It's gone be alright
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Its all okay
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We all play the bad guy sometimes
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Just dry yo eyes
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Clear yo mind
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Take it one step at a time

I don't know if you even look at my page here anymore Stephen.

If you do though, I want you to see this.
I want you to know you'll always be a special person in my eyes.
I can never forget or break the bond we do share.

Things are different now. But please remember thats life, we change and so do situations.

I'll never disrespect you to anyone. I'll always have your back. And as long as I'm breathing you will never be alone. It's a big *** world and I know you feeling alone but sometimes you gotta walk by yourself to get back home.

I love you all my heart. Please hold it down and stay strong.  Your family is counting on you.

Maybe its feeling comfortable
I know you
Or at least i like to think i do
...
Maybe its the familiarity
To be honest
I cant figure it out
...
But what i do know
Ill smile when i see you pull up

Don't cry
Don't cave
Don't
Absolutely never
Become maniac
In their presence

The pressure is there
But fall apart when no one is looking
Have those thoughts while
No one is there to care

Care for yourself in those times
Take a shower
Wash it off

Most people seem to be able to cry
When in the shower

Their safe place i guess

But me

It doesnt come so easy
All the water everywhere and all
As if everything along with me
Drowning

My mania catches up
Something i hate having
I hate dealing with
I hate having to try to explain
To try to see understanding in others eyes

To see a future along side someone

Someone that can help me.