So full of truth I *****
Dominoes in sequence
For my muse

I felt my emotions piling over me
Like blankets of water
Where the cold held close
With an illusion of warmth
So linear that the vibrations stopped,
The dreariness felt like home.

The day finished as it begun
A somber feeling, no sun, just grey clouds
Remaining so calm but hesitant
With thoughts that weigh me down
The ground doesn't seem low enough
So I fall upward, finding solace in the opposites.

I loved her so much that I let her go
Because her happiness
Meant more to me than my own.

Hibernate till my soul awakes
And wait for the wake
That crawls under my skin
Today and other days
Fade away into a later date
Always remaining here
In this melancholic state,
For eyes do not see mine
When I hide in the shade
I'll smirk when I see the subtle pain
That surrounds me
But my heart is shuddering
And pounding.

A cliffside cigarette
The rush of being on top of it all
Knowing how easy it would be to fall.

Sometimes I feel like the days just fall
Into each other without any elegance
Sometimes I steal emotions from strangers who seem fit
Sometimes I wish I was better.