I'm so alone.

Why is this whole world fake but wait maybe it's just fate to late I'm here not to care with no fear drink beer not one tear comes to my eye so good-bye sleep tight and good night ***** **** it.

I'll get down on my knees
Won't you kick me in the face please
It'll make everything I say sound like poetry

You know my mistakes but you don't know me.

True honest love doesn't exist.
At least not for someone as broken as me.
Everyone I fall for is nothing more than a *****.
Ready to cheat and give up because I'm a worthless piece of trash.
Why am I here if I'm only ment to suffer?
God if you exsist please help me.
I can't take this torment.
This judgment from everyone.
I need you to show me that love will be there in the end.
I'm broken and crying.
I want to die but hold on to hope.
I don't want to do this on my own.
Love if you exsist then show me a sign.
Give me any reason to keep on living.
Or am I ment to die completely alone?

Why do I always poor my heart into someone that leaves me out to die.
Why don't you finish the job and stab me in the eye?!
I ask and I beg; I plead and I cry
Why can't I **** myself only God holds me back.
If there is a God then why am I torn.
If he's watching me cry then why doesnt he help.
Because there is no God.
Yet I can't **** myself.

Cut me
Burn me
Stab me
Choke me
**** me
Poison me
Kick me
I don't ******* care anymore!
Just take my life PLEASE!
I'm to much of a ***** to pull this ******* trigger I beg you!
I WANT TO DIE!!