I don't want to change.
I don't
And I can't.
I'm fine.
I'm fine the way I am.
Leave me alone
'Cause I'm fine
And your fine too.
We're all fine.
Yay
What a wonderful world.

Orli,
Your scars are showing.
Orli,
Your movements are slowing
Orli,
Your eyes are red and blurring.
Orli,
Your brain is overflowing.

You can't let them see.
You can't let them know.

Orli,
Your scars are showing.

Maybe I'll twist my
head off and throw it in the
Trash where it belongs

I have no energy left to
Cry
I say
Goodbye
To happiness and
Sigh
Why can't I close my
Eyes
And fall
asleep
Instead I lie awake In
bed
and
think
of death
Maybe try to hold my
Breath
I know it's stupid
I can't
stop it
Even when
I know I'm ruined
I just want it all
to stop
Please
Maybe tomorrow I'll
sleep in
Peace.

I am here
I have a voice that could be heard
I have opinions that could be listened to
I have skin that could be touched
I have eyes that could be stared into
I have breath that could be smelled
I have lips that could be kissed
I am here
Sharing this world with billions of other people

sometimes I forget that