Old wounds cut deep
When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are being told
but mine stayed buried deep within .
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me a lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurts so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

Its like being in a heated up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I MUST HAD WRITTEN THOUSANDS OF TIMES
Fri, 08/26/2016 - 03:28 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I had to write out
some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would had read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,

while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and I,

while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all my famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to Stop me from writing you,

They even go as fare as trying to be me
but all knows who's words are writing
who's pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my blood stain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,

At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end ,

Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only known what I truly feel inside my mind
in side my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

YESTERDAY'S PAINS
Fri, 08/26/2016 - 11:19 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Look at the autumn leaves fall
while I'm standing hear where
you had left me sometime ago
I some how stayed lost in that year
while the tears had fallen down
like autumn leaves .....

I have so many memories of you
I can still see your angry eyes on me
looking deep within mine
I try so hard to see by any chance
you was sorry
for the pains you had given me
all the lies you told me ,

But I couldn't see anything
all I seen is the evil you was out to play
you kept that look on your face
Oh, how did I ever let you in my poor heart
I know I couldn't had ever love'd you
but some how I do
You are my beast of all times ,

You are my yesterday's pains
that don't want to go away
as if you had cast your spell
to keep my life in your Hell
Did that ring your Bell ?
I do hope you feel every bit of my pains
I want to move on
I pray night and day
for all my yesterday's pains to be lifted from me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

The Clown Of The Town

He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frown
that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep,

He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about
what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,

His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
every time he walks around
everyone makes a fuse over the way he looks
the way he dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,

His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,

When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
despite all he has been through,

He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free
Where he can breathe, and start living again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

THOSE WHO DREAM
Wed, 08/10/2016 - 21:03 -- Poetic Judy Emery
If you only knew what pains
I have been through in life
just maybe you would understand
but by the expression upon your face
I can see your not listening to me ,

I see the anger moving along your eyes
and the demons running through your veins
you don't care about my pains
you love to give me blame and more shame
you bring on the rain ,

you sink into the shadows of my mind
another time in my life;
you are life a thief that sinks into the night
just to bring on more fright ;
you don't play nice
you sink into the minds of those who dreams
you love to make them scream ,

in the back of my mind
I see the signs of all your lies
deep into your eyes
you cry out in anger
making thunder all over the land
deep into a painful sky
casting evil all over the sea of darken dreams .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)