Enchanted Hours With You

All beauty shall be mine today
for one enchanted hour,
I'd like to write about happy things
like how the clouds love the rain ,
the birds love to sing in the spring morning ,

A loving glance at summers romance
But even if I'd known such things I will
still dance in the winter rain;
It's simple and it's my love that gives
me the look that everyone loves on me,

All beauty is mine today;
for one enchanted hour with you,
the sun shines with glean in the morning
view of me and you,

For when I'm hurt, or in a mood of crying
rain, even the trees and flowers come out
In the rain, Sometime I shut myself away
I'm furiously writing way with lovers pains when
you had to go on your way,

It's impossible to hide what I feel,
It’s you that can reveal what I feel even dancing
in the rain at break of dawn to meadowlarks,
at dusk to whippoorwills,

Now I am jealous of spring's rain because our
Love is lost in it , This love is full of your charms
When you were holding me in your love;

I would never share this love with no other
then you, so, see I have left you this note for
only you to read and hold ,my short hours with
you are like a beautiful love song of spring.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

Another Dark Storm

Why can't I steer the ship
before it hits a darken storm
I've fallen into the sea every time
we had a fight and that wasn't nice
still I swim for shore to ease my mind
another time,

Tell me how it is when we kiss
I forget all your lies
a kiss of love becomes a lie of the night
that bares the scar of sin too deep
lost in the old dark wind of your storm
I hide behind this fear of running,

Please let there be light at the end of it all
I don't want to fall that hard
In a darkened room is where all my pains
will stay cold empty cold
with no one to hold me to tell me I will be safe.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

THE STORMS

Please help me move pass this pain
These storms come to me every day,
I feel I can no longer survive,
In darken dreams are many thunderstorms
Tears are always falling,
Hearts are always breaking,
Every day is another agony,

each day I get closer to the old platform
I don’t want to stand on,
I don’t want to show my face,
I don’t want to play into his games
I don’t want to perform in a storm of pains,

Please help me someone,
Please take away all the storms that come
To me in darken dreams.
Oh, how he makes me scream,
He cut me very deep,

behind closed doors he does very bad things,
on the floor is me that bleeds,
I cry but no one can hear me,
every time I shout for help
that’s when he gives me more hell,

the thunder bangs so loud
no one can hear my shout,
Dark Angel, has shutout my cries,
Oh, the cuts hurts so much,
I can no longer take this pain,
I want to go far away,
But again, that is what he gave
A world of darkness my way,

He loves to hear me scream
He loves to explore my mind,
Yet when it thunders it gives more
outpouring of tears and fears,
he slowly crippling my spirit with lies,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996

OLD WOUNDS

Old wounds cut deep
The passion did leave,
Which I once consumed,

When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me a lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

It’s like being in a heated-up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

LIES
Oh, I'd seen the sea in many ways
I heard so many lies coming from he
darkness is a playground
for the lost and never found,

Lies is in his eyes
Lies is in his soul
Lies is all he knows
I'd seen better days
but that was some time ago,

Dying is the place of grace
dying is to rest your head
dying is, the grave
that holds your name
it’s the history of who you are,

Life was slow and sad
but Dark Angel was always glad
when someone was made
I was crying alone
but again, this is his darken throne,

He is the angel of all lies
He loves to make me scream
and give me a life of darken dreams
He loves to tell me stories
that will make me weep,

Dark Angel is so mean
I watch the sea turn red
I see so many painful things
but most of all
I would hear the lies of the dark side.

Poetic Judy Emery ©
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THE BIRDCATCHER

Each night I dream, I must face he
Who makes me scream,
Facing the predator that eats away
at my soul and spirit
to get me to lose my faith,
In this old darken world of suicide lies
plays over and over of an ancient birdcatcher,

He is a super intelligent of the dark,
That knows how to pierce the heart,
Plays on the mind with cunning ways
to get you to lose your way,
while he sits on his blood throne of darkness,
he plots a trap in all your moves,
he studies all your habits and chrematistics,

He walks on the ground of the lost
that never been found;
the graves in ashes of gray pines of all time,
pasting on what was once glassy meadow,
he schemes to mislead,
he is the ancient birdcatcher of all times,
plays his games on the dreamer’s minds,

He has a wicked skittish hand,
he hides behind dark places
in his eyes are the fire of hades,
He sets traps for the flesh and blood
he takes the bones and turn into rose dust,
In the castle of true horror are many doors
That traps the dreamers,

I had recently burnt down many traps
He made out for me in darken dreams,
It was a stormy night,
on a cold September fright,
he came out of nowhere and taken me down
so, fast I didn’t know I was caught
into one of his traps,
Oh, the pains and the rain on a road of darkness,


High into the mountains are the eyes
and the tracks of slaves, where traps are being laid
The prince of darkness stands in the mist
giving out his evil commands,
anger is always in the air
in a world of darkness that don’t give a care,

I could hear the lying words through the thunder,
he is the birdcatcher of darken dreams,
he loves to watch me bleed.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

You Give A World Of Pain

Oh, Painful love, you are made by hate
unusual feelings that are created by fright
soon comes sadness and tears,
I had tried so hard to leave,

But somehow, I had never found my way out,
you come to me as if you are sweet
full of life of kindness,
you appear you have something I need,
But all you really have, is darkness
that portrayed my way, you made evil
traps for my own destiny,

You blind every step I make,
beyond death are far away dreams,
You give divine failures,
that leads to more pains,
So, much disappointments to the eyes,
all my future you have crushed for me
In darken dreams,

But this is only a test of my faith,
You put me in a cold dark room,
It is my cage of doom,
in your dark evil eyes,
all I see is tragedy, all you seek is pain,
you call pleasure of love,
You live in my dreams,

You creep into my mind
just to see what you would find,
you stained the glass in blood,
you give doubt and shame,
you always give me your blames,

you have invaded my soul in darken dreams,
all you do is make me cry and scream,
you cut me deep,
Oh, flowing tears you hold so much fear,
My heart is broken, but to you is a token,

I must ask, where did you come from?
Where did you get the license?
to give me pains,
you take love out of my life,
you take me down
into a dark state of mind,

you swept away my light of day
to a world of hate and blame,
you take everything that is good for me,
you web your darkness in dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992

Lived a life of grief and sorrow
Striving to live my life,
I have no one on my side,
All I ever hear, are the haters criticizing
everything I do,
they hold envy in their eyes,
because Dark Angel keeps me by his side,

He always gives my all his attention,
Instead supporting all the rest,
Pounding the ground with anger
They walk around protesting their lies
trying to get Dark Angel to look their way,

But what they don’t understand is,
they are of the dark,
So, why would he need them?
If he already has them?
Dark Angel, don’t have me,
he doesn’t have my heart,

But he needs me, I don’t need him,
This is like, who gives and who takes,
The pleasure moments are when I know
I have control of what I believe in,
And that is something worth fighting for.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Moonlights Horse Tamela

Silent is in the cold chilly air,
While Moonlight takes her ride
Upon her favorite horse,
she calls ‘’ Tamela,’’ which means
like to control everyone within
its own influence,

she riding and galloping around the castle
looking at the beauty of the land,
this beauty had no words, so breath taking,
but as soon as Moonlight seen Dark Angel
walking her way, she got choked up,
while the heavy winds raged,

ash of rose dust blow into the air,
Oh, Dark Angel never plays fare,
Envy eyes is he, who looks at me,
Always around me every day,
Drops of rain started coming down,

I must always remember everything,
Keep track of his anger, each bladed grass
Has a cut of stain of blood,
Of another soul that has been taken down,
Dark Angel, called out saying it’s time to come in.
Let the slave walk ‘’Tamela,’’ back to the stable,
come in out of the rain,

He takes Moonlights hand to help her get off
Her favorite horse, then she and Dark Angel
Walked very fast back to the castle,
While Brutus was at the door,
reaching for Moonlights shawl.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

Lit Summers sky

The moon, is lit and the stars are glinting
the wed of the night is singing;
Shatters, scatters of hopes and dreams.

The Queen of fatal beauty, sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.

Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summer’s night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.

Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of day.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

CHANGE

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old blood stain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am a live yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2000

Dragging Memories

I would hear you say,
while you are scratching at my heart,
if your lost you will find me,
I will be waiting when you fall,
I will catch every tear that drops,

I could see your eyes looking at me,
while wolves are standing all around,
everything I do or say,
they would have looked my way,

More tears fall like raindrops,
lying in my bed, hearing the old clock
going tick tock down the hall,
while memories make its way back to me,
I could see you walking up the stars,

Oh, how that had given me a scare,
I started feeling all that fear,
walking slowly in my mind,
your voice comes to me again,
taunting me all over again,
Oh, mountains and changes
With lost self-worth,
you are dragging me down through time,
where hollow hall of us, keep coming back,

With time your face starts to fade,
darkness and lies eat away in my mind,
that turned my life in gray,
I looked out my bedroom window,
While old memories start coming my way,

Where secrets where once made,
Stolen thought drum deep within my mind,
while the pain started coming back inside
my broken heart, everywhere I go,
I feel you are near me. You fear me.

You are out to possesses me,
While you walk around with wolves
on mossy grounds, that are forbidden in
the world of truth.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Down By The Sea

Down by the sea thousands of kisses
has been given to me,
by he that loves me,
I told my lover to take our love slow
In spring, new beautiful leaves will be on trees
then we will see what love will bring
We were both young and foolish
when he sealed the sea without me
Your token of your love burns in my heart
never let this love depart from our hearts,
You can do whatever please you
but your letters now are not enough
I feel your loving touch in spring we
will never depart,
until our love is written in stars  
You have my heart.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984

Passionless

What happen to the people?
Why do they act as they do,
they bow their heads like they
are very confused,

Oh, the pain that holds in their eyes
make me want to cry,
Oh, passionless is you
Oh, Darken Angel,

To me your words are pointless
but to the slaves,
your words are everything,

when you make, me cry?
You love to see me die,
But you keep me close to you
Afraid to let me fly,

I know there aren't many things
I could ever do,
to make you feel the pains you
given me and the slaves,

Because I can truly say,
You know pain,
that old ancient day
has cut you deep that you can’t
see what you are doing to me,

Someone had taken your heart,
but has never truly set you free,
so, you are given me the pains
that someone else given you,

When you hurt me so bad,
you make me feel I'm going to die,
oh, why do you like to see me cry?
You love to watch me bleed,

but deep within me
I’m still very strong,
even when you gave me the pains
of your past,
you broke me down like glass.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2010

Broken pieces

I can see the anger in his eyes
staring right into mine,
telling me all kinds of lies
it was late in October
When I thought, my nightmare was over,

Oh, how I cried with my baby ******* my hips,
I was shattered, broken into many pieces,
Wounded in abuse, young and confused
not knowing what to do,
I had no family or even friends,

So, this old battle didn’t have an end,
he called this love, I just die a little more
each time I heard his words,
I was trapped in this way of life,
I had to take more abuse,
because I became a mother of four,

I cried in the night where the kids never hear me,
My spirit was ready to fly away,
But I know I must stay, it’s the only way,
My babies were very young and so was I
With no one by my side,

Tonight, like every night, it rains more pains
came pouring down like no other night,
the thunder didn't get in the way of his voice
He throw words at me that are so sharp  
forced its way into another night of fright,

ravens on the treetops wrapped around in wonder
as he looks at me, while I was bleeding on the flour,
the leaves where falling while my heart was dropping,
just to watching what we once had go up in smoke,
I demand power over my own life,
I never ask for my abusers help,

his anger is like fire that burned even in the rain,
Then a woman stands in my way telling me lies,
she said she was going to put a spell on me,
there is nothing I could do,

I come to give you good advice,
even when things aren't nice,
then she put in my hand a black rose
that turn to dust,
then she was gone like a sad song,
in the rush of wind,
I fell to the ground and started weeping on my knees,
trying to pick up the broken pieces of me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1985

Your Voice

Your voice is deep
your words cut deep
you are always on my mind
day and night,

you give me so much fright,
I weep throughout the night
I pray for your memories
to leave me,

but the years are still yours
I'm alone crying on my pillow
outside my window
I see a big willow tree
it looked as lonely as me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983

Not Too Long Ago

Not too long ago,
I did write my famous lines
the power of my pains
did bring more rain to all who reads
my heart felt words
that I had written down
in my own blood stain ink,

My words are strong a
yet very deep like the sea
it holds things of long ago
it talks about the pains of yesterdays
I had never denied
my tears for all to hear,

They fall into the cup for all to drink
that will run deep
into your veins while you dream
all about me,
darken dreams will make you feel
you are going to die in a hateful ride
in another time of long ago,

You will scream out so much pain
but no one will ever hear a thing
my pains will rise in everyone’s eyes
that sees me dancing around
in the cold September storm,

To all those who reads about me
you will hear the cries
of the foreign tongues
of mockery of darken time
that cuts away at the mind.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

EBOLA

Ebola a virus going around killing the towns
of all kind of clowns hoping to be found before
going to the ground,

A viral infection cutting deep in the intestine
with more viral hemorrhagic high fever piercing
at lives the young and the old hanging to hope,

But now not only was one being found to pass this deadly
virus around, we have hundred to be found
treasured ones, struck down,

Contagious lies that are eating away at USA lives
With death and no love Fly back to us,
By the joy of a clown made its round to be crown
To the Ebola Virus to be passed around,

A touch of grace must take place by a gentle dove
from heaven above through a plastic glove,
While in our land we see today another virus spreading,
Killing the babes,

More deadly in the soul that makes the body ****** and cold
Asking God to please take control of this pain they never known,
This is deeper and so severe penetrating on more fear,

'Why bring Ebola home to the ones you Love, To a place
You call home? '' Though you Oh God stump this sickness
By your grace will not be *******.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2014

Leaves Falling Off Trees

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
The sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
My emotions are getting stronger
While the pains made way,

I remembered how we dance around
On those wet autumn leaves,
We laugh so happily,
We felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,

with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought to much
about the little stuff,

The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground out side is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,

I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,

the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rag,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,

across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,

while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011

BOTTLE OF RAIN

I walk along the edge of the sea.
I found a bottle next to my feet,
all the is in it was rain,

then I heard a voice crying out
I ‘m going to bring you down,
I’m going to make you cry,

You’re going to feel the power of me,
You’re going to be broken
just wait and see,

I am the one holding the key
to this darken dream,
that is when I started to scream,

Is when I looked back down at the
bottle full of rain,
I started to understand it was my tears,
I have been here before,

Dark Angel, moves along the beaten path,
Moonlight nothing truly ever last,
he started tell me more lies,
turning my world upside down,

Can you feel my pains?
Can you understand the rain?
In my world of darken dreams
Things are never what they seem to be,
I need you to feel me holding you,
I need you to believe in fears,
come lay your heart in my hands,

I want you to breath in all my darkness,
The he whispered in my ears,
Come, let’s take this dance on the sand,
and let me bottle up your tears
when are dance ends.


Come, to me Moonlight and I will give
You so much mystery.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cold Silence
I can feel the autumn breeze
In this lonely night,
Oh, I can still feel the coldness
In your silence,

Even when the Years kept move,
leaves kept falling,
My heart still broken and hollowed,
I’ve been waiting for the moment
To face you again,

The moment to break your silence,
The time where you must face me
Like I had to face you,
I try so hard to leave those
old memories behind me,

but somehow this darken past
has a way of coming back,
I can feel your coldness coming in the air,
I can feel you standing near,

I feel this old pains coming like a hurricane,
Oh, I’m feeling I am drowning
In this abuse of you,
Oh, how I remember everything,
I’ve see your face at my door,
I have seen your eyes in all my dreams,
I could hear your voice in every storm,
While I start to scream,

Sometimes I had to ask myself
If you remember who I am,
I could feel the wonder in the thunder
While this cold silence in the air
Touched my skin,

I remember everything you have dune
You beaten me down, so far down
I never thought I would ever be able
to pick myself up,

I could see the anger in your eyes
every night I go to sleep,
You think you have won this fight
by putting my life on run,

I could never move on,
But one day I will,
But what you don’t know
could never hurt you,
but one day someone is going to hurt you
the same way you hurt me,

soon you will find that old grin
will be wept off your face, you are a beast
A big mistake, I ever made,
I can feel it all will come to its end,
But until then, I will keep feeling
Apart of me bleeding
Just the way you left me,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1983

Like A Book

If I could open my heart up to you like a book
I would try to make that book as hard as it could be
Just too where you would never forget me,
I could tell you about all the things I Love,

I will tell you about all the things
that makes me sad
But I won’t because that is not the way
I want things to be,
I could dance all night
with you under that beautiful moon,

But That would mean I like you
and want to let you like me to
But that would make things too easy for you,
I could tell you if I wanted to,
But that would be no fun so please read on
could you Love someone you could never truly know?

could you spend your whole life reading a book?
I could only tell you this,
dreams are made for dreamers,
and Love is made for the
ones that are ready to give there all.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1996

DONALD TRUMP

Donald Trump is the one that is in the room
stand up and let him feel your love
You know what it is I mean
He is the Trump Tower that stands for hours
for you and me, this anyone could see
Haters are always near just to make blood shed tears,
Donald Trump will never give up
because he Love us and he wants to make America great again,
Donald Trump started out locally
speaking about what this cold world needs
to hopefully to let others see what it is they can't see
it won’t be long for him to stand up strong
to a world of blood shed hate
that lost their faith,
If you look at the hateful cartoons
that is drawn out by Hillary the loony ton
who will never stand up for you
she is about money with lots of honey
she is a phony that likes to ride on pony's
she will speak her Lies just to get you on her side
but when it is all over
she will be the first to let others take you down
like a beat-up clown,
She talks about budget
but never about the bodies that had been killed
by the haters of the other side
She always talks lies about Donald Trump
just to make more humps
to try to get to Trump
he is the discussion of hateful play
while she has your eyes hating on him
she is making your burial bed,
Trump, trump, trump
don't lose your head
because this world is in a Big old Mess
we all can see when you walk out to speak in public
you'll hear the cries of your haters that are killing American lives
because they stand up for the haters of the other side
we can hear the ******* they talk
they try to leave a mark on your heart
that is the way it goes when in your in a darken world
War is always going to be at your door,
This old hateful world is mad
because you are the man that stand up for Americans ***,
Donald Trump sees the crazy life from the other side
He is going to win
No one will beat him down
he isn't a clown Hillary and Obama is
drawn that in your cartoon book
and take another look
Donald Trump has taken his stand
while these haters getting mad
but that makes us glad,
So Donald Trump hop into your car
and wrap your words all over the world
take on the action that is packing
and wrapping against you
Your style comes with excellence
to make America great again
you will bring back Job's
where money will be in the hand for even the poor
and we will have to stand up for more
We stand up for Donald Trump because he will get the Job done
He will end this Homegrown Extremist/ Islamic Attack
he will fight back
that is a fact jack :)

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016

Down By The Sea

Down by the sea thousands of kisses
has been given to me,
by he that loves me,
I told my lover to take our love slow
In spring, new beautiful leaves will be on trees
then we will see what love will bring
We were both young and foolish
when he sealed the sea without me
Your token of your love burns in my heart
never let this love depart from our hearts,
You can do whatever please you
but your letters now are not enough
I feel your loving touch in spring we
will never depart,
until our love is written in stars  
You have my heart.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984

Color Balloons

Oh, to live on top of the highest mountain
in a castle of a dark cold love
a place I never wanted to be I love summers breeze
please let me be free like a balloon

Though my sad lonely years holding on too dreams
praying to here I will be leaving soon
that I have past my test with no regrets
It's so noisy at the fair far away from here
I love the sound of kids playing around

I bite all my old friends are there
dancing around given candy kisses to a happy clown
little ones holding on to their mother and father
not making a fuss of who is around them

but if they only known the eyes that is hunting them
Oh, to live on the top of a darken mountain
I can see a lot from my darken bedroom
If only they could see me too

Oh, colored balloons of a beautiful moon you see it too
There's a girl just down the away losing her way
Oh please don't turn to the lying eyes because it will hurt
the pains of him will cut deep within your soul

please walk away with a smile on your face knowing
you said no to the ****, let your color balloons loos
let them fly high into the midnight sky
I pray you had read all my words I had ever written
can you hear my tears fall from my bedroom window
words of my silence

Words of a woman missing
Did anyone read the hidden note of me?
Oh, to live on top of that cold darken mountain
locked away in a darken dream up in a castle praying for
true Love to find me to break the spell that was put on me

oh, colored balloons fly high away into the midnight sky
I want to see freedom even if it is only make believe it is me
I know I am underneath the stairs that shine so bright
giving back some glares for wishes to be made

To the people who never dreams to people who do dream
to the people who sleeps in peace
Thinking of your freedom like the color balloons
You're leaving too soon you want to be alone

please hold on to what you have and be glad
never look back at your broken down past
if you do look back you may not find your way back.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982

Yesterday’s Pains

Oh, let it rain
I will dance in my darkest days
just to let the rain fall upon me
to wash away the pains of Yesterdays.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

I Found Me IN Darken Place

I cried last night why you was on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so much regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one it set my heart on run,
I am still young not read for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being a lone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am were I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2012

Proceeded to Dream

I proceeded to have these darken dreams
I remember that old sad night I made you cry
I had always wanted to say I am sorry
But you just walked away with anger in your eyes,
I had been wondering did your feelings change
after all these years?

As I sleep I fall deep within a darken dream
I hear a very loud voice
crying out to me on darken seas
saying you would like to go over the pains
that is when it started to rain,

You tell me time can heal but your heart
but mine hasn't maned
dark cuts remain deep inside my soul
I have thought about all the things we once did
who we were when it came to Love,

we were so young thinking love would never end
but that is only a lie to pass on in time,
The voice in my dream kept talking to me
I can still feel the love we once had,

but I feel more pain knowing you left me
my world fell deep right at my feet,
so, I will haunt you in your dreams
even if we are millions of miles apart
you cut my heart as the voice had end
I woken up in tears again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1987

GREEN

Green is the deep color of the sea,
Where far away thoughts are made,
Green is the eyes of Moonlight,
Her eyes changed with her moods
Just like the ancient moon,

Green is the color of many ancient books,
That poets write their famous lines,
In the green wood’s, where ravens fly
Where the grass is forever green,
Where lovers make their dreams,

Green is the frog that jumps on the lilies pads
that are floating on the pound,
Green is the sea moss
at the end of the sea banks,

Green is the color we all love to see
Green is the land where the queen takes her stand
Green are many things
even in darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Clown Of The Town

He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frown
that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep,

He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about
what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,

His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
every time he walks around
everyone makes a fuse over the way he looks
the way he dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,

His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,

When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
despite all he has been through,

He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free
Where he can breathe, and start living again.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

The Unknown

I'm tired of dreaming and empty promises  
I think I shall never see brighter days;
I'm through with trying.
I am so tired of your lying
and your cheating ways,

The moon that once shined
in my eyes, have died
In the darkness you give,

I'm tired of living, yet scared of dying.
crying is my friend
when our love did a worldwide,  
maybe things are crazy,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.

against the earth sweet flowing of love
of long ago you once held my soul,
I bet you think that it's been fun
sending my heart on the run,
you never thought I'd turn away.

you never believed you'd see this day.
a tree that looks up at heaven all day,
and lifts her leafy arms to pray
leaving behind all I know
changing it all as I must go,

and grow like the tree that its roots dig deep,
faint hands will row your outward appearance,
But the inwards will grow with faith of love,  
Knowledge of love open my eyes,
I left behind the love of my life,  

that killed my heart with the heat of the night,
let me live, unseen, unknown;
let me die with love in my heart for Jehovah God,
let me live the way of faith without hate ,
winter fire is now a summer desire.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1999

OBSESSION Of DARK ANGEL

Dark Angel wings that will never fly,
Dark Angel ripped and torn
my heart out from me,
he even broken my wings,

''Wiggling and whimpering'',
of a pain I will never forget,  
Obsession in his eyes over me
with so much jealousy,
  
his darken soul filled with scorn,
covered with hated tears,
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near,
painted fears are what I bared
in my mind over time,
he pains that sears with words doubts,

he touched my body
then started touching my hair
with a touch of lust,
with deep words of hurt,
Obsession of ****** screams
are like a wounded animal,

He read my dreams for freedom,
something he could never see
what it is he truly is looking for,
he loves working on my mind
play around with my heart
my body he loves so much,

He gives me no choice to live or die,
he takes my name and call me
and changed it to ‘’Blue Moon’’
the he changed it again to ‘’Moonlight,’’

He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce of anger,
Dark Angel broken my wings,
just to hear me scream,
then he would say,
I will never let you fly away,

He surrounds me and puts me
In a dark cold room,
with heavy chains on me,
in this upper room
in ''Paris ‘‘at the old convent building,
  
Were lies are being told
by a priest of a ghost,
miss leading the way
giving out his voice to a darken world,
  
that no one cares to see or hear,
Dark Angel covers me in shame
of his own darken lust,

In the dark he feasts on my insecurity,
His obsession is what broken him down,
my wings are torn
My spirit is broken,
I feel so shredded and abuse,

My eternal darkness is with he
this is where I'm headed,
No love will ever find me,
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel,
He feeds off my fears,

Dark Angel tells me,
I must obey all his commands,
because I have no love of my own,
You belong to me,
you can't understand
how much you mean to me,

I now became Dark Angels little toy,
I have something to say my dear,
Come, come near,
I want your all, give me your heart,
I want your body mind and spirit,

I looked at him with a smirk on my face,
telling him it will never happen,
But only in his dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1989

Tonight, It Rains

Tonight on the rainy street  
I saw a man looking at me,
love strive nor weep is what  
he said to me,
love only sleep when we dream
what is so wild as words can be,
I and thou in debate,  
as a bird without a nest ,
see the creature stalking
while we speak,
that is me watching you in my head
Is what the man said;
Hush and hide the talking of the night,
It's been too many nights of being without
love in my life,
Two years had been too long when you  
told me to move on,
I started to walk away as he told me to stay  
hear what he had to say,
with a charm be a man of old the one to hold  
the one who gives his soul to the love he craves  
with his arms he takes hold
and won’t let me go,
The rain is coming down why he is holding me  
down to the grown,
teach me please
what makes you run from me,
I will speak thy speech of love,
laying flesh sweet to my spirit in the hands.
must a little weep, Love, (Foolish me!)
so, fall asleep,
my Love with me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Blood Stain Leaves

Autumn leaves, is where you left me to bleed,
the blood stain of my bleeding heart
on every leaf that falls from a tree
autumn will always remember me
love truly has cut me deep,

So, I figured it out,
I was high and low and everything in between
when it came to you and me
You were wicked and wild
I know what you meant to me
with time pages was turned
Something went wrong in this old love,

It became a place of darkness
where the hearts turn cold,
You made a deal with the devil for an empty Life
You are an angel looking through the eyes of darkness
It was you that cut my heart into pieces,

It's all because of you wanting to go back into old ways
You are the reason why Autumn will never forget me
because my blood is on every leaf
You are the reason I wake up,
Each day with tears in my eyes,
through the night the old darken winds hold my screams
You are the reason my heart bleeds
the reason for autumn stained leaves
In the middle of the night the world hears my cry
I want to ground with the falling tears of rain,

No more running around spinning my wheel
You came out of my dream and made it real
I know what I feel
It's you that my heart bleeds out all your lies
It's all because of you that my life is confused
You are the reason for autumn leaves,

the reason I wake up with pain in my heart
You are the misery of anger
You are the one who put the spell on me
now autumn leaves will never be the same
because they are colored with my blood stains.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

THE BLACK SEED
The Black Seed of torment
the haunter of dreams
Looking for lost souls

scatter it's seed around the land
among the rich harvest of the good
The Black Seeds,
digs deep in their own decay
Dark Angels' eyes
when he turns to look at me
are like two empty mirrors

I didn't find myself in them
only the dark of the weeping
He doesn't speak or gesture
He never follows when
I run from the dark rooms
He provokes me in his silence

He seems to look at me without a care
he brings so much fear
He stares deep in the night
like he is lost in another time
I had always been afraid of his kind
I grown afraid of the dark

Because Dark Angel left his mark
I know in my heart
he will always be a big part of me
we are inseparable from each other
we are like the changing wind
Lost in shipwreck of time
he is always on my mind
Black Seed is he, eating away at me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

My Pen Is Uncapped

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes is gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

Among Autumn Leaves

You hold the season of autumn in my eyes
in the mists of mellow of love,
You are the fruit of my soul
Your love I will never let go,
I had always heard that one day
love would come my way,

I thought Love was only for dreamers
oh, beautiful maturing sun
You have shine upon the land,
you came and given me Love
From far right down into my heart,

you gave me the autumn leaves
loaded with blessings that makes the heart sing
with the flowers and the bees
that ripples away all my gray,
you made everything so sweet
Oh, true love
you are everything my heart desires,

you my love,
quenched of burning fire of my heart
among autumn leaves,
making dreams with you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2004

RIPPLE TEARS

Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,

You are no longer who I thought you once was,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,

Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darken place,

I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,

I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
your toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you gives so much pains,

Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,

Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Poetic Judy Emery © 1988

Moved On

I told him to move on
don't wait for me,
I don't want you to,
He said I'll wait for you forever,
I can't ask you to do that,
be happy, live your life,
give your heart to someone else
So, they can give you there's,
I didn't love you the right way
So, that's probably fair,
He said there's only room for you,
I'll wait if I must
because your worth the wait,
as much as I want to believe him I can't,
there's no guarantee
that we'll be together again,
So, I can't tell you to wait,
that’s selfish of me,
move on with your life,
don't worry about me,
I'm still thinking of you just to let you know,
my heart still beats for you,
I love you,
I got to let you go,
one more thing
that question that you asked me,
did I think you were the one?
Yea I did,
like I said time will tell,
If it happens then it happens.
you know who you are.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980

I Made It Home

I swig my spirits up on high
I hold on to love like a silk white dove,
I maintain holding on to Jehovah's name.
the night grown longer
the heart is growing founder
into a deep sleep, slowly sink.
the darkness closes around my eyes
I start to dream of Paradise
I felt like a beautiful bride standing in the light,
deeper and deeper I become deeper in love,
I see faces of my own beloved .
I cry out with joy
holding on to my young of my lost
a little boy
a little girl
all the old I known of long ago
my dad
my brother
my grandson Jesse
my little girl Hope
said I am glad you made it home
Oh, how my heart jump with happiness,
beautiful colors of shaded green
beautiful blue sky
everything nice to my eyes
so vivid
so bold
but never cold
the images dance and swirl around with glory
doves flying around me
quickly  I run with all my loved ones
before my time is finally done
I held each and every one
I given my love
now it was time for me to wake up.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1992

Lit Summers sky

The moon, is lit and the stars are glinting
the wed of the night is singing;
Shatters, scatters of hopes and dreams.

The Queen of fatal beauty, sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.

Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summer’s night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.

Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of day.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986

DANDELIONS

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold

You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty

You are the beauty of age
So, thine and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts

You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow

You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth

You are the beauty
among all the wild flowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land

You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My senseless Love,

we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry

The Ink on the poet’s sheet
has been smeared with so much tears
The hands that rips the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s hand write
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes
its words will last a life time.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990

The Light

The light in your eyes
is starting to fade away
just like night into day,

Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
front that nothing is wrong,

But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
you ever said,

You are constantly fight with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going,

As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
you start it up all over again
head to let this pain run

Now I have too accepted that you are
now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues,

The taste of happiness has faded
to another place were silence made Home  
this feeling that hunts at me
I must scream,

I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold beaten down room,

I started having a visions
that captive within myself  
feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me,

Oh, I cannot breathe  
Please someone help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
my heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep,

I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own

You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within

Am holding it all in
how much can one person take
I try with all my might to let it all end,

Why darkness try's so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray,

When death has taken its course
this is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright
in the love of my God,

But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right,

I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run free until I have finely find me  
I am asking you my God to help me please,

dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2013

I Cried to You

There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago,

I lost my way;
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong

Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pour down on me
night and day
flooding deep within me,

I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
my body craved sinful men
darkness became a game of child play,

My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down
and call me names,

The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
you touched my little heart,

easy my pains from the start
You even given me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me,

take this pain away my Mother given me
she cut me down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,

I would cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me?

Without a word of goodbyes
I just seen shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life

all I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all its wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show

My life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day

My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead

I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
for all to know you are mine
with many of my kind,

This world is so blind
they cannot see what love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
that would be my love for You.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982

The Eye Of The Dragonflies

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,

The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,

Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,

Dark Angel, starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,

The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blow a darken storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,

You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughter
house you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that falls,
Moonlight will had named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,

That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,

Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,

I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,

Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017