I woke up in shambles
Stark across the room
Nothing but my underwear on
Just what happened last night
Hit the bottle hard enough to fight
Can't remember what was ought
You sit there with a confused grin
Somewhere is my bottle of gin

I want to talk about it
How much we lost
How did we lose each other
And what is the cost
i try to speak some words to you
I say it loud but it slips right thru
Everytime I make a fine
Alternative, we never seem to give a ****
I woke up in shambles again
Wondering if I could make up for my next sin
Guess I should guess again
Same mistakes **** girl **** gin
Goodbye my love I tried I tried
It just wasn't enough this time
Someday I'll make it rhyme but for now
I'll just take my time
Get up, get dressed and remember my lines
Move on to the next love of mine

Her sinister smiling soul
hungry dripping severed ache
bites and tears consumes my flesh
then tenderly nips , meets my breast
wicked
crooked
down leaning spine
creeps over and under weaving twine
upon its ever icy ache
cautious
frozen
freezing place
a tender kiss stops cold and stiff
remains a mid air inhuman glitch
I love the way you harshly move
jutting your words to match your mood
her taste still striking at my tongue
creeps crooked soft lit spun

Lovely binding winding words
release their strength of scheming curse
weaving and twisting through gruesome trails
writhing indecent upon grit and nails
is this the bed I've slaved for sleep?
Or where my sadness go to weep?
this transformed new, epiphany of mine
Has worked it's way thru this soul of mine
I douse the bed with gasoline and light the match and watch it gleam!
The beautiful flames catch my eyes
I walk away to my new life

I'm feeling Medusa
holier than Moses
The gatekeeper shows me
An eleventh hour ceremony
They're all wearing Rosemary beads
Oh God, it's almost time for the next beheading!
The onlookers consist of arsenic carnivores
They keep opening up my cellar doors
Too late.. You let the dragon loose
Boy has he got news for you
Romeo and Juliet, haven't found the perfect punishment
While Mother Teresa lost her way to Jesus
There went Mcbeth riding the elevator again
Gabriel the angel is chasing Judas's kiss of death
Now isn't that just a little too ludicrous?
Now I'm gathering Julius's book of Genesis
As the gypsy in me, singing the gospel of nickodemus
Trying to get away with the ****** of my scarlet letter
As Medusa carries her anxiety
Wearing those **** Rosemary beads
And it's still not the right consistently
Well, at least me have some memories
i am feeling like Medusa
Am I holier than Moses?
She says she sick sick sick of it
Sick of all the *******

Welcome to the firing squad
Shut up and don’t talk too much
Maybe I’ll sew your **** mouth shut
Now they pull you down in front
Waiting for the guns to go off

Nothing here makes sense to us
Guess we should have risen up
Maybe now we will all stand up
Take down the goons with the guns

Should have made our minds up
Left them in a blast of dust
Put them on a train or bus
Now they'll get the rest of us

Let's get them all in a room
Light a match and watch the boom
Then have a party and watch them burn
We are in charge! it's our turn

The pillows do not rest your head although you may be tired
Perfect porcelain statues of people
Tiny trinkets motionless and admired
towels that dont dry ***** hands
Because they are for looks
The dolls stare blankly across the room
Sit on shelves instead of books
The fine china sits in a curio shelf
Alone forever collecting dust
Pretty flowers no one smells
Frozen forever go untouched
antique couches plush and blue
The guests not asked to have a seat
Price tag attached as if brand new
It’s contents staged precise and neat
Take off your shoes at the door
To maintain the integrity close to mint
Walking on eggshells upon the floor
The carpet lacking one footprint
A life size doll house you can walk inside
look but do not touch written in large print
Detailed written warning signs
Inform the cautious and careful inhabitants
A house you wouldn’t want to live in
But a family does reside
A shocking truth you can’t believe
Resembles forms of any human life

Walking dreaming talking scheming
Upwards towards the sky I fought
Downwards tripping down I ought
Double meaning words spill from
My snake like bewitched fork like tongue
Shady altered unfriendly friends
Shadows follow slowly bend
Adventures tease and lure me out
To the dark outskirts of a ghostly town
We wander aimlessly about and around
Nothing lives here just dust of crowns
We find our way back to a place we know
And see some friends and off we go!
To another place another adventure
With our slippery words and greasy temper