Little girl only 3,
Asks what are you doing to me?
Little boy age of 6,
Don't worry you'll be fine

Little girl aged to 6,
Standing high in the tree house,
Pleading please stop I don't want to play.
Little boy age now 9,
Keep ******* quiet and you'll be fine.
Do as I say, or I will bring you pain.
Pleading again, she says please just let me go.
We are in the tree house, alone
No one will ever know.
I'll shove you out, and watch you fall.
And watch your blood seep from your skull.

Little girl 13 now, standing in front of her mom.
No mom nothing happened.
Don't be ridiculous.
Little boy now 16,
Has no clue of the damage he has done.

Everyone says you look so good,
You're so thin.
Look how tiny you are.

But, as they say these things,
My mind starts to scream
They are just
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Don't listen to them
You look so  FAT
They don't even like you enough,
To tell the truth.

Then that time comes around
I made your favorite food.
no thanks, I'm not feeling quite right
     I'm really just
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It's hour 52.
The only thing that my stomach holds
Is a little blue pill.

Ok, yea I'm gonna go ahead,
And take that as a personal hit.
I knew that it would only last for a moment.
But, holy **** did that just hurt.
Even though it wasn't me.
I am too one if the unidentified ones.
Classifying us all as one,
Holy ****, the damage you have done.
I've been nothing but nice to you.
You have said it your self.
Now you just classified us all,
As nothing but ****.
Now, I'm terrified to say anything at all.
I'll hang out like a fly on the wall.
I'm not going to lie,
          That
              Really
                 *******
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            T.

If she only knew,
When she gave me that tool,
My  first thought was this
Is too ******* cool.

  The second was not so  innocent.
    Imagine the cuts this is going to make.
       It's going to be so portable,
          I'll take it every where.
              I'll never be too far from my only peace.

Oh, the first cuts my new friend made,
Were oh so beautiful, and stung so good.

I couldn't stop,
   I liked it a lot.

It was so much easier than the box cutter before.
I never leave home with out her now.
Always knowing she's near, helps me cope.


If she only knew when she took me to that room.
The scalpel she gave me so innocently,
Turned sinister so quickly.

I am there for anyone,
Family, friends,
Complete strangers too.
If you need an ear,
I'm here for you.
I don't need a name,
This isn't a game,
I just like to help.
I help others because,
I can't seem to help
                 Myself.

I am there for anyone,
Family, friends,
Complete strangers too.
If you need an ear,
I'm here for you.
I don't need a name,
This isn't a game,
I just like to help.
I help others because,
I can't seem to help
                 Myself.

It's meant as a joke, you say it with a smile.
Every word you say,
sticks in my brain.

As I lay down to sleep,
silently I start to cry.

You will never know, because I'll NEVER let it show.
Each unkind word you say, becomes a real scar.
I will carry every word on my skin.

Each time I see you it starts with,
Hey Ugly why are you here, isn't it time for you to leave?
Go put make up on to cover up your
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