He lies awake at night
As his mind runs on overtime
As he regrets everything he did
And everyone he hurt
He knows he's guilty
But he still tries his best
To be a better man
To be a better brother
A better boyfriend
A better friend
And a better son
But almost everyone
Analyzes every little thing he does
Expecting him to ***** up
Yet every day he still tries his best
To make them see the new and improved him

You are the ***** in my armor
Your dark hatred slipping through
And piercing my heart
What do you plan to accomplish?
To break me?
To bruise me?
Well guess what?
It's not over
It won't be over until I'm dying in your arms
Surrounded by your allies

My mind is overflowing
My body is decaying
Why can't I just be
Someone other then me?
All this turmoil
Going through it is futile
**** me now
Or forever bow
To your enemies whim
As my vision dims

The world seems so dim
Is it the world or my vision?
Maybe it's just me,
Am I worth fighting for?
Maybe I'm just weak
But I don't really pay much attention anymore
I just go through the days
Numb, putting on a fake creepy plastic smile, a thin copy of my face, a mask,
So nobody worries about me
That's the least I can do for them

Bullying is a subject we know all too well
Guess what?
It isn't fake
It isn't unseen
It's seen and heard of everyday
People commit suicide over the words and or fists that are thrown
They can't escape from it
They can't walk away from it
SO WHY DON'T YOU HELP???!!!
It's not because you're a coward
It's not because you don't see it
No it's because you do!!!
You're just happy it isn't you!
So you don't do anything about it
Thinking it will all blow away
You act like you don't see it
But what you really don't see...
Is the Rope Marks on his Neck
The Cuts on her Body
The report from the news stating they overdosed together
And died hoping, wishing for a better world

It is not just love that kills the poor girl
But the lack there of
The hatred that burns her
Leaves her empty inside
With no one to help
No one she can confide in
For if she does she is labeled as weak, crazy, two-faced, lazy, a freaky *****, a whale, a UFO, the dog **** on the bottom of someone's shoe
She tries to show she's worth it
But no one listens to her mournful cries
No one cares as she dies...
Inside...

Love is a hurtful dagger that is plunged into one's heart
At first it feels pleasant and appealing
You sink into the feeling
But then the dagger is twisted
And the heart is ripped out
Incinerated
As you fall to your knees
You grasp your chest
Screaming and crying for help
As your mind and body decays
But no one hears you