I'm still learning to carry the weight of my own existence

To follow suit in this world I've become adversely resistant.

It's such a hostile place you can become broken in an instance

Blind of vanity I store my eyes in a cardboard box

For all that is essential can only be seen by ones heart.

Everything and everyone that is real cannot visibly be seen without seeing every part.

We are each uniquely a miraculous work of art.

But no matter the form of beauty the world may just tear you apart.

We are all flowers in the winds of fear and temptations.

Humans often lack understanding, kindness and patience.

Though we all have the ability to change the world and achieve greatness.

Most choose to be ungrateful and remain faceless.

Perhaps I've chosen to see past all the greed and hatefulness.

Lost among the stars I am reminded the universe is vastly bigger than all of this.

In a vast eternity of stars I am insignificant, and aware that one day all my labors shall return to dust.

My mind is never blind yet I let myself covet things I shall never acquire.

Furthermore my zeal just a shout into the void of a forever within numbered days.

Every facet of my shattered depiction of reality is inevitably doomed to oblivion.

Yet merely every jubilating moment in this little infinity I've been gifted has been incredibly liberating.

Unfettered from a stasis of insensibility and dejection I will never take a single moment for granted.

Like a portal the mien Your face exhibits portrays an illustration of your inner expression, egressing onto a flesh canvas; unveiling your thoughts without a single word.

The curiosity of how his lush lips taste, utterly forbidden.

So many impure thoughts must remain hidden.

His strong hands grasping all my curves tenaciously

His finger tips exploring every inch of skin so graciously.

Get on my knees and put my warm mouth around him.

So thirsty I drink him in till he moans in satisfaction.

Standing in front of him as he takes off all my clothes.

Desire of his ******* deep inside my rose.

Pin me down with my hands above my head.

I would obey him no words needed to be said.

His salacious expressions have me cascading with pleasure.

His alluring temptations have me concupiscent beyond measure.

When I met you, I was so sober and low-key.

A counterpart, but I don't know you, and you don't know me.

You get all my senses Heightened like hanging out with Molly

I'll be your Mary Jane, so breath me in till your minds freed fully.

I got so drunk as I drank up all your potion.

can't get caught up in the feels, gotta forfeit all this emotion.

It's ok, I know what's real, I love the high it's like I'm rolling.

The way my body feels, there's just simply no controlling.

Knowing who you are, I want to dive into your ocean.

Trying to inhale, you steal my breath without any notion.

Sinking deeper into you, till I feel like I'm drowning.

Every minute till I get my fix, I will sit here counting.

When you sync into my flesh, like a pill you got me floating.

Our bodies like a conversation, every inch of you I'm quoting.

For another dose of you, like a feen I am hoping.

Lost in her dreams, hanging only by a strand

She merits saving, but he's only just a man

With his endearing gallantry he shakes down all her walls

She tries to omit her truths endeavoring as she falls

Like an apothecary he can heal and he can cure

Merely every lechery and debauchery her body endures

When set loose they are like wild creatures wreaking havoc

Her body yearning for the beast she just has to have it

She sees life in his eyes whilst his body she feasts

Such cravings, such hunger, been missing the way he tastes

Her body runs like a flume every time she sees his face

his voice made her thrum as he pushed himself inside

as he pressed between her thighs she was ever satisfied.

For she is only human you see, in need of being freed

And he was fictitious in witch you seem to only read

a part of her reverie he always seems to be

I don't need vindication for my reasons of growing cold

You know just what you did, you don't need to be told

You called me names, and broke me down until I just shattered

You made me feel so unworthy, like I never really mattered

I was loyal, I was devoted, a quintessence to a fault

Always trying to appease you, and lost myself as a result

The person I thought you were was just a fabricated illusion

All your lies and all your games left me feeling helplessness and confusion

I made so many sacrifices and lost everything I had

You told me I was ungrateful and had no reasons for being sad

All the love and all my kindness you completely took for granted

Selfishly you clung to me so you could take advantage

All the anger and all the outbursts never once did you put me first

I strived to give the best of me and you simply gave me your worst

Your arrogant and manipulating ways I have become unlatched

Mentally and emotionally I am officially detached

No longer will I remain defeated, broken and tattered

My wings I have spread, my spirit I have gathered

As I mend my injured soul, as I slowly again become whole

I am blossoming and divine, though I will never be the same, I've undimmed my ******* shine!