 2017
One Day
One Day

Some days I am lonesome
because I want to talk to you  
I stand by my window
next to my bed looking out to
a darken sky

  
Even the stars wondering where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you and tell you I love you
because my love is true
I need You

When I dream
I dream of only being with You  
In my dream, I am typing away ox to you
even when I am so blue crying over You

  
When I tell, you I love you?
It comes right from the heart
to you in a call hoping it reaches
your heart

When this old body is with your old body
What a happy day that will be
in beautiful Spring  

We can watch the sun come up
and watch the stars shine above
in so much Love

But until then we must keep on
talking on the phone hoping  
And wishing to be near each other

Dreaming for our first Kiss
Today I was going to write you a poem
I made a pie instead  

It took about the same amount of time
of course, the pie was a final draft
A poem would have taken some time
Some days

Maybe even weeks and months to come
In a year, you will be hear with me
You say in a phone call away
  
I hear your words
I love you on the phone and it sound
so, clear to me

Oh, how I wish you were her my dear  
Someday I pray this loneliness will
go away with the clouds of gray
  
I woke up from a dream
then I slept again with so much going on
and had many more dreams
you were here with me

Then today an artist comes to me  
Can I draw you photo of the weather your end?  
Then he draws away of brighter days
  
He put a smile on my face  
This winter afternoon I saw and Old man
and woman walking by my window
And it drawn me back you

The love they have in their eyes will be
One day you and me
and not just in dreams

I hold on and one day you will come
home to stay
That will be the start of You and I
a Love that never died.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen OF Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
502 · Mar 2017
SOMEWHERE
Somewhere

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
Journey getting past you ,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away ,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad ?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss ,

Somewhere in this big old world you are
Wishing you never hurt me like you did !
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
500 · Nov 2016
DARK ANGEL AT IT AGAIN
DARK ANGEL AT IT AGAIN
Wed, 08/10/2016 - 15:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Dark Angel , here you go again
talking about your sins ;
you put in my head
a picture of the dead
you betrayed me in every way,

He only moved on for a little while
just to make me think I am free
just for all to take their eyes off of him
but anyone knows how this old story goes
Dark Angel hasn't forgotten me
he is only play nice and neat
just to trap me where others couldn't see ,

But his old voice is making lots of thunder
casting his anger out upon seas over me
he is craving my touch he loved so much
hungering for a kiss he will never get
that makes him hiss like a .....!
His anger is burning stronger
like a wild fire that is burning up
whatever happiness that comes his way ,

He makes others think he is doing okay
he stand up bold out in the cold
with a fake smile upon his face
with a wink coming from his right eye
but everyone can see he is lying
because deep within he is crying to be with me.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
499 · Nov 2016
COME OUT OF THE RAIN
Come out of the rain
a voice called out to me
o let the storm move along
you don't need to be out among the cold
O but if that voice only known
I had been in the storm way too long ,

O my heart , my heart
I cried
O can you see me bleeding ?
the rain is all my tears
I cried day and night for years ,

Come my child
the voice called out to me
let you heart mend
come take my hands
that is when the pains began
to cut deeper within ,

Who she ever Love me
can never come near me
this is how the story go's
O how I would Love to take
your hand in true Loves dance ,

But a spell has been cast upon me
and my heart has been lost
deep down into darken dreams
so for now I will always let my tears fall
I will always feel the coldness
until the spell is broken .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
499 · Nov 2016
I AM BEAUTIFUL
I AM BEAUTIFUL
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:27 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I am beautiful
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotionsa
of feelings that cut so deep within me
oh, how my heart bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen on the eyes of hate
of my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain that comes my way
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegante yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowlege
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turnning
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on wrighting and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
This poem is about:
Me
498 · Nov 2016
Holding On To Our Love
Holding On To Our Love

We will hold hands together in love  
laugh and smile together in all kinds
Of weather
We can talk and talk
share our dreams
Paris is were I will soon be holding thee  
we can share our secrets together and
make love in all types of weather  
We will confess our fears
even by far just never
brake my heart
one day we will wipe the tears
from each other’s eyes
You will see
Please never give up on me
I know this love we have is hard
because we are far apart
I promise I will not ever
brake your heart
lets give each other comfort
while we are on the phone  
And confide in each other
lets let God take the lead
And you will see God is with us ,
Because he is the mark of love .
So close your eyes and get some sleep
  just know I am holding you
while  you dream about me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
497 · Nov 2016
CLOUDS OF GRAY
CLOUDS OF GRAY
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 13:28 -- Poetic Judy Emery
At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything ,

But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you taken the sun and made it dark
Oh , my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost ,

O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades ;
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
492 · Feb 2017
Your Voice
Your Voice

Your voice is deep
your words cut deep
you are always on my mind
day and night,

you give me so much fright,
I weep throughout the night
I pray for your memories
to leave me,

but the years are still yours
I'm alone crying on my pillow
outside my window
I see a big willow tree
it looked as lonely as me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
492 · Nov 2016
AT THE RIGHT TIME
In my girlhood all I ever seen
was the pains and rain of darken dreams
all I had ever known
was how to make it out on my own,
I made my mistakes
I walk the line
I see the dead
I see the blind of all times,
Oh, how my world had been darkened
I didn't have a mother or father
that was ever around
and when they where
The pains be gain some more,
I lived a life of the poor
I had been born into a world
of true darkness;
a place that is never nice
I would always wander what it was like
to be on the other side,
I am woman that is my right
I am beautifully made
that is my own rights to say
But in this darken place
envy eyes are always on me,
They talk so much badness
just to keep love away from me
where happiness could never find me
I got lost into darken dreams
that keeps me always on the edge
but I will never love my mind,
I will always keep my eyes
on the brighter side
I know in time God will let his Love shine
he will find me at the right time.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1988

The Queen Of Darken Dreams
The Qouen Darken Dreams
491 · Feb 2017
My Pen Is Uncapped
My Pen Is Uncapped

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes is gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
486 · Apr 2017
LITTLE BLACK BIRD
LITTLE BLACK BIRD

Dreams of darkness
comes the black bird
that tells the black bird lies,
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take
your last breath,

the black bird that stands around
and hidden in a crowd,
shadows that are dark and powerful,

Little black bird;
you feel you are the graceful one,
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage,

water you will always crave;
you will have a mirror of your ugliness,
you must pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,

Life is a beautiful gift;
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
Little black bird
look what you have done,

You whispered lies to keep other birds
just to get them to flock with you,
your secrets are deadly
full of poison and fear,
but soon that too will despair
from this old atmosphere;
Little black bird,

you will soon be caught
you will never be free
from this cage of darken dreams,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
479 · Oct 2016
Not Enough
There is not enough
words for me to put down
when it comes to what I
hold deep within my mind .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
479 · Aug 2016
KNOWLEDGE
To face all my fears
standing never alone
to face a darken world
to hold on to knowledge
that shines a like
in an old world
that could never hold
this knowledge

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
478 · Feb 2017
CHANGE
CHANGE

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old blood stain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am a live yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000
478 · Mar 2017
FORBIDDEN
FORBIDDEN

Looking to the west,
Where true love given me the best,
A place I could rest my head,
Where the pine cones fall from the tree
In late spring;

Oh, what a beauty that seems
Next to small streams;
It almost feels like a dream to me,
On green grass where love
Came to me in summers breezes,
The sea of rushing dreams;

Where true love always finds me,
In my own fountain of youth;
It was all like a fairy tell,
But soon it all seemed to weather away,
The sweet beauty of the fields,
The sweet fruits and flowers dried up,

Darkness started coming my way;
Oh, not another darken dream,
All brightness left my sight;
Oh, how thing isn’t feeling right,
Loss of hope did rise in me,

Fear started taken over my soul,
Things that happen long ago
Even before I was even born,
I started feeling I was an outcast
In a place of true darkness,

From the overcast!
The beauty of love left me,
A voice from far is coming to my ears
As if it was standing near,
I started hearing slaves crying
As if my future was a part of this,

‘’On! Please not for me,
I was not a part of this,
I wasn’t even born to a life of this kind,
The past that I see is something ancient
And dark that cuts deep at the heart,
Evil spirits hovering over me with lies.
Oh, how they make me cry,

It is like they have no emotions,
They hold no love in their hearts,
I see slaves of true pains,
Agony is everywhere I look,
Like all my days of youth has left me,
Like someone or something
cast me into a trance,

where the evil eye glance;
where is this place I ask?
the king that is standing over me,
where footsteps of history
are all around me,

Is this something of ethereal pains
Of ancient days?
Is this a dance of the forbidden?
Is this eternal death,
In a stream of dreams that make me scream,
What does all this mean?

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
Lived a life of grief and sorrow
Striving to live my life,
I have no one on my side,
All I ever hear, are the haters criticizing
everything I do,
they hold envy in their eyes,
because Dark Angel keeps me by his side,

He always gives my all his attention,
Instead supporting all the rest,
Pounding the ground with anger
They walk around protesting their lies
trying to get Dark Angel to look their way,

But what they don’t understand is,
they are of the dark,
So, why would he need them?
If he already has them?
Dark Angel, don’t have me,
he doesn’t have my heart,

But he needs me, I don’t need him,
This is like, who gives and who takes,
The pleasure moments are when I know
I have control of what I believe in,
And that is something worth fighting for.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
476 · Mar 2017
BLACK MAGIC WOMEN
BLACK MAGIC WOMEN

The banks are wet
The air is cold
streams of memories
are everywhere I look,
where Dark Angel is prison in my mind,
I remember that cold September night
that given me so much fright
when Dark Angel taken me down that night,
His touch
His words I will always remember,
I still see from far away into a darken dream
the castle of Dark Angel
upon the tallest mountain,
I had ever seen,
everything was evergreen
woods of deep smelling pine
fair flowers all around the valley grounds,
but I also felt the great depression
that will overtake anyone’s souls,
I remember a time where the
Black Magic woman casting her evil spells
on all she could see, in clouding me,
spell of darken dreams
that cuts deep into your soul
she hangs on to your heart
and never wants to let it go
that is a part of her evil control,
while her puppets wherein mask
while they dance around
on broken glass;
Oh, how they would scream
Begging the Magic women to stop their pains,
Oh, how it made me scream
To see all these things in darken dreams,
The old dead sea was anger as it could be,
Storms are brewing;
Rain of tears are falling;
Frogs are hopping
Trees are swaying into the night,
Oh, how I held on for the ride
I hold on to my soul
but still a part of me let go,
things are getting so out of control
Dark Angel I cried
Why are you doing this to my life?
But he didn’t want to give me a sight
Into his darken eyes of his lies,
I know I will never find an honest soul
darkness is all they know
Dark Angel will give wonders of worries
throughout the days
for the rest life of life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls are spared
the expressions on the evil slaves face
they have much hate in their eyes,
Oh, the ships that are out on sea
started to sink like a disease
that is killing all that is in the way
of the angry storm,
I will never see the light of day
in them darken eyes,
I started crying with the storm
Dark Angels, rage is all over the place,
I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think,
I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to them anyways,
Oh, pale lips come to me
Your lips are rosy as they could ever be
give me a kiss
and I will let you taste death,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak
I must stay strong and meek
but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way to deep
I'm losing this fight for my own rights
Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams
476 · Nov 2016
Dark Angel Cry's
Dark Angel Cry's
deep into the night
hoping I will hear his pains
if you ever leave me
I could never allow that you see
you are my queen
you will only love me
So he looked deep within himself
and he started to scream
casting his angers out into every dream
I will win you back
this is a fact
it will be like an old heart attack
there'll be no more sunlight in your world
I have taken it all away from you
I given you a life of my pains
and we will always dance into September blues
This is the life I gave
I looked at Dark Angel with millions of tears
with anger in my heart
then I started to talk
saying to him is like morphine to me
that brings on darken  dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)
Darken Dreams
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