People will never forget how you made them feel.
In a realm of fiction & pretend, we’re scarred by the real.
All scars aren’t bad, healing took place.
Eternally inspiring growth then peeling my face.
Asking how can I help when I kneel in his place.
How can I touch lives before the devil is successful in stealing my race.
What is your legacy, what have you done that can’t be erased?
I pride myself in giving bottomless love that’s like a drug that’s been laced.
A controlled insanity, an absence of gravity.
& In the moment when Heaven is grabbing me.
I’m proud of how they’ll judge me.
My past is littered with people who still love me.

You can tell people your dreams but you truly love the people you want to listen to.
Bonds that make It through conditions holding on unconditional.
If they ever fail it’s other ways we can find.
And if you wake up and fail I’ll go to sleep and we continue the dream in my mind.
No matter what comes ahead we gone get through It.
Ironically I’ve outgrew people I I grew up with.
Value the people who press down until we got black steaks.
Not just takers but come to give back like tax breaks.
‪Found the girl of my dreams & got out the game. Twitter women still at me even though they see how often I use her name. ‬
Guess this is my life now.
My dreams came true so I’m always awake at night now.

I can’t begin to describe what I grew up having to see.
There aren’t many things that can put fear in me.
Can’t describe how you make me feel, what you make me want to be.
I spent all my life clawing to get on my feet and yet you make me want to get back on my knee.

200 miles doesn’t feel as far when she’s at the end of the drive.
As I drive, I reflect on the times i tried & having to mourn people who haven’t died.
Piled up pain couldn’t hide what’s under here.
It’s amazing the emotions you can feel in an under a year.
I leave functions after observing there’s too much trouble here.
I can’t believe the words I’ve put into my mother’s ears.
“Mom I swear, I don’t notice other women anymore.
I might’ve went against what you raised me to be before.
But Dad is watching and I can see it all over his face.
He knows I’m going to give away his last name.”
All my fear is gone & I have withdrawals when I’m laying alone.
She fell asleep with her make up on, listening to her heart, It sounded like Home.