Nomadic poet

Nomadic poet Jul 2020

Now?
Well, now...
I keep your pillows set the way you had them.
I havent turned the fan off
In small hope you wont get too hot out there
I just hope one day you can see
...
I only wanted you to be free with me

Nomadic poet Jul 2020

Answers I Need

They always say the right thing isn't easy.
But do they ever really explain that to us?
They never told me how hard it would be just to breath
Just to be...
They always said you'll find the strength..
But from where?
They never seem to have the answers I need.

Nomadic poet Jul 2020

You're beautiful

During these times,
Please remember,
You're beautiful all on your own.

Nomadic poet Jul 2020

Growing glow

You glow when you grow.

Choosing yourself and being unapologetically you is not wrong.
Choosing to love who the ******* are is not a mistake.
Deciding to flip the page and move on doesnt make you a bad person.

You must create your own happiness.
You have to love yourself.

If i can tell anyone the biggest lesson I've learned...
Always loving others and chosing to pour yourself out will leave nothing for you..
Respect and love yourself.
Be happy with or without people.
You cannot give what you do not have.

It doesn't hurt anymore.

Nomadic poet Jul 2020

I promise

When that weights gone
I promise you'll fly

Nomadic poet Jul 2020

They dont know

In order to break the cycle
You have to be willing to be called crazy
To be told you are making a huge mistake
They tell you this
They make you feel it
You'll question yourself
But in the end
Your the cycle breaker not them
Don't expect them to understand your message
They don't know what you're after

Nomadic poet Jun 2020

Happy mother

Arent mothers suppose to rejoice
Arent we suppose to love our life

Because i can tell you now
I dont feel love in my home.
I dont feel love in my heart.
Im cold.
I look at her and i hate myself
For not being good enough
For not doing enough
For not loving myself enough to be a happy mother.
I hate that men get to choose when to participate and when to leave.
But us mothers.
We got a duty and a responsibility.
Not a light one either
Im scared.
Im alone.
But i will not let her go without
With a heavy heart and heavy limbs
Ill keep moving forward for her to know that loving yourself is the way to greet this world with arms open wide.

Im sorry im a sad mom. Im sorry i didnt make a good life prior to creating you. Im young but babygirl im giving you all i have. Just you and i baby.