I got a ruby secret
I keep it in my pocket
Only Zulu knows about it
So I put him in a prison
He thinks he's getting out soon
But he doesn't have a clue
He's just a little rodent
But he thinks he's a Raven!
He's in love with a prophet
So now he's on a conquest
But I planned his execution
He doesn't know know about it
He's always getting roasted
Thinks he's a stallion
He's really just a rodent
But he knows my little secret
I tried to sew his mouth shut
But he had an objection!
Thinks he's the president
Shh.. "He's really just a rodent"
I gave him a promotion...
So now he is my magician
He just keeps on escaping
He's drunk again, talking ****
Hey Zulu! Where are you running to?
Everybody is looking for you!

I'm a blue Jean cowgirl
Heading for a place to rise
And somewhere out there in between you and I
On my way to little Skylake
I'm a dripping green on the dragon gate
That's where I left my silver Heartache
Big-time cash in honey, let the games begin
On a burgundy wine high
Boy time I zip my fly
I'm a Coca-Cola *****
I'm your blue-eyed death wish
I'm a Saturn returner
Who killed the Road Runner
I'm a blue Jean cowgirl yes who will be the one to save my anxiousness
Cause I'm going on a trip
And I'm taking my acoustic
Gained a bit of my soul on my way back
It was getting late miss placed that sad heart ache
Met a starlit ****** boy who sold his soul for a nice goodbye

Well I'm taking off my skin i'm tearing through the thick of it
Shedding like a snake I want to be this, next week
Yes I know it's bad smoking is bad for my health but the surgeon general doesn't follow me around anymore
Now it's all the boys hitting on  everything that walks
They think they're so cool with everything they talk
Taking off the ball and chain in the hand that holds me down
And I lost my health so I fear myself
in the ground below that seem so sturdy
now unruly
Hey the wax coating is finally pealing away
hey I am healing no need to wear any, you're already appealing
The little angel that you are picking up on
***** words in all your words now clinging to the things you do
But watch who you talking to
Strangers like to follow you
So appealing that you know yourself so well
you're pretty
What a pity
I won't hold it against you
Better start to smear your lipstick
aint nobody here that is perfect
The girls from your past are creeping looks like your their main dish they said
Such perfect skin so sad to see your on their wish list
Now to get your hundred lashes but baby don't worry don't act like that because h

Sad eyed virgins screaming their silence
to glaring Christs calming the violence
devils awaiting their new arrivals
innocent angels motionless on pedestals
untouched mortals awaiting their birth
to a new day
a new world
with unforgiven earth

I pull together the parts of me
Hidden and safe from those who may see
I find some glue and pretend I knew
That shy shattered little girl of my youth
I put myself back together
like a broken china doll
a million shards of porcelain surround me as I fall
I gather up increments of myself
there is life in these tiny pieces
And if you look close enough the glimmer of a soul will spark
I repaint her tiny eyes
so that they remain open, aware and wide
The cracks remain like tiny veins
Their little voice is what remains
Whisper in my porcelain ear
Steel yourself from past flaws
Know that you are a beautiful china doll
Do not let the evil prevail
Release yourself from their jail
The derelict are ignorant and stale
Return to your former state
Before their hurtful words of hate

Scratching tearing at my flesh
Her way of saying "Hi" I guess
Strangers! Voices! Imposters! ! Pests!
Impeding my person
Unwelcome guests!
Locks, Chains, Concrete Walls, Barbwire
Will not stop them from her mission
Maybe I should set them on  fire?
Or would that hinder my current condition?
She is always lurking
Stalking my every thought
Holding them hostage
Turning them against me!
Like a ONE woman army
Can anything stop her?
Is there a pill to make her go away?
I have tried so many and yet here "she" stays.

Dragged along my broken shore
Swallowed by their waves once more
Undressed, sedated, restrained to a bed
"We want to help you" they calmly said

Crimes against my soul I cried!
There is no pill to ease this mind
I stare unaware drugged confused
My fractured mind had come unglued
Broken shattered was the wall
That held back my White Squall

And while it came crashing in
In pieces, shards all worn thin
I couldn't see my tide was high
Ready to break at a moments time

Years and years of wear and tear
A cracked formed and could not bare
One more assault against my soul
It all caved in, I lost control