Sitting alone near my home
looking out across the bay
while the moonlight dance
off the water like a dream,
stones of words had fell
into my thoughts that provoked
many emotions;
I cry out many times saying
I must make an end to this pain
an end to memories,
I must make my heart and mind
string as stone;
but then looking at the perfect
midnight sky it takes me back
to a place I once loved so much,
Moonbeams with gentle glow
that takes my soul back to where
Love once was;
memories are cast among the sea
dark shadows of the shoreline
holds the stories of you and me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I had been put to the test
I truly fought the fight
to do what was right
time after time
I found myself
in another dream
I couldn't rewind a thing
when it comes to darken dreams
Oh, how Dark Angel makes me scream
I look into the future
in a mirror of my room
I could see Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me
beyond his eyes are a ***** side
of another kind
A place I haven't seen before
where Life is so unfair
I see the poor everywhere
hungry eyes in a place of death
Oh, how this pain taken my breath
dry air everywhere
Don't cry a voice out of the night
telling me it will all be alright
just keep your faith
this is the way
you are being tested
you are being broken
but in the end
you will kiss the pains away
so hold on to your faith
that is when I open my eyes
to a brighter day.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Our Love Shines Like A Diamond
In the night
your Love shine bright like a diamond
Whose herds with milk
whose fields with bread
with the sight of Your light that
shines so bright
Your Love shines a cross the
Mediterranean Sea with summers breeze
the moon glistens over the sea
I choose to be happy and that is when
I found you in June
with you in my life I am on high
You and I this Love will always shine
We're like diamonds in the midnight sky
flying on high for others too see
what true Love brings
too see we are running free
The knowledge I see in your eyes is an ample
Your Love holds me keeps me clean
You're a shooting star of ecstasy
that runs right into me
you are that star that my heart needs
When you hold me
my world starts to comes alive
for the first time
You given me a reason to keep on living
We're like diamonds in the sky
sing our Love on high
in that big beautiful sky
Your Love to me is like one of a kind
You light my heart like a burning star
beaming from far right to my heart
in the night sky we will fly
Your Love is like a dream
A dream that came true
In times of my Life it was hard to find
Mr Right
Your Life
your love takes me places I never been
I never seen or been only in dreams
Your Love is the applause to my heart
I knew that we'd become one
right from the start
I felt the energy of your words
lite of my soul like the sun rays
I saw my life changing
when you came in it
inside your eyes I seen me
The knowledge You given me
given me strength to believe in Love
  Your Love shot a spark right in my heart
like a blaze that hit so deep within me
This Love is beautiful
It's like diamonds in the sky
Singing love song on high
just for you and I
You are the noble one of my heart
I was froze lost at sea but you saved me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Angel Cry's
deep into the night
hoping I will hear his pains
if you ever leave me
I could never allow that you see
you are my queen
you will only love me
So he looked deep within himself
and he started to scream
casting his angers out into every dream
I will win you back
this is a fact
it will be like an old heart attack
there'll be no more sunlight in your world
I have taken it all away from you
I given you a life of my pains
and we will always dance into September blues
This is the life I gave
I looked at Dark Angel with millions of tears
with anger in my heart
then I started to talk
saying to him is like morphine to me
that brings on darken  dreams.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

You are always on the edge of my mind
most of the time
I walk around in a daze
as if I had a spell cast upon me
I could feel your coldness
every where I go
you are on the edge of me
you play with my mind
you tell me lies all the time
just to keep me confused about you
My love you say
my love you are my way
I hear your voice night and day
when it comes to you I can not fight  
I hold my pillow hoping it would  
come to an end
I can't help myself
I am always thinking about you
every time when I go to my bed
I can remember your touch
I have tried with all my might
to get You off my mind
this is a fight deep within
you test me most of the time
just to see what is on my mind
I close my eyes and all I see you  
Oh ,this is making me so blue  
Because I know I cannot win
I hold you in my mind
but in my heart
I don't
You are so faraway
I cry each and  every day
just wishing I was free
What must my poor heart to do
to keep me away from you
I try to block my ears
from hearing you
but that is something
I could never do
no matter how I try
you are always on my mind
you call me out by name
even in my darken dreams
I start to scream
hoping you would leave
I sat at the edge of my bed
I start to pray for your voice to end
when I got trough crying
I started feeling like I was dying
I looked out my window
wishing you was doing the same
I started calling out your name
in a way of love
but how could that be
When I put myself back into bed
I gone to sleep to a darken dream
when morning made its way
everything was like a dream
You was stand right by me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams ,
You told me its not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel you can never give me back
what you had taken from me ,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him in deed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see .
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

What happen to the people
that made you cry ?
Because they aren't around
when you make me cry
I know there aren't many things
that can cut you deep
this I can see
someone had taken your heart
but has never truly set you free
look at what you are doing to me
you are given me the pains
that someone else gave
When you hurt me
you make me feel I'm going to die
oh, Why do you like to see me bleed?
Why do you cut me deep?
You are no so long gone
but deep within me
you are steel strong
you truly never left
you gave me the pains of your past
you broken me down like glass.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

When I look into your eyes
it is like I am looking in stain glass
seeing a fire burning on high
we'll you hold restrain from me
I can see the pains you hold
but you stand so bold
just to tell me you have love for me
that I am your queen
but I cried out how can that be
you don't even know me
and this is what he told me
I cast pain upon all who see's you
because I will never let another have you
or love you
You will always be my everything
when Dark Angel taken me down
he looked deep into my crying eyes
I will always be your only one
I am your king of darkness
the one you will always miss
I had cast my spells upon on your head
you will never forget
this cold September night
Dark Angel would tell me his stories
and tell me so many lies
just to keep me on your side
Don't you see what you are doing to me?
you are cutting me way too deep
I am starting to feel I can no longer breath
you are taking life out of me
I know nothing last forever
this is something you tell me most of the time
but when I look into your eyes
I see stain glass of blood running into the sea
I start to cry because that is my life
you handed down to me
in darken dreams
I know deep within my heart
people do change
Why don't you give it a try
then I told him over and over
I could never love a man like you
that would be so hard for me to love someone
when he isn't free to love me back
the way I need him too
your heart is so cold
I 'm starting to think that is all you know
is a life of darkness
So I hold a candle up on high
into that cold September sky
oh did it rain with no end to the pain
this old candle has your name
I tell myself don't feel a shame
because I know I am not the blame
of yesterdays pains
Oh, why September rains
keep the memories a flowing
If we only had taken some time
you could see I had never lied
but now I set out in that cold September rains
crying out so much pains
I try to rest my head upon my bed
but when I fall into a deep sleep
I will see you
what is my poor heart to do
when I still Love You?

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Extraordinary
You are so extraordinary to me  
With so much love you bring:
I know you was sent to me from heaven above,
You hold the key to my heart with lots of sparks  
from the start ,
I have tears in my eye's that fall from heaven  
Healing the pain of bittersweet memories ,
Wash me clean in tranquil melodies of morning rain
Of you am me how extraordinary
you are to me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Don't Love You Yes I Do
I Don't Love You
Yes I Do
I don't love you
except because I love you
I measure every grief
to every gift you ever given me
could this heart
love a man like you
I go from loving
to not loving you
Sometimes my poor heart
keep's crying for you  
like some sad love song
that keeps me holding on to the blues
like an old Flu
I know I don't love you
but then I get confused
thinking I do
from waiting
to not waiting for you
is as sad as that old lonely song
that keeps playing on
Thing you have me to do
Shame on you
my heart moves from cold to fire
like the air of midnight
Sometimes when I watch you sleep
I often think
are you dreaming of me
that is something that makes me hurt
because I shouldn't have to wonder
if you love me or not
or if your dreaming of me
I love you
only because you ask me to
but in my heart
I don't know if you hold that spark
You are the one
I did say I do to
I hate you deeply
but hating you is making me sick
you keep coming back to me
in darken dreams
Oh, how you make me scream
You tell me to say the words
that hurts me deep
The words of Love that could never be
why I am so sick
you tell me over and over
Love is all about Pain
because my love for you  
Make me crazy you say
things I don't mean to say
You get me to say them more
the measure of changing
Your words are making hast
making me live in constant pains
that brings on rain
But you say this is love
Maybe January will see the Lights of the city
they will look so pretty
light we can take another walk
to show you I have a heart
Dark Angel takes me in his arms
asking me to call out his name
Over and Over
I would call out
Dark Angel,
In the Park of Paris
My heart wants to break
but it is already broken
''No,'' I don't Love you
yes I do because you tell me too
But only In this story
things always change in darken dreams
I am the one
who cannot live without the Light
for what is right in God eyes
but I know I am not alone
God is with me
this is my testing  
I will die for my true Love
but not the Love of Pain
that brings on the Rain .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I ONCE KNOWN LOVE
I once known Love, but that was
sometime ago, before love turn cold
only in spring, the Light was with me
but now all that made,
a bad turn there is no longer
a true word while he left me hurt,
while he is out doing his ***** work
all the ravens making a haven
upon orchard trees,
eating up all they can see
at the dead of the night
Dark Angel makes fright
dancing around in darken dreams
to make all scream for peace.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sinking Deeper
I sink into my cold empty bed at night
anchored down with guilt and pains
tossing and turn from all the memories
that burn in my head
he proud all his hatred onto me
he tells me I had earned it
I put a pillow over my head
hoping I wouldn't hear a thing
but my conscience buried deep beneath
my heart stuck in a skeleton of lies
my eyes can’t see happiness it is so far out of reach
I would hear his voice telling me
You can only get so far with no one by your side
A dark storm lies ahead with his words of lies
Oh, how I cry just wishing he would get out of my mind
You can never take back the seed you sowed
the cards you dealt on this long and lonely road
This dark throne is a place of sad and loneliness
pains of desire that sets the heart on fire
tainted lust that turns to dust
in a flame of shame
nothing to gain
only the rain.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Running from reality
running is a game  
of hide and seek  
you can pick an name
it's a name you can't keep
Run , run as fast as you can
before true reality starts
to make it's way in
in my true reality
as time pass me on by
what I had been running from all this time
just to find I had been running from myself
True reality became my true friend .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

You say love me

but then why am I always in pain ?

When you tell me you love me

I know it is all a game

you're so lame

I know you can be good

if you truly want to

but that is not you

you love to see me blue  

I know I need to get past you .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Memories
everyone tell's me
it is time to move on  
let this pain slip away  
it is not as easy as they think  
Your memories are deep
lost within me  
I see your face night and day  
your words are playing all the time  
over and over in my mind on over time
others had told me
with time your wounds
will heal with time  
I must say this I will not believe
I have been cut deep
his words  are always on my mind
even in a heated rush
One day I must tell about my pain  
it will not be on this day or any day soon
When I can call out
his name and tell my story
you don't see me without pain  
then you will know my heart healed  
right now this pain is like a wedding day
with so much rain of my memories of you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Hours
Dark nights with the hunger of your touch
shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fad
the masterpiece of long days
had made it's way
back to stab at my heart another time
hours go on and on with out
love without your touch
time just stretches on with the sound of rain
a darken life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults
playing on hearts ignoring
false pretense
sad days swaying at my heart again
my thoughts are cold all alone in this world
oozing away in lost dreams
of what could be lost in darkness
bruising argument all over again .

Darken Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Saying Goodbye To Love
another night closes in,and I feel so
lonely touching heart freezing on my
skin,
everyone says that love don't hurt
but that not true.Because I'm black
and blue over you,
I'm talking to myself on this lonely
road ,I'm starting to feel old,
sometimes I'd like to quit ,nothing
seems to fit,
loneliness made it's way and my life
feels so cold with no love of any kind,,
I cry in the night hanging around all
the places we use to go,
roller coaster Of the up's and down
Of a lie that he call love and I feel like
Ice ,why he is going on with his life,
while I walk around like some lost clown
I really need you tonight,
once upon a time
You was my love for life
all I have now
is an empty heart running in
the dark,I'm falling apart
I say good bye to love
there are no tomorrows
for this heart of mine
surely with time
will lose these bitter memories
where I can get on with my life .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

My Master Takes Hold
Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His word's are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle with out a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel they cry out is a death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like an razor  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Mowing Field
I go up through the mowing field
while my poor heart reviles
it's old passions of long ago
the headless aftermath of the beating past
keeps hanging around like a necklace around my nick
the pain hovers over me like the clouds of gray
half closes is the garden path where you lay
I come to the garden ground
of sober birds sing
while my poor heartaches
I kneel down to pray
but my words was hard for me to say
Oh how much I love you
I do hope you known it
I do hope I gave my all to you
my tears I couldn't hold back
they came down like rain
On the ground the leaves
lingered with the breeze
sweeping them away softly  
I end not far from my going forth
to pick up the faded blue rose
of long ago I have given to you on Your grave
Oh ,how my poor heartaches for you
I just hang on to your love I once known
I walk away with no more words I could say
But to put another in the other ones place
With a word I will always love you .

Poetic Lilly Judy  Emery (c

Broken down
that will never be found
lost into darken dreams
is where you put me
I dwell in your pains
you play on my mind
night and day
you try to make me go insane
you give me all your blames
Oh, how you make me cry
deep into the night
you had broken my wings
so I could never fly
so I would never leave your side
I live in darken dreams
broken is how you left me
alone ,empty and cold
you left me out to bleed
my words I write for others to read
in my own blood stain Ink
you broken my wings
you taken almost everything
I had left in me
but you could never take the light
from my eyes no matter how you try
broken is me in darken dreams .


Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)

What I Hide Within
When I am tiered with no words
I find my mind going back to once
Where I was sad and lonely a place
I dreaded to ever see again
Having nobody to comfort me in my sad
state of mind I wore a mask that always smiled
To hide my feelings behind a lie
I was cut so deep my pain was all over the place
I almost could hide it no longer
Before long I had many friends telling me you
Don't need a man like that so hateful and curl
With my mask on I was one of them
deep inside I was dying
crying for this pain to end
I still felt empty cold with no love to hold
I was missing a part of me of long ago
Nobody could hear my cries
at night I was good at hiding
what it was I was feeling at the time
I designed my mask to hide
the lies of the world I'm doing
fine with a drink in my hand
and a dance on the way
With ever guy I meet
with a smile on my face
Nobody could see the pain
I was feeling deep within me
For I designed my mask to be
laughing and having the
Time of my life Oh how I lied
Behind all the smiles were the tears
of my pains missing you
And behind all the comfort
were the fears of my loneliness
All the blues of coldness
I hold in my soul a love I couldn't
let go why he was out having a life
Everything you think you see
about me is all a lie
Day by day night by night
I hold you in my heart why you
been cutting me apart
I was slowly dying
with every word you had very told
I couldn't go on much longer
There was something missing
So I started reaching for the drink
that everyone had told me
that would **** all things
But look at me now
I'm still searching for where love was good
the thing that'll stop my crying stop my pains
For someone who'll erase my fears
For the person who'll wipe my tears
I had to look at myself and see
the real me that was dying within  myself
With that drink in my hand
I looked in the mirror
that is when I started crying out
so loud it was like thunder
hitting the grown
The rain kept coming down
the drink I put down  
With time I found myself
  loving what I see
all my pains I was holding deep within
is no longer cutting at me
I smile and it isn't fake
I choose to let it all go
and to start loving me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Know He Loves Me
Dark Angel needs to forget me
he would come to me in darken dreams
just to make me scream
he would tell me he loves
But I say to him
If you love me then let me go
This pain of darkness I could live without
then his anger starts to get out of hand
making all kinds of commands
so I take my stand
and I fight for the Light for what is right
in my own Life
that is when he say the old confusing words,
I love you more than you will ever know
this old life is nothing but a show
we looked at each other standing in the snow
sometime ago without control
But Dark Angel looked deep within my eyes
he could see he is no longer there,
But than he ask why are you so sad ?
Why do you act as if you are mad?
If I am no longer with you in your heart
that is when I cried out say
I  feel you everywhere I go
I need you to let me go
because this is the end of your show,
I can  feel his eyes on me as I walk away
in his Big old clouds of gray
I know he loves me
because he always tells me
But  if he truly loved me
why does his love have to hurt so much ?
He loves to play mind  games
most of the time
just to keep anyone on his side
this darkness he knows is not the way to go
but he loves to control any souls
that is how his game rolls ,
He tells me to look deep into his evil eyes
and I will find his darkness
his love he has for me
but all of this is nothing but darken dreams
even when it feels so real ,
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I meet him
now all I do is cry
because all I want is him out of my life
I  try so hard to forget him
but for some reason I can't
like if he has a spell on me to keep me ,
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
Dark Angel ,casting his darkness in my sleep
he is giving me his darken dreams
he is always moving like the sea around me
he change like the season
among autumn leaves
where rose dust ashes are cast around
on dark wet grounds ,
Darkness is all I can see
Why my poor heart bleeds out on sea
my body is going  numb
while life is being ****** out of me
My winter are always colder
but I do stand up bolder
my summers are all gone
like and old sad song ,
I know he loves me
because he always tells me
When he takes hold of my arms
and squeeze them very painfully
just to make me cry
he loves to bite my lips
just to make me scream ,
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he loves me
more then I will ever know
This I do know
Oh how my world has grown cold ,
I see him wherever I go
his words are like a mystery song
it will be written in history
for all to read about the darkness
he given to me in darken dreams
Will anyone ever miss me ?
while  yesterdays are moved along
will anyone remember me ?
I cried today but I keep a smile on my face,
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling me
he had taken away all my happiness from me
he gave me all his loneliness
he gave me love to make my life worth while
only just for a little while
he can play his games on me
he takes my hand  and gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so ,
Do you see all the things he have given me
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
I know he loves me
because he told me I am his world .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Kisses Of His Love
Lets strip away everything we have
Tonight theirs nothing getting in our way
of the a take of what dark love gives
The ties that bind, the wheres and whys
Take off and leave them all outside
Dark Kisses on my wet body
Dark Love of lies all over my mind
me in the dark rolling me through the night
Strong hold Dark Angel has on me
He holds me down like he'll never let me go
Hit me with his darken kisses
cuts me with his words that hurt
When his eyes met mine all I see is black diamonds
in his eyes looking back into mine
his heart is cold as ice
but he thinks that is just fine
Until the morning light of a darken sun comes
When he kisses me it talk to my soul
He Kiss me in the dark and he leaves his mark
Without a single a word he takes me down
He reveal everything with just one touch
Kiss me slowly in the twilight
touch me where love feels it's own wetness
Roll me down in your big strong arms
through the night with the sounds of raven cry's .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Angel ,loves to drink on his whisky
he gets ***** and very needy
he looks down into the sea
he didn't like what he seen
His anger started rising deep within him
he knows he is a ugly beast ,
He ask him self
how could Moonlight
ever love someone like me
So he cast another spell
that would give her more hell ,
she will have many dreams of he
She will only be able to call him
Dark Angel ,that is a command
Moonlight tries so hard
to never give in to his hunger,
but the more angry he gets
the thunder hits harder
the rain pours down in showers
gravity of the night pulls down
the crying moon in late June ,
Silence cracks
into Moonlights mind
she knows this cold voice
from long ago
Moonlight ! come to me
let me be you king .

Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)

Oh, tossing sea
you get the best out of me
you are the treasure of darken dreams
Oh, gloom velvet moon
I could never forget you
Oh, crying wind
you are my true friend .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moonlight with mistress eyes
that holds time
in Dark Angels mind
she is the goddess
she is the beauty
with rose colored lips
that Dark Angel hungers to kiss
her heart is full of love
to the one she calls true Love
the God of all things
that gives light in her eyes
the visions to see beyond her dreams
she walks in true elegance
she holds her head up high
for all to see
Moonlight has mistress eyes
but hear heart is never cold
she is a rare delight
in Dark Angels eyes
she can move him like the sea
even in his wild darken dreams
Oh, he is always mean
just to keep her weak
she knows she is only to be tested
for a little while longer
she walks in true beauty
she is an ancient Goddess
even down to this very day
she holds the light in her eyes
that Dark Angel would like to take away .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moonlight
the ancient goddess
of all times  
she sang beyond her pains
she is a genius of all beauty
her voices is so soft
yet strong
she keeps the storms calm
the waters that are underneath
her feet are as beautiful
like you even seen
the wind blows softly
in summers breeze
like true fluttering of a butterfly
holding emotions to her voice
with true understanding
to all who dreams
Moonlight is the dreamers Queen .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Embrace the night
you drunken moon
your reflection shines
deep into the night
while the lonely wind cries
while the old ship
sail through out the storms
while you look so gloom
Oh, drunken moon
look at what you shone
upon the sea as it bleeds
into darken dreams
in the tingles of the night
Dark Angel wants to fight
just to give fright
another time
on the sleepers minds
Lies are being told
the body is getting cold
Oh, how is words are being told
while Dark Angel stands bold
while the story is being told
as the old drunken moon
hangs on gloom
casting its shine on painful times
that echoes in the minds
the earth is in thickness
of fog of bitterness
to keep the dreamers trapped
I am lost in unearthliness
of a time of Ancient pride
that salted up the sea  
tears will fall
while the drunken moon
hangs in doom .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Hello from the other side
can't you hear my cry's
I could always hear your words
echoing in the back of my mind
playing over time
I am in a storm of another time
my emotions
are trapping me back to you
Oh, how I feel so confused
The valleys are withered and wet
the sea is singing its hues
that takes me back to you
Hello can you hear me
do you see me
I am crying out to you
the autumn winds
are playing lullaby's
while the leaves fall over me
while I sleep
have all those darken dreams
that makes me scream out your name
I am drowning in the pains
of yesterdays memories of you .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

SHATTERED
I feel this pain
that carries on within me
I have been wounded
the cuts are deep
I feel I could no longer breath
my mind is racing
I am pacing the ground
Oh, how the rain is coming down
my heart is breaking
I'm Shattered like glass
there is no way of putting me back
my tears are flowing like rain
Oh, how I feel the pains
the memories are making a home
that keeps taking me back to that day
when you had passed away
they say till will heal
But I still feel the same
as I did on that hurtful night
my life will never be the same
I am Shattered
I am missing you
I love you mom
I feel I couldn't live without you.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
2-9-016 The Night My Mother had gone to her resting place.

Come on into my world
tell me what it is you feel
do you feel the rain
Oh, do you feel the pain
is your mind at its end
do you feel the cuts
that are marking up your gusts
Come ,come follow me
where you can have
a world of darken dreams
that will make you always scream .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Into the woods Dark Angel go's
tumbling over anything
that is in his way
just look at the old grey leaves
fall along that sad path he makes
nothing could stand in his way
unless you have true Love and Faith
struggling times are always hear
in darken dreams of all things
that winter brings
Dark Angel has a battle to win
but that battle is deep within himself
a darken forbidden place
no one in their right mind
would never want to open that door
to ever see what he holds in his soul
trembling times keep the rain coming down
the cries has broken the glass
of a nasty darken past
that seems to keep coming back .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Fairy Tale Love
Into the sea of darken dreams
a master went in
cleansing up whatever it sees
but something keeps holding me down
in lies of a fairy tale Love.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me
You plagiarized me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Still the rain do fall
behind this cold grey wall
down the hall
where life is cut off
darken dreams is a world of its own
its a agonizing place of ones mind
that works over time
when lost love left you in pain
Oh, the pain he gave me
cut me deeper then life
he never played nice
life seemed to stay on pulse
behind that cold grey wall
down the hall
where you left me another time
just to bleed out like Ink
have mercy on me please
this I do scream
Oh, there was a speed of wild breeze
coming over to me
just to bring on the rain of more pain
what does this all mean for me
why could you never love me
my mind is astonished
your words are so bruited in graved
holding shadows of another time
in the back of my mind
Oh, tireless heart
we need to depart
Oh, apple ashes graves
where the autumn leaves do fall
behind this old aging wall .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Winter is always waiting
promises are always broken
Love is like a token
tossed into the pound
while another heart bleeds
winter songs
are always playing along
in a darken storm .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love has a voice
but pain has many tears
Darkness holds a life time of fears
Love sends its greetings
in the summer sun
that shines deep within
Love is the Key
that opens the door
of lovers hearts
love dreams
where dancing
is around the raindrops that fall
just like the autumn leaves
when Love is no longer
you will fall into darken dreams
that will cut you deep
Love has a voice
but it is up to you
to hear what Love is saying.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

TURNED
Oh, I want to turn
but I know not too
I want to dance
in a life of romance
among the rain
but all I got was the pains
Oh, how my mind
keeps playing back to those
sad lonely days
I know not to turn
while the cold autumn wind blow
I turned
You had been standing there tall
You taken me in your heart
we turned
we dance among the rain
we dance in a life time of romance
that has roved the pains
of those sad lonely days
Oh, We turned for Love
Turned I 'm glad we did.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Hold fast
let go of the past
cast your spell
in a world of Hell
dream for dreams
you tell me
what it is you think
just maybe will will all
scream in darken dreams
that always haunt me
Life and Death
is a place to lose ones head
and the other is to rest
to hold no more cries of
those winter nights
Broken wings
are apart of me
Dark Angel has taken
almost everything from me
but only in dreams
ravens do fly deep into the night
But not this time
Hold fast
to your broken Past
because Life is a Battlefield
but darken dreams
is a frozen state of mind
a place of darkness
coldness and pains of rains
a war that has no end.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Every eyes want to see me cry
they even act as they
would love to see me die
they wobble around
on the sandy ground like snakes
they hold hate in their eyes
I could never let them on my side
walking with me in Life
I show them all
that I am not afraid
to face them at their game
it is like a tidal wave of pains
that will soon go away
it will be a battle I will win
But until then
I will write out my pains
in my own blood stain Ink
for all to read about me
what makes my heart bleed
comfort comes to me
like rushing water
that moves my emotions
like fireworks to art up the sky
for ever Love on my side
but in this world
all I have is the pains
and my own blood stain Ink .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love isn't about Beauty
It's not about Control
or Lust
Love is something
that happens on its own
Love is a gift
from heaven above
for two souls
to become one .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

When I close my eyes
all I see is you
near the waves that crashes
upon the blanks
pebble stones are tossing about
rolling notes of long ago
deep within my soul
Oh, my love
how could I ever let you go
your love is all I know
my mind has mesmerized
all your words
you had ever told
oh, if you could had only known
you are my everything
even in all my dreams
Oh, my love
when I close my eyes
you are all I see
holding on to me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Freshly lit candle in my room
thoughts of Light
made me sigh
I looked at the candle flame
Oh, how it brought back the pain
I know not what is taken place
when it comes to my faith
I had lost my way
I looked at Brutus
while he pours my tea
I could see his face
turn wry over me
he question me if I was okay
I feel awful Brutus
but that is every day
I watch the autumn leaves fall
out side my window
the air is cold
the scent of death is in the breeze
but in my room
the candle gives a sweet calming scent
the wind moans for years
but now it became music to my ears
ravens fly deep into the night
where summer was always broken
and darken dreams became a token
where words of pain are always spoken
winter is always near
bring on sadness and fear
Dark Angel holds so dear
shimmering thunder makes me wounder
what is happening tonight
change in moods are in the room
the moon is hanging down in gloom
freshly lit candle up near my window
for all to see who is out locking for me.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Angel, Looking into the sea
thinking about what life could be
without darken dreams
the reflection of the moon
looks red like the dead mans blood
souls are in sleep
while the cold world weeps
the blade of the night
holds on to fright
as the bodies floats out on sea
there are some qualities for the dead
they no longer have pain
no more rain
they finely can sleep
without darken dreams
silence is on the sea shore
where loneliness dwells
where memories tears the eyes
as the when sings its lullabies
Dark Angel ,stands alone  
upon his darken throne .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Kindness
holds blessedness
where Love , peace
will be with thee
when you find yourself
overpowered in darkness
open your eyes to what it is
you truly miss  
go out and touch someone
with kindness and love
speak to them with hope
let the light shine into your night
Hatting on people
is a dark state of mind
it is like a stone upon your throne
the sickness that made way to your soul
a darkness that has taken control
THIS ISN'T THE WAY TO GO.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)