How can she explain...?
When she doesn't even know herself
Why she is the way she is
Why she feels the way she does
She's misunderstood by herself and others
She wants to end the pain she feels daily
To just be able to turn numb
To forget about it all
To not care
But she can't it's too deep inside of her to not care
She has to care
If she doesn't....
Then who will?

Thrown to the side
Never cared about
Always putting people first
Where is her time to shine
When is her chance to speak her mind
Always wanting people to be happy
But was sacrificing her happiness
Well no more
She will not be pushed around
No more will she let people beg to be in her life if she doesn't want them
And no more will she ever think she doesn't deserve the best in life

Would you believe me,
if I said every thing you are,
every thing you do,
the very air you breathe
is perfect to me.

We all make mistakes,
we all lose our ****.
People are perfectly imperfect.
But without our imperfections, we cannot appreciate our perfection.

You are my addiction,
you are my obsession.
You are perfection.

The only thing I ask,
is will you accept me despite my imperfections?
Can I lay my heart in your hands?
Can I trust you to protect something that has been broken, time and time again?

Yet after everything I gave, I have had to fix it by myself.
Have had to lick my wounds by myself.
Have had to wipe away my own tears and promise myself that one day I would be given the world.

Will you, be there for me through thick and thin?
No matter the scars we develop, no matter the amount of blood we bleed.
Will you be with me, forever more?