Satan's Hotel

The waiting land of better days
just faded away just like that
the fields of righteousness are few
the fields lie in darkness
after the flame died away
Loneliness and darkness filled the soul
Drugs and cheep woman and men
That are selling their souls
Life had no meaning to them you could
see it in their zombie eyes
they live in Satan's hotel
the coldness of their souls is out to take
another young life into drug world
understanding the ways of the Life of
Darkness and gloom
Kids are walking around
thinking they are doing just fine
Just to find their
Mommy and daddy's killing of there
Souls to another blow
of the drug pip
oh, just look at their lives
look what they have done
they are walkers of the night
words has been spoken
Will **** one's life
If you would walk by
Satan's hotel you could feel the control of
the lost souls lost in the eternal blackness
never to be seen again.
something new has come
into another life
taking the demons in their mind
and a pipe in their hand
the young and the old under
the control of Satan's world
Parents looking all over town
wondering how to find their kid
then they hear there
Kids learned a new trick
for the angel of death
has arrived in that
cold sad lonely night
when another has taken a life
broken down of the drug world
Satan's world
when you check in to Satan's Hotel
the way that they act
is no way of coming back
to the way of better days ,
You can see the evil
in there eyes's an urge to ****,
the desire is a thrill
to **** the good in another Soul
once upon a time
they had Jehovah in their lives
walked in the light
all of that had changed
when they said goodbye
and they let Satan's
in their lives by taking the drug pipe
Dark angel is all over
the place hunting for new souls
to take into their control
the broke word
that  killed dreams of the young and
the old nobody there forgave sins
they just keep making them
The Drug fights take a blood bath of the knife
Behind the walls you can hear it all
The cry's of the night when
a baby cries to be fed why it's
Mommy is out doing what she knows best
So now the baby's grow up
to be the victim of prostitution
Of preconception and true damnation,
the young minds
Reaching out into a world
that is lost every time ,
They can no longer see
the twisting emotions that they live in
they will longing for
the person they once used to know
But that was long ago
Know they live in Satan's world.


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Oh ,how hard it is to turn
one's steps around
I sat and I pray for this lost
and pain to go away
as I see many walking astray
Oh ,how this pain cuts me deep
within my heart
It felt like I was being cut by a knife
Now one shall come
and another one must go
this is a place I don't belong
as any other I must go on
the break of dawn to
save another soul
from doing what is wrong
I must teach and lead another
in to know Jehovah's
Ways to walk in my heart I cry out
for the lost sheep to find
their way back home
for them to know they
Are not walking alone
if they just Call on his name
Jehovah will make way
You can hear the lost cry
out for love but they will
Never find the whole night
through no love will
dwell and they are all cried out
If they can survive this
long winter and let Jehovah
God delivers what needs
to be taken place in there
lives  one day they
will get to see ''Parricide '',
the pain will go away
they will never have to see
another sad lonely day
If they walk in Jehovah's way .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Will Always Call On Your Name

You are always on my mind ,day and night
I've looked into raindrops of my past of goodbyes
And seen storms of love for mankind ;

I will hold on to your name and sing to you Jehovah
I will call upon your name and let this old world feel
The shame they have brought on them selves ,

This kind of love you will never get tired of.
This love is strong and true ''Agape '' my brothers
And Sisters ,

I've looked into snowflakes and seen reflections of love,
The greatest love I ever had known is the maker of
All things , and the maker of love ,
That would be ''Jehovah'' God , and his Only begotten
Son Jesus , We know they are not one but Two .

I will sing to Jehovah throughout my life ;
I will make melody to my God as long as I am '',
I've looked at the beautiful flowers of Spring ,
And seen all of the loves' powers of your love for us ;

Love in which man cowers and dreams for hours of lifetime
To ever have the love you give ,
Jehovah God exalted in might ,Your love for all mankind ,
You are the provider of the light and the rain ,the waters of
The Mediterranean Sea ,

Then I look at the mess man gave in walking away ,
Seen the ****** slaughters of men's hearts, and the
Hearts that run in the dark , lovers of hate ,thieves of the
Night ,killing the souls of man of the righteous ones ,

I've looked into the skies and seen tearful goodbyes
With terrible of lies of which the heart cries for what is
Right ,Then I prayed for everlasting life , And I pray for all
Mankind to make it right is Jehovah's eyes
I will always call on your name , and walk in your ways .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Had A Dream To Become

I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in ;have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'' ,
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The River Cries

The river cries very night
with the wind  
The moon had gave
out a dimmer light
Of a sad cold night
holding no love in sight  
I'm coming home
with no one to hold  
My love go tired of me
put our love  on the run
that wasn't any fun
good morning were ever you are
I'm so sorry I had broken your heart  
I know this was not
the way it should be
the river turns another day
while the sky turns into gloomy gray
I still can see the hurt
upon your face
Sunshine was a sweet
place for you and me
Love was running deep
that was when  
you was nice to me
I liked to stay I do pray
for you and I to have
Better day's in our lives
My heart morns for you
even when I sent  
You away for better days
Love didn't want me now
So Goodnight love
good day sunshine
I will come out and sing
I will dance for a new romance
I will pray for more better day
no more cries in the nights
over a love that had gone so bad .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
he has release me from this evil
patch of thorns
My heart couldn't take no more of this
ungrateful world
my heart of mine was packed with sin  
Of my painful life
my head and my heart was cold as Ice  
now I have been redeemed with the  
Blood of Christ
I was in tangled in evil strife
but my merciful lord cleansed
me and gave me a new  
start in my life and he gave
me a new meaning
To his love I've been redeemed
I was set clean
And I even got to learn God's name
I've started reading my Bible
day and night and taken  
down all that was night right in my life
all my old friends started calling me names
And the on call of old flames
I called out on God's name
he gave me power  
To walk to the high Tower of his love
He is my king who could ever
hurt me if God is with me
I been redeemed I have been washed clean
I don't care what this cold world has to say  
I never want to look back on
what was in my past  
because it has been washed away
by my Lord Jesus  
Who died for me
Who died for his people  
the lord is the only way to live an upright life
He gave me hope
He gave me freedom and thought  
Me who his Father is
God has a name
His name is Jehovah the most high
I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
  a wonderful God now the angels above
will cheer with trumpets
horns, while the wicked
below now consider me
an abomination the path of righteousness
to better day's  
I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
I give him thanks
I give him praise
for saving me with  
His blood letting me know
his Fathers name I  
Dearly love
God has shown me his steadfast love
and so much compassion
for all he has call'ed his own
this cold world of darkness
don't have anything for me
I have been washed clean


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

There Was A Girl And A Boy

There was a girl and a boy that like to play  
Perhaps its her you
may know sometime ago
you see she met some men then they moved
with so much love in life
the other night they had a nasty fight  
it almost cost them there love
then they sat and talked
wishing they could
reset there hearts
the moon soaked in
the tears they cried when  
These two said goodbye
with no more love in there heart's  
Promises was was broken
from death do them apart.
the fear gripped them in the throat,
just thinking they will never get to hold each other
Ever again not even touching skin
this nasty fight cut them deep
within with out a main
the journey is going to be hard  
With two broken hearts
Then one cried out
I know in my heart your love was not strong  
Its like a sad love song
of vows were to be broken  
And sadness made its way to
the end of the two that was playing
The game of love
once we loved
know its all gone like that
sad old love song
that kept playing on .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

All The Paths

All paths lead to you  
my heart run's on confused
a wind of love blew my way  
now I feel so out of place
I say crazy things I try not to say
I act so funny when you walk my way
I think I'm starting to stray
you are the evening star that has taken
my heart to better day's
all paths lead to you and my nights to  
what am I going to do about you  
Oh, my heart is so confused
Hill-top or low
You are the white birch
In the sun's glow
soon I must face the truth
I am in love with you
all paths lead to you
where e'er I roam
you are the lark-song
calling me home so lets go lead me on  
because were going home were lovers go  
You capture my soul
now we are one and your so much fun.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love Is Like Fragrant Flowers

Love is like  fragrant flowers
with spring showers
what a loving God that gave  
us a heart to love
you've captured this heart of mine
when we talk on the phone late at night
my heart reaches out to you even  
when I know I can't even see you
Paris is so faraway
But that is were my heart wants to be
half - past nine you are still on my mind  
the more time pass my heart grown more
fond of you each hour, and each day
this love is hear to stay
I hurt when you don't call
I sat and I wounder
where you are
you are walking around with my heart
I cry'ed saying be careful
and never rip it apart
never take this love of mine for granted
the hours moved along
like and old sad song
sipping on Herb Tea  
oh ,I hope he call's me
the end of my night
was quick and slow and sweet
Is when you called me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Can't Get You Off My Mind

My love for you I can not fight  
I hold my pillow hoping it would  
Be you when I get out of bed
I have tried with all my might to get
You off my mind
I close my eyes and all I see you  
Oh this is making me so blue  
because I know I cannot hold you
you are so faraway I cry each and  
every day just wishing I was with you  
what must my poor heart to do ?
block my ears and in my head all I hear  
is you calling out my name even in my dreams
I sat at the end of my bed and I start to pray  
to please send you my way
then when I got trough crying for you  
I looked out my window wishing you was doing
the same calling out each others name
when I got myself back in bed
I gone to sleep having many dreams
seeing you standing right next to me


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Passing Of Time

To love you is to hold you as you sleep
Oh, how I wish you was with me and
let us both dream
between your heart and mine we both
can unwind with time on our side  
just you and I if you was by my side
laughter sprang from shallow seas
my tears were trivialities
I walked on by with love in mind
I watched the stars shinning so bright
while you're sleeping to night  
I feel so hurt because you're
so faraway it makes
my heart is braking
the colors burning everywhere
even through my long whit hair
then one spring the blue-bells tolled
of leaves in green and suns in gold
of hearts that pulsate ripe and red
love burst in rainbows around my head
And you and I even as
we are old we became
Husband and Wife even
when time had past us by  
I still became your wife
with Jehovah God on our side .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Love Happens Late In Life

Even this late it happens in ones life  
the coming of love
the coming of light
Just like being in Paradise
You wake and the candles
are lit as if by themselves
Love is a gift and a thrill
The stars gather around into dreams
pour into your pillows
When I see you smile
I hope it was me that made
You smile in your dream
You''re smile looked so sweet
Even this late the bones of the body shine
and tomorrow’s dust
flares into breath of another
Love is a gift that never withers .
because love was made from God
He is love .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Holding On To Our Love

We will hold hands together in love  
laugh and smile together in all kinds
Of weather
We can talk and talk
share our dreams
Paris is were I will soon be holding thee  
we can share our secrets together and
make love in all types of weather  
We will confess our fears
even by far just never
brake my heart
one day we will wipe the tears
from each other’s eyes
You will see
Please never give up on me
I know this love we have is hard
because we are far apart
I promise I will not ever
brake your heart
lets give each other comfort
while we are on the phone  
And confide in each other
lets let God take the lead
And you will see God is with us ,
Because he is the mark of love .
So close your eyes and get some sleep
  just know I am holding you
while  you dream about me .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

I Want To Write You A Note

I sat to write you a love note  
I want it to be so romantic you see
Because that is how much you mean to me
Love is not that easy like others think it should be
You get up out of bed to start your day  
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss and let you
know the hours of the day
that you are away  
You will be missed by me
just know you are the vision in my soul
that runs in my mind over time  
I can't believe you're real
your are now in my life
I will soon be your wife
You drive me wild when you smile
I like to write you this Note
tell you how I truly feel
I want to kiss you day and night  
I am so glad you are mine
I want to make you our first dinner together  
With dimmers light with
so much delight of our love
I want to dance with you
have all my way with you  
Like I want to ,I love you  
You make me crazy and want
to do crazy things with you
So I am thinking about how
I feel and writing it down to you  
making it so real that you may even feel
I am so glad I am your wife  
Good night my love sweet dreams
Here is a kiss from me .



Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Alone Tonight

I see your here alone tonight
The wrong I have done was not
Sowed you how much I love you
Would you mine given me a call
Where I can cry out my heart
Would you mine coming home with me
And talking it over some Herb Tea ?
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love mean the world to me and I am
Sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
You told me to walk away ?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keep going on
My heart is in so much pain  
it feels like a Hurricane
That wont go away
So I call you once more
asking you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world and the love
I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know how
to show you truly how I feel
But my love for you is truly real
I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home .


Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Cold as ice
you never had played nice
on that lonely winters night
you had to make me cry
just another time
before you said goodbye
you left me alone
giving me all the blames to hold
while you walked away
being so bold
Oh, how my life became even colder
the rain kept coming down
where I stand on wet ground
you broken me down
I never thought I could move on
the years was harder to face
until I got pass that cold September
now it is you I truly don't remember
now I am standing strong
in a snowy December
with so much Love
too always remember
something you could never give
your heart is cold as ice
and you where never nice
you made my heart break
but that was then .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

When we had departed
my heart shattered like glass
oh, how the silence
brought on the tears
thinking back on those years
we had making love fun
but that was way before
that darken storm
had taken our love away
oh, how I miss those days
running around on the beach
playing with each others feet
dancing around just to snick a kiss
oh, those days I will always miss
now I am brokenhearted
while the years pass
my heart is still shattered like glass
these old cold hours
made so many rain shows
of true sorrows of what
an ending Love foretold
so many years ago .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

It is so clear
fear is hear
O my dear
let out your tears
darkness was always near
it was right in front of our eyes
O don't cry
it will soon be alright
God will shine his Light.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

No matter what is going on in your world
it only matters what your doing in your mind
how you see the world you live in
and what you can do to make change
Life is no game .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

The Deep Dark Wind
when you feel cast down and despondently sad
have you ever ask yourself
how did your life get  
Get so bad ?
now we are face to face little
by little you stop loving  
Me and some how I kept
all your hateful words looked
away in my mind
just for them to haunt me through out my life
I suddenly cried why my heart felt it already died  
How did are love get like this ?
You have this look on your face
with out a trace of love  
ever came your way and you gave me all blame  
forgetting you is a hard thing for me today
Why you walked away
with no shame at all for what you  gave to me
do not look for me I cried
with the pouring out cried rain
For all this pain to go away
for I should had already forgotten you
my pain is like it is new
years had past us by
you had gone on with your life
but mine is still locked away with you  
the wind that crackles in my mind
like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
night is what you gave my life  
A pain that has not held
the hurtful words you gave me
is still running on clock work of you  
Of your abuse ,
You are my fright night for life ,
You  pass through my life like
a nasty storm that will never go away,
I'm fading don't you see
what you given to me ?
to leave me at the shore
of your broken down world
I at one time had the heart
where I have roots to grow
but you cut them all up
like dust in a rush fire ,
That night we had to look
each other in the eyes
just to say our goodbye's  
Your eyes was like flames of fire
with hurtful desires ,
You made my heart cold and old
were I will never let love come near
You left me scared with so much fear
Its like you are still with me
This life you gave is something
I do not want to ever put someone trough
Teach me how to remove you from my mind
I have not had not seen good days
since I had met you
My nights are sleepless at all hour
If each day,each hour, I am fading
If you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower grows
do you see me at spring?
do you smile with the pains
you gave me like the deep darken Sea
When will you stop
this haunting you have given me ?
Lost is me like a deep dark wined .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

All the beauty belongs to you
and all the makings
of the whole universe
your eyes hold true beauty
I have ever seen
starting with your love for all of us
you given Life to dust of a living
The sun that glint in heavens
that beams down on the world
of your love sent for us
I've seen the seven wonders
of the world
the seas that hold many dreams
nothing like this I have ever seen
The love you hold for me
in my own heart
makes me hold on even longer
when life gets too much for me
to bear in a world that isn't fair
In the light of day
you shine your words of hope
in my eyes that shines so bright
you are the candle
that burns deep into a nasty storm
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they hold nothing to you
the love you give me
had put my spirit on easy
Your love amazing this anyone could see
every enchanted hours
you given me a dance in rain showers
the years is like a new page
holding words of ancient times
that burns down into my soul
words of long ago
lets me see what it is you hold
The sun shall glint its gold
far upon on the seas
upon the land where we all stand
birds will fly on high
deep into the big blue sky
on green valley's will stand the lilies
the Mediterranean Sea
is comfortable with the rushing winds
the waves will move along
like an old ancient song
that plays on
the love of the rain
showers the land in spring
cloudy days of winter
will see the rainbow of colors
the moon gives out its love
to the sea to shines its light
for the ships to sail
so beautifully  
I've seen a sunset
that make me cry
the beauty has touched my eyes
your love touches the sky
all the colors of a rainbow reaching '
across the Sea so beautifully
the breeze of the misty wind
blowing the leaves of autumn
  in all phases of Life
shines a star from far
deep into humans hearts
Your love amazes me
in all my waking hours
My heart shall thrill at break off Dawn
to the meadow larks
at dusk to whippoorwills shades over
me like a dream
I could never doubt your love
I hold your beauty in my eyes
You give me hope,
you give me reason in all seasons
you  given me a love I can believe in
forever faithfully I am yours
your love amazes me
I've prayed for miracles
that never came in darken dreams
I got down on my knees
in the pouring rain
asking in faith for your Light to shine
in my darkest hours
you are my highest tower
you are the candle in my window
that shines deep into my eyes
Your true love had always be with me
even in darken dreams  .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (C)

Your voice is deep
your words cut deep
you are always on my mind
day and night
you give me so much fright ,
I weep through out the night
I pray for your memories
to leave me
but the years are still yours
I'm alone crying on my pillow
out side my window
I see a big willow tree
it looked as lonely as me .

Poetic Judy Lilly Emery (c)

IN Dark Hours

Dark nights with hollow cries
Shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fades  
what a masterpiece of Long days
in a world of grey
hours go on and on
with out love without a kind word
Time just stretches on
with the sound of rain
pouring down in the darkest hours
a dark life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults playing
on hearts ignoring
with false pretense
Sad days swaying
at my heart again
My thoughts are cold
with feelings of true loneliness
oozing away in lost dreams
lost in darkness
bruising my body
in arguments all over again .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Look In My Eyes
My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
the he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he seen
me fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter are colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he Loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh ,how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone miss me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He **** my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Broken

I dwell in a loneliness
of a broken heart of long ago
My home is where I live all by my self
This cold pain I hold keeps my day's
so out of place of gloom
I know somethings are just meant to be
That would be you vanished
from me some summer's ago
You left your trace
all over the place of my heart
You left no trace of love
the cellar walls hold every words
You ever had to say to me
A cellar is where you left my heart in the dark
The daylight falls with dooms of you
Outside the fences the grape-vines
ruined all dyed up
The roses lost their colors
The woods come back to the mowing field
The big tree out side from
my window had lost it's beauty
Lost with time like a said little rhyme
of you and I
Like a sad broken dreams
of a place we once had called home
I dwell with a strangely aching heart
when you left me
you vanished and left me your memory's
of a forgotten road of long ago
Of how much you truly meant to me
Broken is what I am
This cold winter night
without you by my side is taken
another part of me .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Tread Lightly

Tread lightly Jehovah is near
he knows all your fears
under the snow
is where one had walked long ago
Speak gently because Jehovah hears
every word you have to say
When you write down all your feelings
Give it all your might
keep it bright and let your love shine
like the stars in the midnight sky on high
Just know Jehovah loves you
When your heart is tarnished with rust
Plant seeds that will grow and never let go
of the spark of your soul
Let Jehovah's spirit shine within
Keep your  young mind clean
so when it fallen to dust
your soul will be given to your first and true Love
Lilly is who I am white as snow
And Jehovah is the one who is in control of my soul
I hardly knew my my mother
I was too young
when she put my heart on the run
was is the woman that did give birth
So my life I think her
Lies of her darkness
is all see ever known
I gave my heart to my
Sovereign Lord Jehovah
That had watch me grow
like a Father should
He given me something to live for
even in this world that is dark
Peace, Peace is who he is
All my life's buried pains
will never come back again .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moonlight don't run from your past
stand strong and never let go
In life there are people
that will Love you or Hate you
that will hurt you
and cause you so much pain
You must learn to forgive
even if it is so hard to forget
don't let your heart grow cold
this is what Dark Angel wants you to do
he wants to take over you
hold on and never lose sight
to what shines into your eyes
your pains of long ago
hold a story of its own
  looking back to your dark beaten past
is breaking the glass
that held the pains back
you don't want this old darkness in your life
so let it all go
don't let darkness take hold
the past will only bring you back
to the pains of yesterday’s rain
would lead you back in to the life of coldness
of darkness of old pains of sins
of its dirtiness that has taken away sweetness
In life there are mistakes you will make
but you must face them
You must learn from all your wrongs
grow from them
let them go
never let the darkness take control
In life there are so much regrets
you must learn to leave the past behind
realize it is something you can't change
Moonlight let go of the pain
and dance in the rain
You don't need rain of darkness
to burn like acid in your heart
In life there are people
you will lose forever
That you can't have back
you must learn to let go and keep moving on
Please never hang on to the lies of Dark Angel
If you do
you will be lost in darken dreams
you will always feel the pains
of yesterday’s heartbreaks
in a world of true  pains
rain will fall like tears
you will always feel the cuts
that marks up your heart
you will be lost in coldness of fears
you must learn to come out of darkness
take the challenges and grow stronger
If you don't
Dark Angel will take over
In life  fear will always be near
that will hold you
back from what you want
But then you should know
that is a trap to keep you lost
in darken dreams
things will never be as they seem
You must learn to fight
for what is right
in Jehovah's eyes
take hold of the courage
of your faith you have within
Don't look back to sin
Jehovah knows the heart
He holds your life in his hands as long
as you Moonlight don't give in
To Dark Angel sin's
Dark Angel has to give is all sin
of his darkness to internal death
When Jehovah comes to destroy all evil
Let Jehovah holds the key to your future
Only he knows your heart and your weakness
But weakness leads off to a darken path
Jehovah see's everything and knows everything
Everything in life really does happen for a reason
Because Jehovah God
is the reason to your faith and your life
Derek thank you for going over everything
I know my testing is on its way
I will keep my prayers going
to keep my mind
right to not look back to my darken past
Goodbye Derek my faithful friend

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Where Do You Come From

morning hasn't yet broken the spell  
You put on me
Your love that gave me hell
like a mystery
the stars hold far the dreams I dreamed
the flame you write in the night  
Of you and I
every moment I just want to scream
to be free from you
these pictures of you that run in my  
head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say
make me cry out  
My gray days
Who are you that has
invaded my dreams,  
Who are you
that pushed me to believe  
You care for me !
I don't understand
the language of your  
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path
in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs
to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you ?
Were do you come from ?
Some night you'll be around
stalking me out
my memory of you
are making me crazy
my dream are deep  
my life is never going to be the same  
You make me so a shamed
struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and I.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Empty And Cold
  
I lay here cold empty  
thirsty for love to make way  
My heart is beating so fast  
I wanna be out there free in life
Dark Angel will not let me be  
You see he needs me ,
he breaths me like I hunger for chocolate
when I call out for Dark Angel
he wont answer me directly  
because he can feel me and what I think
he is with me every were
only if the sun would hide
the hurt in my eyes
I am lost in rage of another lost day
It is almost dark
Almost time to feast
on another lonely heart
Dark Angel loves to play on his lost souls
Pain sears through my body
Almost time for Dark Angel
to take hold of my soul
Another time around
his looks at me
with a look in his eyes
I known so well
I'm a monster
I am a beast do as I please
he yell's at me
You know what I am?
Dark Angel and I will never set
you free you belong to me
Too bad nobody will ever know
how you feel
You are my love
My victims  
I will be the all you need
you will live through another night
you will revile all that I need
Give me your soul
you will be just fine
I started crying and telling
Dark Angel this is not the way love  
Should ever be
He Yell's back at me
with hate and hurt in his eyes
I told you over and over
Blue Moon love is pain not sweet .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Moved On Without You  

Come with me and lets talk
about all the what if's  
Stay the night
  hold me and make everything alright  
you say the words while your playing me
like I was some kinda toy  
It don't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same  
What do ya expect me
to say when you act this away ?  
You know it's just too little late
to play more games  
You take my hand
just to rub me wrong  
You are so fake  
Years had past I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed  
You know your begging
don't fool me like it once did
Because to you it's just a game  
You know it's just to late to come
my way to play more games
So let me just say get away
from my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just to late
to make my heart change ,  
'Cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about  
So move on
I'm starting to move on
Years had past
My heart is attached  
I'm gonna say this now I am better
now with out that sad song  
your chance has come and gone
so move along I have no more I want to say
And you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night
It's just too little too late
for you to play another time
you known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
you say I am your dream
you miss all my kisses
you had with me
Yahweh Right
  oh please
Your nasty way
I can live without  
it wasn't enough you wont
to see me all turn around
with my knees on the grown  
praying for all that pain to go away  
now you wanna communicate ?  
go find someone else
that you can make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me ?  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about .  

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery  (c)

Where There Is Love  
never give up
on something you really want
It's difficult to wait
but more difficult to regret,  
where there is light you will find love
where there is love the day is brighter  
A beautiful place to be
where there is love
you will hear the harps  
the hundred and forty four thousand  
playing a new song and no one was able  
to master that song
where there is love there is a smile  
to make all things seem more worthwhile  
where there is love
there’s quiet peace  
a tranquil place where turmoils cease
Love changes darkness into light  
makes the heart take wingless flight
Where is love you
will find the way to everlasting life  .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Stealthy In The Gloom

Stealthy in the gloom of you to me  
The noise and cracks of a silent room
Is were he keeps me holding me  
In every step an inch to free life before me
Every inch a step to new strife for hope  
For a new life
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare  
that will never go away
throbbing pulsing, circulation of a nasty  
scream that runs in my heart
the window’s high,
the glass is thick how  
could life not pass me by
oh how at times  
I wish for death
Someone  is hear in the room with me  
Aging with me from life  
There is no way of coming back  too the life  
I once achieved
To late for me who would ever believe  
An escape will I ever be free  
Were is the key to the staircase gate  
kneel down kneel down, make out to pray
this cold life is going just fine
No one ever come this away
It's a place so darken  
My chances has gone
perhaps it’s best
let’s go back and sit  
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
I had no-where to go anyway's
no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all
from me long ago  
there is no escape he is eating at my soul .  

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

His Love I Hold

His love I hold in my heart is for  
Jehovah God for loving me first
I shall pray to the Lord of all
I shall give my all to Jehovah God
And our Lord Jesus Christ our Savior  
My praise shall go and teach all mankind
Jehovah's name and his Kingdom to come
The great Supreme
the mighty Jehovah God
Search for Jehovah
You people while he may be found
Call to him
while he proves to be near
Let the wicked man
leave his wicked ways
His harmful thoughts
change it for'' Love ''
Let Jehovah's Love  
shine to all mankind
Almighty Ruler
of the Kingdom of true Love  
His name is Jehovah
Of all the crowns Jehovah bears
Salvation is His dearest claim
that gracious sound well pleased He hears
owns Emmanuel for His name.
a cheerful confidence I feel,
John preaching to all men about
Jehovah's Kingdom to come
He baptize with the holy spirit And fire
I read , and I pray to be strong in
Holy spirit as John as my life lives on
my well placed hopes with joy
I see my ***** glows
with heavenly zeal
to worship him who died for me
Jehovah's only begotten Son Jesus
his power and truth are all divine
down the great dragon was hurled
the original serpent  
the one called Devil and Satan
who is misleading
the entire inhabited earth
call out Jehovah's name  
let your words be heard .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Empty And Cold
  
I lay here cold empty  
thirsty for love to make way  
my heart is beating so fast  
I wanna be out there free in life
Dark Angel will not let me be  
You see he needs me
he breaths me like I hunger for chocolate
when I call out for Dark Angel
he wont answer me directly
because he can feel me and what I think
he is with me every were
only if the sun would hide
the hurt in my eyes
I am lost in rage of another lost day  
It is almost dark
almost time to feast on another
that has a lonely heart
Dark Angel loves to play on the minds
he love to make the broken souls bleed
Pain sears through my body
Almost time for Dark Angel
to take hold of my soul
Another time around  
His looks at me with a look
I known so well
I'm a monster
I am a beast do as I please
he yell's at me  
You know what I am?
Dark Angel will never set you free
you belong to me
To bad nobody will ever know
what it is how you feel  
You are my love
My victims
I will be the all you need
You will live through another night
You will revile all that I need
Give me your soul
and you will be just fine  
I started crying
telling Dark Angel this is not the way love  
Should ever be
He started Yell's back at me
with hate and hurt in his eyes
I told you over and over
Blue Moon love is pain not sweet .
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Suddenly Darkness
  
People talks with hate in their hearts
Spiraling down with broken wings  
Suddenly Dark Angel came
Tomorrow , tomorrow creeps in my  
Mind petty pace day to day
Dark Angel comes to give more pain
I hold on to what I feel is right
I hold tight and all it home
I wont let go of what I know
Lies of danger and despair Dark Angel
Feeds in my mind with the look of pain ,
Everyone tells me to beware of what is near  
Dark Angel does not scare ,
He sits looking over the city of his darkness
Intoxication of darken souls with rosary's  
In there hand counting in the are ''Prays''
To their lost king  
Jealousy inwardly there hearts screams
I hold on to the light as my soul almost taken flight  
Dark Angel holds on to me and wont let  
My soul run clean .  
  
Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Lies

lies you hide in the night
talking about all the pains you gave
You broke me down
into a world of you
my heart is broken in two
You lie all the time
I am hoping to get away from you
Your love was never true
Your words of lies
has taken me down by surprise  
all this pain  you put me through
I just want to get away from you
I have so many regrets
of ever meeting you
I have to let go of this pain
you are bring on the rain
you keep me sick
I feel so weak
all I hear is your Lies
your words play over and over
in my mind
all the time
To lose you was worth it
but you are everywhere so I guess
no matter how I try
to get you out of my life
you are always in my mind
not even a fool would understand  
Why you think you are a big man  
You are evil
something of darkness
all your lies made you look so small  
kicking around boundaries
playing with the minds
playing with the hearts
given wicked dreams
just to make the dreams scream
you are so insecure
the apple falls not for from its tree
when it comes to you and me
in darken dreams
We would take this pain to the end
we said we would never give up the fight
I must say you got that one Right .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Nonplussed fill world
imperfectly formed dreams
things are never what they seem
Dark Angels approved
his superior to the Lost
that will never be found
this journey of darkness
is a place I never wanted to face
it is so uncanny
words that slip through the mouth
with words that hurt
that cuts deep within ones mind
dreams that keeps you on the edge
you never know what will happen next
there is no dilatory
you must always stay in tune
to each sound
each word
each place
never be embarrassed of what one says
or what something may look
just always keep your mind
to what is right
don't lose sight
Dark Angel will always play on your mind
day and night
he loves to give fright
just to drive you insane
never take the blame
for what he brings your way .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Dark Angel Get's His Delight

Slowly the night moves along
like and old sad song
Dark Angel gets his delight
by given so much fright
to all those who dreams
Oh, how he loves to make them scream
I get to tired of his darken ways
I would love to get out of this place
if I could I would had as soon
as all of this started
I feel so cold walking around in the snow
with no place to call home
with time I would get visions
of a place of Love
a place I hunger to be again
at times I would get the memories
when things was good
when life was delightful
the Light was gentle to the eyes
but the sun light fades into darkness
My mind started racing another time
Oh, the pains that the storm
rush in my life
like a thrift taken away everything
that meant so much so much me
Now Dark Angel is taken control
with no love for me to hold
Shatter dreams is what he brings
Their are no hopes for me
not in this darken place
where their are no peace
when darkness of the night
brings on the silently
the creepiness of not know what
will take place next
keeps me always on the edge
Dark Angel gets his  delight
when he sees me in so much pain
Oh, how he brings on the rain
Its time for me to unite with darkness
kiss at the velvet moon
then just close my eyes and dance in the rain
crying out for the Light to come again
to give me the delight for a better life
while Dark Angels eyes surrender all over
I hear his voice crying out
calling my name saying
Let your thoughts bring you in with mine
I will take you for a joy ride
I will teach you everything
The touch of his darkness came over me
then we  both started to dance with no end
We had made love in a romance way
but only in the mind of his touch
but with me I never felt much
all night long played the same song
A song I will hate forever
It was my time to show Dark Angel
how it is run around hear
I mad his eye's rolled back
just to get slap
Oh, how I loved that
I scratched his back deep
he will always remember me
  he started acting
as if he was going further insane
Oh, what dose this mean
He acts like he has never been taken down
like I had did to him
he started calling out names
I never hared before
Let's do what is needed he said
to make my body feel again
Dark Angel has that look in his eyes
like he just got surprised
I taken hold of him
and beat him down some-more
  I was in all control just for the moment
Oh, Dark Angel gets his delights
this will be his hunger for Life
I am that Queen in darken dreams
that makes Dark Angel cry out my name
he will never be the same.

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

What Must I Do

You was always their to the very end
my dear lover for darken dreams
You had always been my evil friend
even to the very time Dark Angel
taken down my life
on that cold September night
You have a big part in my heart
but only while I'm in the dark
time tells me to let you go
this I had already  known  
  some how in our life
I will see you again
It in your big brown eyes
that kept me on the line
I do apologize for making you cry
when I had to take control of my own Life
this makes my heart sight
when I had to watch you leave
but again this is only a dream
Should I be feeling guilty
for the let go
I don't think so
the judges of  frown
are always around
they are the lost
that will never be found
What must I do my friend
But you could never be my lover
Please take my hand
while I take my stand
watch my tears fall hard to the ground
while Dark Angel makes his round
Let each tear fall touch your heart  
to walk out of the dark
I saw the end before we'd begun
this was no fun
I felt  your pain
  that another gave
I seen everything that broken you down
into darken dreams
I tell you everything
you must Stop following me
I have set you free
from the pains of darken dreams
because I hold the Key to everything
that Dark Angel brings
you were blinded by the truth
Dark Angel kept you confused
I knew I had won
way before it all started
even though I am broken heart'ed  
Someone so wonderful
so full of Life and  love
you don't belong hear
don't hold no fears
your heart wasn't for me to clam  
You gave our friendship love
to another under the law of pain
one night Dark Angel gave so much fright
you left my side
out of lust you sold me out
I took what was mine mine
that was my own Life away from you
this is my own eternal right
so it was time for me to let you go
I walked alone
hoping that this pain will soon end
My dear friend what must I do
It may be over for our friendship
but it won't stop there until
the right time to say
you need too move on
You will always be
my friend in the dark
but that will one day Stop
in my dreams
Dark Angel will make you feel the pain
of yesterdays blues
When everything end's
I am here for you
if you'd only care to see
what you had meant to me
You touched my heart
you touched my soul
but that was sometime ago
then you cut me deep
made me heart bleed
Why is it you can't see
what you had done to me
You changed my life
then you taken me down
and handing me over
to a darken place
At one time you made me smile
but that had all end
in just one night you given
me Lies to the dark side
To your anger
to your lust
now look at us
Your love is blind
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips
held your hand
Shared your dreams
shared your bed when we wed
I have a heart
and it is saying I must let you go
I can no longer hang on
to what could never be
that would be you and me
So I am lost into darken dreams .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery (c)

Until God calls me home
I will walk in this world
taken on a life time war
where darken dreams are made
I fight the hurt
that gives me so much pains
the cuts brings on rain
all this life holds is pains of its own
tears do fall like raindrops
where souls are cold
walking alone
with no love
are a home
I've been living
but not the way I would
like to be living
This pain alone
takes on more then I could hold
but I always stand bold
in a world so cold
still cold as ice
is this darken life
only the darkness knows what it is I feel
but the Light knows what is in my heart
what my spirit revealed
I've got no choice
but to live out these dreams
while reality unfolds .

Poetic Lilly Judy Emery