Emerald Blue, shes walking through
broken pieces of her youth
she'll never ask that of you
have you seen her latest scheme?
she's getting back her beliefs
now she only hears the dark
it's always had a way with her
she has always had a way with words
Emerald Blue she'll see right through
everything you ever do
I'm sitting here among her mess
haven't had my much needed cigarette
waiting for a flame to catch
upon it's tip of bitter sweetness
just a little nicotine fit
can't seem to find some matches
such a useless pack of reds
sitting here among her darkness
whatever happened, use to know an Emerald Blue

I got a ruby secret
I keep it in my pocket
Only Zulu knows about it
So I put him in a prison
He thinks he's getting out soon
But he doesn't have a clue
He's just a little rodent
But he thinks he's a Raven!
He's in love with a prophet
So now he's on a conquest
But I planned his execution
He doesn't know know about it
He's always getting roasted
Thinks he's a stallion
He's really just a rodent
But he knows my little secret
I tried to sew his mouth shut
But he had an objection!
Thinks he's the president
Shh.. "He's really just a rodent"
I gave him a promotion...
So now he is my magician
He just keeps on escaping
He's drunk again, talking ****
Hey Zulu! Where are you running to?
Everybody is looking for you!

I'm a blue Jean cowgirl
Heading for a place to rise
And somewhere out there in between you and I
On my way to little Skylake
I'm a dripping green on the dragon gate
That's where I left my silver Heartache
Big-time cash in honey, let the games begin
On a burgundy wine high
Boy time I zip my fly
I'm a Coca-Cola *****
I'm your blue-eyed death wish
I'm a Saturn returner
Who killed the Road Runner
I'm a blue Jean cowgirl yes who will be the one to save my anxiousness
Cause I'm going on a trip
And I'm taking my acoustic
Gained a bit of my soul on my way back
It was getting late miss placed that sad heart ache
Met a starlit ****** boy who sold his soul for a nice goodbye

Well I'm taking off my skin i'm tearing through the thick of it
Shedding like a snake I want to be this, next week
Yes I know it's bad smoking is bad for my health but the surgeon general doesn't follow me around anymore
Now it's all the boys hitting on  everything that walks
They think they're so cool with everything they talk
Taking off the ball and chain in the hand that holds me down
And I lost my health so I fear myself
in the ground below that seem so sturdy
now unruly
Hey the wax coating is finally pealing away
hey I am healing no need to wear any, you're already appealing
The little angel that you are picking up on
***** words in all your words now clinging to the things you do
But watch who you talking to
Strangers like to follow you
So appealing that you know yourself so well
you're pretty
What a pity
I won't hold it against you
Better start to smear your lipstick
aint nobody here that is perfect
The girls from your past are creeping looks like your their main dish they said
Such perfect skin so sad to see your on their wish list
Now to get your hundred lashes but baby don't worry don't act like that because h

Sad eyed virgins screaming their silence
to glaring Christs calming the violence
devils awaiting their new arrivals
innocent angels motionless on pedestals
untouched mortals awaiting their birth
to a new day
a new world
with unforgiven earth

I pull together the parts of me
Hidden and safe from those who may see
I find some glue and pretend I knew
That shy shattered little girl of my youth
I put myself back together
like a broken china doll
a million shards of porcelain surround me as I fall
I gather up increments of myself
there is life in these tiny pieces
And if you look close enough the glimmer of a soul will spark
I repaint her tiny eyes
so that they remain open, aware and wide
The cracks remain like tiny veins
Their little voice is what remains
Whisper in my porcelain ear
Steel yourself from past flaws
Know that you are a beautiful china doll
Do not let the evil prevail
Release yourself from their jail
The derelict are ignorant and stale
Return to your former state
Before their hurtful words of hate

Scratching tearing at my flesh
Her way of saying "Hi" I guess
Strangers! Voices! Imposters! ! Pests!
Impeding my person
Unwelcome guests!
Locks, Chains, Concrete Walls, Barbwire
Will not stop them from her mission
Maybe I should set them on  fire?
Or would that hinder my current condition?
She is always lurking
Stalking my every thought
Holding them hostage
Turning them against me!
Like a ONE woman army
Can anything stop her?
Is there a pill to make her go away?
I have tried so many and yet here "she" stays.

Dragged along my broken shore
Swallowed by their waves once more
Undressed, sedated, restrained to a bed
"We want to help you" they calmly said

Crimes against my soul I cried!
There is no pill to ease this mind
I stare unaware drugged confused
My fractured mind had come unglued
Broken shattered was the wall
That held back my White Squall

And while it came crashing in
In pieces, shards all worn thin
I couldn't see my tide was high
Ready to break at a moments time

Years and years of wear and tear
A cracked formed and could not bare
One more assault against my soul
It all caved in, I lost control

She struts undaunted through lashes of light
Knowingly aware of her laden flight
Reluctantly edging upon treacherous ground
Carefully choosing her vision around
Ever forward with power and skill
Fearing no fear with untainted will
Emacualte eyesight to guide and lead
Toned and buff like an outlawed breed
Like something carved from marble stone
Her mind is set
She rides alone
Silently charging, she battles endless
Completing  her journey of anger and madness
Armored with the pain of her dying tribe
A warrior on a mission to set things right

Light beams scatter through the air
A thousand stars react when you stare
Diamonds shatter amoung your glance
The tallest mountains never stood a chance
The sun shines brighter just for you
The moon himself gives you a better view
A note sounds sweeter as it flows
In and out of sound it goes
Waves bow down and change their tide
The trees sway in rhythm as you walk by...
Do you even know your own weight?
Your worth more than gold and so I wait...

Little four star CD *****
Jesus been divorced before
She's a jewel cave solar day
In the middle of a tidle wave
She's glaring at the antichrist
He's using faded pick up lines
She's just another drama queen
Trying to steal another scene
Is it your New Orleans drunken feeling?
Is it crawling up the ***** ceiling?
Are you small in her opinion?
Did she already make her decision?
She will leave you broken hearted
You won't even know she departed
Took off while you were asleep
She was never yours to keep
You wake up in your cheap motel
Headache, hungover, alone as hell
No money, no car, no credit cards
Just pain and hurt and some deep scars

Lightning struck her darkened soul
So the story now unfolds
Can I come out of my cage she says
To the voice up there in thread
I swear you are beautiful and mean
But I love the way you look at me
I hold your anger and kiss your rage
You lock me in this pretty cage
A tiny ray of sun casts thin
Come closer and I'll let you in
I dare not blink or cringe my eye
So not to miss a ounce of light
And in this place I have been so long
A soft voice sings a beautiful lonely song
I dream of past sun lit days
Then wake up in his black space

A twirling thought made its way
Onto the surface of the day
these strange days, seem to slide
Flowing in and out of my fragile mind
The gap above slowed it's tune
Rising stars and falling moons
My tornado is coming soon

And the feeling is my Mood
Just another selfish Jude
Sarcastic mess is my fault
Just the way I harshly talk
I feel a tornado on my skin
The winds have come now I burden
It's digging deep and digging in
Burrowing its claws, deep and the most distant
Coming Crawling Creeping Closer
And so my tornado hits
breaches all parallels
Tingy pitch on my guitar
Lash out, scream lyrics. talk tough
A failed attempt my sweet loser
My tornado took me over

I wrote in his book
they've all gone wild
the cabin lies in salem
there is witchcraft floating there
go at once spirits drift
somewhat bewildered
the afflicted girls
Abby conjured spells by the fire
I never see the devil
he creeps around my window
I hear him while I sleep
strange dreams
a thousand voices
cried spirits! spirits!
and the accused were hung
evil set free
its breathes it breathes

I tried to **** it
But if came back to life
I tried to choke it
But it refused to die
I took my car and ran it over
But it just gave  me a smile
I tried to drown it
But it kept on breathing
I left it dying
But it went back to being
I pushed it in front of a moving train
But no luck as of yet, it still remains
One time I locked it in a room that had no door
But it managed to escape and punish me some more
I left it in the middle of nowhere
But it refused to get lost
I pushed it down a flight of stairs
But that only ****** it off
I poured gasoline on it and lit a match
But it refused to burn and proceeded to laugh
I tired to convince it, it doesn't exist
It refused to believe me, then cruely hissed
I tried to bury it deep underground
But it dug a way out thru a hole it found
I tried to shoot it in the chest
But of course it was wearing a bulletproof vest
My list of premeditated plans of the destruction of "it"
Has not gone well, in fact the opposite!

I haven't found the way to heaven
And I don't know who my friends are
So I peeled away my victims
Just to see them all unravel
I think it's time I start my engine
And kick up some dust and gravel
Just where did all those f@$kers go?
Maybe down to Mexico...
Maybe  a visit to these "friends" of mine
I'll pay them back for their so called time
I'll take a gun and some amunitition
Just in case they fail to listen
Of course poison is another way
To **** them all and walk away
I'll buy them all a round of drinks
Even wish them happy things
I will smile and wave as they go down
Then drive away to another town....

The tide subsides
As you creep in
The ocean waves crash upon our sin
The salty sweat of your razor tongue
Lashes out and melts the once brilliant sun
The Rocky cliff that is no more
Held the light upon its shore
You heaved, trashed and destroyed the walls
Thousands of years now dust and shards
You plucked the moon right from the sky
Crushed it down with just a sigh
Monster from the deep dark sea
What is it you ask of me?
You slashed gored down every tree
Pushed them over like a Paper Dolly
You stained the streets with our blood
Then trudged your way through the flood...