DARK HOLLOW

You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about are last fight,
Sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see no more wrong
To this same old sad song,

I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,

In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,

freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts up on the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so much fears
to all who comes near,

But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,

you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,

You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so much lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,

Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of home grown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,

I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

In Your Eyes

In your eyes met mine.
I find the answers I needed to know
In your arms you hold a darken story
I found that world into dreams,

I've waited for you to help me
I've found everything I ever needed in you
but that was before I truly knew you
I need nothing more than your lies
Outside my window ,

I can see you staring back at me
When I dreamed all I see is you,
You would take me by the hand
and we'd start to dance into a darken spell
a place of darkness you know so well
a place I call hell,

In your arms I once felt I belonged
I've never known your love was going to be
something so painful to me,
I read books, and they all seems to be about you
In your eyes I know I seen places
I never wanted to see,

You opened your heart to me
I felt a pain that started eating away on my soul
How did your heart get so cold?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

Superstitious Mind

Into that cold September you sink into the night
just to give more fright
your sleek and shiny black hair
and your diamond eyes that shine into the night
hunting dreams just to make one scream,

dark and very fast is your way of life
you never play nice
you love to see me cry
I had always asked you Why?
what have I done
to make you act this away?
you haunt my thoughts
you give me darken dreams
you are the curse of me.

I always pray,
that I would never cross your path
that would be so bad
even the thought of it makes me mad
because the pain you give hurts so bad
and that makes me so sad
The panic begins every September that draws near
it sets off fear for others to hear...

This is a battle I'll never win
But then it's a battle you will never win
because I will never give into your darkness
you bait the trap for me to fall into
but I also got one for you
We all know superstition is a lie,

so, keep faith in mind always
You cry out my name every night
saying how much you love me
you want me to stay
Oh, panic go away
I promise I will never turn my back on you

Oh, Dark Angel I see your blazing eyes
looking back at me
tell me what it is you see
Why do you keep haunting me?
You are everywhere I go
You're stalking out my life,

But why do you hold on to me like you do?
What have I done to make you act so cold?
your anger is so bold,
Yet, so cold with hunger into your darken soul.
Please let me go
I don't want to drink your ruby red wine
not this time...
never mess with a man of darkness,

He will always play games
with one’s mind every time...
He is an evil cat knocking at the door
he has a superstitious mind
that tries to read my soul
but he will never get that far
so remover your darkness from me
take your spells off me and let me be.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

Open Diary Of Me

Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,

But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,

Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake I rather let out my cries
in the number of years I felt my heart slowly die,

I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begins
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

Agony

Everyday it will rain until my pains go away
Dark Angel always love to see me in pain
Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape
has left me this is know the life I live,

Pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth
My pain's run deep within my veins cuts of darkness
that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it now takes hold,

The hurt that consumes me
with no heart beat I'm hurt
like clockwork a rain that will never go away as long
as there is pain
Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust
I don't want to cry you see,

that is weakness in Dark Angels eye's
I'm along most of the time
Locked away with no hope of an escape
I sit around with my black velvet gown
with red roses in my black hair,

Lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get
My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin
When darkness descends on my light skin
the Moon shines
on dim Dark Angel wants to party,

Scattered pieces of my soul lying around
just to be found to gather up again
I can her a knocking at my door
Just to find Dark Angel wanting more
I can feel his lust creeping upon me

His hunger his needs for me
His breath, his eyes on my every move
His cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could
never win his darkness mad it's way
in it has consumed me

I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me
His voice has soften by telling me a story
how much he waited to find his Dark Angel
Dark Angel exclaimed

When I found you Moonlight
It was the best thing that ever happened to me
In my darken life than
he looked at me and proceeded
to say more I waited yet again

For you to let my dark love in
But you keep hanging on to a faith
You don't have an escape
You don't have strong enough faith
Your rain will never go away

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

THOSE LYING EYES

If I was somewhat mild, and sweet
Everyone would look at me as weak,
Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love to stay with me,
But that isn’t the way this story goes
not yet in this show,

if I could go back to the time when
I was young a little girl,
I would had asked questions more,
but I am an older woman
that had to learn the hard way in life
where people wasn’t very nice,

Hate and strife was always at my door,
My poor heart was laid to bleed at my feet,
All my dearest thought where things was
Once sweet has been lost,
I always walked around with a broken heart,

I have seen so much things
that given me darken dreams,
Where love is truly lost,
I tried so hard to heal from all those lies
That eat away at my heart day and night,

I would change everything if I could,
Even my poor childhood,
Oh, weary eye come to me at night,
With trembling hands,
asking me to forgive all his sins,
If I could I would,
I can only try,
That’s when I started to cry,

Loneness’ was at my side
in teary eyes,
if I would had known long ago
what this love would had sown
I would had never entered his throne,
all he ever gave me
was much heartaches that always made
my body each, while my spirit breaks,
Oh, the pains of true agony,
I would wrap myself to sleep
But I always found him in all my dreams,

Words of unquestioning is the love
I once known some time ago,
A love so true way before I got lost
In to a darken state of life,
I was just a young girl with lots of curls,
dancing around in life,
where things were safe and nice,

But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that has gone into
A life of pain, now I just dance in rain,
What Dark Angel gave,
I see his dull eyes looking right at me
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breath
His old cold hands are on me
Telling me what is it you see?

Oh, how he is rattling my breath
Playing with my head,
there is no way out he said,
I got lost in all his lies,

that are in his eyes,
Images of shadows upon the white sand,
Blood being poured out in ancient times,
Like an old poet rhyme,
I touch many artist eyes
And reader’s minds while I write
down my pains of darken dreams,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

The Queen Of Darken Dreams

Now you will know
I am the queen of this show
In darken dreams,
Yeah, you didn’t hear me scream,

Behind the walls, they will crawl
on black ice, frozen are they
who got in my way,

They all meet me at my feet
Crying out queen of dreams
Stand up for me,

They all look at me if I was tall
But I wasn’t tall at all,
The slaves are in so much pain
They flipped and gripped at me,

While they are slipping, and falling
Down on black ice in the night,
Dark Angel don’t play nice,
and he never thinks twice,

He cold trembling hand touched me
Like he never touched me before,
Telling me to speak while I can,

So, I looked at the slaves saying
In a very loud way,
Wake up while you can,
Set yourself free from he,

who gives darken dreams,
Wake up I said are you will soon regret,
That’s when Dark Angel looked at me
Then he slapped me,

I thought I could trust you,
But I can see I have much work to do on you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone as you
That acts so cruel,

I need you
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,

that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,

At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,

You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen better day when you are not in them.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

SWEET TABOO

There is no remedy for love but to love  
That is taboo to say I love you,
To wait an hour is long if love be just
Beyond to wait eternity is short if  
Love reward, just because I feel that  
Love from you,

The words rising in me strong and clear  
Oh so real like the sun in the sky that  
Shines so bright is the love I hold in my heart
That is taboo every time I think of you,

I hear the words in love songs of love and I  
Think of us just the way we were dancing in  
The bar singing to each other, You’re still the  
One we had been dancing on,

And the words I love you came to mind like
Rising moon that shine bright on our love  
That night to set our love on high,
I try to say the words never let me go,

But that is all taboo is my love for you,
Till I loved I never lived enough,
Love is a gift from heaven above,
Love is all there is to me,
when it comes,

To us, is all we shale ever know is the  
Love we hold Taboo could never take  
Control over what is inside of us,

If we love we must never walk in darkness  
I almost broke the silence many, many times
But was held back by the feeling you left me  
In when I saw the look in your eyes,
Our love was only taboo of lies.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010

Love Is a Battlefield

Love is a battlefield  
When two don't see eye to eye
it comes to push and shove  
Who is right and who is wrong,

You must protect your heart and keep it on grad  
The deception of trust
once it’s been broken it’s hard to get it again,

Trust is a key to love they both work hand to hand,
When trust is no more love finds its way out the door  
Never search for love because love will find you  
In the midst of war,

love will break you down if you both don't  
See eye to eye about what love is all about  
Keep your heart hidden,

in this ruthless game of the dark what a shame
more pain will come your way
and tear your love down,
love came to me,

but I don't know if I want to take hold of it yet
one day he was there and the next
he was gone running around with my heart
he stole my heart and carried on  
maybe next time,

I’ll put up my wall and that is what I did,
So Love can't find me, for once and for all,
Love is a battlefield.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

Candle Lite by My Window

My dark candle is in my window  
Calling out your name in the dark  
You stolen my heart and I need you,
One day, it all stopped,

No more phone calls from you,
No sending me notes not even a photo  
Of you nothing my heart ran of confused
I needed you but not as much you once  
Said you needed me,

My heart is now falling apart without you
What must I do?
So, I put your candle next to my window to let
You know I miss you so much,

The pain the rain came when someone told
Me you had been dancing with the old  
Lover you had before me,
My poor hear is collapsing with no way out  
Of this pain,

You gave me the dark and taken my heart  
I don't know what to do with my life,
Not knowing the reason why you did this  
to my life,

You scattered my heart all over the place without
A trace but the pain that is on my face,
Grey clouds had formed all around me with pouring
Cold rain why you are out playing your games,

Threatening to pour the coldness of death and making
A big mess with all the lies you gave,
I put your candle in my window because I am still  
dancing with you, I need you to set my mind on easy,
find your way back to me,

You will see the stained-glass window
with your candle, lite just for you to come on in,
sleepless and cold nights
without you by my side oh I cry  
every night and day,

years now are passing me by without you,
I had hidden the sparkles of the stars
I hold in my eyes for you  
In the sky of my cold lonely life you gave me,

You are holding her but not me,
Only desire is a fire with your name on it,
You kept in the dark for so long it hurts ,
Like a sad love song with no one to hold ,
I felt like just given up on us but how my life is frozen ,
It was unfair what you had given to me ,

She doesn't deserve my heart
you gave away to the past of your prison,
You are with her even when you don't want to,
So you put me on hold
until you are bold that is getting so old,

And I am tired of being cold and all alone without  
You to hold me,
Dark Angel your candle is in my window  
The dark clouds did not pour out my cry another time,
Slowly my pains are starting to disappear,

my lonely hours of you not with me,
the sun is beginning to rise once again
It will continue to ascend  
like a candle flaming in the dark
while you had taken my heart,

To keep the light burning
I just keep mourning reassuring  
The candle is the light out of the tunnel of darkness,
If I keep it burning,

Soon the rainbow will emerge,  
Bringing back smiles in laughter of a new life,
the glistening in my eyes another time,
Wiping the frown off my face
So, I dance into the light of day,
To wash away the pains Dark Angel gave.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fighting Temptation

Harsh winter falls;
I yearning for your touch.
For a call with so much love  
Yearning to be near you but  
You are so far, oh how this  
Breaks my heart,
Time creates a difference,
Difference creates desire.
Desire ultimately creates a yearning temptation.
And that is you I crave I yearn to see better days,
My days of winters gray my nights I cry  
Without you in my life,
You are my temptation that whispers in my ears,
I call out your name in that sensual tone.
But when I wake it was all wrong,
You was only on the phone calling me saying  
One day you will be home,
I fight the urge to reply what is truly on my mind
Another time,  
Then one night, temptation comes again
Touching you in places that cried out his name.
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
August spent filling empty without you,
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
The kiss screams passion, warmth…. but…
How did temptation know what I was needing  
The most!
How did he know that you needed a kiss like that?
Dripping in pure desire; a wanting, yearning kiss  
That makes December a sweeter place to play,
Temptation I can’t fight you anymore.
I’m yielding to your love and its even at my door.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010

TWO SOULS OF LONG AGO

The night is full
the days are long and gray
the storms hold so much pains
of two souls of yesterdays

When two great souls
as lost their love of long ago
that has made their hearts grown cold
they stand so bold
Love was once known
but that was some time ago,

The two loved each other so much
but time that was burning desire
into their hearts
but with time the storms came
and taken everything in late spring,

The rain made its way
and all their words became memories
as the years, past
their love didn't last
but they will always be a memory
of what love use to be.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010

Could You Ever Love Me

Dark Angel, loves to drink on his whisky
Most of the time when things don’t go his way,
he gets ***** and very needy,
He always asks me to hold him
when he gets like this,

Sometime I wonder if he ever been in love,
He acts as if he had another life,
That had made him turn so bad,
he looks down into the sea
like he thought drifted to a place he once loved,

But I knew not to ask questions,
He gets very fussy and put his walls up
Higher than they are,
I could tell he didn't like what he seen
He became angry and walked away,

His anger started rising deep within him
he knows he is an ugly beast,
he walked back towards me
and I could see his eyes changed
while he started talking to me slowly
with his head looking down,

Moonlight what makes you not afraid of me?
I stayed silent because I didn’t want to lie,
Moonlight, please answer me,
I take in a breath and just let out all out,

I won’t say I’m not afraid of you,
But at times I can understand you,
Your eyes tell me so much about you,
at times, you can be sweet when you want to,

But a part of me can see that something has
Happened to you to make you so evil,
Dark Angel takes my right hand into his,
Then he looks at me and ask me if I could
ever love someone as he,

Tears flooded my eyes with worries,
I had to look down as the tears fallen to the
Flour of the ship, No I answer truthfully,
Then he said he understands while he let go
Of my hands,

So, he cast another spell
that would give me more hell,
then he said one day you will,
I can only remember falling into his arms
While he picked me up and taken me to my room,

He would whisper in my ears
while he plays around with my hair,
saying in a soft voice,
you will make many dreams with me
this you will see.


Poetic Judy Emery© 2011

CASTING STONES
Thu, 07/07/2016 - 16:00 -- Poetic Judy Emery

So many Hatters
has cast their stones
but I'm not frightened
of them anymore,
The cold pits of their lies
has come to them
with a Big surprise  
when they no longer see
I hold no fear in my eyes
for the ones that has cast
their stones upon my soul
Oh, Darkness of true sadness
has pass me on by
now what I see is the beauty
of sunrise ray of rejoicing
because love is with me,
The window of my cold room
has been Broken in late June
for all to see Love is with me
Now all my Hatters who has
cast their stones just to see me bleed,
Now they cry out my name
in their own pains of Darken Dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LONG AGO
Thu, 07/07/2016 - 16:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Dust , Lust
of a heated up bust of us
hidden down into the cold snow
of long ago where our love frozen
where love was once told ,
Now true loneliness made a home
where love no longer roams
feelings of love has been locked away
in the bright of day
where Dust and Lust
has made a cloud of gray
where true Love could never stay
In my mind of lost of time
your old words come back
like a hearten up  heater attack
words do hurt when they come from you
words of a darken past made its way back
Love , passion made a crashed
gave my heart a bashed of everlasting pain
that brought on lots of rain
Dust , Lust to an end of Us
locked away in the cold snow of long ago.

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

SPRING LOVE
Fri, 07/08/2016 - 12:39 -- Poetic Judy Emery
What a beautiful feeling
with true glory and peace
that comes in spring
with hearts that sings
when I look into your eyes
I could see Love for the first time,

I the had realized you're the one
my heart needs to feel complete
Your love for me is lift
like a beautiful butterfly
that fly high in lovers spring,

You my love has truly showed
me what true love is all about
you make me what to shout
and dance around like a child
on the playgrounds ,

To others my seem to be a dream
or it is a likely thing
but true love is something of lies
true love is not about control
but it is about two hearts becoming one .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

TOGETHER
Fri, 07/08/2016 - 13:24 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Together we stand for peace
together we will be free
together we symbolized
true emotions for America
Together we sealed a kiss
into a darken world for the Blue
that stands up for me and you
together we shine
together Love brings the moments
of true dignity no matter what may be .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

COLD AUTUMN WINDS
Fri, 07/08/2016 - 14:12 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breath out pains in autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

O BLACK BIRD
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 12:35 -- Poetic Judy Emery
O  BLACK  BIRD

Dreams of darkness comes the black birds
the birds of lies
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take your last breath
the black bird that stands around a hidden crowd
shadows that are dark and powerful,
O black bird you feel you are the graceful one
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage
water you will always crave
you will have a mirror of your ugliness
you will have to pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
o black bird look what you have done
you whispered lies to keep other birds on your side
your secrets are deadly full with fears
but soon that too will despair from our atmosphere
you o black bird will soon be caught
you will never be free from darken dreams,

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)

WHY
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 12:36 -- Poetic Judy Emery
WHY
Why oh Dark Angel do you put me in chains?
why do you want to give me all your pains?
Why do you love to see me cry?
Oh please tell me ''WHY.''
In the night I do cry out in so much pains
don't anyone care?
Why is life so unfair
Don't you hear my chains shackle in the nights?
Oh ''WHY, '' do you like to see me cry?
In my soul I hold the truth to what I know
In my eyes I see the Visions of Life
some don't think that is right in their own eyes,
But when it comes face to face
my own haters can see I am telling the Truth,
Dark Angel backed me up in between
a cold wall of pains and rains
and a love that never came
His old agony words eat deep within my soul
a damped room he keeps me in
he caged me up like a lion
I remain in a darken place
a place of darken dreams that makes one scream
but within in time of Dark Angels lies
I became numb in despair
the chill engulfs deep within my veins
holding on too so much pains
Dark Angel only knows his own games
he hold shadows of dark notion
that holds lies and angers that drat the minds
eloquence of darkness casting away truth of love,
that makes the hearts ache
it levels a pain so deep crushes out the free
that leaves the soul to weep
with a doomed faith that leads to hate
Pain's invention, admonish of true love,
darkness preys behind my own eyes
Now I see what it is I never wanted to be
I feel the cuts deep into my gut
I can feel the emptiness running deep within my soul
oh how this darkness is making me almost lose control.
I almost felt I will never be free
Dark Angel ''WHY, '' do you want to hurt me?

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)

YOUR LOVE
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 12:54 -- Poetic Judy Emery
When I first seen your face
I was sure you was the one
that made my heart felt Love
with time your love embraced me
so much my heart
my soul started to sing
each and every day
this love you gave to me
I never want it to fade
I don't know how you do it
but what ever it is keep on doing it
I learned your love is easy
your love is more then words can say
your love I need all my life
and these feeling I pray never go away
I Love You more today
then yesterday  .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

MY BEAUTY ROOM
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 13:12 -- Poetic Judy Emery
My Beauty Room
I walk into my beauty room
just to find much talk  of all kinds
I tried to be friendly
but it becomes hard
because its like talking to the dead
to a world that is unkind,
My thoughts truly start to unwind
like rainbow in the sky
for love and peace
for all to see what beauty means to me
but in this cold old world
I make a place in my Beauty room
a place to beautify me
and all who comes around me ,
the unkind is when my life began
to a world of sins and it will
be that way even when I shall grow old
and it may leave me to die in a cold war
but for now all heated up crowed
need to get out of my space
get out from my face
this is my beauty room
I don't have time for hate .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
Sat, 07/09/2016 - 13:57 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I Will Always Love You
I will love you forever
even in my dreams
Love is a beautiful thing
even in late Spring ,
You never had to say a thing
even when it rained
you taken away all my pains
when your eyes meet with mine
you never had to say a word
our eyes told the story
while our heart became one in the long run
Love that we held in our souls
in our hearts the world already known.

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

REPEAT DREAMS
Sun, 07/10/2016 - 13:11 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I tried so hard to change my ways
but in my mind is like the weather
when I live a life of gloom
this life don't make my heart beat
like it once used to ,
my life is somewhat verisimilitude
when it comes to living a life in dreams
what does all of this means ?
I have been waiting for a sign
to let me know I will be fine
while Dark Angel saving all his lines
who is right when you live from Light
I know I must stay strong and not let hate
become my fate , this will not save no one
this I truly know hostile ways will never
save it will only strain ones ways
my mind is running like crazy
while my body is growing in pain
my spirit stands in faith
even when I am growing weak
feeling locked away in Darken Dreams  
I will never let Dark Angel
take that away from me even though
he stands strong in darkness poisoning minds
my body may fall and I may go down
like a flu virus I need to know
My God is still there with me
shining his Light on me
and never leave me
because Dark Angel is a virus that
makes things so hard to defined .

Poetic Judy L. Emery (c)

DEEP WITHIN
Fri, 07/15/2016 - 14:15 -- Poetic Judy Emery

This love I hold deep within my soul
will never grow old or get cold
This love has known limits to what it knows
this love is something of long ago
that keeps me on my toes
this love I hold deep within
shines light in my darken days
the old pains I have endured will pass
with a blast that will never come back
This love has no end
this trust I hold deep within gives hope
to the poor and to the lost souls
that the door will be open to them if they ask
and change their ways to better days
this Love will outlast anything
even from a darken past
Love will always stand strong
even when everything else has fallen .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

LOVE
Fri, 07/15/2016 - 14:25 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Love moves hearts
Love moves the dark
that eats out the heart,

Love leaves the beauty
of the souls that shines bright
into the darkest nights,

Love is never difficult
when darkness comes
Love never has an end
but it will always defined
Because Love has no end ,

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

LOVE DANCES AROUND ME
Fri, 07/15/2016 - 14:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old
If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one ,
Love is what moves the heart
to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire that keeps the fire
a live into the souls
that will never grow cold even in snow
Love is delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago
the tongue that had spoken to lost souls
laughing higher then anything I know
Love is the passion that keeps dancing
around the sea of me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

LOVE IS ALL I NEED
Fri, 07/15/2016 - 14:52 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The beauty of the swains
will dance and sing in delight
Love is what keeps hearts moving
Love is unstoppable ;

Love is the writing of the soul
Love is personal and true
Love is the power in high towers
Love moves the universe ,

Love is worthy of the Light
that shines deep within the night
Love kisses the mind of all kinds
Love is the embrace that warms
the hearts of faith ;

Love is deeper then the sea
this is something I do believe
even when the heart bleeds
Love is all I need to set my soul free .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

THE MIND IS POWERFUL
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 14:22 -- Poetic Judy Emery
The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful ,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms holds many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
too the very end of ones life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key of reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to ones soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

O MIRROR OF TIME
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 14:51 -- Poetic Judy Emery
O mirror of time
I can see you at all times
you are apart of my mind
holding the pains of yesterdays
I can see the eyes of me

looking back deep within my soul
to everything I know of long ago
When I walk over to the mirror
that stands so tall in my darken room

I see the lies of he that was once with me
o how that made my heart bleed
like the rushing red sea
I find myself going over and over
each lying words that he would tell me

My tears would roll down from my eyes
down on my face of yesterdays
I keep on looking in the mirror of time
just to see he eyes looking deep within mine

I hold in my heart and mind
so much regrets ;
I don't have the words I truly want to say
I feel as if time had stopped and left me marked
deep down in my heart ,

I could see his eyes looking over me
while he laugh as I cry
while he cycles pains in my mind
I could still feel his ever touch
o how I hate that so much ,

I go down on my knees
while my heart bleeds
while my own eyes look back at me
in the mirror of time
battling away on my faith

like I have been locked away in a cage
like a bird hoping to be free
into the mirror I did see
Angel of love locking back at me
the light that shines so bright
gave me hope for better days .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

CRY'S IN THE WHISPERING WINDS
Sun, 07/17/2016 - 19:48 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I hear the silence of the night
Oh how I hear the autumn wind cry
another time in darken skies
hearts that are breaking
while standing on wet grounds ,

Cold empty words
that **** the spirit
that cuts deep within the mind
fear runs into the darkness of ones soul
hate is in the eyes that roams
I look around and all I see
is a world that stands so mean ,

Evil hearts are all around
take their stands like a beat up clown
in hand in hand another takes a stand
and another one falls down to the wet ground
I've looked in the eyes of what is painful
I lived the life of broken dreams
I seen the hate face to face
while the serpent slithers
more innocents dies ,

This old darken world of wars
sneaks around with hate and fire in their eyes
love isn't on their side ;
traps are being made
while others are loosing their faith
I hear the silent winds come again
with so much cries into the night
blood is being shed with so many dead,

Raves fly up deep into the night
seas are red with the dead
endless sorrows  to a world of horrors
of a tomorrow that may never come
darken stain tears upon the soul that dreams
that keeps the mind to scream .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

I CLOSED THE DOOR
Tue, 07/19/2016 - 13:37 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I Closed The Door
I have to admit the space is nice,
not having to talk about my life
or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry ,
I just want to be  myself without  
someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
why everyone looks down on me
because I want let them live out  
my dreams ,
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me ,
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed to lie in like
my mother always said ,
though of emptiness and lost dreams
came from family ,
honestly I want to make them all live
me a lone and let me live my own life  
let them live theirs ,
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
so confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
of the mess you all made ,
then you come home and try to still  
at my soul another time with your nasty lies
you made in the night ,
there’s nothing to say ,
so get away I will no longer let you shame  
my name and give me all your blames  
I want to live my own life so give it back,
when it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
without you living my life for me ,
move on and set me free ,
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
for me to fall in , back into old way  
who are you to tell me what to do ,
I am the one that made you look good ,
move on I'm already out the door ,
I have to remind myself all the reasons  
for letting go and moving on ,I
in my weaker moments I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door ,
I can’t keep myself  looking  back  of
all the pain everyone I trusted given me ,
looking back, hoping to find something good
I may had left behind all I found was hopeless
emptiness and so much pain ,
dying out in the cold rain ,
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
to me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness .

Poetic Judy Emery  (c)

MIRROR OF TIME

When I think about those days
the pain comes my way in the light of day
When I consider to look into the mirror
I could see the pains of time
that speaks its mind to me
that makes my soul bleed like the sea
why do Life half to be so mean?
In my life, It feels I had already lived it
when I look back into the mirror
oh, the tears come so near
words of long ago cutting away at my soul
bold yet so cold,
darkness of another time
that play games on my mind
the distance of life hidden away
in the mirror of time of gray
faith has been lost in the eyes of the dark
hearts have been broken
like tokens tossed into the sea
left out to bleed,
while the heart sinks into darken dreams.
Poetic Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

IN THE DARK
Thu, 07/21/2016 - 12:51 -- Poetic Judy Emery
In the dark has taken my heart
from the very start
there are always something hidden
everything is forbidden to love
waiting to be found on solid ground
Love as been locked away
like the light of day
In the dark are many broken hearts .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

IN MY LIFE
Thu, 07/21/2016 - 15:41 -- Poetic Judy Emery
In my mind
will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  life time ,

In my soul the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head we will always be wed
even on my dying bed ,

There in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
and the tears will fall
But you my love will always shine throw .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

YOUR BEAUTY SPEAKS TO ME
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 13:07 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Your Beauty Speaks To Me  Because I see the beauty of me as I look into the mirror of my life I think you God Jehovah ,Jesus for the beauty you have given to me your spirit shines so bright in my life, I had too learned to see again not by eyes but by spirit your beauty speaks to me your Spirit moves me my eyes has never seen your face but No one ever had , My eyes have blossomed open words of your love speaks to me God Jehovah what beauty you have set in my heart at one time in my life I feared that the you didn't love me but that is the Lie that darkness speaks, In my young sometime ago my life was cast into darkness and made my heart cold this pain it gave had put me on the run Life was never fun life didn't seem beautiful the Light of your beauty I didn't no longer seen , But with time you listen to my cries you touched my body my Spirit when I was so scared My God Jehovah , and Jesus you have showed me you cared by taken away all my fears I have grown tender toward all living things what life brings my way, most of all I have learn not to run from Love  But to hold on to it ;because I don't see with just the eyes I see within the beauty of the Light the beauty that shines on high even in the night, As long as you my God and Lord in my Life I see things in beauty of love  from heaven above ;You Put love in my heart even from far  You put thing into its potential place and made an  opens path for me to walk for me to see what love really is , Where no path before ever existed in my life because you love me you shine beauty upon me I love you in heart and soul but most of all In Spirit and with a spirit  eyes ,You saved my Life, I don't see age has a thing to do with love when it comes  from heaven above I live in a new world holding on too a New Law you are in my heart When I close my eyes I see everything in the beauty of your Love, Where my days and nights are now meaningful Because you love me you made my  Life a better place to be I am glad you loved me first I know this love is strong and True God who loved us before we ever loved him Love is not what you can see   Love comes from within .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

CLOUDS OF GRAY
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 13:28 -- Poetic Judy Emery
At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything ,

But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you taken the sun and made it dark
Oh , my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost ,

O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades ;
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

DARKNESS
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 13:37 -- Poetic Judy Emery
No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

DREAMS OF DARKNESS
Fri, 07/22/2016 - 15:15 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Dark Angel ,and all who is around
on these darken grounds
hiding in darken dreams
just to see me scream
What is it you want with me ?
Why do you cast me out on angry sea ?
this is the mystery that has locked me
into pains that hides in the back of my mind
while cold September harbors in deep emotions
of the pains of long ago that eats upon my soul,
Oh, autumn whens you come again just to whisper
your darkness at me in darken dreams
what does all of this means for me ?
the pains of yesterdays keeps me on haze
while others walk around just to be found
hearts are shattered
bodies that has been battered and secrets
of the untold from long ago is locked away
in darken days of yesterdays .
DARK ANGEL OF LIES
WHY DO YOU MAKE ME CRY?
IS IT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON YOUR SIDE?

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

THE TALK OF AN EVIL TOWN
Sat, 07/23/2016 - 14:39 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Rose dust upon the white snow
this is how my story goes ;
the ravens fly deep into the night sky
while the old sad moon cast its gloom
the black cats are prowling around
eating upon the rats of the town ,

As I was walking
I hard some talking
about how bad I am
holding a lamp around town
casting stone upon clowns
with witch bones in a bag of Jupiter dust ,

the church around this small hateful town
made a fire higher then the empire
casting rose dust and lust into dark spells
of a life of a living hell
a little old man rang the bell
while Dark Angel cast his spell
that had made everyone i'll ,

Now all that talk had left a mark
on everyone holding jealousy in their hearts for me
their eyes burn deep into the night
they blasphemed about everything
I stand around them all holding a lamp of fire
all my wrath of the past is coming back on you
that cast the stone of abuse in hallowed places
will be your faces in different places ,

Oh how the little town of the past laughed
but I never looked back
while the fools cast their stones
I walked away in beauty of the night
holding what is of the light  
of what is right in my own life .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

YESTERDAY'S PAINS
Sat, 07/23/2016 - 21:53 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I'm not going to Cry
Just because you
would like me to
you are my
yesterdays blues

Your not worth
all my Time
so you can get that
out of your evil head ,

I moved on without you
But when I am going to Cry
its going to be because
I'm  free from you .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

AUTUMN SKY
Sun, 07/24/2016 - 12:57 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I found an over hearten desert
deep in my thoughts ;
that made its way down to my heart,
But when I look deeper into my heart
I found a hunger
a howling that was crying loudly
deep within me ;
while I looked around out side
just to see the sheet of the autumn sky
I felt my own loneliness
weeping for the one I miss ,
as the teas of fall broken down in my heart
as the years moved along like an old sad song ,
across the way is a beautiful garden
where my true love lays
Oh, how my sadden heart craved
the years of yesterday's .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)

I AM BEAUTIFUL
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:27 -- Poetic Judy Emery
I am beautiful
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotionsa
of feelings that cut so deep within me
oh, how my heart bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen on the eyes of hate
of my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain that comes my way
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegante yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowlege
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turnning
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on wrighting and fighting for me
while the old pen bleeds the ink of me .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)
This poem is about:
Me

BRAIN
Wed, 07/27/2016 - 15:36 -- Poetic Judy Emery
Everyone has a brain
so now use it .

Poetic Judy Emery (c)