Consumed by her own darkness
She feels as it steals her breath
Gasping for air
Grabbing her throat
Choking her
She tries to scream in horror
But it didn't work
She had no air left
Slowly she started to die
Begging her shadow to save her
But it was nowhere to be found
She couldn't see it
The darkness made everything black  
Soon she gave up using the rest of her time before she was consumed to cry
Her mournful cries echoing
Through the dark

He wants to see the world through her eyes but he does not know about all the blood and anger
He does not see the words of others stabbing her repeatedly
He does not see her slowly dying day by ******* day
She begs him to walk away telling him she isn't worth it but he doesn't listen
Instead he grabs her by her arms and screams at her hoping he can get to her
Telling her she shouldn't scar that beautiful skin
But she continues so that she is able to know what kind of pain she feels inside

She's forced down
Held down
Forced to shut her mouth
People yelling and screaming at her that she should die
But she tries to fight against their words
She tries to show them she's worth it
Held down but for a moment it works and her wall she sets around her self still stands  
But that one pebble of a word is thrown and her wall crumbles
She breaks down the thoughts she's had about herself through her life coming back
All the words that have been thrown in the past batters her mind
She cries and screams for help for someone to help but no one hears her mournful cries

How can she explain...?
When she doesn't even know herself
Why she is the way she is
Why she feels the way she does
She's misunderstood by herself and others
She wants to end the pain she feels daily
To just be able to turn numb
To forget about it all
To not care
But she can't it's too deep inside of her to not care
She has to care
If she doesn't....
Then who will?

There is no way to deny it
No way to defy it,
She's giving up day by day
The thoughts running through her head,
She can't run away from them
Telling her to give up...
Telling her to end it,
Maybe it would be better if she was dead
Or maybe if she just dissapeared off the face of the earth,
She didn't know what to do...
Her Guardian Angel had left her,
Leaving everything black again
The darkness was consuming her
Choking her...
Killing her....

One side says yes
The other says hell no
Which side is the right path
She's confused
Been abused
She wishes she could make a decision
To say yes and be dunked into the bliss of being happy
At least most of the time because she just couldn't be happy always
Her history and her mind was telling her no
But her heart was telling her yes
Would she follow her mind?
Or follow her heart???

Standing there crying...
Slowly dying,
She stands there
Going nowhere
But then,
She sees a light
Walking towards it she finds out,
That standing there in the light is a person there to save her
But she can't cross over, the darkness holds her back
Consuming her,
She wishes she could open up her locked up heart
But it just all seems to hard,
The person in front of her walks towards the darkness and steps in
She begs them to walk away but they refuse,
Instead they stand there wrapping their arms around her making everything that was dark and light, black and white
Making it all one turning it gray