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PandaLyn Mar 2016
I'm always someones' punching bag
Someone's toy to break
They call me a ***
Why does my heart ache?
Why does everyone have to be fake
Just drown me in a lake
My feelings I cannot bury
I wish to fly like a fairy
Away from these problems
Why do they have to be so thoughtless
To treat me like a punching bag
Only to be dragged
Through the dirt
Only to be hurt
PandaLyn Mar 2016
Look at me
I'm weak
Will I ever be
Someone people should meet
No?
Why not?
Then I will go
I'd rather be shot
Exiled  
Only to be reconciled
By the reason
Why I am exiled
This is high treason
To be treated like a child
For I know the true reason
Of why I cry with my knees in
Towards my chest
It is time for me to rest
PandaLyn Mar 2016
Hit me
Kick me
Beat me
Abuse me
But I will never
Be able to feel like you
I'm just here
As your punching bag
Just here to be
Your shoulder to cry on
So use me
So that maybe one day
I'll be able to feel what you do
But until then...
I'm Unfeeling
PandaLyn Mar 2016
Someone save me...
I'm sinking
Drowning...
Being swallowed whole
By this depression
By these words
Please...
I'll be better
Please!
I don't want to be here anymore
Can I give up?
Can everyone forget about me?...
I just want to be loved
But everywhere I go...
I am turned away towards this deep depression
All over again
Someone save me...
Show me what I'm worth
That I'm more then just a soul sinking in this quicksand of depression
PandaLyn Mar 2016
Look at her...
Do you see her?
Do you see the scars?
No?
Well then maybe you see
The plastic smile she puts on
The thin copy of her face
That she uses
Just so that you won’t worry about her
She cares too much for you
To open that door
And see what really happens to her
There are closed doors all around her
She wishes she could ask you to save her
But that only makes it worse
Hurry up and save her
Hurry please
Before she closes the door on her life
PandaLyn Feb 2016
I'm sitting there
In deep pain
Seeing everyone else
Smiling and laughing
But I'm being neglected
People start to forget about me
And then they start to leave
Neglecting me
So much pain
I can't breathe,
My heart hurts....
Why does it feel this way?
Won't somebody please...
Stay with me?...
Devour me so that I don't have to feel this agony anymore
PandaLyn Feb 2016
Tell me...
Is my worrying about you worth it?
Do you care for me as well?
I worry every day...
Scared as hell.
Worried you don't care about me the same way
Please pay attention to me
Show me I don't have to worry
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