touch me again, I
dar*e
you. I will string out your
crown-jewel insides and bite
off your hands ~or would, if following through was a strength of mine-
Sounds of him moving on from downstairs, bludgeon me.
Today i will resolve my emotions for the men I've loved who are incapable of loving me. I will fill my throat with things that wish to stay there. The water will rush to greet me with infinite reassurances, engulfing my favorite secrets, kissing them in recognition, stroking me into peaceful slumber, lasting. Oh, lake, love, keep me into forever.