THE MIND IS POWERFUL
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 14:22 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful ,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms holds many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
too the very end of ones life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key of reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to ones soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Tale As Old As Time

Tale as old as time
you had touched my life
you showed me the way
when my life was in the gray
you taken away the pains of yesterdays,

You stay upon my mind
most of the time
friends come and go
and soon they grow old ,

But you stand so bold
your love never goes cold
you are the love of my life
but this was no surprise
all can see you are with me
your love shines so bright
deep into my eyes ,

You gave me a meaning
you gave me hope
you taken away the darkness
you did everything
No other could had ever done
you are my one and only ,

Your love is so true
you could never make me blue
Your love is ancient
A tale as old as time
I read your words day and night,

You are the way
you are the light
that shines on high
deep into the night
you are the fire
that keeps my spirit on high ,

I am so glad
and so very blessed
you are in my life
You are the tale as old as time
you are the love of my life .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

OLD WOUNDS

Old wounds cut deep
The passion did leave,
Which I once consumed,

When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me a lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

It’s like being in a heated-up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

BROKEN TIMES
Sun, 08/07/2016 - 11:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I stand alone
trying to be strong
while darkness makes a home
inside my mind is broken times
holding yesterdays fears
the pains are always near
cutting me deep in my sleep
in darken dreams
broken times are always on my mind.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

DARK HOLLOW

You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about are last fight,
Sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see no more wrong
To this same old sad song,

I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,

In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,

freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts up on the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so much fears
to all who comes near,

But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,

you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,

You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so much lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,

Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of home grown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,

I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

TEARS OF ME
Mon, 08/01/2016 - 13:44 -- Poetic Judy Emery
My tears is the blue prints of me,
the art of my inter beauty
that stains the autumn leaves
in darken dreams that makes
my heart bleed out like ink .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

I Found Me IN Darken Place

I cried last night why you was on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so much regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one it set my heart on run,
I am still young not read for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being a lone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am were I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012

THE ART OF MY PAINS


The art of my pains
is in the blood stain ink of me
while I write day and night
to give insight of me that bleeds
while the world reads ,

this is my own battle cry's
that are left in my mind
I see all the dead souls around me
while I dream my darken pains
of the days of rain that hasn't gone away,

I was born in a painful storm
the memories stayed with me
oh how the pains had cut me deep
the words that hurt made bigger storms
I hold my breath like I was dead
thinking it would all end ,

I now realize as I got older
you cannot fix anyone
that don't want the help
so why in the hell did this life paint me
and put me down into a devastated storm
the past has away to paint my life gray
this is the art of me that bleeds .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

THE TALK OF AN EVIL TOWN
Sat, 07/23/2016 - 14:39 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Rose dust upon the white snow
this is how my story goes ;
the ravens fly deep into the night sky
while the old sad moon cast its gloom
the black cats are prowling around
eating upon the rats of the town ,

As I was walking
I hard some talking
about how bad I am
holding a lamp around town
casting stone upon clowns
with witch bones in a bag of Jupiter dust ,

the church around this small hateful town
made a fire higher then the empire
casting rose dust and lust into dark spells
of a life of a living hell
a little old man rang the bell
while Dark Angel cast his spell
that had made everyone i'll ,

Now all that talk had left a mark
on everyone holding jealousy in their hearts for me
their eyes burn deep into the night
they blasphemed about everything
I stand around them all holding a lamp of fire
all my wrath of the past is coming back on you
that cast the stone of abuse in hallowed places
will be your faces in different places ,

Oh how the little town of the past laughed
but I never looked back
while the fools cast their stones
I walked away in beauty of the night
holding what is of the light  
of what is right in my own life .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Pillow Stains

In the dark my heart has depart
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time ,

my own reaction wrestles agents me
in a mirror of wanders
that brings on lots of thunders
pouring rain that holds the pains
that cut deep into the night
bring on more fright into my life
from early morning to dawn
my own pains that brings on more rain
leaves my pillow stained ,

Holding troubled thoughts of strain
my mind over time ;
wild storm made a evil hurricane
bring more pains in darken dreams
that makes the heart bleeds
the body weak shedding freckled sweat
while I sleep into darken dreams
that cut my heart deep ,

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

UNTIL THEN

Down, unable to get up,
cut deep makes me weep
drowning in my own pains
makes me feel so drained
like I am going insane ,

I have nothing to give
all I can do is to forgive
I don't know how
I'm going to make my way out
every time I try to be nice
I become broken like ice,

I made myself move along
that old cold bridge
I feel the chains heavy on me
darkness and wet
is where I was left for dead  ,

Prisoner in darken dreams
Oh, how this place
makes me scream
I feel locked away
while he holds the key,

inside my mind is a world of pain
memories that will make one
go into a nightmare
when I cry
no one cares to dry my eyes
this is hard times
that plays on my mind,

I can't afford to give up now
I gone this far like a star
with a broken heart
lost ,cut without a wish
things are getting tight
this is so unbelievable,

I got to find my way out
I need to be able to feel passion
Love and not overthink  
I need to breath and set my heart free
until then
I will stay cold numb .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Down By The Sea

Down by the sea thousands of kisses
has been given to me,
by he that loves me,
I told my lover to take our love slow
In spring, new beautiful leaves will be on trees
then we will see what love will bring
We were both young and foolish
when he sealed the sea without me
Your token of your love burns in my heart
never let this love depart from our hearts,
You can do whatever please you
but your letters now are not enough
I feel your loving touch in spring we
will never depart,
until our love is written in stars  
You have my heart.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984

Moved On

I told him to move on
don't wait for me,
I don't want you to,
He said I'll wait for you forever,
I can't ask you to do that,
be happy, live your life,
give your heart to someone else
So, they can give you there's,
I didn't love you the right way
So, that's probably fair,
He said there's only room for you,
I'll wait if I must
because your worth the wait,
as much as I want to believe him I can't,
there's no guarantee
that we'll be together again,
So, I can't tell you to wait,
that’s selfish of me,
move on with your life,
don't worry about me,
I'm still thinking of you just to let you know,
my heart still beats for you,
I love you,
I got to let you go,
one more thing
that question that you asked me,
did I think you were the one?
Yea I did,
like I said time will tell,
If it happens then it happens.
you know who you are.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

YESTERDAY'S PAINS
Sat, 07/23/2016 - 21:53 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I'm not going to Cry
Just because you
would like me to
you are my
yesterdays blues

Your not worth
all my Time
so you can get that
out of your evil head ,

I moved on without you
But when I am going to Cry
its going to be because
I'm  free from you .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

O BLACK BIRD
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 12:35 -- Poetic Judy Emery
O  BLACK  BIRD

Dreams of darkness comes the black birds
the birds of lies
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take your last breath
the black bird that stands around a hidden crowd
shadows that are dark and powerful,
O black bird you feel you are the graceful one
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage
water you will always crave
you will have a mirror of your ugliness
you will have to pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
o black bird look what you have done
you whispered lies to keep other birds on your side
your secrets are deadly full with fears
but soon that too will despair from our atmosphere
you o black bird will soon be caught
you will never be free from darken dreams,

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)

YOUR WORDS
Thu, 08/11/2016 - 13:17 -- Poetic Judy Emery
It has been yesterdays pains
but it all feels the same ;
I can still hear your words
eating away at my heart ,
you loved to abuse and use
you had always been aggressive man,

But to others you show a different kind
you act so nice to all your friends
but when that door shuts for the night
oh how you love to beat me down
you turn the music up really loud ,

Your anger blazed into are bedroom
you start you blame game
then the name calling
then the abuse
you belittled me way to long
even though I moved on
you are always with me playing in my mind.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

I don't want a fairy tale Love
I want what is real
but until that day
I will write my heart away .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The art of what one write
is the ink of what you bleed .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery(c)

RAIN STORM
Thu, 07/28/2016 - 14:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Time goes by so fast
when Love is in your Life
But when Love dies
Oh, the pain of a Rain Storm
that brings on the rain of Yesterdays .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

OLD DESIRES
Fri, 08/26/2016 - 13:57 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there was no sad tears ,

I had written you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burn the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desire
made long lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

My Words

My words
My thoughts
My poor bleeding heart
I write down my own pain
in my blood stain ink
for all to read what it is I bleed,

Life and Death we all do face
memories and agony's
comes to me in darken dreams
winter winds calling at me again
rains and storms
wrap around my mind over time,

Body and flesh made a bed
bones and ashes broke the glass
of my beaten down past
the windows of my life
cut me deep with a knife ,

Words and sound
kept me bond
clowns and crowns left the town
while they where all dancing around
looking to be found ,

My mind roamed around
my heart wasn't found
cold and abused because of you
this world of darkness is a big mess  
darkness holds the voice of lies ,

Old memories cut deep
that made darken dreams
all about he and I of all times
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LIES

Oh, I'd seen the sea in many ways
I heard so many lies coming from he
darkness is a playground
for the lost and never found,

Lies is in his eyes
Lies is in his soul
Lies is all he knows
I'd seen better days
but that was sometime ago ,

Dying is the place of grace
dying is to rest your head
dying is the grave
that holds your name
its the history of who you are,

Life was slow and sad
but Dark Angel was always glad
when someone was made
I was crying alone
but again this is his darken throne,

He is the angel of all lies
He loves to make me scream
and give me a life of darken dreams
He loves to tell me stories
that will make me weep,

Dark Angel is so mean
I watch the sea turn red
I seen so many painful things
but most of all
I would hear the lies of the dark side.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Yesterday’s Pains

Oh, let it rain
I will dance in my darkest days
just to let the rain fall upon me
to wash away the pains of Yesterdays.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

I AM WHO I AM
Fri, 08/12/2016 - 12:04 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I am a white girl
that is who I am
I never try to be anyone else
I feel we are all the same in many ways
it doesn't matter what the color of the skin ,
we all breath and sleep
and we bleed the same .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

THE TALK OF AN EVIL TOWN


Rose dust upon the white snow
this is how my story goes ;
the ravens fly deep into the night sky
while the old sad moon cast its gloom
the black cats are prowling around
eating upon the rats of the town ,

As I was walking
I hard some talking
about how bad I am
holding a lamp around town
casting stone upon clowns
with witch bones in a bag of Jupiter dust ,

the church around this small hateful town
made a fire higher then the empire
casting rose dust and lust into dark spells
of a life of a living hell
a little old man rang the bell
while Dark Angel cast his spell
that had made everyone i'll ,

Now all that talk had left a mark
on everyone holding jealousy in their hearts for me
their eyes burn deep into the night
they blasphemed about everything
I stand around them all holding a lamp of fire
all my wrath of the past is coming back on you
that cast the stone of abuse in hallowed places
will be your faces in different places ,

Oh how the little town of the past laughed
but I never looked back
while the fools cast their stones
I walked away in beauty of the night
holding what is of the light  
of what is right in my own life .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Oh, let it rain

I will dance in my darkest days

just to let the rain fall down upon me

to wash away the pains of Yesterdays .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

MY LOVE

My Love,
I will allow time to heal
my own broken heart ,
I will speak and write out my heart
to a world of lovers pains ,

I will not look down that road
we once walked ;
My love,
what we had is now written
with words of forgiven ,

In a noble way
I had to walk away ;
that is the law of the land
that holds all commands
when love is lost
love will be found
on its own solid grounds ,

My Love,
we are no longer
but my heart has grown founder
like a ragging thunder
in a storm of pain
that yet hasn't gone away ,

I shall stand like a queen
without my king;
I will write out my heart
like a true poetess
we became history for all to read,

My Love,
You was always my king
when your love was true
all I can say now
is I forgive you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Without Imagination
Without leaps and imagination
we are really nothing.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Unknown

I'm tired of dreaming and empty promises  
I think I shall never see brighter days;
I'm through with trying.
I am so tired of your lying
and your cheating ways,

The moon that once shined
in my eyes, have died
In the darkness you give,

I'm tired of living, yet scared of dying.
crying is my friend
when our love did a worldwide,  
maybe things are crazy,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.

against the earth sweet flowing of love
of long ago you once held my soul,
I bet you think that it's been fun
sending my heart on the run,
you never thought I'd turn away.

you never believed you'd see this day.
a tree that looks up at heaven all day,
and lifts her leafy arms to pray
leaving behind all I know
changing it all as I must go,

and grow like the tree that its roots dig deep,
faint hands will row your outward appearance,
But the inwards will grow with faith of love,  
Knowledge of love open my eyes,
I left behind the love of my life,  

that killed my heart with the heat of the night,
let me live, unseen, unknown;
let me die with love in my heart for Jehovah God,
let me live the way of faith without hate ,
winter fire is now a summer desire.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

PAINS OF RAINS

Belied is what I hide behind my eyes
or my own inner sensitivities ;
Trapped is I
Oh, how I do cry most of the time
trying to get you off my mind ,
You caged me up like a bird
you had taken my freedom from me
and locked me away in darken dreams
you had never been easy on me
even the sea agrees with me ,

Oh , lonely moon I see you
hanging so low with no hope ;
I understand so clearly
I am feeling your pains
waiting to be set free
from darken dreams of he ,

Oh, look at me :
I am so lost in the dark
of the unknown places
looked down on from all enemies
they just love to see me bleed out like the sea
they always have something bad to say
they twisted my words and make so many lies,

Oh, you Dark Angel hold the key
of me that makes me weep ;
Who would ever believe you was with me
Others had always looked down on you
but when it comes to me
I was always the beauty you craved
so you needed me to be broken
left out to bleed like you
just to feel all your hurt and pains others gave
You given me your world of darkness
in pains of rains that don't go away .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

ONLY YOU
Thu, 08/25/2016 - 16:08 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I'm crying deep within
were no one can hear me
but you do .
I'm wounded in so many ways
but only you can feel all my pains
only you can hear my voice
when I cry out in so many ways ,
When my teardrops fall
and they do fall hard
you are the only one
that can hear them fall
I know I had always tried to be strong
to those who are around me that are weak
I always pray to you
to find the right words to help them find comfort
But when my day's are over
and the night comes in like a storm
pushing at all my emotions
no matter what I do
to try to stop the rain
more pains come my way
each tear that I let fall from my eyes
they all have a name
that had given me much pain
I cry and I pray for better days
those life time cuts are very deep
But only You could every know this
only you could ever love me through it
when my heart bleeds on out
you give me rain showers
to wash me clean so I could help another
to find their way out of a darken place .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

Tonight, It Rains

Tonight on the rainy street  
I saw a man looking at me,
love strive nor weep is what  
he said to me,
love only sleep when we dream
what is so wild as words can be,
I and thou in debate,  
as a bird without a nest ,
see the creature stalking
while we speak,
that is me watching you in my head
Is what the man said;
Hush and hide the talking of the night,
It's been too many nights of being without
love in my life,
Two years had been too long when you  
told me to move on,
I started to walk away as he told me to stay  
hear what he had to say,
with a charm be a man of old the one to hold  
the one who gives his soul to the love he craves  
with his arms he takes hold
and won’t let me go,
The rain is coming down why he is holding me  
down to the grown,
teach me please
what makes you run from me,
I will speak thy speech of love,
laying flesh sweet to my spirit in the hands.
must a little weep, Love, (Foolish me!)
so, fall asleep,
my Love with me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004