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To Whom It May Concern,

The person writing you now
Is a person never seen
And never heard before
They have put so much work
And so much time
Into being better just in case
You ever bump into them
They have focused on the traits
The habits and impurities
That those before you hated
They have built themselves
In the image they were provided
With tools found lying about
They aren't finished by any means
But they hope you accept them
And won't destroy their work.

Best Regards,
The Person
when it comes
there's that
feeling
and now everything
begins to
slip
when it passes
there's no
feeling
and now everything
continues to
slip
19h · 27
y.m.e
OnLithium 19h
Wanting to drown in your love
And float in your dreams
Wanting to die in your arms
And live in your thoughts
Wanting to get lost in your eyes
And be found in your heart
Wanting to be helpless to your touch
And thrive in your grasp
19h · 15
Ф (F)
OnLithium 19h
I has't been
F'rgotten in Flowers
Drossy in Pardon
And Fearful of Fate
I has't nay events
I consid'r F'rtuitous
Many I consid'r Fruitless
And few to none Fulfilling
2d · 6
Final Hurrah
Where will you be
When the party ends
Metaphorically I ask
Will you be covered
In golden glitter
Or passed out in the front yard
Like a drunken ***
Will you be safe at home
Cause your friends cared
Or jumping over fences
Cause they gave up on you
Will you be the one upstairs
With someone you shouldn't
Or praying to something for help
When you thought you wouldn't
The party always ends
I looked at myself
And truly took myself apart
I found that I love
To get into mischief
I like making mistakes
One really shouldn't
I love to have **** ups
So I don't feel like
Such a big one.
5d · 40
lovesick
I understand why people
Call it lovesick
It can be meant in the way of
You're toxic to my system
And make me ill
Or it can be meant in the way of
When you stare at me
I sweat
And when you are gone
I fret
When you touch me
I shiver
And when you are gone
I wither
Personally?
I love being lovesick.
5d · 27
love waits
Oh the tempus
I wasted
By not making
Thee mineth
Thee w're thence
Lingering
We knoweth each oth'r
So well
Lets not wasteth
Aught m're
Jul 15 · 23
Đ (Alternate)
OnLithium Jul 15
Divination
Sought out
By Dreamers
Sinners who
Held out
Desperation
Controls those
Who Don't
Wanna Die
Without somewhere
To belong
Pleading for
Deliverance
Enticing Dogma
You Don't
Believe in
Jul 15 · 33
esto o aquello
OnLithium Jul 15
Guilty pleasures
Rooted in
Traumatic treasures

You can either
Turn off the lights
Or we can sit
And both go to therapy
Jul 15 · 33
Blind Eye
OnLithium Jul 15
I go from
3 days of a slumber
To pleasures and rage
Hating me but lusting for you
Times of hopelessness
Thoughts of suicide
To gripping a wheel
Doing over 140
Self wallowing
Hiding in darkness
To feeling immortal
Impulsive purchases
And everytime this flip happens
I feel half of me turn and
Look the other way
Jul 13 · 52
@U
OnLithium Jul 13
@U
I couldn't have asked
Or prayed to the gods
For anything better
You watched me fight
And claw my way
Through so much
You know I'm not perfect
After all of that
You still decided
To choose me
Jul 12 · 24
Depth Diving?
OnLithium Jul 12
...                                          gashed deeply
in the quietest of ways
                         when i should have been
shrieking in torment
                         but with the swells
of both oceans and wounds
                         comes mitigation
...                                                and repose
Jul 12 · 103
818
OnLithium Jul 12
818
To feign ignorance
That the world
Just operates how
It does
When the signs
Are clearly there
For some
Its coincidence
For others
Its fate
For me
Its numbers
Such as 818
818 is one of my favorite numbers with my one of my favorite meanings.
Jul 12 · 37
Disguised Benevolence
OnLithium Jul 12
For those who have stuck around
I should be grateful
Yet often I've been wounded
By those who are close and dear
Their intentions virtuous
And their results malicious
All comes back to
If familiarity mattered
Water wouldn't boil a fish
Jul 10 · 29
Ë
OnLithium Jul 10
Ë
You are my
Everything
And that may
Seem bold
But what's really bold
Is how you stormed
Into my life
Even though
You were always there
Eagerly waiting
And now
I can't and don't
Want to leave your
Embrace
Jul 9 · 53
×
OnLithium Jul 9
×
I wake
In the same pain
I sought to
Escape

I revel
In the same addictions
I sought to
Disown
Jul 8 · 75
Mixed Signals
OnLithium Jul 8
Stay
But don't leave
Mine
But not yours
Forever
But not always
Jul 8 · 211
Filth
OnLithium Jul 8
This feeling
In the gut
The butterflies
Turn to termites
What made you
Stir inside
Is now eating
You alive
And now you are left
Rotting
Jul 5 · 47
Apparatus
OnLithium Jul 5
Been underwater
For so ****
Long
Didn't think
Anybody would
Care
Then from
Nowhere you
Appear
In your hands
A second
Chance
Jul 4 · 54
Beso
OnLithium Jul 4
Hold me close
Hold me tight
Kiss me once more
To say goodnight

I am here for now
I won't always be
So kiss me once more
Cause you love me
Jul 3 · 42
For You
OnLithium Jul 3
Contemplate suicide
Yet worry about death
The man I was
Died a long time ago
The man I am
Will die soon
And the man I'll become
Will die eventually
This may sound depressing
But when you realize
I'm becoming somebody
I never thought I would be
Just for her
And to eventually lay to rest
With her
You realize it's the most beautiful
Love story ever told.
Jul 3 · 324
Đ
OnLithium Jul 3
Đ
You can consider me
Your favorite
Disciple
I would follow you
Until my
Death

With that said
Take my hand and I will
Dedicate
Myself to you
And even when I turn to
Dust
You will find me
Waiting
Jun 30 · 147
Peace
OnLithium Jun 30
You laying
In the cabin's window seat
Reading one of my
Favorite books
The sun
Reflecting off your hair
We are existing
Together
At peace with life
Concerned with nothing
And for right now
As much as I
Want to continue to describe this
I want more to get lost
In this moment
Forever.
Jun 30 · 71
Haunted
OnLithium Jun 30
Being remembered
Forever
Sounds like like a tall
Task
That I'm not up for
Nope
I just want to be
Forgiven
For all that I've
Caused
Jun 29 · 68
Č̣ (Happier Version)
OnLithium Jun 29
You are so
Cute
Cuddlaeble
Captivating
Clever
Compassionate
Considerate
C­reative
Confident
Classy
Consistent
Calm
I Could go on
But you get the gist
Jun 29 · 47
Č̣
OnLithium Jun 29
Closure
Found in Closets
Full of proverbial skeletons
Or if its recent trauma
I suppose its
Carcasses
Jun 29 · 129
Last Laugh
OnLithium Jun 29
I love everything
About not having social media
I worry less
Don't waste my time
Yet
The biggest drawback
Is I can't rub in your face
How happy I am
With someone else
Jun 25 · 63
Ɓ
OnLithium Jun 25
Ɓ
Breakthrough
Found at the
Bottom
Or in depressive
Basements
Don't waste away
The days
For a dead man can't
Be saved
Jun 25 · 60
Å
OnLithium Jun 25
Å
Sitting here
In a hotel
In Albuquerque
In Awe
Of how we got here
It really is just
A series of chances
Events that dictate
Outcomes
As you sleep
I Am granted
The time to realize
I like this outcome
So far.
The intro to a new series following the Number Series
Jun 25 · 64
100
OnLithium Jun 25
100
It only seems fitting
That the first poem of this series
Was one of heartbreak
And that the last poem
Be one of happiness and hope

So here's to you
For taking a chance
On a hopeless romantic
Here's to the journey
We are embarking on
And here's to whatever happens
Along the way.

Fin.
(Of the Numbered Series)
Jun 25 · 72
99
OnLithium Jun 25
99
Its the way
You turn and look
Straight into my soul
The way you caress
The steering wheel
Like its my face
The way the sun
Seems to radiate
Off of you
And you ask me
"Why are you smiling
Like an idiot?"
Jun 24 · 71
98
OnLithium Jun 24
98
You
So patient
Me
So clueless
Now
The universe
Feels
So right
Let's
Get lost
In
Each other
Jun 24 · 57
97
OnLithium Jun 24
97
I close my eyes
And pretend
No.
I don't want to know
Its not in my control
No.
You took everything
Gave it all to someone new
No.
You did what you had to
I can't be bitter
No?
Jun 24 · 57
96
OnLithium Jun 24
96
Let this be a reminder
That while hell
Is cruel and horrific
It was this world
That made me
As dysfunctional
And disgusting
As I am
Hell isn't my
Designer
Jun 24 · 52
95
OnLithium Jun 24
95
Can't bury myself
Killed every piece
Of myself I loved
After what you did
It only felt right
To leave you with
The shovel
Jun 23 · 323
94
OnLithium Jun 23
94
Afraid of
Losing what
I don't
Have

Afraid of
Choosing what
I haven't
Before
Jun 23 · 70
93
OnLithium Jun 23
93
Standing
At a fork
In the road
Wishing
That the answer
Would come quickly
Jun 23 · 53
92
OnLithium Jun 23
92
Shaking like a leaf
In a bitter wind
Trying to just hold on
To what's holding me down
Knowing if I can't
I'll float to a place
I don't know
And just skitter around
Jun 23 · 66
91
OnLithium Jun 23
91
Can I be honest now?
Not like you care anyways
Have I made you proud?
Had to sell my soul
Just to make it out
I lived in your hell
Changed and yet I still drink
From the poisoned well
Jun 23 · 142
90
OnLithium Jun 23
90
Been so caught up
Trying to be more
Than my past
Haven't even given hope
Or leaving chances
For my future
Jun 23 · 84
For Prof.
OnLithium Jun 23
You chase
Till I fall
You watch
As I tumble
You leave
When I hit
The bottom
Jun 21 · 59
24 Pt. 2
OnLithium Jun 21
To Whom It May Concern,

This soul has found
No rest
These eyes have seen
Horrors beyond belief
These hands are covered
In blood that is not theirs
These legs won't hold
For much longer
Please be there
I'm counting on you.

Sincerely,
Me
Jun 21 · 161
89
OnLithium Jun 21
89
Feel like
I woke up
To a brand new car
Only to find out
I'm going to be
Chained to it
And dragged along
Jun 21 · 83
88
OnLithium Jun 21
88
I wish I had
The words
The time
The tears
The heart
The will
The love

But I don't.
Jun 20 · 57
87
OnLithium Jun 20
87
I can't feel a thing
I hope you're wishing
It was still your hands
Wrapped around my throat
I'm so ******* numb
I hope you're wishing
It was still your body
Intertwined with mine
Jun 20 · 78
86
OnLithium Jun 20
86
You
Cover your tears
With makeup

I
Cover your fingerprints
With tattoos

What if I
Just covered your eyes

What if you
Just put your hands back on me
Jun 20 · 74
85
OnLithium Jun 20
85
I confess
That the days
Have passed
While I've sat
In regret and turmoil
Don't wanna do this
No more

I confess
Please
Put me to rest
Jun 20 · 78
84
OnLithium Jun 20
84
I always thought
It'd be fun
To survive in
A dystopian society
And then it
Hit me like
An Orwell book
To my head
We already are
Jun 20 · 61
83
OnLithium Jun 20
83
Am I enough?
The anxiety crept in
Is this happiness?
The depression slept in
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