Its truly baffling
One day you cant stay above the water
Then you understand you've been able to breath
That you arent in water at all
Never were.

Its more like being in flight.
You can breathe now
Finally able to grow fond of the sights.

A love so deep
It takes my soul away
A hill so steep
Life left us in dismay
I can't breathe
A lovely home turned disarray
Take heed
You never needed it anyway

Your projections
Show me your direction

Im not like you
I no longer hate myself so much that dragging someone else is something i do
Which sadly is unlike you

I do pray you heal

"Its hard to love someone who's so damaged.."


When this is said
You'll be expected to manage

Have you ever heard something that felt as if you were being branded?

I wonder if im just unloveable
                ..then again i wonder how anyone can care for something when they were never there
Never saw it... never heard you... how could someone care when they don't know...

Damaged...
Is that all i am..
Is that really all they can see...

Its hard to understand how things that were done to me by other is somehow my fault..how the way I survived my hell on earth is "hard" to love...

We are more than damaged.
And ******* it you are not hard to love.

I wanna feel loveable

But now everything's less trustable

So I shell up

Uncrustable

I held on to that.
But I never found my soul in that.

I can't hold onto that.
So I found my soul in straps.

Real tough guy act.
When, I feel alone in fact.

Oh yes
Hes such a yellow fella