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Noah Dec 2015
All the things left behind
All these crumpled memories
They still remain in mynd
I am lost inside of me

Glimpse inside of mynd
And you will find
Stubborn thoughts
With no beginning

I am lost inside of me, you see
Searching for my identity
My map is torn and I've broken the key
But still I search for me

Glimpse inside of mynd
And you will see
Broken pieces in search of




Me
Noah Dec 2015
To be or not to be,
That is the question
That captivates my thoughts,
And haunts my dreams
To be or not to be,
This is the question
That haunts me

To be or not to be
That truly is the question
Gets lost inside
The troubled mind
And brings the heart
To question

Is pain a part of living?
Or is death life's great deception?
Is joy found in the journey?
Or is it a distant destination?

To be or not to be,
Is still the question
That haunts me
Until the day I lay
My soul to sleep
I'll draw my final breath and say,
To be or not to be
Noah Dec 2015
***, drugs, money & music
it sounds like the dream
but it's just an excuse
and I wanna be clean
and I've tried to refuse
but it keeps calling me
and I'm afraid that I'll lose
all the good things in me
if I give in and use
but I'm in desperate need
Of a f*cking excuse

So one more time
I'll quit it tomorrow,
I just need one more night
to gather my thoughts
and leave my troubles behind
Noah Dec 2015
I don't pretend to be a fool
And I don't try to be cool
I just try to live a normal life
and turn my back to the cruel, cruel
world that I'm living in
full of temptations
good things come and go
but I have one thing that stays and it's
the only thing I trust because it
carries me away from this
cruel, cruel world that I'm living in
Noah Dec 2015
Baby girl, I know what this is like for you
This distance between us hurts me too
But as long as you are mine
Then I am all yours too
I'm not the best of the best
I know I don't deserve you
But if you just give me the chance
I’ll live my life to make you happy
I don't want you to be afraid to open up to me
I want to be the one you come to with your problems
I want to be the one to hold you when life turns It's back on you
I swear to you,
You can trust me
If there's no one else
In the world
You can trust
Even still,
You can trust me
I want you to know that
Noah Dec 2015
I gaze up at the stars,
Start filling with confliction
Parts of me are lost in space,
Just beyond my furthest reach

All that remains of me, it seems
Are twisted memories

The broken pieces left to die
As fragments in the sky

— The End —