Ana has been my best friend,
For around 9 years.
I finally started taking steps
Toward recovery.
Until you opened your mouth,
And made some stupid comment
On my weight.
That one small sentence,
Summoned a legion of
Demons.
Each word sticking in my head.
The voices get louder,
With every word.
Until, that is all I hear.
You're fat, ugly, unworthy
I thought I had gotten past this.
I thought Ana finally
Decided to let me go.
But with your unkind words,
Brought my unwelcome
Best friend back.
She screams high above even the loudest
Sounds.
She said She will never again
Leave me.
Now, next time maybe you should,
*think before you speak.
Your words bring legions of demons.
Yea, I really am that weak.