Phoenix

Phoenix Aug 2018

Stress...
Pain....
depressed...
sad....
Confused....
"All the lies that I deal with
in a few months ago.
I am tired of lies
from someone that I once knew."
Flashbacks kills me to death...
All of the hurt that she done to me,
what to do about this problem.......

Phoenix Jul 2018

Betrayal~

“Betrayal doesn’t only break your heart
but also darkens your soul.
You’ll never forget the pain
like a fog that forever lingers
in the depths of your mind.”

Phoenix Jul 2018

Quiet....

My Life goes down,
Sometimes they go up,
Some are good,
and some are horrible.

Quiet...
it just when I get lonely
I cry...
like I can't stand it.

Pain...
no one understands it
even I have someone in my life,
that most of my pain
is still in me.

Wish.....
I wish that I wasn't Lonely
Wish that I don't have the pain,
Wish to be free,
Also I wish that I just Have someone
that I love to be with me everyday.

My Hearts breaks into pieces,
I feel like that I am a burden to
everyone,
I am losing myself every time
when I do something wrong.

Sometimes that my life is like
a sand that isn't dry,
It like been rain on so many times
that I like someone that no one wants.

That is how my life goes.....
even How hard that I try.

Phoenix Jul 2018

Reality~

Somethings that people can do is change,

Change is something that is good or bad,

That is what Reality is,

Reality is giving us to have a change to the world,

If some people change to the good,

that a good thing,

If some people change to the bad,

than that alright cause that is not us,

By God gives us a choice,

Heaven or Hell.

That the next part of Reality,

Choosing something that is easy to make,

Like which one is better,

be free, or burn in shame,

that is just simple is that.

I choose Heaven so I can be free and Happy,

it like a bird flying without getting hurt,

and that is what reality is.

Phoenix Jun 2018

Love your Enemies~

Jesus always will Say,

"Love your enemy as I love you"

He right,

Cause there will be one person in

the world will hurt you,

lie to you,

steal from you,

cheat on you,

everything horrible to you,

Don't let them,

Love them,

It won't matter tho,

Stay strong,

be happy,

Be glad,

Be joyful,

And Be the one that you

can handle what they would

do to you,

Love them.

Love your Enemies...

Phoenix Jun 2018

Forget you~

Every time that things go on,

Every time that I cry,

It reminds me of you

So you know what I did is that

I went outside and looked up

I made sure the wind was touching my face

And I screamed and yelled at the top of my lungs

I AM DONE WITH YOU!

Then I laughed in the rain

I danced and I splashed and I finally realized

I'm over you...the thought gave me release

I was finally happy

Finally okay inside

I was absolutely free from the curse of you

Phoenix Jun 2018

Scars~

You left me a scar

A scar that will never fade

Deep inside me

You left your mark

I wasn't strong enough to cry

But I was too weak to smile

You left me a scar

A scar that will never heal

Too deep inside me

You stabbed my heart

It hurts as I think

And it bleeds as I care

I was too young to accept

But I was too old to ignore

I couldn't fix my problems

When I was the only one that cared

I was too naive to trust you,

But I'm too wise to continue